granular girl

maya ~ she/it ~ 37 ~ hellstar.plus

[heckstar]

hi i’m maya (she/it)! here is a pinned post

i am:

37 yo trans woman

plural

fat butch dyke

bi/pan lesbian

poly w/ two partners

t4t supremacist

these things may appear on this blog untagged. beware:

impact play

knife play

choking

cnc

fauxcest

intox

posts may or may not be tagged with these emojis based on what alter is posting!

🐛 bug (she/her)

🫀 flower (it/she)

👽 petra (she/it)

pictures of me are tagged #selfie, and posts about my girlfriends are tagged #alanisposting and #bethposting

i make music you can find at hellstar.plus

[boomer-mythology-destroyer]

[dogpuppy]

[lesbiangiratina]

[joebyo]

[nakanotamu]

[heckstar]

more people should be drooling over my body lasciviously

[jareckiworld]

Pedro Friedeberg (January 11, 1936 – March 5, 2026) — Seventeenth Squaring of the Circle [ink and acrylic on wood panel, 1989]

[dorothylarouge]

[zooiboo]

🐌☕️ ☕️🐛

they’re on a coffee date

[heckstar]

taking nudes so good they fix my perception of my body

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

hey everyone. i hate to do this again so soon but i'm still out of work on injury, and workman's comp is only a portion of my normal wage. i am now finally getting some of the care i need but the longer this goes on the further behind i slide on bills rent etc, plus now workman's comp hasn't been arriving on time. i'm down to my grocery money and i gotta write a rent check today. anything helps, i appreciate you all so much.

@orbis3 on v.mo

$0/$1300

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

you all are fucking incredible. i dunno who that last one was especially but holy fuck. i love you all so much, you take such good care of me thank you thank you thank you 😭

$615/$1300

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

thank you for everyone chipping in, every little bit helps😭♥️

$655/$1300

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

$750/$1300

getting close, thank you so much everybody who's helped. you make me feel very loved ♥️😭

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

$900/$1300

thank you so much my friends, we're getting so close 😭🥰

[estrogenesis-eeveeangelion]

$930/$1300

almost there but still need a little more help ♥️ thank you to everyone who's helped and shared

[demilypyro]

Tried a new burger place

Too spicy!

[demilypyro]

Listen to my yapping

[carnivaldemiurge]

[juney-blues]

why is it called a "stick" of butter. that is blatantly a The Ingot

[prosthetic-placebo]

[lusciouslusciousliz]

saw someone ask "why are trans people always skinnier in the after image of transition timelines" and the responses were pissing me the fuck off

literally the only answer is that transition timelines are meant to visually justify the necessity of transitioning to a cis audience. people won't believe you if you just say you're happier, but if you're more attractive aka a more morally righteous person, then you're allowed. a massive part of this is weight loss. fat people are hated, fat women even more, and being a fat trans woman is utter misery. transition timelines where the woman became or stayed fat don't get popular or are never posted at all. that's why you don't see them.

also every fucking answer in the comments that basically just kept repeating "fat = depressed and miserable and ugly and gross but thin = happy and active and social so transitioning just makes your life better so you get thinner because good people are thin and fat people are evil :)))))))))" fucking straight to jail. I'm done with all of you

[eyeballing]

as an example i feel it's worth mentioning that i know that at least one surgeon in my area will refuse to even see patients past some BMI threshold she's set. in my case i could get around it but seeing a different doctor in my network, but any trans person who isn't lucky enough to have an alternative is essentially going to have their gender-affirming care held ransom

[trans-girl-nausicaa]

The BMI thing applies to the vast majority of gender affirming surgeons. iirc it is based on some “best practices” document but idk which one.

[cryptotheism]

Playing with friends might as well be drugs