heather

✨ 19 || gmu || "..But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” - Marilyn Monroe

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[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

Perception: you’re optimistic. You’re positive. You want to be as happy as you possibly can- hell, even when something bad happens, you always try to put a positive spin on it, put on a happy tone, try to pretend things are okay. That’s how you grew up. That’s how you’ve always been. It’s all you know. And this desire to never rock the boat, this want to only ever be positive, it has lead you to do things you regret, interact with people you’re scared of, be someone you’re not.

Perception part 2: you can’t keep that up forever. Your happy front will fall eventually, and when it does, it’s going to be hard to pick up the pieces. And the longer you put off letting your walls down, the harder it’s going to be. And if you don’t let your walls down even once, it’s going to be almost impossible.

... you pretty much hit the nail on the head with that one, nonnie

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

suprise, bitches.

// @ivyrobinson-mrpa @heathermcnamara-mrpa @brookelohst-mrpa @veronicasawyer-mrpa @jasondean-mrpa @nadiamcconnell-mrpa @ameliepoulain-mrpa

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

she’s been dead for ten years

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

:)

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

wh

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

idk, wanted to be ominous. what are you doing here?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im definitely not okay ! but ! you can go back to living in my nightmares now!!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

that wouldn’t be as fun though, mac

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

dont call me that! thanks!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

ew, fine.

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

out of principle, i have to ask how you are. how are you?

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

im surviving more or less, you?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im okay. ive got a modeling contract, so. thats cool

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

suprise, bitches.

// @ivyrobinson-mrpa @heathermcnamara-mrpa @brookelohst-mrpa @veronicasawyer-mrpa @jasondean-mrpa @nadiamcconnell-mrpa @ameliepoulain-mrpa

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

she’s been dead for ten years

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

:)

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

wh

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

idk, wanted to be ominous. what are you doing here?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im definitely not okay ! but ! you can go back to living in my nightmares now!!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

that wouldn’t be as fun though, mac

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

dont call me that! thanks!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

ew, fine.

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

out of principle, i have to ask how you are. how are you?

[tallwife]

Is anybody else obsessed with understanding how others perceive you like… who am I in your lives… what kind of person am I… a friend of mine told me once that I’m mysterious and I was like ??????!???)????

[tallwife]

mutuals do this; secure my place in reality

[for-ev-ermore-deactivated202107]

Ask game: tell me how you perceive me

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

i would like to. hide. that is all

[jasondean-mrpa]

Abandoned places are good spots to disappear into, like old abandoned houses and shit

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

consider: ghosts 

[jasondean-mrpa]

Counterpoint: spells that ward off ghosts

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

you’ve got me there

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

i would like to. hide. that is all

[jasondean-mrpa]

Abandoned places are good spots to disappear into, like old abandoned houses and shit

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

consider: ghosts 

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

dates are scams created by the government to make you sad!!

[angeldumottschunard-mrpa]

mostly !! why

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

went on a date with a shitty guy :/

[angeldumottschunard-mrpa]

ah,

i shall eat him

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

do it

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

i would like to. hide. that is all

[deactivated-blog]

Do you want to come over?? You can stay as long as you need, and there’s ice cream 

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im okay, honey! but thank you so so much! 

[deactivated-blog]

Are you sure? 

You’re welcome!! 

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im sure! i just need to be alone, you know?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

i would like to. hide. that is all

[deactivated-blog]

Do you want to come over?? You can stay as long as you need, and there’s ice cream 

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im okay, honey! but thank you so so much! 

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

i would like to. hide. that is all

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

suprise, bitches.

// @ivyrobinson-mrpa @heathermcnamara-mrpa @brookelohst-mrpa @veronicasawyer-mrpa @jasondean-mrpa @nadiamcconnell-mrpa @ameliepoulain-mrpa

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

she’s been dead for ten years

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

:)

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

wh

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

idk, wanted to be ominous. what are you doing here?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im definitely not okay ! but ! you can go back to living in my nightmares now!!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

that wouldn’t be as fun though, mac

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

dont call me that! thanks!

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

How did you go from best friends with heather and hating JD to friends with JD and Fearing Heather

its called ✨trauma✨ luv

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

suprise, bitches.

// @ivyrobinson-mrpa @heathermcnamara-mrpa @brookelohst-mrpa @veronicasawyer-mrpa @jasondean-mrpa @nadiamcconnell-mrpa @ameliepoulain-mrpa

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

she’s been dead for ten years

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

:)

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

wh

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

idk, wanted to be ominous. what are you doing here?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

im definitely not okay ! but ! you can go back to living in my nightmares now!!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

suprise, bitches.

// @ivyrobinson-mrpa @heathermcnamara-mrpa @brookelohst-mrpa @veronicasawyer-mrpa @jasondean-mrpa @nadiamcconnell-mrpa @ameliepoulain-mrpa

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

she’s been dead for ten years

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

:)

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

wh

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

dates are scams created by the government to make you sad!!

[jasondean-mrpa]

Agreed. Dates suck. What happened?

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

this guy just wanted sex and money! 

[jasondean-mrpa]

That guy sucks!

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

yeah!!

[jasondean-mrpa]

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

do it

[jasondean-mrpa]

Gun’s loaded, ready to go

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

ily!!

[heatherchandler-mrpa]

suprise, bitches.

// @ivyrobinson-mrpa @heathermcnamara-mrpa @brookelohst-mrpa @veronicasawyer-mrpa @jasondean-mrpa @nadiamcconnell-mrpa @ameliepoulain-mrpa

[heathermcnamara-mrpa]

she’s been dead for ten years