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The graveyard was showered again.

I swear some people don’t know how to read a room even if the walls were made of the alphabet.

Damn. Right when I needed it.

Omg never doing another bnb experience with another person theres alllllways someone trying to make a romantic advance 😢😭😢😭😢😭😢😭 shit is overrated. Big time. Love and all that. Fuck. I’m learning to love myself so hard that I don’t need anyone to do it for me. And this shit feels so good. Why you wanna come ruin it with all your feelings and such? 🙁☹️well.

Jk jk lol

“I’ll walk instead” lol

~Gotta find a white/yellow liquid chalk marker. Also no idea why the fuck I made that annoying ass “y” on Monday. Damn. Seriously irks me.

Anyway, going to Spanish Wells in the afternoon on a mailboat lol. First time for everything! :) (also hope I’m not the only one with a damn suitcase and not a duffel bag lmao)

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Also, how do you survive sugar past 1034 with diabetes?! 🤯🤯🤯this woman truly is a walking testament. Idgi…gonna have serious words with G-Ma when she brings her tail back home.

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Angelico was released today! She always lights up when we talk. She was smiling ear to ear on that call when I told her I’m holding it down til she gets back :). Truly unruly but she’s my cutie. She’s like a baby sister tbh. A very mischievous and sassy baby sister. ❤️lately, I’ve been learning more patience because of her… my older brother has little to no understanding towards her in most cases so she doesn’t ask him for help although she needs it. I love her and all her colors. 🙏🏽

Also, how do you survive sugar past 1034 with diabetes?! 🤯🤯🤯this woman truly is a walking testament. Idgi…gonna have serious words with G-Ma when she brings her tail back home.

With age comes experience and with experience comes wisdom and I am wise enough to know when someone has not experienced what I have, I shouldn’t expect them to know better. 🕊 it’s best to say what’s on your mind if it’s important enough. If not, it will be what it is.

I really think I finally started seeing the change I needed. Not just physically but the people who were dead weight or didn’t really mean well fell away and my life started improving. I don’t even smoke much anymore. I just stay to myself and work on the things I have my heart set on.

I started my website, created the logo and everything. IG checks out, domain, everything was available for me. Joining the gym put me into a different circle entirely and there are people with no strings attached just rooting for each other and challenging each other in these classes. It creates such a genuine bond and encourages the consistency. When it’s 4am and I don’t feel like going, I get a message demanding I wake up and get my pink ass to class! I’ve started forming better habits now and my job is teaching me things that are vital in owning and running your own businesses. Probation ends in October and I’ve already gotten promoted/fast tracked to Assistant Manager 🥴🥴🥴this is a crazy year.