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oh yeah in hindsight that's actually devastating cheers

i need to inherit a mysterious cabin miles away from civilisation so i can bring him where he can be as loud as he wants and make him cum ten times a night

to do list

piss

smoke

jerk off

piss again

sandwich

gang beasts for 15-20 minutes

optional unwarranted crashout

sleep

wanna make him feel good :(((( i miss my jaw burning

i wonder how hard he can hit i want him to show me how strong he is. want him to right hook me cross the face n send me onto the fucking floor

i wanna snap at his neck again i love the dumb little noises he makes when i drag my teeth over his jugular

i need him so fucking bad holyshit i want him so bad

idk it's nice to feel kinda wanted. even if he isn't a talker and a lot of how i think he feels about me is guesswork in my head everything just means a lot. fucking flowers. nobody has ever looked at me and thought i deserved flowers without me having to ask for it. i can hardly even look at them because just like Wow idk . they're really overwhelming for me to look at in a good way idk i feel like he recognises something in me most people don't bother to look for

im so attracted to him it actually feels like a disease like wow fucking supermodels aren't even doing it like my boy is

want him to lie in my lap and let me scratch behind his ears ans fuss over him ans kiss him and just be near him and feel like all the warmth in his body and the thrumming of his pulse and the way his hair sits at the base of his neck and just be near hi m

nap made me fucking delirious

i wish like passive making out existed like not making out but just kissing for like ages i want to do that i miss him i woke up and i could smell him and ella was lying on my back and i thought she was his arm and he was still here and i just wanna kiss him and

'i bet that shit is really hot if you're a girl and insane'

it's so unfair i don't have a better memory i wish i could remember every detail every noise every feeling everything holy fuck

I NEED HIM ON MY FACE MORE THAN I NEED AIR TO BREATHE

whatever fucking whatever i'm just going to sleep im not bothered to deal with whatever the fuck i'm feeling

seemingly nightly geekout occurring again can i be shot

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