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Wanted to make a chud AM design for my island

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Wip for scool

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I’m emotionally attached

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Guys I’m a little busy atm

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That guy in yellow

Im so sorry what happened to you happened. You didn't deserve that. You were the first person I saw in this fandom and I was saddened to hear thats how they treated you.

Narun has been one of my favorite narrators. And I always love seeing you pop up in the tags every so often. I'm hoping things have gotten better, you're a very wonderful artist. I wish you luck in the future.

Thank you so much!!! I plan to continue making TSP content cuz I’m still so attached. I always loved seeing you pop up too!! I deeply appreciate your support over the years :’)

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OMG i was in that NSFW server with Sad and Jay too. I looked up so much to them and tried way too hard to seem cool. There was a rule that you couldn't share any images from the server to other places, so that there wouldn't be leaks of anyone's nsfw art. It was a rule everyone took very seriously, including me.

One day I made the mistake of sharing an image that was posted in that server, a reference of Sad's Narrator's hair, to a different popular Stanley Parable server. Since it was just hair, nothing inappropriate, I didn't think anything of it.

Cut to a day or so later, the owner of the Nsfw server DMed me telling me that I was going to be banned for sharing the image. The owner had been pressured by Sad and Jay to completely ban me instead of just asking for me to delete the image. I apologized and pleaded but the decision was already made, and I was banned.

I was completely crushed. I mostly stopped drawing after that, I just lost all my motivation. It took me maybe 3 years to get back into art. I really loved that server and the people there, and I lost contact with most of them. I guess there was a small silver lining that I had no remorse left for Sad when they got cancelled.

Augh I’m so sorry that happened. They were always so controlling over things that didn’t matter and actively split the fandom. I hope you and others are healing from their horrible actions. Thank you so much for sharing 🥹🥹🥹

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Hey, I just wanna vent about how Sad personally affected me. This was all before the doc dropped on them.

I was very prominent in the fandom 2/3 yrs ago, but I took a noticeable gap between then and now. That’s because of Sad and their friend Jay.

I was interacting in a nsfw server (I was 19) and they had an issue with me drawing with older people (we’re all 18+). They used me specifically, BY NAME, out to be the victim against a friend of theirs. They had never talked to me, never dm’d me, they just used me like a pawn against someone I enjoyed drawing with. Hell they called me “Heckin” in others dms when EVERYONE called me Rissa.

It hurt, this was my first fandom I’ve been so interested in and the first I’ve opened up to people IN a fandom. But then that was used against me and I just slinked away in silence. Some people I had connections with also helped them with this, never dming me, it made me sick and I can’t even look at their usernames without feeling ill, it didn’t help that most of them are popular within the fandom. I didn’t have much of a voice so I didn’t bother. I was scared to make content again, scared to talk in servers cuz I didn’t want people to think of me like that.

Now, I’m trying to get back to it, animating my guys brings back that joy. I just wish I could interact with others the same like I used to. To those who have stuck around, I recognize u in my notifs. Thank you whole heartedly. It really helps motivate me to get back out there and continue onwards 💟💟

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i hope you're doing okay. i'm sorry for the things they did.

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