is it really enough?

Hi. I'm Julissa. 18. Welcome to my messy mind.

[infected]

Kobayashi Kiyochika, Firefiles at Ochanomizu, 1880

[catchymemes]

[valentina-poem]

[biskvitko]

Emociite sa zlo

[caffinateddepressoexpresso]

Me going from eating under 300 cals, to over 1000, to then fasting all in the span of a week.

[heavenwishers]

I don’t even wanna be skinny anymore, I just want to die.

[cyberxbattalion]

[thealliedmastercomputer]

I am a trainwreck of a human being but id make a good cat

[heavenwishers]

I don’t even want to work through my depression anymore. I just want to be gone.

[wolkenleere]

And I wondered what it was like to be chosen. I was never chosen. I was a maybe, a probably, sometimes even a definitely but never the one, never the chosen one.

Unknown

[despondentbeauty]

In another universe, you stayed.

— In this one, you didn’t and it ruined me.

[dollarstoreclooney]

[excinereoriar-deactivated202312]

[maniccherrygirl]

And as the years go by, the other woman will spend her life alone..

[butisthisdea]

i'm scared of tomorrows without you.

[s1ckstrwbrry]

“I often stood in front of the mirror alone, wondering how ugly a person could get”

-Charles Bukowski

[lovelyxjuno]

[thelovergirljasmine]