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Dude, this is why all my task is always about self-reflection

Psychological major student

OK TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR

I just want to write it down all the phase I've went thru (yes I, not us because this is only from my perspective)

1. You come here acting like a really good boy, I swear I was into your game untill..

2. You call this as a joke

3. Well, then I'll do as your wish:) take it as a joke but you mad at me when I was laughing at us

4. Ok, I started to kinda believe and maybe... um.. I guess too many what if(s) and maybe(s) this is where all the ups and downs

5. Gotcha:) You totally busteDDDDDD

6. I REALLY NEED A SELF REFLECTION AND REGAIN MY ENERGY

7. It's all done:) 끝! See you no more!!!!!

Udah urusin aja tuh permasalahan-permasalahan lo:) Gausah alesan temen-temen ya. Gue ngerti lo mau pny banyak temen tapi gak gini coy caranya:) makasih udh buat gue sadar kalo gue harus lebih banyak self love dan beneran ini bukan salah gue sama sekali dari hal merespon lo atau gimana. Emang pure jerk aja, bosen terus ngide deh lo ke gue:) Maaf gue sih gak mau ya ngancurin orang lain mending lu urusin dulu tuh diri lo sendiri. Makasih udh menemani sebulan ini. legit 1 bulan:)

TRUTH HURTS, NEEDS SOMETHING MORE EXCITING. makasih udh membuat gue nemenukan sesuatu yg exciting lagi ok:) go away emg bener kalo kata jerome polin, ini semua kaya grafix y=2x sama y=2x+3 HAHAHHAHA.

NOTE TO SELF

gausah maksain sesuatu. Bukan salah lo dalam segala hal apapun, makasih juga untuk semua usahanya tapi emg kalo (subjeknya) ga cocok mah ga cocok aja. Udah rencana alam buat bikin kaya gini. Lumayan jg kan idup lo ada dinamikanya, up and down but you got it all gurl. 남자 없이 잘 살아 ;) Masih banyak orang lain dan yang lo semua perluin bukan pengganti. Karena ga bakal ada yang bisa gantiin diri lo sendiri:) INI MOMS KENAPA SELURUH DUNIA LAGI GEMPAR GEMPARNYA #SELFLOVE BUKAN LOVE LOVE YANG LAIN:)

TERIMA AJA UDAH, EMG PERJALANAN HIDUP ADA ADA AJAH

Lizzo said,

He don't love you anymore

Just walk your fine ass out the door.

Pretty sure I have to do this since the day he (politely) reject me haha

Thank you for all my friend, I know this ain't my fault. I know I'm worthy but, um.... still I can't deny that this shit hurt because my own expectation:) No matter how many times I put this as a jokes, it's still.... sad:) knowing :) that :) i :) am:) clowning :) myself :) again :) for the 2nd time :)

Sure this is gonna be a huge lesson TO KEEP MY GUARD HIGHER and a big reminder that there is a certain jerk people you'll encounter in your life:) Once again, not my fault, just a bad timing, bad people, AND A BEAUTIFULL LESSON:)

because YOU EITHER WIN OR LEARN right? This time I might have to take a rest and back to learn a little bit:)

Is it me (again)?

Well that’s kinda sad. Umm yea another sad hour tho.. hahah I just want to let it go what i’ve been thinking and feel

I really missssssssssss my friends. All of my friends. This doesnt means i dont have friends. I do have but What i miss is the intimacy, the time we spent together just to talk about life, all the bad jokes, all the quality time that I (or we?) prolly missed because of our activities

I don’t have right to angry with them because I do sometimes laterep or do shitty things.. but maybe that’s what making me sad.. I make them feel like I don’t value them?? Or I don’t need them.. where the reality is I FUCKING NEED EM in every aspect of my life😭

Another sad part is i know it’s not always about the hectic schedule... prolly the priority has shifted:)

.. and actually It’s fine... It’s their right to choose.. but It’s also sad that I can’t even complaint or upset..

Yaudah lah sorry for the bad engRish but maybe i just need to adjust to all the situations

At the end this quote say it all

“People change, memories don’t”

extramadness

creamynut

Kindness is not flirting.

Dear you (2)

Dear friends..

I dont know what else to tell

No, it’s not you. It’s all on me, maybe I just need do something more, fixing my self, adjust better

But rather, i cry alond because i don’t know how to do it all properly..

But it’s ok. I’ll take care.. maybe?

Dear you

Mom dad I hope you always be happy

Don’t worry about me.. even when I’m sad I’ll be fine soon.... or later. It’s okay I’ll take care;)

perrfectly

I’m not okay but I wish I’ll be fine tomorrow ok?;)

I cried again.

I know i should have focus on things that i can do but these days been so tiring and too much to think. I just want to lay down and sleep peacefully without thinking what should i do and what should i eat for tomorrow.

I know it’s all on me. That’s what making me more sad.

Please someone told me what to do..

Btw i miss my best friend, I need talk to her but I also don’t want to bother her haha what a satanic cycle🤪

lawyerd

130 | Can you tell that there’s one thing I’ve been waiting for more than anything else this month?? Catch me at a beach house with some of my best friends, doing absolutely everything I can to avoid thinking about Constitutional Law for the next nine days. I really need this break, I’m hoping to sleep and eat my heart out and rest up for the second half of the semester. I do have homework due the week and day that I get back, but I’ve started most of it already so I’m hoping that this is truly a week off

On that note, I am on a mini-hiatus until next week!! I’ll be around to answer questions and whatever else, but honestly my queue is running low and I want to be lazy until after break, so I’m just putting it on pause until next week✌🏻