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Youâre not sure whatâs worse, your sisterâs boyfriend or your sisterâs boyfriendâs friends. What you thought would be a great deal in living with her throughout college turns into a major game of cat and mouse, where youâre unsure if your moral compass is pointing in the right direction solely because you suspect someone is wearing a giant sex magnet to throw it off.Â
á¸á¸á¸ minors do not interact!
á¸á¸á¸ simp gamer ! lee heeseung x afab readerÂ
 á¸á¸á¸ wc: 30k
 á¸á¸á¸ tags: smut, sisterâs boyfriend trope, exhibitionism and voyeurism, dom heeseung, he is also unemployed lol, gaming antics, discord streaming, sexting, sex bets, shameless behavior, food mentions, alcohol use, implied sickness due to said alcohol, jake, sunghoon, and jay as the gamer friends who have a bet going. also the guys who get to watchâŚ.kind of.Â
 á¸á¸á¸ !WARNINGS!: cheating/infidelity, dubcon-ish at one instance, heeseung is mean and manipulative. instances where jake, jay, and sunghoon take advantage of a situation where reader is drunk (conversation based), the reader can be lifted, visibly marked, has hair that can have fingers ran through it, and blushes visibly.
 á¸á¸á¸ a/n: this fic was written for heeseung's gf @drunkhazed! i really loved the idea, as you can see, i kind of went crazy with it. i hope it lives up to your imagination but maybe not idk. you better love it anyway oomfie, bc i loved writing it for u. this fic was briefly edited but likely still has a million typos and grammar errors.
á¸á¸á¸ nsfw tags below
á¸á¸á¸ nsfw tags: 10â heeseung, dubcon-ish at one instance, masturbation, pillow humping, cum eating, degradation, hentai watching, sexting, sex on camera, blow job, voyeurism, exhibitionism, deep penetration, cream pie, breeding, blood and spit, one mention of piss but no actual piss (form of degradation), fingers down your throat.
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Walking into an empty room has never felt so freeing, especially in knowing this is your space. Safe from your parents, bare and ready to be adorned with all of the things you hold dear to you. Whatâs even better? Itâs bigger than your room back home, and you even have a little attached bathroom of your own.Â
Life is great. You think studying here will ease your mind and allow you to graduate top of your class by the time itâs all over and done with. If you could kiss your sister, you would, really.Â
You remember being kids and the two of you promising that when you grow up, youâd live together and never grow apart. After actually growing up though, she finished her degree and went off on her own, leaving you by yourself with no one to get you through the hardships of becoming a college student yourself.
With her working full time for several years and you struggling your own way to the top, she really did follow through with that young childhood promise.Â
âWhy donât you come live with me through college? Iâm sure it would be easier than living with all those rules.âÂ
You didnât even think twice and had your bags packed a single day after the invitation. You stayed up all night getting it done, emptying your childhood room filled with both good and bad memories. Alas, you did have to wait until the spring semester was over though. Thankfully, you were only sleeping in a packed up room for about a week.
You find yourself here now, with your sister lovingly making lunch in the kitchen while her boyfriend, who you have only met briefly at holiday gatherings, stays in the office-turned-gaming room hooting and howling over some game heâs playing.
âDonât mind him.â She half-smiles when he doesnât immediately head for the kitchen, making her own plate and moving to the table with a sense of annoyance. âHeâll be out in a bit, itâs a pretty normal occurrence.âÂ
âYou donât think itâs rude?â You furrow your brows now, automatically assuming that your sister deserves a man willing to work just as much as she does. Still, you donât entirely mind that you werenât forced into an official meeting of the man of the house first thing when you walked in.
âNah, not really. Been dating him for years, I knew what I signed up for when I moved him in.â She smiles while shaking her head, seemingly accepting all of his positives and negatives.
âDoes he not have a job?â You pry, picking at your plate and trying to memorize his actual name because for a little while, you really started to wonder if his name was just a variation of âhoneyâ and âbabeâ. Thankfully not.Â
âHeâs looking for one.â She says, looking at you and trying to read your judgment. âBefore you say anything, he has money. Orâwell, his parentâs have money. They pay his half of the rent right now.â
You shrug, noting that she really does seem happy and youâd be the best person to judge her level of fulfillment outside of herself anyway. You trust that she picked the right man, even if heâs still screaming in the other room with an empty stomach.Â
âBy the wayâŚâ She says with a wicked smile, one that you remember growing up with. The other end of that smile always ends with some sort ofâŚantic. âWeâre throwing you a welcome party this weekend. Inviting all of our friends too, so itâs easier for you to start being social on this side of town.â
You would groan, but growing up in your childhood home with your parents never came with parties. No birthdays at home, no sleepovers, nothing. Hell, they wouldnât even allow you to attend other parties as a child, and going to college parties was out of the question.
The only party you ever attended was during the time you snuck out. They made damn sure you never snuck out again after that mishap as well.Â
âOh, really?â You chew and speak at the same time, not minding your manners at all considering you can get away with it now. âIs there gonna be alcohol?âÂ
âOh, yes, yes.â She smiles again. âGonna give you a proper party since, you know.â
You nod to her and you both laugh together at the found freedom you share, and then, well, the king of screaming like a toddler walks in. His hair looks like shit, an indent at the top of the messy locks indicating that he must have had his headset on for a long fucking time. Loose shirt with the sleeves pushed up, eyes sleepy and red, probably burning from the sunlight coming through the windows, and some sort of smile on his face. He looks at his girlfriend with that tired smile, about to thank her for the meal, then his eyes trail to you.
âOh fuckââ His hands raise to run his fingers through his hair, then both rest on the back of his neck as he lets out a big sigh. âWas that today?âÂ
You give him the side eye of all side eyes at this moment. Reminding yourself how you and your sister spent all morning hauling your stuff in without his help. She also did say he would have put together your desk, dresser, shelf, and bed frame by the time you got here. Well, he didnât.
âYep.â She pops the p on the end of her word indicating passive aggressive annoyance.Â
âShit.â He mumbles under his breath, placing his empty plate right back into the cupboard and making his way to your room. âIâll do it now. Iâm sorry babe.âÂ
Your sister nods triumphantly, watching your look of surprise in reaction to the way he instantly appears to fix his mistake without more than a single word from her.Â
âHe knows when he fucks up. He was supposed to do it yesterday but as you can see, he hasnât left his PC since like, nine oâ clock last night.â She shrugs.
You laugh, furrowing your brow at her.Â
âI really didnât expect him to be so lazy, sis, I always figured youâd be dating a doctor or something.âÂ
She brushes off her shoulders with a proud look, leaning towards you with a smile.Â
âHe was working a really good job but I could see how unhappy he was. Iâm giving him a year or two to figure himself out. Heâs been back and forth trying new things, hasnât quite landed on anything he likes yet though.âÂ
She is a fucking saint. Honestly, Heeseung might be the luckiest man in the world to have a woman willing to do such a thing for him.Â
âWoah,â You start, taking a sip of your water. âHeâs trying to make it as a streamer right now, I take it?â
She shakes her head with an eye roll.
âNot really, heâs just always spent as much free time as possible playing but, I trust that heâll figure something out sooner rather than later.âÂ
And you pry for a while longer. Learning about all of the things your sister and Heeseung do together, learning about her friends and his friends, the rules of the house, and the not-rules of the house. For instance, youâre allowed to bring home hook-ups or dates if you give a fair warning so she doesnât have to hear it. However, the food in the fridge is for the house occupants only, and people need to ask before opening the cupboards and filling their plates. Of course, unless there is a party.Â
Another rule, which was a bit too much information but you figure itâs fair since everyone here is an adult. She and Heeseung apparently have a pretty active sex life and apologized in advance for some of the things you may end up hearing. She also noted that there will be ear plugs if you need them, but that she suggests throwing on some headphones and ignoring it. Fair enough, itâs her house anyway.Â
And after a few hours pass, Heeseung makes his way out of your room with a smile on his face. You remember seeing him maybe two or three times during the holidays but he never mingled with you. He never mingled with anyone, actually. He tended to keep to himself, with his loose fitting outfits always sticking out in the awkward family photos that your sister would sneak him into. Thatâs all you can really recall about him.Â
It is kind of strange seeing him in his natural habitat of your sisterâs house. Already, youâve seen more personality in him than you ever did during the brief meetings. Itâs kind of nice to see him proudly nodding his head to your bedroom as if to invite you in properly like he should have done hours ago when you arrived. He took it upon himself to rearrange the room for maximum space. Arguably, youâre impressed.Â
âI unpacked some of your things too.â He comments as he hugs your sister from behind in the doorway. âNeeded to make sure the dresser drawers wouldnât cave in.âÂ
Your eyes trail to the pretty dresser, painted white with even prettier trim on it. Itâs the first time youâve ever had a matching bedroom set. You head over and take a peek in the drawers, noting that he didnât just haphazardly throw your clothes in there.Â
Top drawer, all of your undergarments are fucking folded. Second drawer, socks, tights, and leggings, third drawer, soft pajama sets also folded. And the fourth drawer remains empty.
You turn to look at him, embarrassed by the fact that he took it upon himself to do that. You canât see a single shred of embarrassment in his own face though, and it appears he really was just being nice.Â
âDonât be embarrassed. I do the laundry here so Iâll be folding those more often than youâd think.â He smiles, and your sister lends a chuckle.Â
âHeâs gotta do something while Iâm making most of the money.â She shrugs, totally fine with the fact that her boyfriend just handled every piece of underwear you own save for the ones youâre wearing.Â
âCloset too, hung up what I could but Iâm like, really hungry so I figured I could leave the rest to you.âÂ
You nod in appreciation, in awe of your new room and the soft, plush carpet on your floor. Your old room was hard wood with dust filled corners, it felt cold. Here though? You feel welcomed, warm, and cozy.Â
Hundreds of ideas flood your mind about how you want to decorate the room and as you go to start unpacking your miscellaneous items, your sister nods and backs out of the room with her boyfriend still hugging her from behind.Â
There, youâre left to your own devices.Â
Another thought crosses your mind when you hear the door close as well. The fact that you havenât had a door to close for your bedroom since you snuck out all those years ago. The sound felt like music to your ears as you found yourself falling back on the bare mattress with a deep and relieved sigh.Â
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With all of the unpacking, wall art compositions, and napping in between, the week flew by quicker than you anticipated.
Waking up today, at half past two in the afternoon felt so good. Your duvet felt crispy, your room was completed and finally your own, and it felt safe. You could smell the breakfast cooking in the kitchen, and your sisterâs voice paired with Heeseung ringing fondly at each other.Â
Little bit strange that you didnât wake up to silence in the house, considering Heeseung is usually just now heading to sleep with that fucked up sleep schedule and your sister is normally lounging in the living room with a snack, iced coffee, and watching her favorite reality shows. Save for when sheâs at work all day, of course.
Still, you slowly pull yourself out of bed feeling happy and refreshed, stepping into your attached bathroom to do your morning routine before exiting the room, and then heading into the kitchen with a small âgood morning.â
âItâs nearly three in the afternoon.â Your sister smiles at you. âBut good morning to you too sis.â
Heeseung, seemingly dressed for the day with a band tee and a beanie on, lends you a glance and a wave as he swings back and forth in the kitchen, mixing pancake batter in a bowl for your sister and unaware of the speckle of said batter stuck in a strand of his hair.Â
You lean over your sisterâs shoulder after waving back to him, noting how sheâs making little bite-sized pieces of pancake. Ah, this is the life, really.Â
âWell? Donât just stand there? Pour some juice or something. We need a big meal before tonight.â Your sister laughs at your sleepy content hum from behind her, noting how you act much like she did when she first got out of the childhood home.Â
You take a step back, eyeing the room, trying to put the puzzle pieces together as to why Heeseung is awake and dressed and why sheâs making a big meal to begin with. Both your sister and Heeseung note the confusion on your face.Â
âAh, she forgot.â He rumbles with a smirk, not keeping his eyes on you for too long as his focus falls back to mixing.Â
âDid you really forget?â Your sister rolls her eyes with a spatula in hand, turning to you and putting her other hand on her hip. âEveryone seems excited to meet you, theyâll probably start pouring in around six or seven tonight.â
âOh, right! The party!â You exclaim, shocked that you really did forget about it. With your sisterâs promise of alcohol, you assume that explains the large breakfast, and also probably why Heeseung doesnât look like a total slob.
âYeah, the party.â Heeseung snickers, his back turned away from you but overall acting as if youâve already lived here for months. Throwing the same sarcasm at you that your sister does.Â
âNow go pour some juice, we have to go to the store after this and pick out drinks.â Your sister finally says, turning back to flip the pancakes in the pan. âYou have drank since I moved out, right? You never wanted to try anything with me back then.â
You reluctantly nod your head, and your sister gasps fondly.
âSomeone got into the liquor cabinet?âÂ
You nod with a laugh, knowing that you learned how to do it from her despite always being too chicken as a teenager to do it with her. The curiosity of being drunk didnât outweigh the fear of being caught at all for you, at the time anyway.Â
âSunghoon is usually the one babysitting us, so no need to worry about pacing yourself.â Heeseung comments along with his sneaky side eye at you.Â
You donât notice him do it at all, and even if you did youâd just assume itâs a passing glance. After all, you did open the fridge a little too hard.
âSunghoon?â You ask.Â
âOne of my friends,â He raises his hand to his hair to try and shake out the now, obvious, speckle of batter thatâs starting to dry in the strands. âBy the way, when you go to bed tonightâ make sure you lock your door.â He continues, turning around now and leaning against the counter just to watch you lift on your toes for some of the cups in the cabinet.Â
His eyes watch the way you lift, your calf muscles flexing, your back arching slightly as you try to reachâŚAnd, well, heâs acting much like any man would, if heâs being honest, but ultimately he keeps his eyes to himself when your sister is turned or looking at him.Â
âNoted.â You nod without paying much attention, pouring the drinks and now moving the filled glasses to the table.
You make brief eye contact with him, noting how heâs already looking at you while your sister is simply listening, facing the other way and mostly just focused on not burning the pancakes.
âIâm serious. Lock your door.â He repeats, scanning your body and judging just how dangerous it is for you to be living here.Â
Mostly because heâs always found you quite cute, and heâs very aware that his friends probably will too. Hell, heâs already crossed a line with you since day one of you living here, heâs shocked you havenât yet picked up on it, and knows very well that his friends will make moves instantly if you give them a chance. And with all things considered, you seem a bit too unaware of how attractive you are.Â
âHm?â You raise a brow as you make your way back to the kitchen. âI was going to, but now youâre making it sound important.â
âWell,â Your sister chimes in, stepping back once and holding out her hand. Heeseung is quick adjust his eyes, handing the fresh bowl of batter to her with a kiss to her cheek as if he wasnât just eye fucking you. âAll of them are single, and youâre just about as good looking as I am.â She laughs half-heartedly.Â
Sheâs not trying to have an ego, but itâs best to warn you now at least. Itâs not that she thinks sheâs hot or anything, but she knows they think she is. And if thatâs the case, theyâre gonna be drooling over the younger, more single, version of herself.Â
Heeseung rolls his eyes now though, leaning back against the counter and scanning you again the second your sister has her back turned. This time more blatantly. Eyes landing on the curve of your hips to the length of your legs.Â
âYeah.â He says, sucking in a breath with a half lidded gaze, letting his eyes trail down. âIâll try to keep them at bay, though.âÂ
For Heeseung, there is nothing wrong with looking. For you? You feel very seen by him and itâs kind of throwing you for a loop. Your appearance becomes the main point of conversation and it makes you want to kind of leave the kitchen.Â
âI doubt thatâll be an issue.â You try to laugh it off.Â
âNo, seriously.â Your sister says, turning to look at you briefly to give you a serious expression. âBack when I first met Heeseung, all four of them were after me. I swear, theyâre more than just competitive with their games.âÂ
âI always win though.â Heeseung nods triumphantly, now keeping his eyes to himself and focusing more on his girlfriend.
âThat, you do.â She boasts for him, leaning back after moving the pancakes to a plate and landing a kiss on his lips.Â
You study how they move together. So in sync, not stepping on each otherâs toes, ultimately moving in harmony. Likes it natural to them. She really does look happy, and he just looks like a guy who doesnât know where to land his gaze.Â
A normal guy, you think, who was given the same freedom your sister gives to you. It really is just who she is to take care of people, and the harsh judgment you originally had about Heeseung kind of fades a little bit as you watch them.Â
You try not to study him too much though because damn, your sister knows how to pick them in terms of like, scale of attractiveness. Heeseung is the type of guy the two of you would giggle over at the mall. The type youâd silently bicker over from behind a store rack of jackets, or perhaps even fantasize about during a long and boring tv show with your parents.Â
Itâs not strange to find him attractive, because, well, he is. But you know your place here, and youâve grown up to the point to know that you can appreciate a personâs looks and not need anything from them at the end of the day.Â
However, you kind of hope his friends are at the same level as him. For one, to avoid having a secret crush on Heeseung, because who wouldnât? And secondly, theyâre single, just like you.Â
Apparently theyâre also a threat to the âinnocenceâ both your sister and Heeseung seem to want to protect within you.Â
âIâll lock my door.â You say finally, receiving a happy nod from both of them as they continue their cooking and you make your way to the table.Â
And while you do plan to lock your door, you also plan to take your time in getting dressed for the party. You kind of do want to be pounced at, or at least, feel the freedom of knowing you can look however you want without your parents forcing you into the ugliest outfit known to man. You know how to dress yourself, youâve just never quite been allowed to do it. All those sneaky clothes your sister bought for you can finally come in handy.Â
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When your sister mentioned throwing you a welcome party, you expected a gathering of friends standing around awkwardly sipping wine coolers. What you didnât expect was for there to be mood lighting, music, an array of nicely dressed people, and a large gaming set up in the living room where the big screen television was muted and a maximum of eight at a time could go head to head on super smash bros.Â
You found yourself enjoying it more and more as the night went on and you became more comfortable being greeted by strangers. Each drink you were handed mostly came from your sister, but by the time she stopped making her own drinks and began to drink whatever the hell-mix her friends were giving to her, Heeseung was the one handing you drinks.Â
âCome hereââ Heeseung says over the blaring music, still floored by how good you look now versus how good you looked this morning. To him, the drinks heâs having paired with you running around looking like this? Itâs even more dangerous than he thought as he continuously finds himself staring, and finds you seemingly still unaware of it.Â
 âIâll show you how to mix this one.â
Your sister was off somewhere in the house with her group of pretty friends, and youâve really only briefly met everyone as they walked in the door. The drinks in your system make you want to actually mingle though. Everyone else is mingling, everyone else looks comfortable and happy to enjoy the party. It drives you to feel the same.
You nod to Heeseung with warmth in your cheeks, noting that he looks about as tipsy as you do when he stumbles his way back into the brightly lit kitchen with you. Your eyes burn at the light, as do his, and he groans at it before opening the fridge and pulling out the cranberry juice.Â
âYour sister said youâve probably only chugged from a bottle, so I opted to give you the easiest drink to make.â He explains in a slight slur, setting the juice on the counter and ultimately knocking it with his elbow when he turns to grab the vodka bottle. âCranberry juice and vodka.â
You feel endeared by his genuine smile and embarrassed laugh at the way he knocked over the juice, watching him in his own element and comfort zone. It makes you feel a little guilty that heâs been the one making your drinks, only because your sister must have asked him to by the time she got too drunk.Â
Heeseung seems to do just about everything she asks of him, and while youâre thankful, you feel a little bad that heâd probably rather be in the other room with his friends rather than trapped in this empty and terribly lit kitchen teaching you how to make a fucking mixed drink.Â
âI put aboutââ He starts, grabbing your cup and pouring it half full with vodka. âthis much into yours.â
In your own state, itâs not like youâd know whatâs too much or whatâs too little to put into a drink, but so far everything heâs handed to you tasted good. So, you nod at him, attempting to focus in on the cup.
âAnd this much juice.â He continues, now pouring not enough juice into the vodka.
From this angle, watching him from behind, you pause for a moment in your tipsy brain. Distracted by the way his shoulders flex when heâs grabbing that big ass bottle of juice, but youâre quick to tear your eyes away. Heâs just a nice looking guy, dressed up for the first time since you moved in, you canât fucking help it. Surely your sister would understand if she ever caught you checking him out, right?
âThen just stir it.â He adds now, turning to face you and dipping two fingers deep into the liquid of your cup, swirling them, then handing you the drink.Â
He sucks the remaining mixture off of his fingers in a blatant show of his interest that youâre still far too aloof to pick up, watching you pretend he didnât catch you staring. And with his fingers still in his mouth, he smirks around them, giving you a pleased expression when you take a sip from the cup.Â
You glance up just for a second when you taste the same exact drink heâs been making you for the past forty five minutes and nod, trying not to focus on the way his tongue darts between his fingers twice before he pulls them out of his mouth.Â
âGood?â He asks for confirmation, and when you smile and nod again, his eyes stare harder.Â
Surely itâs just because youâre drunk, but you swear heâs giving you bedroom eyes, and paired with what he just did with his tongueâŚ.well. He looks at you similar to how he did this morning. And when you moved in. And back during that one Holiday party he attended at your childhood home.Â
Definitely the alcohol. Like, heâs dating your sister. Sheâs the prettier one, the more successful one, the one with more personality. Youâre just you. No way in hell is he really looking at you the same way he looks at her. Itâs just your boosted confidence of finally being able to wear such a skimpy outfit. Itâs just the liquid courage, thatâs all.Â
âYou knowââ He starts this time, leaning against the counter like he did this morning while helping your sister cook, trying to appear casual, cool, and perhaps attractive in this stance. âWhen I was beating Jayâs ass on smash bros earlier, he mentioned you.âÂ
You continue to sip your drink, feeling a buzzing in your chest and ears as you listen to him. Far more able now to have any conversation he could throw at you compared to any other day. Even with the thought in your head that he might be checking you out.
âOh? Which one is Jay again?â You ask, leaning slightly to peek around the wall at the crowd of bodies just a room over. Interest peaking solely because the majority of people in this house right now are like, next level attractive. Maybe this Jay guy can take your thoughts off of your sisterâs fucking boyfriend.Â
âThe one with the sunglasses on his head, wearing all black.â He starts, leaning close next to you and pointing just in front of your line of sight. âHeâs a fucking loser, though.âÂ
You look at the guy, trying to remember the short greeting he gave to you. A nod of his head when he pushed those same sunglasses up and into his hair. He threw a very quick glance at you, to your face, chest, legs, then back to your face where he nodded again before making his way into the kitchen to make himself a drink. You think, maybe, that Jay guy judged you positively upon meeting you.Â
âHe didnât even tell me his name, no wonder I didnât know which one he was.â You lend a drunken laugh as you check him out, sipping your drink again while listening to Heeseung laugh next to you.Â
His laugh sounds closer, which makes sense considering heâs now leaning his weight on you with his elbow on your shoulder, resting his head there.Â
âI thought he was that oneââ You say, now pointing your own finger to the other guy you met briefly, the one with the longer hair, dyed blonde with hella untouched roots..Â
He had a nice smile when he greeted you, leaning in for a warm hug with a small âgreat to finally meet you.â His clothes drastically differed from Jayâs though. Far more casual and normal, loose jeans and a large hoodie just like what Heeseung seems to wear so often, except the colors were a bit brighter.
âNah, thatâs Jake.â Heeseung snorts, breathing in your scent as he leans into you as closely as he can, letting the stands of his hair poking out from his beanie tickle your neck. âCareful with that one, heâs a pervert.âÂ
Youâre quick to admit interest in this one too, swatting Heeseungâs hair from your neck without thinking much about it. Which, arguably, doesnât quite sit well with him.
Not only are you almost entirely ignoring him now, but itâs his fault for pointing out his friends to you again despite his attempts at making them appear unappealing to you. It seems that his girlfriendâs little sister is a bit too eager to look at guys, yet not eager enough to look at him.
âOh yeah?â You look for a little too long at Jake, in Heeseungâs opinion, as he draws his finger over to the very sober Sunghoon.Â
âYou remember meeting him though, he made sure of it.â Heeseung rolls his eyes from beside you, leaning hard. âAlso a pervert, just a little less obvious. Iâd steer clear.âÂ
âIs Jay the only one that isnât a pervert?â You ask off handedly in a shy chuckle, bobbing your head now to the music bumping against the walls.Â
âGod, did I not just tell you he mentioned you?â Heeseung shifts his weight to his other leg, skewing his head and looking straight down your shirt. âHe asked if you were like your sister, the freak.â
He leans away from you at that point, noting that your drink is already near empty again and needing to refill it so that way he can push his own opinions into that empty little brain of yours.Â
âWhat do you mean, like my sister?â You ask, watching him take the cup from you and place it right there in front of the same ingredients he just used to make the drink before.Â
âWell,â He tilts his head back slightly when he turns to prepare the drink, eyes looking at you in a dark and somewhat scary way, still with a charming smile though. âYour big sis kind of got a little dirty on our first date. Guess Jay hopes youâre the same.â
Heeseung hopes you are too, but not for them.Â
And, for you? Itâs not like youâve ever been given a chance to do such a thing. However, upon meeting and then re-meeting his friends from afar, all of them really are quite attractive. Maybe you could follow in your sisterâs footsteps just to say that yes, you fuck on the first date too.
âI guess I am a bit like her.â You say offhandedly, looking away from Heeseung and tipping your head back around the corner to check the three men out again.
And when Heeseung turns to give you another full drink, he snaps his fingers.Â
âGet back in here.â He says, and when you turn to face him again, his eyes land right back on your chest.Â
âIâd advise against it.â He slurs at seeing your curious gaze land on one specific friend, stirring your drink with his fingers much like he did before. âJay is a slut.â
âAll of them are, actually.â
Unfortunately, Heeseungâs warnings go through one ear and out the other. He can see it, especially with the way you place that drink up to your lips and make your way into the living room, leaving him behind without so much as a âthank youâ.Â
And when you sit, directly between Jay and Jake, both of them turn their heads from the large TV screen, which allows Sunghoon to land some pretty major blows on them until he, himself, turns his head to witness two drunk idiots and a pretty girl between them.Â
âHeeseung said you asked about me.â You state boldly, leaning into the wrong person to say it.Â
âWell, heâs a liar.â Jake bellows out, studying how drunk you are and glancing up at Jay with a snide grin. Raising his brows and gripping his controller.Â
âThat would be me who asked.â Jay pipes in, and itâs the first time youâve heard his voice directly address you, but man, alcohol is fun. It makes you feel even more bold when you turn to look at him with a face that you assume shows interest.
âWhy didnât you just ask me yourself?â You ask, ignoring that you fumbled the greeting.
âYou werenât drunk enough,â Jay laughs, ignoring the screen as it gives Sunghoon his win. âI see now though,â He looks you up and down, slouching back against the couch and stretching his arm wide around the back of it, and you.â Youâre definitely drunk.â
You nod happily, eyes turning to Jake, who is still just checking you out.Â
âSure am.â You laugh, hopping up in one motion and turning to face them. âHeeseung also told me that youâre all fucking perverts, so.â
Jay and Jake both lend a âwhat the fuck, bro?â face at Heeseung, who was slouched against the wall, yet again, watching how you interact with his friends. He simply shrugs at them with a malicious smile into his drink. After all, heâs the one on top of the world right now. Not only does he have a hot as fuck girlfriend who lets him live and do as he pleases, but now heâs got a younger version of her running around, acting like she knows how to whore herself out.
He can tell youâre just like her in that regard. Ready, willing, wanting to experience everything all at once if the world throws it at you. From the way you sat between his friends to the way you snitched on him with a pretty smile on your face. Oh man, the guys probably love you already.
âSo, what?â Jay rolls his eyes as Jake watches you stand on wobbling legs. âYou donât like to get laid?â
You bellow out a laugh that nearly throws you off balance, but Jake is very quick to lunge forward and grab your arm to steady you, forcing you to spill your drink all over yourself and him.Â
âSure I do,â You ignore the blatant show of your mindstate and instead, remember how youâve actually had plenty of sex during whatever time you could fit, in whatever place was hidden enough that didnât involve your own home. âWhy, you trying to get some?â
Jay smirks at you as Jake holds your half-spilled drink, listening to you flirt and smiling much the same way.Â
âMaybe.â Jay shrugs, side eyeing both of his friends. âYou gonna give it up?â He adds, now blatantly checking you out from head to toe, liking very much what heâs seeing.Â
âNope.â Heeseung suddenly cuts in, staring his three friends in the face as he grabs your drink from Jake and hands it back to you before wrapping an arm around your shoulder and pretending to be the knight in shining armor your sister wants him to be.Â
You look back at the three men as Heeseung leads you away, then you note that Sunghoon shrugs at you.
âWhat the hell?â You ask, slightly annoyed with Heeseung and the lights of the kitchen blinding you once again. âI was busy.â
âBusy doing what? Teasing my friends?â Heeseung shakes his head as he turns away from you, placing your cup down and opening the bottles back up. âYouâre playing a dangerous game, babe, Iâd stop if I were you.âÂ
âAnd? Maybe I like it.â You roll your eyes, ignoring how the alcohol radiates behind your eyes and lends two Heeseungs to pretend youâre not attracted to. At least with his friends, you can be more open about it.Â
Heeseung stops making your drink and turns to look at you and the way your eyes struggle to adjust. Heâs entirely floored by that statement. The fact that youâve kept to yourself for the most part since youâve moved in, and now youâre all cute and drunk in front of him revealing just how much of a whore you might be if you were given the chance? Damn.Â
âYour sister would kill you.â He says, turning back to your drink and knowing that your sister probably wouldnât actually give a shit if you fuck his friends. He does though.Â
âI mean, I guess I wonât stop you.â He lies, now turning back to make your drink the exact same way and giving it to you despite knowing he shouldnât be giving you more.Â
âCan honestly say youâre a bit too pretty for them, though.â He adds in a snide compliment, wanting so badly to flirt but doing his best to appear like itâs totally normal for him to say these things.Â
And as he notes your stare at him, processing the words, he takes this moment to grab a towel from the sink to dab away at the drink that you previously spilled all over yourself.Â
You look at him, watching him dab the towel against your arm. He seems focused on doing it, pretty face and clear skin shining in these morgue lights in the kitchen compared to everywhere else in the house. And then, you note how when he looks up, his eyes stop momentarily at the amount of cleavage youâre revealing for this occasion. Hah, he probably thinks his messy strands of hair hid his eyes from you, but you saw it.Â
âOh, I get it.â You take in a deep inhale, reaching to pull his beanie over his eyes and letting out a bold laugh because really, youâre pretty drunk by this point. âYouâre a pervert too.â
Heeseung shrugs, lifting the beanie back up and standing much taller in front of you. He skews his head down, looking right past your face and down your shirt this time. Proud of seeing the curve of them and the space between that could probably stimulate any cock you squeeze there.
âMaybe, yeah.â He smirks, taking a slight step closer and letting both arms trap you against the counter, hovering above you with an intimidating stance. âMaybe even more than they are.â He adds, already preparing himself to press his hips up and against you, uncaring of how it would look if he were to be found like this with you.Â
Unfortunately, heâs forced to care because thereâs a happy pair of footsteps making their way to the kitchen, and he really should not have been about to do that in the first place. He stumbles back at the sound, smiling at you with a quick, tipsy wink.Â
It leaves you a little dizzy as you stare at him with a weird kind of aroused feeling in your gut. Surely thatâs the alcohol too, it has to be. Youâre very quick to shrug off the small intimate moment as you hear your sisterâs loud and booming voice calling out his name.
You watch as she envelopes him in a fraction of a second, lifting on her unbalanced feet to immediately start making out with him.Â
Youâre not sure why you stand there and watch for a second, a little zoned out before Heeseung opens his eyes briefly and looks at you throughout the bruising kiss heâs currently an active participant of.Â
Thereâs that same look again, only this time heâs doing it while licking into your sisterâs mouth. Youâre so fucking confused right now. All the signals have to be your imagination, right?
You snap out of the daze then, whispering a small âill just go somewhere else.â before leaving the kitchen and finding yourself at the table just outside of it.Â
You try to keep your eyes to yourself at this point regarding Heeseung, feeling all of the buzz and heat in your gut at the idea of being allowed to be openly sexually attracted to just about any man you lay eyes on. Heâs nothing special, just a handsome guy. His friends are just as attractive, right?
And as you trail your eyes around the room trying to find someone to go mingle with, you are instead surrounded by your sisterâs friends. Still, when you glance to the living room, every single time, either Jake, Jay, or that other guy is watching you with eyes that youâve read before from other men.
Arguably, the same eyes Heeseung gave you just a few minutes before. At least with them, you know youâre not reading those bedroom eyes wrong.
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âGive me a week.â Jake says, elbowing Jay in the side and taking a hefty sip of his terribly mixed drink as his eyes drift to the new girl surrounded by other hot girls. âI'll be in her bed before the week is up..âÂ
Jay rolls his eyes, standing from the couch and stretching out his own tipsy limbs as he walks to Sunghoon and sits on that couch instead.Â
âThree days for me then.â He says, giving Jake a too-confident face. âI could go over there right the fuck now and have her on her knees, probably.â He says as he looks at you, fitting in so well with the group of girls. Possibly being the hottest one too. âMaybe.â
Sunghoon rolls his eyes at his slurring best friends, clearly drunker than they realize.Â
âYou both take the wrong approach.â He says, stiffening his shoulders before slouching entirely against the couch, considering ditching the baby-sitting job and having a drink as well. âYou think theyâd just let you fuck her? Iâll get her to go on a date with me first. Get her legs open in my car after.â
âQuite frankly, Sunghoon, I donât really give a shit if theyâd let me. Iâm going to get some of that.â Jay responds.
All three of them are staring at you, thankfully, you donât seem to notice as you fall into a conversation with that same group of girls, plus your sister now. And just as Jake was about to add more to the conversation, Heeseung makes his way in.Â
âDonâtââ Heeseung slurs as he flops beside Jake, letting his heavy limbs hurt his friend. ââeven think about it, Jakey boy.â He says, knowing for a fact what all three of his whore friends are thinking. Theyâve been staring and glancing at you all night.
Jake avoids eye contact, because heâs definitely thinking about it.Â
âNo worries.â Jay shrugs. âWeâre just looking, thatâs all.â
Somehow, someway, all three of Heeseungâs friends pick up on what Jay is putting down. Ah, a deal of leaving him out, they suppose.Â
After all, Heeseung already managed to bag your sister. They know heâd keep her little sister off limits to them too. Out of respect or some shit, probably. Bro code, all of that.Â
âKeep it that way.â He hums, shoving Jake and laughing. âSheâs too hot for you guys anyway, just like her sister.â
Thereâs a shared look between the three as Sunghoon lunges for Jayâs drink and takes a sip of it.Â
âHeeseung, weâre crashing here tonight.â He bellows out through tangy lips.Â
And, well, Heeseung didnât argue because he knows heâs not in a state to really give a shit at this point. The only thing he needs to be focused on right now is willing his cock to soften up a bit before he does something drastic about it.
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Heeseung thinks hard as he looks at himself in the mirror. Heâs seeing two of himself which is kind of funny in one aspect, but also terrifying because he didnât intend to drink this much.
Why is he so upset to see his friends go for you? Youâve been here a week and heâs already feeling so jealous? Really? Then again, he knew from the moment your sister told him you were moving you that it was going to be either very interesting or incredibly difficult.Â
Mostly because heâs stolen glances at you for years. Wondering when youâd ever come to visit, always looking so pretty and happy during those brief holiday gatherings. Oh yes, heâs had his eye on you for a fucking while. And now? Youâre living here? And coming onto his friends right after he warned you not to?Â
For the past hour as he sipped and watched you roam the house, back and forth between the girls, your sister, and his boys, he couldnât help but scoff at you for it. You havenât spoken to him since the kitchen incident. A little bit of a blatant moment on his part, he admits, he even surprised himself with that.
Still, this protective feeling doesnât come from being your future brother in law. Absolutely not. It stems entirely from the twitch in his pants heâs gotten nearly every single moment heâs gotten to take a long look at you.Â
It was manageable before, where heâd see you maybe once or twice a year. But now? Itâs every single day, and it pisses him off that youâre not mingling with him during this party.Â
He stares at himself, bobbing his head to the music in the mirror before leaning forward against the counter and inching closer and closer to his own face.Finally, he can focus in and see only one of himself looking back in the mirror.Â
All he sees is a man who has managed to bag himself the perfect woman. One willing to coddle him and take care of him like a mother would, one willing to let him float through life unemployed for the time being, one that doesnât entirely let him fuck the way he wants to solely because sheâs far too confident in herself to let him pull such a thing with her.Â
Heeseung tilts his head at himself as he examines his face in the mirror, knocking his beanie off and running his fingers through his hair. Leaning back and once again to relish in his own doubled vision.
What he really sees looking back at him in that mirror is a man who bagged himself an almost perfect woman who appears to have a truly perfect sister. Itâs the fact that suddenly, he can admit that he is bored in the bedroom, and a man who is far too eager to ignore that if he got the chance, he would be just like his friends regarding you.
He would be getting your number and asking to see what those tits look like under that skimpy shirt youâre wearing tonight. Youâd probably show them too, considering the fact that you lived your entire life up until this point barred by church sermons and non-existent doors that offer no privacy to so much as finger yourself. Youâre probably dying to experience all of the things you were already supposed to be well acquainted with at your age.Â
And as he thinks about it, head spinning in thoughts of what heâs already done just moments after you officially moved in, he slips his hand down. Groping himself through his jeans and staring down at the bulge that sits just above the counter.Â
He hangs his head, smirking and shivering at the small touch he lends to his own length. Itâs the fact that he just got hard over the confirmation of being sexually unsatisfied in his own bedroom. The shamed truth that he stood here thinking a little too hard about what kind of nudes youâd send if he ever chose to ask for them, itâs not something heâs ashamed of either.Â
In fact, the thought of sneaking out of the bed while your sister sleeps just to slip into your room and cover your pretty little mouth in his cum? Thatâs more arousing than knowing he could just leave the bathroom right now and fuck your sister.Â
And he stands there for a few minutes testing that theory, running his fingers along the swollen inseam of his pants in a careful way, like his girlfriend does. He twitches once at the feeling, glancing up at himself in the mirror again, trying hard to imagine her in this bathroom with him.Â
Another twitch, weaker this time. He laughs at himself quietly in defeat before breathing in a deep inhale through his nose, allowing the muffled music just outside of the door to fade off through his hot ears and aroused mind.Â
He closes his eyes briefly when he grabs himself now. Rougher, harsher, messier. Trying to mimic the hand of a woman who probably hasnât done this too much, trying to mimic what he thinks youâd do. His hips shift forward almost immediately and without intention, chasing the feeling of inexperience. Chasing the thought of someone that isnât his girlfriend. He chuckles more now, confirming his theory.
Chasing it with his eyes closed up until he does open his eyes and sees himself looking so out of it for you. Knowing that youâre just ten feet away if he were to walk out of this bathroom right now, so drunk and cute, you probably wouldnât think twice about giving it to him. Knowing that if he really wanted to, he could take you the way heâs always wanted your sister and you'd probably love every second of it.Â
Heâd fuck you better. Youâd be tighter, wetter, and louder for him than she ever has been.
And just as he goes to slide his hand down the front of his pants, intending to fuck his own fist to the thought of you tonight rather than turning that lock behind his own door to get between your sisterâs legs, thereâs a loud knock on the door. He jumps at the sound, adjusting his pants right back to where they belong before whipping around a bit too quickly and sending a bottle of perfume clattering to the floor in a loud POP sound.
âShit-â He groans, smelling the intense aroma of what your sister wears, forcing his mind back to the reality of not being allowed to fuck you.Â
He tiptoes around the broken glass, nostrils burning at the strong scent before swinging the door open with an annoyed roll of his eyes.Â
âHeeeeeeeeseungie!â Your sister sings, fumbling over and leaning on him instantly with her arms circling his shoulders. Sheâs so gone that she doesnât even notice the scent of her favorite perfume that just got destroyed.Â
âHey honey,â Heeseung says calmly, appearing far more sober despite being a bit buckled at the knees. âNeed help?â
She nods against his chest, unaware of his softening cock that wasnât at all raging for her just moments before.
âThereâs glass all over the floor right now, letâs go use your sisterâs bathroom.âÂ
The length in his pants shrank nearly instantly upon feeling her cling to him like this, with that cute, high pitched, voice she tends to use when sheâs needy. He tries not to think about that though. Coming to terms with the fact that what used to get him off is currently turning him off? Thatâs too much of a dangerous thought right now.Â
âMhm,â Your sister hums as he guides her to your closed bedroom door. âWait!â Your sister panics, coming to her drunk senses for just long enough to blurt âShe came in here with Sunghoon earlier, we should knock.â
Heeseung stiffens for a moment, pausing his step just outside your bedroom door. The weight of his own girlfriend against him should be something he loves right now, but he just finds himself wishing sheâd get the fuck off of him.Â
The fact heâs somehow more pissed about you behind this door, probably giving it to Sunghoon, than he is in love with his girlfriend right now? Telling. He knocks once before immediately turning your door knob. Locked.
âHey, your sister needs to use the bathroom.â Heeseung shouts right up against the crack of the door, wiggling the knob. âOpen up!â
âUse the other bathroom!â You shout back in a muffled and far away sounding voice.Â
Heeseung stands there, pretending he doesnât notice the sound of shuffling on the other side when the song booming through the speakers changes for a split second.Â
âCanât use the other bathroom! Thereâs glass on the floor!âÂ
Silence from the other side of the door for a brief moment then, click! You crack it open, cheeks flushed and eyes struggling to focus on him. Heeseung immediately pushes the door open to reveal not only Sunghoon, but Jake and Jay all three lounging around your room.
Still fully clothed, at least, but he can tell at least one of them appears to be struggling to hide his hard on. (Jake.)
Heeseung narrows his eyes at all three of the men. Jake sitting stiffly on the floor at the end of your bed, hands over his lap. Jay, lounging on your bed, as if heâs been on it a thousand times with a half-boner on full display. And then Sunghoon, clearly feeling some type of buzz as heâs the only one still drinking, leaning right up against the dresser that Heeseung built himself.
âOoh,â Your sister hums, wiggling her finger at you.âScandalous.âÂ
You lend her a shy smile as you take a step back, willing them sooner rather than later to leave solely because you were busy in here.
Not like, fucking or anything. Just having a nice, innocent, conversation with three hot guys. Thatâs all. Plus, youâd never have been able to handle sitting alone in a room with these three if it werenât for the alcohol in your system anyway. Especially with the way you initially only invited Sunghoon into your room to show him how you had the same style of socks he was wearing. Jake immediately followed both of you, followed by Jay, who was the one who closed the door and locked it.Â
And you pay no mind to Heeseung and your sister walking to your bathroom on unbalanced steps, you find yourself flopping back on the bed right beside Jay instead.
None of them have done anything at all to make you feel awkward or like this situation is dangerous either. In fact, the only thing you guys have talked about are the mutual interests that you share.Â
Poor you, so aloof when drunk. Unable to comprehend the fact that every single one of the guys in your room right now have made attempts to steer the conversation in their own way to things not so innocent.Â
You do try to ignore what happened in the kitchen with Heeseung though, avoiding eye contact with him as he makes his way back out of your room after helping with your sister. You think heâs glaring, maybe, but oh well.
âAnyway, back at home my dad would have never let me wear band shirts.â
âThatâs tough.â Jay comments, side eyeing your chest in that top and low-key wondering how nice your tits would look braless, under one of his band shirts. âBet he didnât know he raised not one, but two sneaky daughters.â
You smile triumphantly, ignoring the shadow of your sister that they force you into.Â
âThey made it really hard to break rules. Now though? I get to wear stuff like this and hang out with guys like you.âÂ
âYeah,â Jake trails off, turning his body to peek at you from the end of the bed. âProbably not the smartest move on your part.â
You bring your attention to him, seeing a blur of charming eyes and messy hair.Â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhat he means is that, itâs probably not ideal to get shit faced then lock yourself in a room with three horny guys.â Sunghoon asserts, pushing off of the dresser and now setting himself on the foot of your bed. âYou canât tell?âÂ
You, for some reason, are astonished at his words. Sunghoon, compared to the other two, seemed more quiet and reserved if youâre being honest. Then again, youâve only known these guys for a few hours by this point. What you do know about Sunghoon, is that heâs horrifyingly attractive in the way he carries himself, which you canât really say the same for Jake or Jay.Â
With his perfected dark hair and tall stance. he looms around with each expression on his face leaving little to the imagination in the way his eyebrows accentuate whatever thought flows behind his eyes. Somehow, heâs still the hardest to read, as you watch him assert his own form of dominance on your bed.Â
Youâre blissfully unaware of how tame Sunghoon was actually being at this moment though. All three of them, theyâre competing to see who fucks you first, and whoever wins? Ah, not only do they get a paid night at the bar out of it, but both losers have to fork over another sum of money equal to that of two seasons worth of battle passes to whatever game the winner may choose to play.Â
âI think this is a good time to hand you my phone, give me your number.â Jay cuts in quite quickly, ignoring the way Sunghoon invites himself into the space he created with you.Â
Jay doesnât even let you process his words as he tosses his phone to the side and at you, watching it land on your stomach before sliding off to the other side of you.Â
âAh, youâre cute.â He chuckles upon noting your terrible coordination skills of grabbing said phone.Â
âWell, Iâm drunk, so.â You dead-pan, freezing when you feel him lean over you to grab the phone himself, staying there and hovering over you with it in his hand.
You let out a small gasp when you meet his eyes, staring straight through you.Â
Sunghoon rolls his eyes at Jayâs blatant show of interest, and Jake simply watches. Studies how you react to the forwardness.
âGo on.â Jay encourages you, holding the phone directly in front of you, where your eyes are still glued to his confident face, as if heâs not practically caging you in on your own bed like this. âType it in.â
You do. Somehow managing to type your number perfectly on the screen placed in front of you, and heâs quick to turn the phone to himself, flicking his eyes back and forth between you and the screen as he presses the call button.
Your phone vibrates from the dresser and Jay gives a victorious and somewhat dark smile.Â
âOne for me, zero for the idiots.â He laughs, lending you one more glance, a squeeze of his palm against your waist, and then heâs moving off of you and your bed as a whole. âCall me when you kick them out, Iâll sleep in here tonight.â He adds, leaving no room for argument before leaving the room entirely.
That leaves Sunghoon and Jake, sitting there trying to pretend it wasnât expected of Jay to at least get your number first. He always starts strong, then again, he also always fumbles hard when things get gritty. In game and out of game.Â
âWhat a prick.â Sunghoon sighs, flopping back on the end of your bed and forcing you to shift your legs up and press them together to make room for his broad body.
He turns his face to look at you from down here, watching you spread your legs to look back at him. The motion is innocent at best, because you seem to trust that heâs not trying to be a pervert right now. Oh, but he is.Â
He looks at you from this angle hard, realizing how easy it could be to shift just a foot in the right direction to have his face right where youâd probably like it.Â
And you note the way heâs looking at you.
âDo you guys likeâŚâ You glance away from him, over to Jake who is now making his own way onto the bed where Jay was lying before. You shift for a moment, feeling like prey. âDo you guys always share a girlfriend?â
Jake snorts.Â
âShare?!â He laughs at your question more before settling back against your pillows and landing his hand on your thigh. Easy, simple, and obvious. âWe donât share anything.â He explains now, feeling the fabric of your bottoms and pushing your legs closed so that Sunghoon canât lay down there and think up all sorts of fantasies.Â
âYouâre gonna have to pick.â Sunghoon says in an annoyed tone, glaring at Jake for closing your legs.
He lifts up on his arms now, raising a brow.Â
âIâll give you some advice though.â He says, noting how you listen to him more than you do Jake. âJay has the stamina of a dead horse.â
Snorting only for a moment, you think hard about Jay. Noting his cool and collected demeanor. Uncaring, somewhat cold, but his face seemed warm and endearing when he looked at you from time to time. You could sense the confidence in him from the moment he looked at you when he walked into this house. Instant attraction, without even knowing his name, is what you felt. With that sleek hair style and pretty hands gripping a full bottle of tequila. He probably has more stamina than Sunghoon gives him credit for.
âAnd Jake.â Sunghoon laughs this time, pointing directly at the guy lying next to you. âTwo strokes and heâs out of the game.â
You laugh again looking over to Jake, who stares at Sunghoon with a dark glare.Â
âWhat the fuck dude? That was one time!â He defends himself, babbling about how it was the first time he ever had sex, and how he can go way longer now.Â
âMe, on the other hand.â Sunghoon perks up as he runs his hands through his hair before smiling at you. âI just want to take you on a date.â
Ding ding ding! We have a winner.Â
âReally?â You ask, floored over possibly landing your first date in years that your parents wouldnât be attending.
âOf course.â He nods politely, ignoring that Jake is even in the room now. âIâm not the kind of guy who is just trying to get between your legs.â He lies easily, glaring at Jake again for closing your legs earlier.
âSo, what do you say?â Sunghoon encourages you to pick him at this moment, and the nod you give has him pulling his own phone out, asking you to tell him your number rather than forcing you to type it into his phone.Â
You smile as you give him the numbers, not at all seeing Jake try to sneakily type it into his phone as well.Â
âGood.â Sunghoon says, flopping back on your bed and now using his own hand to part your legs again. You look at him from above and feel elated by how petty and clean cut he is. âDonât call Jay when I leave, then.â
You hum a confirmation, stretching out your arms and feeling confident as all hell at the way tonight has gone. Up until, well, Sunghoon makes his way out of the room and tries to drag Jake with him. Only because he knows Jake is awful at talking to girls but man, do they swoon if theyâre into desperate guys. You seem to be into just about anyone, if Sunghoon is honest with himself.Â
âCome on, dickhead.â Sunghoon gripes at Jake, grabbing his hoodie and physically trying to drag him out of the room.Â
âIâm not going anywhere.â Jake says, pressing all of his body weight against your mattress and kicking Sunghoon away from him. âPlay fair or Iâll tell her about last weekend.â
Sunghoon instantly avoids eye contact with him, knowing that if Jake were to spill the beans on how he forgot to leave the server during his uhâŚsession, a date would be out of the question not only for now, but for good.
âYouâre the fucking worst.â He grimaces before releasing Jakeâs hoodie and stepping out of the room, only half wondering if he should truly let Jake shoot his shot as well.
Ultimately, Sunghoon finds himself stepping out of the door and directly into Jay.Â
âWell played.â Jay comments. âGuess Iâll just have to prove to her that youâre full of shit, wonât I?âÂ
Sunghoon smiles a wicked grin, eyes narrowing at Jay.Â
âYou wonât even get the chance.â He says, looking past Jay and down the hallway at Heeseung, who is shooting a death-glare at them. âOh, check it.â He changes the subject by shoving Jay in the side to look at their friend. âHeâs mad.â
Jay turns to look at whatever it is Sunghoon is talking about and simply laughs.Â
âHe can tell something is up. Maybe we should tell him?â Jay asks, crossing his arms in interest.Â
âEventually.â Sunghoon laughs as he pushes past Jay and makes his way to the kitchen for another drink.
Jake, on the other hand, is fucking vibrating as he sits alone in this room with you, dodging the questions about what Sunghoon did last weekend to cause such a reaction with an entirely made up sob story.Â
âOh my god?â You coo out, turning to face him entirely. âThatâs so sad!â
Jake mumbles, nodding his head as if he pities himself with a pout on his face.Â
âYeah, I guess thatâs just how things go for me though.â He shrugs, blinking at you with the biggest and softest eyes he can manage.Â
âI canât believe she did that!â You bellow out now, entirely invested in the backstory of the love life he lost just a few months prior. âWith her own cousin, too?!â
Jake nods again with that same pout, looking as defeated as he can, trying to be as charming as he possibly can.
You lean forward to give him a some form of hug at this moment, drunken emotion overtaking you as you sit and watch this poor guy pour his little broken heart out.Â
âIf it makes you feel any better, my last boyfriend broke up with me because my dad threatened him.â
âNo, thatâs awful.â He chuckles sadly, shaking his head at you. âWeâre both just unlucky, huh?â
He nods his head, seemingly to get you to shadow his actions, and as expected, you do. You nod to confirm his words, still invested in the fact that such a nice looking guy got fucked over like that, only to be made fun of by his friends for it.Â
So invested that you donât note the way he keeps his hand on your leg or moves it upwards inch by inch.Â
âCan we change the subject?â Jake pouts harder, looking at you with sparkling eyes..Â
âYeah, of courseââÂ
âYouâre really, really, pretty.â He suddenly blurts, looking you in the eye and using his other hand to brush a strand of hair out of your face. You totally believed his entire story, if the saddened look in your eye is anything to go by. âI think you should go on a date with me instead.â
You break eye contact, looking down again and only just now noticing his hand on your leg. Only just now noticing that hard-on heâs sporting in his pants.Â
âJake.â You say, lifting your eyes back to him. âAre youâhard?â You lift your brows in pity again with the subject change, drunken brain telling you that heâs probably crawling in his skin over how hard he is, and how sad everything is for him.Â
âOh, over this?â He asks, dropping his hand and blatantly groping himself. âA little. It always happens when someone as good looking as you gives me the time of day.â
Oh, how sweet. How cute. The fact that Jake gets hard simply over someone being nice to him?Â
âWell, donât worry!â You try to perk him up, not at all realizing that heâs full of shit. âI know itâs not because youâre trying to get into my pants or anything. I wonât tell anyone.â You nod to him with a smile beforeâ Uh oh.
âWell, actuallyââ Jake tries to start, already about to make his move when he notices the color on your face change and youâre fumbling to the bathroom.Â
And just like that, Jake has failed, as he stumbles out of your bed and to your locked bathroom door.Â
âAre you okay?â He asks with a sweet and caring voice.
Silence from the other end save for the sound of your sink running full blast probably to mask the sounds of your stomach trying to evacuate the copious amounts of alcohol thatâs been fed to you.Â
So much for the pancakes being a fix-all solution. And with that, Jake leaves the room while pulling out his phone, texting the number he stole when you gave it to Sunghoon.Â
Jake: hey, donât be embarrassed about getting sick. Iâm gonna crash on the couch so if you need me iâll be there.
After that, the party is pretty much over. Everyone save for the three perverts, Heeseung, and your sister remain.
This leaves your sister already passed out and tucked into her bed by none other than Heeseung himself, Jay already asleep on the couch, Sunghoon piled up on the floor between the dining room and the living room. Probably to create a barrier that would wake him if Jay really tried to get into your room.
And poor fucking Jake, forced to actually pity himself as he curls his body up on the love seat in the living room, pretending that itâs totally big enough for him to be comfortable here.
Heeseung looms around the house once everything goes silent, checking to be sure no one has passed out or died in a corner before coming back to the living room and staring at all three of his bitch-ass friends.Â
On one hand, heâs glad theyâre in the living room and not in your room. On the other hand, he wants to smother all three of them. One by one.
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Heeseung is in his head for a solid three days after the party. So much that his focus is more on you than his games. Which is super fucked up when he thinks about it. Thatâs why, when your sister heads off to work, heâs plotting in his head every time. He needs you to like him somehow.Â
The thoughts loop in his mind. From images of him pinning you up and against that kitchen counter again, to the fantasy image of you dropping to your knees in front of him. If anything, itâs not that he needs to fuck you, he just needs you to want him to.
And this is why he finds himself orbiting you. Finding reasons to come into your room, or reasons to get you out of it.Â
âIâm gonna do some laundry, do you have anything I need to wash?â When you didnât have anything more than what was already in your basket, he still washed your clothes. He also folded one of his own shirts into your pile just to see if youâd wear it.Â
âI made some lunch, come eat with me.â You already ate while he was in the office playing his games, which he should have guessed.Â
âHey, can you help me wash the dishes?â You had nodded, but never left your room and he ultimately ended up washing and drying them all himself. Waiting, waiting, and fucking waiting.
All three times he tried today, you brushed him off with your eyes glued to your phone.Â
Something has got to give because itâs starting to get embarrassing how much he thinks about you. With the way he avoided sex last night with his own, very beautiful girlfriend, just to hide in the bathroom at four in the morning getting off with something he absolutely should not have in his possession.Â
He doesnât know how fucking long itâs gonna take to get you to break for him but itâs going to happen one way or the other. You donât have a choice in the matter at this point .
It looks like you wonât even consider him in that pretty little head of yours simply because heâs considered off limits. Heâs gonna have to prove you wrong.
Still, he remembers the way you looked at him during your welcome party. So cute and sweet when youâre drunk, so willing to hang out with him. The interest was there. He knows it was.
And now, as he ticks away at the WASD keys on his keyboard, running his little pixel version of himself back and forth between headshots that he misses every time, he wants to rip his fucking hair out.Â
âWhat the fuck is wrong with you?!â Jay shouts through the headset. âHe was right there!â
Heeseung knows his friends have every reason to rag on him right now. Itâs the fifth lost ranked game of the day and heâs rotting inside at the thought of dropping back down to gold.Â
âPlatinum my ass.â Sunghoon pipes in, slamming his mouse on his desk out of sheer annoyance at what happened during the last game. âYou didnât down a single person in the past three games.â
Heeseung sighs, ripping his headset off and closing out the game. He can feel it in his body. The frustration bubbling up to the point that he really only thinks about you and this shit needs to stop now before his precious rank drops so far down that even their bronze boy Jake could boast above him.Â
He ignores the annoyed shouts from his friends as he disconnects from discord, stands up, and practically storms out of the room and up to your door.Â
âIâm coming in!â Heeseung gripes.
This is your first time witnessing him in a bad mood, as he does exactly as he says and swings your door open for the fourth time today.Â
âYou and me.â He says, pointing a finger at you âRight now.â
âRight now, what?â You ask in a nonchalant tone.
Which only pisses him off more because, fuck if he knows.Â
âGet off your phone. Weâre hanging out.â
You furrow your brow at him, pointer finger locking the screen of your phone and hiding the string of texts youâd been sharing with one of his very own best friends. Your eyes scan him only for a moment, noting how rushed he appears to be while barging into your room like this.
Large hoodie covering the majority of his body, sweat on his brow probably from all of that screaming you heard in the office earlier, and that same very embarrassing dent on the top of his head from his headset.Â
As you look at him in all of his gamer boy glory you nod, only because out of all of his friends, you think youâd rather hang out with him because at least heâs not in your texts trying to land a date, or a hookup, or dropping dick pics by âaccidentâ.Â
Heâs just Heeseung, your sisterâs loving and very hard to read boyfriend. Who you donât happen to fully remember is capable of pinning you against the kitchen counter while trying to show you how much worse he is compared to his friends.Â
âOkay, what do you wanna do?â
He pauses, standing in your room and looking at you lounging on your bed. If he really told you what heâd like to do, it would probably scare you. He needs to think fast, not desperate.Â
âUh,â He hums, glancing away from you and lifting his hand up to finally ruffle that embarrassing dent in his hair away. âHave you ever played video games?â
âYeah. Not the ones you play though.â You roll your eyes at his attempt at sudden small talk.
God, he shouldnât have asked. He doesnât think you could make yourself any more alluring to him after saying that. While his girlfriend has never once even considered picking up a controller, you have? Oh, shit. Man, thatâs so hot.Â
âOh yeah?â He perks up in genuine interest, taking a step forward and landing himself on your bed without invitation. âLike what?â
âParty games mostly, I guess. Mario Party, Super Smash Bros, Wii sports, Among us.âÂ
He nods as you list the most mundane games in the industry.Â
âDid you pick up pretty quickly? Like, did you ever win?â He asks, unaware that this conversation feels like literal foreplay to him, pleased by the fact that thereâs suddenly more to like about you than just those tits and faceâŚ.and personalityâŚ.and intense need to break rulesâŚandâ
âYeah, I can be kind of competitive.â
âMm.â Heeseung nods in approval, turned on by the very image of you staring into a screen with dead eyes, fingers smashing on buttons and intensely focused.Â
âDo you wanna watch me play something?â
âHow is that hanging out?â You ask, scoffing at the idea. âWhy would I want to watch you have fun?â
Heeseung looks at you. Yeah, thatâs fair. He would probably end up ignoring you the whole time anyway, but still. Is it so bad that he asked simply to fulfill the fantasy of having a girl fawn over him and his successes?Â
âOkay, then what would you want to do?â He shoots back, knowing itâs fair but hating it nonetheless. Wondering if thereâs a chance that someday youâll pile up on his lap and watch him carry the whole team to victory. Boasting for him more than he does for himself.Â
âHorror movie. Iâm sure sheâs told you but our parents were very strict about what media we consumed. I have a whole list of horror movies Iâm trying to work through, but sometimes itâs kind of difficult to watch by myself.â
Fuck yeah. Maybe itâll end in that cringe and cliche scenario heâs used time and time again when flirting with girls. Images of you jumping from a jumpscare and grabbing him on instinct. Fantasies of you cuddling up real close. So close that he can smell how much you want him. He could get hard right now just thinking of doing this very thing with you. Plus, he fucking loves horror movies.
âGet your pretty ass in the living room then. â He nods, smiling at you in a way that hides every thought behind his empty, horny eyes.Â
And he just gets up and walks out like calling you pretty just now wasnât at all out of place, he fucking winks at you. It really does throw you off that he just did that so nonchalantly, like he talks to everyone that way when you know for a fact that outside of this house, your sister has to fight him just to get him to wave hello to someone.Â
You wonder why it feels like maybe you shouldnât be spending time alone with him. Arguably, you donât want to admit that it makes you feel good either. Already with three separate, very attractive people, in your texts insisting that you pick them, that you choose them.Â
All of it is very desperate. Almost as desperate as you are to give in to every single one of them, but you canât just let them know how sheltered you were and how free you feel the need to be now.Â
Of course Heeseung, your sisterâs boyfriend, calling you pretty would make you feel confident. Like maybe you could be with someone just as attractive as him, or perhaps no longer live in the shadow of everything you wish you could be.Â
Her. Everything was always about her.Â
âOh, your sister got top of her class! Sheâs gonna be moving out soon!â She really just left you there to suffer alone.Â
âAh! Your sister just bought a house! I heard she and her boyfriend might marry soon!âÂ
You scoffed that day when you entered college, no one congratulated you for the countless free rides or multiple acceptance letters. No, it was all about her despite the fact that she lived an hour and a half away and you were right there.
She was only better than and outshined you because she was older and got there first. It was never competitive with you until everyone in your life expected you to outshine, outdo, and outwit her.Â
Still, you jumped at the opportunity to live here solely to get away from your parents. Solely to try and live outside of everything you could be, only to become whatever the fuck you want to be. And yeah, you love her immensely because she truly is the only person who never expected you to be her. Thereâs so much resentment but an equal amount of love within you for your sister.Â
And while Heeseung has no idea of this resentment you have rotting in your chest, you also have no idea that Heeseung believes the one thing you hold over your sister is the fact that youâre just her, except, wellâŚyounger, hotter, wilder, prettier, more inexperienced. Cuter voice. Snarkier attitude. Open, and perhaps, willing.Â
If you knew that, perhaps Heeseung calling you pretty as if itâs his natural born right would become something different in your head. Perhaps youâd want to live in your sisterâs shadow just once more. Why not try and take what your sister has? Wouldnât that be fun?
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What a fucking bummer, Heeseung thinks, as he sits on one end of the couch with you on the other. Heâs watched you more than the movie at this point, but the clock is tick-tick-ticking, and youâre just sitting there pushing through the horrors with a smile. Something's got to give.Â
Your sister comes home in three hours, leaving space for just one more movie and he is truly determined to score this win if itâs the last thing he does. The worst part? Morals donât mean shit if you want him to fuck you.
If thereâs one thing Heeseung hates more than losing, itâs one-sided attraction. He knows heâs not the problem, you are for not looking at him long enough. You are for not even considering that he could fuck you better than anyone in all of those porn accounts you follow on twitter. Not that he stalked it or anything (he did.)
And thatâs why, as his stare becomes darker, he stands up and scratches the back of his head with a sigh.Â
âIâll be right back.â He says, watching you wave him off as if you were totally paying attention to him.
Thatâs going to change right the fuck now.Â
He heads to his shared room with your sister, stepping into the walk in closet and examining himself in the wall length mirror before sighing.Â
Goddamn, he really stopped caring about how he looked once he finally got between your sisterâs legs and locked her down. Itâs no wonder you gave his friends more attention that night than youâve ever given to him. He inspects his hair, messy and frizzy from his hoodie being pulled over and off of his head throughout the day. The cowlicks in the back leaving nothing to your imagination in regards to when the last time he washed the fucked-up locks was.Â
He sighs at himself, licking his palm and trying to tame the cowlick. God, a shower right now would seem ridiculous because heâs supposed to be on the couch with you, standing up the gore and death on screen so your hand will accidentally touch his dick or something.Â
No good. He needs to backpedal a little bit with his confidence, probably. He steps out of his room, taking his hoodie off at the same time. He rolls the sleeves of his t-shirt now, wanting to at least reveal his shoulders and arms to you. Wanting to parade himself around the house until you drip for him.Â
âHey.â He walks back into the living room, still rolling the last bit of his left sleeve up and over his shoulder. âCan you pause the movie for like ten minutes and throw a pizza in the oven or something?â
You look up at him and the way he seems like heâs thinking about something far off from any situation thatâs currently happening.Â
âYeah, sure.â You nod, reaching for the remote and pausing the movie. âWe could just keep watching while the pizza cooks though.â
He chuckles, knowing youâd say that and not at all having an excuse.Â
âI need to take a shower.â He dead-pans, as if itâs not sudden or weird that heâs decided to rudely interrupt the last movie of the night with a shower that could definitely wait.Â
âJust shower after we finish the movie.â You roll your eyes, still standing to your feet and heading towards the kitchen. âItâs not like your stink will get any worse in the matter of a few hours.â
Oh, so now he smells bad?! Is that why you arenât into him?
âOr you could stop complaining and make the fucking pizza.â He snaps for the first time with a tone that indicates you should probably listen and do as he says.Â
âGod, whatâs your problem?âÂ
âMy problem? Whatâs yours?â He shoots back, far too annoyed that you play hard to get like this. Thereâs no way you seriously arenât getting it. âYouâre the one sitting around like youâd rather be doing anything else.â
You press the preheat button on the oven, and look at him shocked. Are hisâfeelings hurt? Are you really acting like a bitch, or uninterested in getting to know the man your sister will probably spend her life with?Â
Were you really acting like you werenât having a good time? God, you must be such a drag.Â
âWhat? I was having fun, Heeseung, I like watching movies with you.â You try to explain, but he cuts you off.
âFucking act like it then.â He gripes before turning on his heel and leaving you alone in the kitchen.Â
Itâs not like you knew he expected you to be interested in friendship with him or anything. You were justâŚhanging out. You really didnât know it was supposed to go differently in his head, and the fact that it appears that he does have a specific expectation? You wonder how to fulfill it.Â
After all, youâre trying to avoid showing all the interest you actually have for him when youâre hanging out. Itâs what youâre supposed to do, right? And well, by the time heâs out of the shower and presenting himself to you, you think you might have a better idea as to what heâs thinking. Is he trying to impress you right now?Â
You can smell his cologne mixed with a minty scented shampoo. His hair looks blow dried. His skin is glistening, and heâs fucking shirtless.Â
He watches when he sits down, this time closer to you on the couch presumably so you could share the pizza sitting on the coffee table just in front of you then he checks the clock. Only about thirty minutes wasted out of the remaining time he has with you alone, and then he checks you. Staring. Damn right.Â
To you, he looks different.
Not just handsome, or kind of endearing in a loser way. But he actually looks sexy sitting there, with those loose gray sweatpants leaving nothing to the imagination in terms of size, and his exposed torso makes it harder to keep your eyes to yourself.
 His broad shoulders seem to accentuate his neck much more than you imagined considering you never have seen him lounge around like this, and his hair is no longer dented. Itâs washed, fresh, and looks fucking good on him.Â
Then, his smirk. Itâs permanent on that knowing face of his. Â
âWhat are you looking at?â He side eyes you, totally ignoring the pizza because he wasnât actually hungry.Â
He feels a victory welling up in his chest at the way you look at him though, seeing you already get so flustered? So easy.Â
âUm,â You pause, tearing your eyes away in embarrassment. âNothing.âÂ
He chuckles once in a short breath before stretching himself back against the couch cushions, spreading his legs wide and taking dominance over the space in the room.Â
âDidnât seem like nothing.â He flirts easily, testing the waters of how willing you are to admit that heâs getting his way. âYou were checking me out.âÂ
You face forward now, shifting closer to the arm of the couch and pretending like you can't feel the warmth of the hot water he must have used radiating off of him.Â
âOf course not!â You laugh nervously, lunging forward for the remote again. âWhy would I check you out?â
Heeseung rolls his eyes at your shitty attempt to lie.Â
âBecause I took my shirt off for you.â He says, turning his head to look at you with a malicious smirk. âWas that not obvious?âÂ
You turn to look at him in surprise. Why the fuck would he even say that to you?!
âDo you like me better this way? Half naked?â
âWhat are you talking about?â You avoid him like your life depends on it, not wanting to admit that you definitely find him more attractive right now than you ever have, and the fact that heâs talking to you like this only further pushes you to want what you canât have.
âYou think Iâm hot, donât you?â He presses, bouncing his leg and keeping his eyes on the way your chest heaves at his words.Â
âYou want me, donât you?â He continues pressing, repeating the question in a way that makes you feel forced to agree with him.Â
âYouâre gonna think about me the next time youââ
âHeeseung!â You shout, turning your entire body towards him with heat searing on your cheekbones. âWhat the fuck are you talking about? Youâre dating my sister.â You try to bring both him and yourself back to reality with that statement, more upset internally at the fact that youâre right about it.Â
Heâs dating your sister and yet, heâsâŚdoing this. To you. And you fucking like it?
âYeah, no shit.â He laughs you off, looking down at his lap and feeling a twitch at the way you donât leave the room. Proving in some way that you definitely like it. âAnd Iâm still right, arenât I? Youâre just playing hard to get.â
You stare at him, dumbfounded and utterly shocked by his blatant attempts to come onto you. Unfortunately, youâve never been in this situation before and your eyes tell on you the same way your body language does. Of course heâs right, and you know youâre doing a terrible job of hiding it.
âAh, Yeah.â He smiles, watching how you try to keep your eyes on his face but failing. âIâm right.â He continues, lifting his ass just slightly to accentuate the shape of his cock under these sweats for you to get a good eye full.Â
You swallow, looking away from him and squeezing your legs together. It feels like such a sudden change of atmosphere. What was once a deniable crush on him becomes a confusing whirlwind wet panties and zero morality.
Does he get off on trying to rile you up? Thereâs no fucking way heâd actually go through with any of this. Heâs just doing it because he thinks itâs cute that you want him. Right?Â
You know for a fact that if Jay talked to you this way, you would have let him do whatever he wanted to you. But this is Heeseung. Not Jay, not Jake, not Sunghoon, with their shitty attempts at trying to pull off the exact thing. Oh god, this is bad. This is so bad.Â
âIâm going to my room.â You swallow around the thick words, not at all wanting to leave the room solely because your body is giving in instantly to the fact that Heeseung is dirty talking to you for no goddamn reason.Â
Perhaps itâs the fact that the one thing your sister has that you shouldnât ever be able to obtain is doing this. Never did you think a mere idea that heâs attractive would turn into a split second decision of wanting him to fuck you.Â
âNo, youâre not.â He chuckles, spreading his legs a bit wider now and looking down at his lap, the same exact spot your eyes are looking at. âYouâre going to try and keep your eyes on the screen, and weâre going to finish this movie.âÂ
Safe to say, that was a harder demand to follow than you anticipated and he seemed to fucking love raising his brow at you each time he caught your eye on him.Â
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By the time your sister returned home and essentially tamed her boyfriend from acting out any longer, you feltâŚinsane. She tamed him without even knowing that he was acting out, not double-taking at all when she walked in to him spread out and shirtless on the couch with you struggling to watch the movie. You felt his confidence radiating, making the living room feel suffocating and unstable in terms of if you belong there or not.Â
You find yourself in your room now, cuddling up in your bed with thoughts ruminating on how you have not one, not two, not three, but four men throwing themselves at you. You donât recall ever actually giving them the idea that this is okay. Or maybe you did? Youâre not sure.
You scroll through your text messages, old friends from back home falling into the background each time you open a message from Jake, or the other two that consistently check in with you like youâre some sort of prize to be won.Â
Maybe you want to be a prize for some handsome guy to flaunt though, and you embody all of that confidence you got from, somehow, having the one man youâre not supposed to ever obtain parading around for you.
You embody it to text back. To be bold. To give in to the arousal that just slammed you in the gut, reeling from the very idea that there are men in this world who want to fuck you and youâre about fed up with pretending itâs a lie.
You: are you done with your game?Â
You send the same message separately to all three of Heeseungâs friends, and somehow youâre still unaware that they all three share the information with each other in discord.Â
âAre you done with your game?â Jake mimics in a feminine tone. âSheâs playing with all of us.âÂ
Jay chuckles through the mic, damning them to be second and third place as he quickly texts back.
Jay: no, but I can be. Why?Â
âTo be fair, weâre kind of playing with her too.â Sunghoon cuts in, responding in his own way to your text and telling you that heâs bored, that heâs waiting on you to give him a date and time to pick you up, that heâs annoyed with his friends.Â
âWell, yeah!â Jake bellows through the muffled mic. âI mean, look at her.â
âOh, Iâve looked.â Sunghoon smiles at himself before snapping his eyes to the discord and noting how Jay has muted himself.Â
âThat mother fucker.â
Jake follows suit, noting exactly what Sunghoon is calling out before lending a groan of his own.Â
âHeâs trying so hard.â He rolls his eyes, knowing for a fact that Jay is probably already mid text-conversation with you.
And he would be right, as you lay against your pillows and let Jayâs conversation overpower the two other unopened texts from his friends.Â
You: im a little overwhelmed right now, not sure how to explain it.
Jay: overwhelmed how?
You: wellâŚ
You take a second to yourself to breathe, feeling your entire body radiate with a feeling that can only resemble that of want, or perhaps need. Youâve sexted multiple times in your life, but never in a situation where youâre sexting because youâre overwhelmed more than just aroused.Â
Itâs the fact that youâre bringing it up this time after playing uninterested since any of them started texting you. Youâve dodged Jakeâs dick pics, youâve pushed off the date you agreed to go on with Sunghoon, and youâve even gone as far as telling Jay youâre not interested at all.
Now though? You can imagine what heâd think of you to see you bring it up. Do you care though? Not that much. After all, youâre single, youâre consumed by the ability to do whatever you want, and Jayâs hot.Â
You: im frustrated.
You: REALLY frustrated.âŚsexually
Jay: oh yeah? for me?
You stare at the screen, sending him an emoji that confirms your words for a third time before swiping away and looking at your inbox of available men. You know who else is hot? Sunghoon.Â
You: hey if we went on a date, where would you take me?
Sunghoon: probably a movie or something idk, why? what would you wanna do?
You: id wanna go to your house
Sunghoon: and why is that, cutie?
And as you pick up conversations with both men, reeling from the attention, you thinkâŚhmm, you wanna know who else is hot? Jake.Â
You: Jakeeeee
Jake: whaaaat :)Â
You: remember that dick pic you sent to me then begged me to delete because it was an accident?
Jake: âŚ
You: i didnât delete it.Â
Jake: you like it?
You: maybe.Â
And you guess this is who you are now, plotting and setting up some form of sexting situation with three different men, who are all very close friends, who all very much seem to reciprocate your advances.
Itâs actually pretty cool, as you lay here reading words from a different man every two minutes. Jay telling you exactly how he could help you with that frustration, Sunghoon asking you to explain what youâd wanna do in his house with him, and then Jake blatantly sending his cock to you again like he has nothing better to do.Â
Itâs all fun and games until things start to get real heated and you get kind of into it. Focusing on Jayâs little message of, âim helping you out here, you should help me too. send pics.âÂ
You ask yourself why you consider doing it before swiping away and landing on a video of Jake, face bright and smiling before lowering the camera. Blatantly fucking himself just because you said he had a nice dick.Â
Your body is feeling permanent goosebumps because of those two, overwhelming you more than you could have imagined to see just how far theyâd be willing to go to try and convince you to do the same for them.
Sunghoon brings a different form of arousal in his inbox though. Far more tame than the others, asking you to push, telling you to say all of the dirty things rather than him. Pushing for a date.Â
Sunghoon: keep talking to me like this, ill come get you right now.Â
You: not yet, just this for now.
Sunghoon: no pressure, are you touching yourself at least?
You: I amÂ
Sunghoon: yeah? thinking about me too right?Â
You: yea
Youâre lying. Kind of. Half-lying, at least, because you are thinking about him but youâre also thinking about Jake, and Jay, and sending nudes, andâ Heeseung.
Youâre thinking about Heeseung, and only because you can hear the shuffling in the room a wall over. Then? Thumping, right behind you as you lay in your bed. At this moment, you should be able to focus on the men blatantly trying to fuck you, but instead youâre reminding yourself of how Heeseung looked earlier.
And youâre listening. Thumping, thumping, thumping, until you hearâ
âDonât cover your mouth, sheâs probably asleep anyway.â You hear Heeseung bellow out in a far-away voice.Â
Great. Theyâre fucking. Just fucking great. Well, now what? You think, as you thumb back and forth between messages with frustration.
Your mind reels as you listen though. Imagining Heeseung more than anything being the force behind those thumps on your wall. His voice almost croaked when he regarded you directly to your sister while fucking her. Why canât you stop thinking about him? All it took was a single day of marathoning movies?! A single shower?!Â
God, youâve got to seem desperate to be reacting this way. He probably thinks that shit is funny. And as you now shove your headphones in your ears so as to not hear anymore of it, you stand on your feet and walk to your bathroom. Youâre too interested in being fucked now, might as well give the boys something to look at, right?
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âShe really is trying to get away with it.â Sunghoon says, dumbfounded by the receipts provided by all three boys in their own private group chat.
Without Heeseung.Â
âYeah, but she sent me an ass pic.â Jay boasts, smiling to himself and silently saving the other provided images that you sent to his friends.Â
âWhatever, Iâm picking her up today for what she wants to call a âdateâ. She literally said she wanted me to pull her hair.âÂ
Jake gasps, offended.
âWhat the fuck? She said she wanted to pull my hair!â He groans. âWhy am I the one she thinks would like that?! I have a big dick! I couldââ
âAnyway,â Jay cuts him off. âShe really is just like her sister. Heeseung doesnât even know how Iâve seen his precious girlfriendâs pussy, only a matter of time before Iâm seeing her little sisterâs too.âÂ
Sunghoon rolls his eyes, ignoring Jakeâs huffing and puffing as he does his best not to laugh at Jayâs almost victory over your sister.Â
âWell, Iâm getting the girl this time.â He says, opening his texts and reading through the presumed masturbation session he shared with you last night. âSaid she couldnât wait to see me.âÂ
âIâm sure she could though.â Jay says, competitive, wanting to win. âYouâll see.â
Sunghoon can sense the competition in the air, knowing that Jay is probably coming up with some lame ass plan to get in your pants before he can even get the chance to pick you up tonight.Â
And then thereâs Jake.
âYou know, maybe sheâs right.â He rambles on, thinking hard about how your dynamic with the other two seems to differ greatly from the way you speak to him. âI do have better hair than both of you combined.â
And they stay like that, roasting each other while simultaneously lusting over the same girl until Heeseung gets online and pings them in the regular group chat for a round of gameplay.Â
âWhatâs up, virgins?â Heeseung greets, booting up his game and noting the silence in the voice chat.Â
âI said, whatâs uââÂ
âWe heard you.â Sunghoon chimes in, preparing himself for a direct mission of humbling the fuck out of him. âCall me a virgin all you want, doesnât change the fact that Iâm getting my dick wet tonight.âÂ
âPlease.â Heeseung laughs, rolling his eyes as he waits for them to get into the game lobby. âWho would stick your dick in them anyway?âÂ
âYour girlfriendâs little sister.â Sunghoon announces.Â
Excuse me?
âIn your dreams.â Heeseung tries to laugh, but is interrupted yet again by his two other friends laughing first. âWait, youâre serious?âÂ
Sunghoon hums a confirmation, which leads Heeseung to wonder what the fuck happened in the span of one single night. He could have sworn he had you in the palm of his hand on that couch. He knew you heard how good he fucks your sister.Â
Thereâs no way.Â
âNah, sheâs already got a crush on someone else.â He continues to brush Sunghoon off. âAnd itâs not you.â
âYeah, because itâs me.â Jay laughs, bombarding Heeseung with another low blow. âWhy else would she take her shorts off for me?â
Anger? Yes. Jealousy? Also yes.
âBullshit.â Heeseung calls out, staring at his discord and the way his friendâs names light up every time they laugh.
 âWhat are they trying to do, Jake? Spill.â
Jake silences his laughing.Â
âOh, you think he didnât get nudes too?â Jay laughs harder. âShe sent them to all three of us last night. Different pictures too, she wasnât skimping on the goods, I can tell you that much.â
Heeseung takes a moment to breathe through his nose. âAnd just why did she send you nudes?â
âI didnât even ask for them, Hee, honest!â Jake tries to get on his good side. âI guess showing her my dick did something for her though.â That did not get him on Heeseungâs good side.Â
âWhy the fuck  is she sending you guys nudes?â He asks again, this time slightly raising his voice.Â
You should have been sending him nudes to prove your insatiable lust that you must have. Right? Like, why not him? If anyone?Â
âOh, right.â Sunghoon finally reveals the truth. âFirst person to fuck her wins.âÂ
âIs that so?â Heeseung leans back in his chair, crossing his arms with narrowed eyes at their stupid usernames.Â
Competition is what heâs best at.Â
âYeah.â Sunghoon confirms. âAnd by the end of the night, Iâll be the winner.âÂ
âThatâs what he thinks, anyway.â Jay snickers. âSheâs already texted me a cute little good morning like she didnât sext three guys last night.âÂ
âMhm.â Jake hums into the mic. âMe too.â
Sunghoon tilts his head in confusion at that, now checking his phone and noting that he hasnât received his own good morning from you yet. Weird.Â
âYou guys are aware that you canât do that, right?â Heeseung chimes in, knowing that heâs playing their game now. And heâs good at playing games. âYou seriously canât be trying to rail my girlfriendâs sister.â
âYeah. We are, actually.â Jay overtakes the conversation. âBesides, she wants it.â
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You wake up feeling insanely embarrassed by how you acted like night.Â
Tonightâs date with Sunghoon probably wonât happen. Thereâs no way you can live up to the confidence you showed him.Â
You: hey can we raincheck?
Sunghoon: no wtf?Â
He reacts negatively, because his victory is now being ripped from his hands by the prize herself. Itâs not even just like, the fact that he wants to fuck you just to say he did it before anyone else could. Itâs the fact that youâre kind of cool. Incredibly hot, and super willing to slut yourself out.Â
Just his type. He loves being able to tame girls and keep them locked between his legs, with his cock in their throat.Â
You: sorry i just donât feel good today, can try this weekend?Â
Sunghoon sighs, sending you a short approval before focusing back on the intense game playing out on his screen.Â
âShe canceled on me.â Sunghoon complains, shooting a player dead between the eyes before crouching and running off to find his next kill of frustration. âJay, what did you fucking do?â
Jay snorts, smirking on his end of the screen, camping like an asshole in a bathroom and waiting for some unsuspecting dad of six to run by and get his cheeks clapped by some idiot with the username of DADDYJAY02.Â
âTold her Iâd fuck her real good if she cancels.â He jokes, mostly focused on the current game at hand.
Heeseung is pleased to learn that youâre skipping the date though, leading him to believe that maybe he was right in thinking heâs got you in the palm of his hand.Â
Still doesnât change the fact that youâve got nudes in your phone. Nudes that you sent to three fucking losers that couldnât even come close to doing what he could do for you.Â
âHeâs talking shit. She hasnât left her room all morning.â Heeseung says. âI already told you guys that she has a crush on someone, and itâs not any of you. So, you can go ahead and kiss your bullshit sex-game goodbye.â
Jake pipes in now, listening to the sheer amount of confidence coming from Heeseung and Jay.
âI dunno.â He breathes, picking people off one by one in his own, less-than-great playstyle. âSheâs still texting me and being all cute. Maybe she just thinks you guys are weird.âÂ
âWhat did she say?â Heeseung asks, now more focused on what Jake might say rather than the fact that Jay just got downed and needs help.Â
âSomething about how she feels embarrassed about everything but likes talking to me, heart emoji and all.â He says in a nonchalant tone, now being downed himself in game. âMe and Jay are down.â
âStay down then.â Heeseung scoffs, ignoring both dying friends as he focuses on the win.Â
âDude, fucking pick me up.â Jay now argues, throwing his hands up at the gameplay, watching Heeseung blatantly run straight past him. âHeeseung! Pick me the fuck up!âÂ
He snickers in response.Â
âStop trying to fuck her and Iâll pick you up.âÂ
âIâd rather die.â Jay argues back, accepting his in-game death and instead pulling his phone out to text you. âIn fact, Iâll text her right now.â
Sunghoon, listening to the chaos and still neck-to-neck in terms of kills with Heeseung, tries to ignore the fact that heâs losing the only game he cares about winning right now.Â
âAll three of you are starting to get annoying.â Sunghoon mumbles into the microphone, killing the last remaining player and stretching his arms out in a sigh.
âYouâre just mad because sheâs ghosting you for me.â Jake sings out happily.
Heeseung listens, seething in his head about how theyâre really just gonna keep doing this shit and decides, fine.Â
Heâs already playing the game theyâre playing. Heâs been playing it for much longer, actually, with those panties he took from your dresser when he built it. With the way he placed your bed against the same wall his bed is against, just so you could listen and suffer for his cock to stuff you full instead.Â
If itâs a fucking competition they want, theyâre gonna get it.Â
And with that? He logs off without so much as a goodbye before heading to his bathroom. For the first time in years caring more and more about how he dresses and carries himself just to see you want him.Â
He styles his hair, brushes his teeth, perfects his hair with the hood up on his hoodie, and then heads straight to your room.Â
âHey, Sunghoon said heâs supposed to be going on a date with you tonight.â He says as soon as he gets to your door.
You look panicked.
âOh, he told you?â You say, avoiding eye contact with him because goddamn does he look good today but also, what the fuck Sunghoon?!Â
âYeah.â He answers in a less than entertained tone.Â
âDid heââ You pause, now looking at him and his stupid attractive stance against your door. ââsay anything else?âÂ
âOh, he told me all about it.â He admits to you now, loving the way you curl into your own embarrassment. âI did warn you, you know.â
You blink at him, wanting to hide from the entire situation. Especially because the only reason you went for his friends was because he got you all choked up.Â
âStill, I thought youâd tame yourself a little bit. I meanâ Jay too? Really?â Heeseung starts to pick you apart with the information heâs learned today. âAnd Jake?â
You groan out, covering your face with both hands.Â
âGod, I donât know what I was thinking.â You try to explain. âI justââ
âYou were wet.â He answers for you, smiling at the way you try to run from the truth. âSo wet for me that you ran to my friends?âÂ
Only now do you move your hands from your face and look at him. Shocked that he got straight to the point, and is entirely correct.
âYou got their hopes up, you know.â He continues, taking control of the situation as he crosses his arms and leans his head back and against your doorframe. âRight after getting my hopes up.âÂ
âWhat are youââÂ
âYou know what Iâm talking about, and you know exactly what Iâm doing.â He cuts you off, speaking for you, thinking for you, not letting you get a word in to doubt a single thing heâs saying. âYou know what youâre doing too. So, look at me next time I come in here and call you out on your bullshit.â
Your eyes stay on him, full of embarrassment and a sense of guilt. You feel scolded, which is so fucking wrong and weird for it to come from him of all people.Â
âTime to stop pretending now, babe. If you want thisââ He says, looking down between his legs and grabbing his bulge. âYouâll stay away from my friends.âÂ
And then he justâŚleaves with a smile? Doesnât even let you respond?Â
âIâm going to the store, we donât have shit to eat in this house.â You hear him complain as he walks down the hallway, acting as if he didnât just word-fuck you with the truth that you werenât quite ready to accept.Â
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Youâre losing it. Truly, youâre losing every ability in your body to ignore the fact that you not only think about Heeseung in ways you shouldnât, you want him in ways that should be a fucking crime.
Seeing him grab himself like that in your doorway? Fuck, if he hadnât of walked away right after, you very well may have found yourself with your ankles up by your ears, begging him to use it on you.Â
No self restraint at this point, and you donât even care.Â
Your phone is long forgotten as you pace your room, wondering if you should leave the house too, just to find a sex shop that has a Heeseung sized and shaped cock for you to fuck yourself on in order to get this intense feeling of need out of you.Â
Thatâs really all it took for him to make you go fucking feral for it? A little bit of flirting? A little bit threatening? A grab of his cock, practically dangling it in front of you like the two of you are allowed to be having those kinds of moments together?Â
Fuck him for knowing how to get you horny more than you know how to do it yourself. Since when did you like men to act that way towards you? Since fucking when did you get off on a boyfriend that your sister intends to fucking marry?!
Itâs so fucked up, and itâs equally fucking hot to you because itâs fucked up.Â
Out of everything your sister has that you donât, Heeseung is the one you want most. And heâs just fuckingâŚheâs justâ
God damn it. You sigh, pacing back and forth, checking the time on your phone and ignoring all of your unread texts. Heeseung has only been gone for a total of ten minutes and it feels like youâve been pacing for hours.
Throbbing between your legs at the small glimpses of his size under whatever pants he wears. With his hair, and his skin, and his stupid, shit-eating smirk that he throws at you. Telling you he knows. Showing you that he likes it.Â
You stop your pacing for a moment, squeezing your eyes shut tight to try and flutter the images of him out of your head. Trying to get the reality to come back to you.Â
Whatâs fucked up is that it is reality that heâs doing this to you. You canât avoid it like itâs a guilty little wet dream youâd be able to hide.Â
Itâs real.
And, well, fuck it. You love your sister just as much as you always have, even as you want to fuck her boyfriend. Even as her boyfriend seemingly wants to fuck you.
Even as you leave your room, entering their room for the first time.Â
Even as you inspect their bed, the placement suspiciously right on the other side of your own bed against the wall.Â
Even as you smell the familiar scent of Heeseung on one of the pillows and instantly throw yourself on the bed against it, shoving it between your legs in a desperate and obvious show of how much you really, really, fucking want it.Â
And if this is what it feels like to lose your fucking mind? So be it.Â
His pillow is soft, offering little pressure to your clit as you writhe against it, but you moan louder than you ever have while pleasuring yourself. For once, the house is empty and for once, you have a point of arousal that doesnât involve porn.
Your mind falls into images of him, and the way he moves his body during every day instances. Then, to the way he sounded when he fucked your sister in this very same bed. He must fuck hard, because that consistent thumping on your wall seemed to prove it already.Â
Fuck, you hope he fucks hard.Â
You saw the outline of it a few times by now too, so big even while flaccid and uninterested in you. He must know how to contain himself too. Real calm, real collected when it comes to how heâd probably use it.Â
The images swim up and down behind your eyes as you writhe your clit against the corner of his pillow for what feels like ages, knowing your panties are being pushed into the folds of your wet core, feeling your shorts skew as you move, back and forth, stretching with each grind forward.Â
Youâre aware that parts of your pussy are out in the open between grinds, feeling the soft material of his pillow rub you only slightly raw with the force of your movements, and you simply donât care. Youâre home alone, remember?Â
Wait. How long have you been doing this again?
âOh, fuck yeah.â You hear from behind you, startling you into a defensive position of curling around the pillow. âBumping it real good, werenât you? Right up on my pillow?â Heeseung laughs, standing just inside of the room with a step much quieter than heâd normally have when heâs walking around.Â
âFuck, thatâs so gross.â He snickers with hooded eyes and a triumphant smirk as he crosses his arms.Â
âYou really thought I wouldnât find out? Like I wouldnât be able to smell it? I smelled you when I walked in.â
God, the fucking horror that replaces the arousal hits you harder than you ever knew it could as you jump to your feet on buckled knees and try to mutter out an apology.
âIâm sorry.âÂ
He just said you were gross. He said he could smell you while scrunching his nose.Â
âIâm sorry, Heeseung, Iâm sorry.â You continue, trying to make your way past him ultimately so you can lock yourself in your bedroom to never come out.Â
âHmm, what makes you think you could just come in here and fuck my things?â He isnât going to let you go that easy, of course he isnât.
The thing about him is, he knows heâs got you now. That little sex bet going with his friends? Theyâre done for.
 Full control of the whole situation is right here in the palm of his hand, and the proof is that embarrassing wet spot you left on his pillow. This was all he needed. You made him chase, and heâll be damned if he gives you what you want now so easily.Â
Itâs your turn to ache with the same feeling between your legs. Youâre going to be fucking gone by the time he finally gives it to you.Â
âI thought yââ You try to explain, not looking him in the eye when he holds you in place by the arm from leaving.Â
âThought I wanted you over her?â He mutters to you in a hot whisper, pulling you back and against him, dipping his head and chasing your line of sight to force you to look at him. âOh my god, how sad.âÂ
You try look away, entirely confused, embarrassed, fucking ashamed.Â
Never have you let guilt take you over like this because youâve never allowed yourself to be in a position to feel so goddamn stupid.
Heâs going to tell her what you did. You might as well go pack your shit now and get ready to go back home because this was not okay.Â
âIâm sorry. I misreadâŚâ Youâre being forced to look at him, but you still keep your eyes on the bottom of his chin rather than his eyes, feeling his hands squeeze you, not at all noticing how rock fucking hard he is due to the sheer terror you feel at this moment.
âMm, no you didnât.â He explains, eyes scanning over your flushed face, tears prickling in your eyes.Â
And once again, fucking confusion. The weight of guilt lifts off of you at his words, allowing you to look him straight in the eyes this time. Urging him to tell you that he does want you. That everything you thought previously was true.
That he was trying to come onto you.Â
âYou were throwing your legs open for just anyone.â He lands the blow harshly, with his breath hitting you square in the forehead. âI just wanted to see if you were really as slutty as Jay said you were.â
A direct blow to any confidence you ever could have had walking around this house.Â
You fell for it. Your sister is dating a piece of shit, and somehow you still find him so attractive. You still wish he was lying.Â
You still wish he liked you, or wanted you on some level.
âGod, such a cry baby too.â He rolls his eyes now, breathing in deep before releasing his hold on you. âGo cry in your room, Iâm sure you still have an orgasm to get, donât you?âÂ
You refuse the eye contact again as you try to walk away in a way that you wish could make you disappear. Heâs making damn sure to shame you straight into the dirt, and it makes you feel so unclean.Â
âDonât you?â He repeats with a louder voice as you walk away, stepping into your room, and closing the door behind you.
Yeah, youâre still probably going to get that orgasm. He knows it.Â
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Heeseung is a nightmare to be around. Youâre annoyed that you didnât notice it before and actually wanted to be around him before that mishap with his pillow.Â
You canât read him.Â
When your sister is home, he ignores you for the most part. He spends his time on his PC yelling with friends, he scoffs at you, looks at you like you look and sound ridiculous any time you say something, yet, when heâs with your sister, heâs so, so, loving.Â
All over her, really. Hands on her waist, back, thighs, ass. Heâs so sexual with her in front of you, to the point that you canât make eye contact at all with either of them.Â
To the point that you miss it every time when he checks to see if youâre watching.Â
Whatâs worse about Heeseung is that you think now that he has no interest in you. Everything he did really was for an ego boost, or like some shitty game he was playing. It got to the point that, yeah, youâre sexting at least one of his friends as often as possible despite never giving them a reason to come over, and certainly not going to see them yourself.Â
Itâs like a bandaid as you lay in your bed night after night listening to Heeseung on the other side of the wall draw you into a state of lust, pining, and absent passion. So vocal, when heâs fucking her. You always feel alone when he does it, with your fingers slamming away and offering pleasure that never gets you there. You always come up short, never being able to get off.Â
Even with all of that, he still flirts.
Which fucks you up even more. Heâll make you feel so awful about everything thatâs happened, everything you actively say or do, and then turn around and smile at you when your sister is at work.Â
Heâll offer to make dinner for you. Heâll do your laundry and fold it, always mixing his clothes into the pile by accident. Heâll touch your waist. Heâll brush his hand past yours when he catches you in the hallway while walking by.Â
When you try to flirt back, or look at him for too long though? Hope in your eyes and weight lifting from your shoulders at his hidden actions? He shuts you down instantly.Â
Like this morning, when you left your room and went to the kitchen to make coffee, he was already there. He came up behind you real close, rubbing what you presume to be his soft dick against your ass as he lifted and grabbed the filters down for you.Â
And when you choked up and looked at him? He could see that little glint of hope in your eyes.
âI was just helping. Jesus christ, youâre more needy than your sister.âÂ
Or that time yesterday, when you were lounging on the couch and he came out after a shower in those same fucking sweat pants, without a shirt again, and sat down next to you. Spreading his legs wide, smirking, and watching you try to avoid his eyes.Â
âCanât even look at me without getting wet, huh?âÂ
Safe to say, Heeseung is playing the game with his friends a little too hard. Knowing that at any point during the day if he wanted to push you to the floor and take you, he fucking could.Â
So that leaves you now, sitting here feeling about as crazy as you did the day you ran into his room and started fucking his pillow. Every day is felt with sexual frustration that you donât know what to do with, even sexting his friends, even receiving their videos and hot words, even with their promises of multiple orgasms and hour long sessions of head, your frustration isnât satiated.
You worry it never will be if Heeseung doesnât move out, or like, fall out a window or something.
And as you leave your room to go back to the kitchen for a snack, of course you note the open door of the office that is far too silent compared to thirty minutes earlier.Â
Of course, Heeseung has trained you to be entirely too curious about what heâs doing at all times when the two of you are alone.
Of course, you donât turn and walk away the moment you see his back turned, shoulder moving, and a brightly colored hentai flashing across his monitor.Â
In fact, you stand there solely because you canât deny yourself of this.
âWas wondering if youâd come in here.â He mutters through a breath, turning his face for a moment before pumping his hand harder. âSâonly fair that I let you watch too, right?â
Heâs bringing up the pillow incident. Again. Like he hasnât brought it up a million times since it happened as a form of shaming you. Telling you how it smelled, laughing and asking how many times you planned to do it behind his back.Â
Youâre still frozen though, coming to terms with the fact that he could call you an ugly whore and youâd probably accept it at face value just to watch the very scene in front of you.
Are you selfish or are you just desperate?Â
Maybe a bit of both.
âCome over here.â He says to your silence, now swiveling his chair around and ignoring the animated fuck-fest on screen.Â
You take in an inhale, trying not to show it by looking away from him, but ultimately failing when your eyes fall straight to where his hand is in his pants. The tent created by the sheer size of him leaving far too much for you to think about.Â
Anyone in this situation would call him a loser. Jerking it to hentai? Looking the way he does? Being unemployed and doing this at like, eleven in the morning? You can tell he hasnât slept too, and thatâs entirely something a simp would do. Something a virgin would do.
But, you want him. Youâve never been so attracted to someone, actually. He sees you swallow at the image too, smirking and stilling his hand.Â
âShit, youâre really just going to watch me?âÂ
Yeah. You figured that was obvious to him, considering he already thinks youâre gross, embarrassing, and shameless. Itâs not like you not watching at this point would change his mind about you.Â
So, you just stand there, watching, waiting.
Until he gives you a breathless chuckle and a shake of his head.Â
âCome on, get a better look then.â He encourages you through a soft moan, sliding his fingers on the underside of his length, feeling the pre-cum drip out.Â
There it is again. Him acting interested.Â
Itâs really the worst because you give in every single time, clinging to the hope that maybe he really is interested this time, only to be shot down time and time again.Â
Right now is no different from the countless other times heâs flirted just to laugh at you trying to flirt back. Even as you walk towards him with shaking hands gripping the bottom of your own shirt for comfort, you know heâs probably just going to pull his hand out of his pants and probably present a very large cucumber or something before laughing at the fact that you really thought.Â
Except, he doesnât do that.Â
You can see the wet spot at the top of the tent his cock creates, right where the head rubs up against the fabric and it proves that heâs really touching himself right now.
âLower.â He instructs under hooded eyes, head leaned back against his chair, body slouched and relaxed. âOn the floor.â
Ah, the fucking power he has is electrifying. You really just do everything he says in the hopes that someday, heâll put it in you. In the hopes that someday, he will show you what it is that your sister loves so much about him.Â
The way you do lower yourself to your knees on his floor, sitting right there in front of him with your eyes glued to the hidden act of what heâs doing to himself? God, youâre dirty.
He chews on his lower lip as he works himself up to the image of you simply on your knees, gripping your shirt like itâs the only thing holding you from falling off of the earth. So pretty, so complacent, so willing.Â
Fuck, he knows his friends want you and he can imagine that they must furiously get off to this very image themselves, thought up all by themselves. Except theyâve actually seen your body, Heeseung hasnât seen shit.
âTake it off.â He says through a breath, the words shaking with each pump of his fist as he tries to stimulate the whole length of his cock without pulling it out.Â
Itâs a tight fit in his pants right now, but he isnât going to show you a damn thing.Â
You blink up at him, your eyes shining and bright at the fact that youâre fine not seeing it. You seem totally satisfied just watching him pleasure himself.Â
Oh god, youâre fucking perfect.Â
Even more perfect when you do remove your shirt, tits sitting nice and naked for him to stare at harder. Big. Plush. Prettier than the ones that are drawn to perfection by horny men on his screen just to the side of him. Prettier than your sisterâs, even.Â
âAh, yeah.â He comments, hand pumping faster, cock leaking more. âJust sit right there and look pretty for me.â
And, you do. Hands now pressed into the carpet beneath you, gripping the texture much like you did your shirt just to press your tits together for him. Just so he wants you right now, even if he wonât ten minutes from now.Â
He really does just watch you too. The image of you alone like this seemingly just enough to get him there when you notice his head slam back against the headrest of his chair again.
Bottom lip bitten, eyebrows raised, a held breath, and then heâs releasing that same breath along with his cum. All into his hand and against his pants as he pumps harder through the sensitivity of his orgasm.Â
Eyes falling back to you, darker this time, he smirks as he slides his hand from his pants, careful not to lose any of that thick, milky, cum, and tipping his fingers at you.Â
âAhh-â He opens his mouth, speaking to you as if heâs feeding you a snack, and for some reason, you mimic it.
Your mouth opens as you lean forward and he slips his fingers in, relishing in the feeling of your frantic tongue licking up the taste of him.
So desperate, god, you want it so bad and he can see it.
He can feel it.Â
And by the time youâve licked his fingers clean, eyes tearing up because you know heâs about to mock you for how much you loved the taste of it, he pulls his hand back and says nothing.
He doesnât even smile at you when he stands up, staring down at you like he owns you.Â
Youâre just sitting on the floor shirtless, avoiding his eye contact and preparing for whatever fucked up thing he wants to say about it, salty sweet remnants of his flavor in your mouth, and near tears in your eyes.Â
âYou really did that.â He says before stepping to the side of you and heading for the door. âSwallowed all of it too.â
You did, and of course youâre ashamed despite sitting here wet and aching. You nod as you stare at the floor in shame, hands clasped in your lap.
âGood girl.â He breathes out to you before leaving for the bathroom, not another word muttered to you.
And as Heeseung stands looking at himself in the mirror, chest heaving as he reels from what just took place, he smiles. God, the horror you must feel right now. If you knew how much he liked this and how willing you were to take what you can get, youâd probably be the happiest girl alive.Â
Youâre so willing to feel ashamed, so willing to be shamed, just to look at him? Just to see him do this? Just to suck all of his cum off of his fingers?Â
Youâre fucking crazy.Â
If you knew how he silently jerked off, breathing in that pillow you had against your pussy, youâd probably orgasm on the spot. If you fucking knew how he stole your panties the very day you moved in, youâd probably give him the ones youâre wearing now just to please him.Â
Ah, so perfect. Itâs only a matter of time now.
Only a matter of time before he wins and shuts his friends up for fucking good, because honestly, itâs getting old now to hear his friends pretend they have a shot at this with you.
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Living with your sister became something you never meant for it to be. Youâre not living with her, youâre living with fucking guilt, and confusion, and insatiable lust for the man sheâs supposed to be pleasing every night.Â
In fact, the amount you see her is far less than you originally thought. She works so much, and when sheâs not working overtime just to come home and love on her asshole of a boyfriend, and tell you sweet goodnights like you didnât eat his cum off his fingers, sheâs sleeping away the exhaustion of being the only good person in this house.Â
Unfortunately for her though, you donât care.
You appreciate the freedom sheâs given to you on a silver platter, with a nice new bedroom suite and good food in the fridge, but you know she didnât bring you here with the intention of giving you this much freedom.
She gave you the ability to fuck and be fucked whenever and where ever you want, but the choice wasnât meant to be Heeseung. With his ever changing moods, annoying gamer rage, and disconcerting need to flirt and shame you.Â
You canât believe youâre sitting here across from her before yet another one of her shifts, drinking the same juice, eating the same breakfast, pretending like you havenât tasted the same cum she has.Â
You canât believe that while growing up, you always shared her stuff against her will. She hated finding you wearing one of her favorite tops, or her new pairs of shoes. She would get so mad and all you can think now is that, surely she would kill you if she found out what else youâve used behind her back.
And when you watch Heeseung kiss her goodbye, he seems all too entertained with the situation. Watching you pretend like you donât want him, watching your sister be blissfully unaware of who his dick twitches for.
 Watching, watching, watching.Â
Staring, really, at you through the kiss. Up until she leaves for the day and youâre left staring back at him. Heeseung lends you a small wave with an uncaring face, wiggling the same fingers he fucked your mouth with in your face, almost seeming like heâs attempting to lure you to open those same lips again for him.
Almost as if to remind you that youâre pathetic.Â
And goddammit. You fucking are.
Thatâs why, of course, youâve found yourself time and time again in these same text messages. Fully guilty of leading these guys on but not nearly as guilty as you feel each time you show how bad you need it to the one man who doesnât deserve it.Â
Jay, if he could, would probably fuck you right on the doorstep by this point with the amount of nudes, phone calls, and blatant shows of sexual interest. You can sense how annoyed he is with cumming all by himself using your photos, but like, thatâs very attractive of him to wait.
Sunghoon? So frustrated with you for never following up with him, but entirely willing to fuck you with his dirty words and images of what heâd love to do if youâd just get the fuck out of the house for a day.
And Jake, ah, Jake. The cutest. One youâd take all of this frustration out on, the one who would probably apologize to you for everything bad thatâs ever happened to you mid-orgasm solely because he wouldnât know what else to say or do when heâs feeling so good.
Sexting any of them, or all of them, is really your only relief from the man who looms around this house. But at this point, even that is doing nothing for you.
Even as you read Jayâs texts, knowing heâs actively playing video games at the same time and not jerking off like he claims.Â
Jay: take a new one, i want more materialÂ
You: youâre not even touching yourself, you know I can hear heeseung yell at you right?
Jay: what? you think I canât multitask?Â
You: is that why heâs yelling then?Â
Jay: one handing it and still got more kills than him, yea
God, heâs too confident while being such a fucking loser, but yeah, youâll send him a new picture. Youâll go ahead and send it to Jake too. And Sunghoon, of course.
Then you pause with your fingers on the screen, zooming in on your body and checking it. Only half wondering what would happen if you took a pussy picture. Only half thinking of sending it to Heeseung. Not the other three, just him.
Half wondering turns to full wondering, as you listen to him yell something about Jay going down again mid match, proving that he probably was, in fact, fucking his fist mid-game and absolutely not getting more kills.
Heeseungâs voice sounds so full of anger. So loud, cracking in pitch even. Itâs hard to imagine someone sounding so stupid being able to act in a way thatâs made you feel so lost and ashamed of wanting him.Â
Yet, he did. And thatâs why you decide right at this moment, youâll always give in to his flirting even while knowing heâll mock you and make fun of you for it. Youâve already dealt with it to the point that youâre used to it. At least you still get something out of it, right?Â
At least, maybe, heâll give you something else to feel ashamed of today, right?Â
And as you take that photo, lying back on your bed, shifting your panties to the side and spreading your lips open for the camera, you snap a photo of your hole for him. Right there, already wet just imagining him thinking youâre pathetic for doing this.Â
At this point, youâre not feeling too ashamed of it right now. After all, he jerked off looking at you like there wasnât at least three holes being fucked and filled on the screen behind him before. SoâŚ
You send the photo to him, ignoring the displayed message from Jay stating, âyou only sent this one to me, right?âÂ
And then you wait.Â
And you wait.
And wait.
You can still hear Heeseung yelling his gaming talk, but you watch his text messages like a hawk. Feeling nervous, terrified, embarrassed, shamed, turned on, curious, wet.
Each time heâs silent, you stare at the messages, up until you notice that heâs opened it.Â
He saw it.
You wait for footsteps, you wait to hear him tell his friends that heâll be back. You wait for him to stomp in here and call you gross.Â
And you wait more.
And more.Â
Up until you canât wait any longer and you find yourself shifting up and off of your bed, leaving your phone behind as you make your way to the office. Heâs facing away from you as usual, the character on screen on a swivel as the scope of the gun searches for a head to shoot, and thenâ his phone.
Right there beside him, open, the image pulled up.Â
âWhat are you trying to do?â He says, but you canât tell if itâs for you or his friends.Â
You stand there, pussy looking much the same as it was in that photo, except now with your shorts back on you, and panties back in place.Â
âTrying to fuck me over right now?â He continues when a kill screen shows up and heâs got a few seconds to lift his hand from the mouse. Not even looking at you, he beckons you with two fingers and pushes his chair back just slightly.
By the time you get up beside him, he puts his fingers over his mouth, glancing up at you, then down at his phone and tapping it. Immediately after tapping, he points to the floor in front of him, scooting back more to make room for you.
The silent conversation is loud as he narrows his eyes at you when you sink to your knees on the floor in front of him. You crawl under the desk, legs quivering at the idea that heâs absolutely ignoring you, but also inviting you.Â
As if heâs feeding you what you want. As if he doesnât need this too.Â
And maybe he doesnât, you think, as you carefully reach forward to his knees, feeling him push his chair in and trap you under the desk. He doesnât look hard, proving that heâs simply allowing you to quench your thirst for his cum, surely.Â
Allowing you to be pathetic.Â
Allowing you to see it.Â
And finally, you do. Heâs even polite enough to lift his ass up a bit just to let you pull his sweats down to get it out. Slowly growing at the feeling of your breath against it.Â
You breathe deeply before you press your lips against it instantly, darting your tongue out curiously and closing your eyes to relish in the first taste of his skin. Itâs a clean taste, and despite him not being fully hard for this just yet, it only drives you to do better, to do more, until he actually wants you to do this for him, not just for you.Â
You could argue that it seemed much bigger when he was jerking it off in front of you, then again, heâs still not fully hard yet.Â
It actually hurts your feelings that youâre the one needing to get him horny right now. After all, you are clearly hungry for it, not him.
And you take him into your mouth again, and again, feeling him stiffen by the second. Still, his focus isnât on you or what youâre doing down here.Â
Until it is, anyway.Â
By this point, youâre actually struggling to take him into your mouth, and you can argue heâs only at half-girth as you try. The top of your head bumps his desk every few seconds, which forces you to keep him in your mouth.Â
Kind of terrifying actually, to have put something in your mouth so readily only to regret the fact that his cock is essentially locked in by the small pace youâre trapped in, and itâs only swelling up more and more by the second.Â
Hardening until your throat is constricting around it, forcing you to gag and search for breath.
Itâs hard to breathe as you cough and drool around him, frantically trying to pull off of him and hitting your head hard against the desk when you do.
He fucking chuckles at it before you feel his hand slip under the desk with you and grab his now fully hard cock. What does he do with it? He fucking slaps it straight across your face before forcing it right back between your lips.Â
You hate to say how wet that made you, and you hate even more to say that you kind of like the feeling of your throat getting bruised. Willing yourself to gag around him again, trying to twitch your tongue against the weight of his far too big length in your mouth.Â
You donât want him to laugh though, you want him to fucking moan. All for his friends to hear. After all, itâs the first time youâre going down on him and itâll probably be the last time too, right?
Not to mention, youâve barely had experiencing sucking dick as it is, he should he fucking helping you get through this.
But heâs not. Heâs justâŚplaying his fucking game. Hell, the twitches of his length against your gag reflex is probably more for the kill he gets rather than the way your dripping spit all over and down his balls.Â
This is embarrassing, and yetâ you love it. You fucking adore it, with the way your clit aches just at the thought that heâs letting you put your mouth on him at all.
Maybe it really is for you, and not for him.Â
âAh, fuck.â Heeseung groans, probably more to his game than to you.
His hand shoots under the table, right to the top of your head as his other balances himself on the seat of his chair. There, he holds your head down on him and angles his hips just slightly to fuck up. Gaging you repeatedly, holding back his own moans at the way youâre just going to let him use you like this.
And as quickly as it happened, that short grunt from him not going unnoticed, heâs drawing his hands back above his desk, relaxing his body, and giving back the control.Â
Already, you can hear his fingers against the keyboard again.
âBack in the game, Jay, to the right!â He shouts, showing you that he absolutely just fucked your face because he got fucking downed in the game.Â
And you continue, trying to give him that same feeling that he forced on you just now, and never quite getting the same force behind your lips or tongue for him. His cock is throbbing though, choking you with each dribble and spurt of precum, up until heâs pulling the same trick.
Fucking up, holding your throat down on him, for just a bit until heâs back in the game and playing.
This happens for what feels like forever. To the point that surely, youâre drenching the carpet under you, and youâre starting to feel insecure in the fact that he hasnât cum yet. Are you really justâŚbad at giving head?
Heeseungâs legs shift as you continue, slowing your pace and trying to rub your jaw through it with your free hand thatâs not gripping the fabric of his lowered sweats. You do this up until his cock is suddenly sliding further and further out of your throat when he rolls his chair back.Â
Ah.Â
Oh.
Oh, my god. You think, getting the first glimpse of his face since you started. Blown out pupils staring down under his desk, hair a mess, mic right up against his smirking lips.Â
He looksâŚlike he enjoyed it? Maybe? Are you getting ahead of yourself?
âYou want more?â He asks, straight into the mic and confusing his friends. âI can see how much you want it, baby, come on. Iâll give it to you.â
You stare up at him, pretending that when you crawl out from under the desk and try to stand, you canât hear the way he turns up the volume of his friends responding in confusion.Â
âWhat the fuck are you talking about?â You hear the familiar voice of Sunghoon. âIf youâre gonna fuck your girlfriend, at least mute yourself, dick.âÂ
You nervously glance to his game thatâs still full screened. You knew he was gaming with his friends since this morning, but for him to talk to you like this as if they canât hear him?Â
âTheyâll want to hear you.â He comments now, alerting his friends that heâs obviously not talking to them. âTrust me, they donât fucking shut up about you.âÂ
Thatâs when they realize.
âNo fucking way.â Jake blurts. âThereâs no way.â
Jay remains silent, staring at his unanswered text message before minimizing his game and dropping his mouth in surprise.
âCome on then, you already let me fuck that pretty mouth, might as well, right?â He says to you again, this time lifting his hips and tapping his desk. âBend over for me.âÂ
What you think is just an unmuted mic, unfortunately, is much, much more than that. You see, Heeseung likes to stream to his friends, back and behind his full screened game was the image of him suffering through your need to deep throat him half to death.
He remained calm, at first not exactly wanting his friends to know. Not wanting them to see you like this, and most certainly not wanting them to have any images of you to get off to. But now? Oh, to win their own game in front of them?Â
âFuck, look at that.â He says, watching you take the spot in front of him and bend over his desk, keyboard buttons pressing in and glitching the screen out momentarily due to your tits lying against it. âNow look up.â He instructs.Â
âNo. Fucking. Way.â Jake blurts again once he minimized his game and instantly saw you on the camera, looking so out of it, so unaware. âSunghoon, are you seeing this?â
Jay was still watching with his mouth agape, cock leaking as it always does for you except now? Itâs the fact that Heeseung is really just gonna do something so awful to your sister? Heâs really going to fuck you right here, right now? With proof?!
âHeeseung, donât.â Sunghoon warns, unable to tear his eyes away from the screen in front of him.Â
âDonât what? Sunghoon?â Heeseung smiles as he reaches his hands around the front of you, pulling you back by groping both of your tits. âFuck your girl in front of you?â
You just listen, shocked that Sunghoon is actually asking Heeseung to stop. Shocked that they apparently have beef or something, over you? Surely not.Â
âNoââ Sunghoon chokes back. âDonât turn off the camera.âÂ
âCamera?!â You panic, trying to break free of his grip on your chest, but he holds you there, pressing you closer with your back to his chest, his cock throbbing under your thigh.Â
âWhat? Now you have an issue with cameras?â Heeseung seethes sarcastic words into your hair, squeezing your tits harder now. âRelax, baby, I know theyâve already seen you like this.âÂ
âRight?â Heeseung now directs his attention to the screen, lunging forward to quickly minimize the full-screened game, getting a good look at his friends and you in the camera against him.Â
The image is wildly attractive to him for many reasons. For one, he can see himself on the screen with his point of desire sitting right here on his lap. Secondly, his friends are awestruck by what he gets to have right now. Shamelessly watching, biting their words back, taking in deep breaths. And lastly, he can tell that everyone on camera right now either wants to be him or be fucked by him.
Whatâs not to love about this?Â
And Heeseung is quick when he flashes his eyes away from each of his friends, straight to you in the camera, watching you avoid looking at the screen. He moves one hand from your chest, pushes his chair back, and immediately cups between your legs.Â
âYou show them this too, or was that just for me?â
You shake your head at Heeseung, reeling with embarrassment and arousal as you try to squeeze your legs closed around his hand. You feel choked up, throat sore, legs buckled, clit throbbing for him to dig his palm against it.
âMm, you see that Jay?â Heeseung moves his eyes to his friend on screen. âCouldnât even get her to show her pussy for you?âÂ
Jay appears entirely tuned into the situation, eyebrows sitting furrowed and focused on you. God, if only he focused that much in game, Heeseung thinks he could probably out rank him if he wanted to.Â
âJake?â Heeseung trails to his other friend, making sure each and every one of them hears and sees exactly what heâs doing.Â
Your eyes follow the names Heeseung calls out. Shyly, somewhat dazed. Tearing your eyes from Jay was already hard enough as is. After all, seeing his blatant attraction to you right there, in front of everyone? Maybe you should have let him hit, even just once because damn. Itâs almost pitiful, that look in his eye as he watches you.Â
Jake on the other hand? You can tell he lets his hair fall partly in front of his eyes but he smiles to himself while watching. Something about seeing him like this makes you feel like youâve just experienced extreme whiplash. It embarrasses you more knowing that you figured Jake was too inexperienced to know how to fuck a girl. He was too sweet.Â
Too soft.
Too different from his friends.
As you look at him now though, you realize he isnât different at all. In fact, he might have been more full of shit than any of the others as you stare at his wicked eyes and nod of approval at Heeseung.Â
Hell, heâs even the one who mutters out a small, âShow us her tits.âÂ
The only reason Heeseung does as Jake asked is because he canât help but relish in the look on their faces of seeing what they could have had, but now never will. To see them lose. To witness him win.Â
Theyâre pathetic. Truly, when he drags your shirt up your belly and over your chest. Already braless, of course. And honestly, youâre shocked that they all react this way like you didnât just send them tit pics butâÂ
This is more embarrassing somehow. Four pairs of eyes are on you and only one pair of hands. You want all of their hands.Â
âI fucking knew youâd let me do this.â Heeseung chuckles against your ear, cupping his hands under your tits and presenting them to his friends. Bouncing them, rubbing them, pulling on both nipples before releasing them and letting your tits fall into their natural position. âKnew you were a slut the moment I saw the kind of panties you had hidden in that suitcase of yours.âÂ
You glance away from the camera now, knowing Heeseung is right with his words.Â
âYou should be fighting me, not dripping that pretty pussy all over me. Am I wrong?âÂ
You should be fighting. You shouldnât be okay with this moment being broadcasted to three different people that youâve been leading on. And yeah, you should hate him for all of the confusion and mental anguish he put you through.Â
Yet, the arousal you have for him outweighs all of it. The arousal you have for this situation in general outweighs any shame you could feel, or the shame that comes after it.Â
Being wanted like this by four men who you find incredibly attractive?Â
âWhat more could a girl want?â You murmur in a hushed tone, rolling your hips just slightly on his lap, letting him feel the warmth of you seep into his sweatpants. His cock still hard and raging from your previous actions of choking on him.
Those words shock him as his eyes glance to the screen, noting how youâre writhing your body on him, totally shameless, totally fucking perfect with your tits out and on display, only pushing for more. Itâs the fact that he fucking forgot he had his head set on for a moment and didnât even catch that you whispered that shit straight into his mic.Â
He only realized it when he saw three faces on screen drop to a slack jawed expression and Sunghoon immediately leaned forward with a groan of âspread her legs.âÂ
On any other day, for Heeseung, Jake, or Jay, seeing Sunghoon clearly push his pants down his thighs off camera would make them recoil and make fun of him. But theyâre not right now, because the focus isnât on any of the cocks being openly hard in this shared online space.Â
The focus is on you, and the way Heeseung absolutely spreads your legs and pushes your knees up by the thighs so that the flat of your feet are resting on his knees. There, he drops his hands from your tits and reaches around you, rubbing the line of your shorts on the insides of your thighs just enough that glimpses of your panties flash every few seconds.Â
From back here, the camera offers Heeseung the same view but it hits him differently because heâs the one doing it. Heâs got his head resting on your shoulder as he watches, noting how you lean your head back against his own shoulder and breathe through his guided touches.Â
âLook at yourself.â He turns his head to whisper right against your cheek. âYouâd let us all take a turn, hm? Wouldnât even know which dick is in you.â
Your eyes open in a roll, landing your gaze on the screen and feeling flushed at the image. You donât care how embarrassing or pathetic you are for this. No, because, look at them. Everyone wants you to act like this.Â
âProbably wouldnât even care either, as long as youâre being fucked. Yeah, thatâs right.âÂ
Nodding in a daze against him, you roll your hips harder, trying to bump his hand against your pussy, trying to prove to everyone that you have three holes and two hands for a reason.Â
You donât flinch when he slides his hands up the leg of your shorts either, pulling them to the side to reveal how wet you are to everyone. Listening to your body and the way it sings to him, brushing his knuckles against the swell of your clit, tapping the space where your hole sits and clenches to be seen.Â
âAh, fuck.â Jay finally lets out in a shaky breath, hand clearly still working himself because, well, he was half hard before you made an even appearance on camera. âIt looks like she pissed herselfââÂ
Heeseung laughs as he drags his eyes to the image between your legs, so wet, entirely drenched through your nearly see-through panties at this point. Jay is right, it does look like youâve pissed yourself, which only makes his cock throb more. That youâre so wet for him? So fucking drenched? God, he doesnât even need lube with you.
You slick up so nice for him, itâs actually becoming painful not to test the stickiness, the slide it offers, the warmth. With this much pouring out of you, like youâve already squirted, surely you could take all of him.
In an instant he pushes you from his lap, making you feel dizzy and light headed because suddenly youâre on your feet in front of him again. He gives you no time to balance yourself when heâs pulling your shirt up and off of you in a huffed out sigh, holding you in place by your tits to keep you from toppling over and breaking his monitor. Â
And when you steady out, his hands run straight down, shoving your shorts and panties down in one go before immediately pulling you back to his lap, holding your arms behind you, and spreading his own legs to force yours open for his friends.
âTake a good, long, look.â Heeseung directs towards his friends, sliding his hand in front of you and using two fingers to present your hole to them. âIf you think sheâs pretty, let her know now.âÂ
Itâs the way Heeseung moves his hand from behind you just to set his headset on your head now, quickly pinning your arms in place again and allowing you to listen to his friends do just that.Â
Immediately, pussy spread and unintentionally clenching in the camera, one of your senses is enveloped with the sound of Jayâs palm shamelessly dragging up and down his hidden cock. Then, the sound of Jake and his deep inhales paired with slight cracked whines, just as shameless, doing much the same.
Then, Sunghoon.
Fucking Sunghoon. Barely moving, but more willing to talk to you with that headset on your head.Â
âThis why you didnât come over?â He asks you blatantly in a breathy voice, glaring at the fingers of Heeseung holding your cunt open for him. âThat could be me right now, but youâre really just going to fuck him? Of all people?â
You groan, lifting your head to give a proud nod and accidentally bumping Heeseung in the chin with the action.Â
The bump forces him to bite his tongue, a metallic taste of the small amount of blood flooding his mouth mixed with saliva when he dips his head, grabbing you by the hair and forcing your mouth to his.
You can taste the blood too, when he presses his wet tongue past your lips without so much as swallowing the mixture first. Practically drooling and spitting into your mouth through the rough kiss. It feels like your drowning, kissing him back like youâve always wanted to, tasting him in a new way now and moaning into it.Â
Like a slut, really. Just fucking moaning. And he only forces more out of you too, as you feel him adjust his hands, holding you here on his lap, rough tongue bleeding against yours, sliding two fingers into you with one push.Â
God, finally. Fucking, finally.Â
Your mouth falls open in a sharp inhale of feeling his fingers, his lips turning to a smirk at hearing one of his friends audibly moan at the image on screen for them. You just showed how much of his saliva you were savoring, diluted red in the drool dripping down your chin through your moan.
Youâre dirty, all four of them can see that much. But only Heeseung gets to feel it.Â
His cock throbs at the image when he strains his eyes to the screen, plunging his fingers in, out, in, out, until he pulls them from you entirely, thrusting them into your open mouth instead.Â
You squeal at the intrusion of his sudden fingers against your tongue, offering a third taste in your mouth. Yourself.Â
âMhm,â Heeseung encourages you. âSuck it up like you did for me the other day.â
You hear Jake gasp at the idea that youâve already done this for Heeseung before, probably leading him to believe that Heeseung has also probably already fucked you.
And hell, with how itâs looking, none of them would be shocked if that were the case.Â
âYouâve been doing this while talking to us?â Jake tries to confirm with you through a breathed sigh, groaning and unintentionally showing that heâŚwouldnât mind.Â
âGod, I donât even want to fuck you now.â Sunghoon on the other hand, isnât so willing and lies, absolutely wanting to be the person fucking your lips with his fingers. âAfter Heeseung? Disgusting.âÂ
Oh, they think heâs fucked you already?Â
You shoot your eyes open, trying to shake your head in a ânoâ at them but still suckling around his fingers.Â
âGoddamn,â Heeseung grunts, rutting up against your back, letting his cock leave leaking little spots of his precum against your lower back. âYour sister would never act like this.âÂ
âYou should be ashamed, but you love it.â He continues, talking, talking, talking. Shoving his fingers deeper, deeper, deeper. âWork that tongue like a good girl.â He continues to whisper from behind you beforeâÂ
Youâre gagging. Feeling his fingers reach deep into your throat and press your tongue down to the point youâre forced to open your mouth wide. Exposing not only your finger-fucked pussy to his friends, but now your open and constricting throat.Â
Sunghoon immediately regrets his insult at you, seeing how wide and open your throat can be. Gagging openly with very little sound as Heeseung compresses your tongue through it.Â
Youâre drooling again, eyes blinking up at the ceiling as if you could possibly find a way to drink away your tears.Â
Thatâs about as much as Jay can take, gripping the base of his weeping length, willing it to stop threatening him with an orgasm before Heeseung really gets you looking pretty. He chokes up through the mic, and the sound runs straight through your body.
There, he watches you moan through an open and dry mouth, throat muscles tensing just to get the sound out. He grips harder, needing to pull his eyes away but struggling so hard to fucking do.Â
âShit, baby. Stop.â Jay calls through the microphone, forcing his friends eyes on him, yours included, as all of you watch him vibrate in his seat in an attempt not to cum. âStop moaning.â
Heeseung hears him say it, and intentionally gags you again instead. Bumping his fingers at the back of your throat with a smile on his face. Glancing between all of his friends, seeing how pathetic they are for what he does to you.Â
The fact that theyâre sticking around at all? Both great and fucking embarrassing. Even more embarrassing than you.Â
Then Heeseung focuses back on you, tears running down your pretty cheeks, mouth agape, throat struggling to adjust still to his fingers despite taking his cock like thatâs the only shape or size it wanted.Â
Ah, your body is so pathetically telling, and he grants you the release of another gag by sliding his fingers out of your mouth and straight back to your warm, pulsing, hole.
Right back in, one hole filled at all times it seems, as he feeds into the whiplash heâs able to give you. You didnât even notice how he shoves you off of his lap until you can no longer see the screen in front of you and are face to face with his keyboard. No frustrated face of Jay, no forced calm and collected expression from Sunghoon, no blatantly bitten lips of Jake.Â
No, only the feeling of Heeseung chasing your hole with his fingers, your hips running from the touch due to sensitivity and buckled knees. He holds you there against his desk, standing behind you and pressing his cock between your ass cheeks. Fingers roughly rubbing your clit, sliding down to fuck into you, then out again to rub you harder.
His friends watch you try to run your lower half away from him, but his eyes stay glued to the camera, as if heâs staring into the soul of his friends.Â
âYou guys wanna see me fuck her?â He comments in a sly tone, cock grinding against you. âI can fuck her.âÂ
âAh, Heeââ You groan as a response, listening to the slapping of palms against cocks only grow more furious and finally relaxing your body to now search for his fingers, just to push yourself back on them. âPlease.â
He snickers from behind you, grabbing a hand full of hair at the back of your head as he rips his fingers from your needy hole, wiping them along your cheek as he forces you to look at him.Â
âAgain.â He demands, now pinching your cheeks with one hand, arching your back more by the pull of your hair. âSay, âPlease, Seungie, fuck me.â He whispers into your mouth, loud enough for the mic to pick up the way you swallow around his words.Â
âSay, âPlease, Hee, give it to me.â He continues, making his voice higher pitched as if to mock your moans.
Sunghoon watches and listens in shock, never once wanting to know that this is how his own friend fucks someone, but goddamn. Itâs like heâs just found the video on page 86 of pornhub that hit just right as he watches. Fucking up and into his fist like his life depends on it, waiting, waiting, waiting, for you to moan out just like Heeseung is telling you to.Â
And itâs the fact that you fucking do, Heeseung watching the way Jake presses his entire body into his chair, staring down at himself with a fast moving palm, so fast that he can see his friend lose himself to the pleasure.
Jay, near tears in his eyes as he watches, probably moaning in your ear like a mad man right now.Â
You fucking say it.
You say both, moaning in a choked gasp when you feel him stick his tip in you at it.Â
âPleaseââ You hiccup as you try to repeat the words again and again for him. âGod, yes.â You rasp out in a deeper tone at the feeling of him slide in.Â
And he keeps sliding in, trying to keep himself from rolling his eyes back when he bottoms out and feels your cunt clench him as if youâll never let it go.
And then, one quick thrust, holding your hair in his hands, arching you harder, his other hand reaching for yours and holding them behind your back, he fucks forward.Â
Your tits bounce with the movement, neck strained to keep your eye on his face as you try to adjust to the full size of him entering you.
âShe just takes it.â Heeseung grunts with a choked breath. âShit, so goddamn tight.â He murmers again, nearly unable to stand on his own two feet how tight you are.
He forces you to look at him through it, squeezing your hands together so tightly through it that you can barely focus on the pain of your positioned body against the feeling of his cock splitting you open with each hard thrust.Â
And then, you let out the most filthy, wet, pornographic cry.Â
Heeseung then brings his attention to his monitor one last time, watching the pathetic mess of people in front of him getting off entirely on his cock driving into you.Â
âI win.â He says with one pointed thrust, keeping his hips pressed against your ass and only pressing in harder, trying to reach another inch in, trying to break past whatever wall inside of you keeps him from impaling you entirely on him.Â
All three friends burst into a feeling of realization, Jake already mid orgasm at the sound of that moan you just cried outâÂ
Then theresâŚ.nothin but the feeling of Heeseung releasing your hands and allowing you to grip his desk through this deep hold of his length inside of you.Â
Suddenly, no sound through the headset, the light of the monitor in your peripheral vision goes off, and Heeseung is breaking his demeanor just to moan out in full again.Â
âDrove them crazy,â He chuckles through a wet groan, now snapping his hips back and leaning forward just to push back into you, deeper, deeper, until his desk ruts against the wall with the tight hold on you. âDriving me fucking crazy.â He whispers, holding his open lips right against your neck when he hunches over in this paused thrust.Â
âYou looked so good.â He says again, suddenly praising you, suddenly able to relish in the pleasure heâs giving you rather than pretending it does nothing for him.Â
You blink away tears, feeling your twisted and turned body, still trying to look at him through this even if heâs released your hands.Â
He can see that look of realization on your face and smiles at that too before shooting his hands to your middle and forcing you back and against him.Â
He keeps his dick in you, too obsessed with the drag your walls offer to him, and holds you against him just to shift to the side and press you back on the misplaced couch in the room. Man cave stuff, and alla that.Â
You watch him guide you face first into the cushions before he is grabbing your hands again, holding them right back in pace behind your back with one hand, and the other pushing your face even further into the pillows.Â
âYou have no fucking idea, do you?â He grunts, slamming into you again, eyes glued to the way your body strains to accommodate the position he wants you in. âHow much better you are?â
Oh. Really now?Â
You smile through suffocated breaths, the fabric of the couch invading the taste of your own breath and forcing you to love it just as much. You bite down, listening to his spilling words.Â
âBegging me like that for my friends to hear, like you didnât know I wanted to do this?â He continues, burying himself deep again and holding it there again. âFucking my pillow instead of me.âÂ
He seems a little more angry now.Â
âTurning my friends on when you wanted me,â He grabs your hair again, pulling you back into that same painful arch and forcing you to stare up at the wall. âAll you had to do was ask, sweetheart, I wouldâve given it to you every time.âÂ
The reality that this is not your boyfriend is so far from you right now. The fact that your sister is working away right now to pay the light bill, gonna come home later and share a bed with this man? Youâre not even jealous.Â
In fact? Youâre on top of the world listening to him want you more.Â
And at this point, Heeseung can tell youâre smiling, looking blankly at the wall and totally lost from this world. This is exactly what he wanted.Â
Such a pretty little sister, winning him over the bitch that wonât even choke on his cock? It could have been so much easier for you. But this was fun for him, watching you want him and know you couldnât have him.
Despite him proving that you could have had him any day of the week.
âAll you had to do was ask.â He repeats into your ear, now slowing his pace until he pulls out.Â
He takes a step back, gazing at the way your open pussy still clenches for him, the way your ass shakes slightly with your legs.Â
âAww,â He coos, blinking at you from behind and reaching forward to flip you over. âYou wanted it so bad too, canât believe you waited.âÂ
You see him now, fully in person rather than through the image on his monitor. His skin looks so much more full of life, cheeks tinted and hair more fucked up than youâve ever seen it. Cock huge, weighed against his leg.Â
Youâre shocked you took all of it like that previously, unable to relish in the pain of it because your senses were overloaded with moans and his own boasting.Â
âYour sister doesnât have to know.â He says now, eyes trailing your body.Â
âAhââ You wince when he licks his fingers and lowers his hand to your clit, one hand spreading your legs out now that heâs got you on your back. âI really didnât know.â
Heeseung chuckles, finding you entirely too cute and endearing as you look up at him with those fucked out lips trying not to quiver at your sensitivity.Â
âYou were too dumb to take a hint.â He leans forward, now, using his hand to lift your leg up to your chest, rubbing his cock right against your hole as he pulls his other hand up now, propping up your other leg. âToo stubborn to realize.âÂ
You nod in a slightly broken way, unsure of if you were the one putting yourself through torture, or if you really were too dumb to notice he was trying to get you to go insane for him.Â
He wanted you to jump on him. He wanted you to take it like this.Â
âAnd you wonât tell her?â You whisper now, losing the ability to think much more when he grinds himself down, keeping eye contact with you, that same smirk you both hated and loved.Â
He shakes his head at you, almost sweetly when he adjusts his cock to slide in again, knocking the breath out of you with a choked moan.Â
âShe wonât find out if you can be quiet when sheâs home.â
Oh fucking no. He wants toâŚcontinue this? This isnât a one time thing? Heâs going to try while sheâs home? While sheâs gone? Arguably, youâre fucking glad.
âWhen sheâsâ?â You try to question, stopping short when he bottoms out in a groan, breathing in through his nose before lending you a tight, short thrust.Â
âMm, yeah, Iâm gonna be in you every day.â He moans, thinking about the image alone of sneaking into your room while his girlfriend is fast asleep.
Fucking you in his bed. In your bed. On the shared couch. Everywhere. Everyday.Â
âGod, sheâd hate us both.â He chuckles through the same moans he canât stop from spilling out of his throat. âFinding out Iâm so deep, so raw like this.â
Fuck. Right.
âWaitââ You come to realization, clenching from panic at the fact that a condom didnât even come to mind. âFuck, Hee, wait!âÂ
He only presses harder now, smiling at how youâve finally managed to come to your senses. Fucking you faster when you try to wiggle your hips away. Fucking you harder, pressing his entire body weight against the back of your thighs just to force you to stay in one place. Pussy open and spread out, clenching his cock so nicely.Â
âGonna fuck you full,â He kisses your forehead with the horrifying words. âYouâll do it for me right? She wonât let me.â
Those words ring in your head. If she wonât let him, you sure as fuck will. You can deal with the consequences later. You no longer fight to pretend heâs not ramming your g-spot, forcing your voice to shake through a cry of his name.Â
âIâm notââ You choke out through cries, feeling your body tense up. âIâm not on birth co-â
âFuckkkk, yes.â He rolls his eyes back at your half spoken words, losing it at the thought of dripping his seed into you and knowing heâs sterile enough to scare you both for good. âTake it,â He thumps his cock as far into you as he can, willing you to nod your head, willing you to love this as much as he does.Â
Itâs the fact that youâre not trying to wiggle away now, he can feel your hole pulse at hit words, the way you want to be better than your sister, the way youâd truly let him.Â
Even more the fact that youâre not the one he should be shooting his seed into. It should be your sister, the woman who wants to marry him, the woman who said she simply wasnât ready to bear his child. Not that you want to either, but goddamn do you want to be fucked full of the possibly, you say it yourself in a harsh grip around his neck, tugging at the long strands of hair at the nape of his neck.Â
âDo it.â You whisper through hiccuped moans, his thrusts scooting you up and down on the couch at the sheer force of them.Â
âYeah,â He nods his head, pressing harder against your legs as he chases the very high youâre asking him to give to you. âYou want it?â He encourages you to keep telling him. He needs you to tell him.Â
You nod frantically, feeling your body tense up again, trying to reach your hands between your legs to rub your swollen clit. Shockingly, that simply touch of your fingers sends you straight over edge, cumming so hard around his deep thrusts that you can barely hear him praise you through it with drawn out groans of âAh, youâre squeezing meââ and âJust like that, Iâmââ
His voice is clear though, when his hips stutter in place and heâs holding himself still. You can feel the pulse of him releasing into you through the last moments of your orgasm.Â
âTake it.â He moans. âTake all of it.â He continues, pulling out half way so that his cum drenches every part of your hole.Â
There, he uses his hand to milk the rest of it out of him, eyes squeezed shut as he feels the sensation of your own orgasm only slick up the inside of you more than he is, and thenâ he rams back in. Pushing his cum deep. So deep that you moan at the feeling, knowing the mess is dripping down your ass, and being shoved so far against your cervix thatâ Well. You panic.Â
Arguably, Heeseung should panic too, but he doesn't as he heaves in a deep and relieved sigh, sliding out of you once and for all.Â
He just looks at you, a mess on the office couch, pussy pumped full of him, swollen, still pulsing.Â
âCan I be honest?â He breathes out after running his hands through his sweaty hair, dropping them down with a slap to your now relaxed legs.
At your silence, he continues anyway. âYouâve never looked prettier than right now.âÂ
And, well. You realize that with those words alone, selfish and self absorbed as you relish in them, you decide you donât care that heâs just fucked you raw without a care in the world that he just cheated on the supposed love of his life. You both have won in this situation, and pregnancy isnât such a scare anyway when he walks away a mere minute later and comes back with a fucking Plan-B pill.Â
Youâre confused by it at first, popping it into your mouth and looking at him with raised brows.Â
âWhy do you just have these?â You ask, still catching your breath.Â
âShe takes one every time we have sex, even with a condom.â He rolls his eyes. You smirk, noting how if thereâs anything you do better than your sisterâŚItâs fucking her boyfriend.
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fem! reader. mdni.
slow, sleepy makeout sesh with heeseung where youâre both feeling subby and horny. i just know his introverted self is exhausteddd after a day of promotions & what better way to wind down than having you in his bed?
it starts off with grinding against each other in a gentle, unrushed rhythm. you on his lap while he kisses you like a starved man, hips bucking to meet your slow grinds.
that lasts for a pretty good while before it eventually evolves into mutual masturbation; your hand sliding down to feel him through his pjs. it takes a bit of energy for him to pull back and look at you, but youâre just so pretty that he needs to see you! you grasp him gently before working him through the thin fabric of his clothes, enjoying the way a small wet spot forms on his pants. his breaths grow labored, watching you through glossy, pleading eyes.
he shakily moves to cup your pussy through your shorts, whimpering at the feel of the damp fabric. youâre quick to grind against the palm of his hand, growing desperate as your own hand fumbles under his waistband. heeseung whines when your thumb brushes his tip, smearing small beads of pre-cum over his cock. heâs practically fucking your hand now, hugging you close and moaning in your ear as his fingers tease your clit.
seeing him like this has you soaked, so itâs no surprise when his fingers slip into you with ease. and all the foreplay has you soo worked up :( it doesnât take him long to find that one spot, abusing your spongy cunt while you whimper and twitch on his lap.
your orgasm hits you hard and you bite down on his shoulder, definitely harder than you mean to, but the way he immediately spills in your hand with a loud groan leaves you wanting more. you continue to work yourselves towards overstimulation, eyes brimming with borderline tears at the sweet pleasure. you know you should stop but it just feels so good, you donât think you could even if you tried.
the way this is written... is like so so good
21+ nsfw audio - MDNI.
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boyfriend heeseung who is obsessed with tits â ě ě .á.á đ
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đŞˇ. đđđđđđđđ âś your boyfriend heeseung just loves ur tits aka his girls
ââż đđŽđŹđ âââ heeseung x reader â đ° 𩰠đšđ Ëł× đĄ
ââż forewarning Ë body worship, fondling, sucking, licking, biting, titfucking, somnophilia adjacent ( sleepy touching ) , praise kink, he just loves ur breasts
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who starts every single morning by sliding his large hands under your shirt ( or his oversized tee that you stole ) and cupping your breasts like theyâre the most precious things in the world. He presses slow, warm kisses across the soft skin, murmuring sleepy âgood morning, babiesâ in that deep, raspy voice while his thumbs gently circle your nipples until youâre squirming and fully awake.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who cannot function properly if he doesnât get his daily ârecharge.â After long practices or schedules, he comes straight home, pulls you onto the couch or bed, buries his face between your tits, and stays there for a solid ten minutes â breathing you in, leaving lazy kisses, and telling you how theyâre the only thing that melts all his stress away.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who gets visibly distracted whenever you wear anything even slightly revealing. Low cut tops, tight dresses, or even just a thin tank top make him stare shamelessly. Heâll walk into door frames or miss his own lines in practice because his eyes keep drifting back to your chest, later whining in your ear that itâs your fault for being âtoo tempting.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who has turned showering together into a full ritual. He lathers your breasts with way too much soap, massaging them slowly under the hot water with both hands while his mouth follows the trails of suds. It always ends with him on his knees or you pressed against the tiles as he worships them like theyâre sacred.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who treats your tits like his personal stress balls. While gaming, watching movies, or even during serious conversations, one hand will slip under your hoodie to gently knead and squeeze them. He claims it helps him focus better, but really he just canât keep his hands off what he calls âthe softest, warmest things on earth.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who leaves a constellation of hickeys and love bites all over your chest every single week. He admires his work the next morning, tracing each mark with his fingers and smirking proudly before pulling you closer for another round. He makes sure some are visible enough that you have to wear higher necklines â his subtle way of marking you as his.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who sends you the most shameless texts when heâs away on tour. âTell the girls I miss them so much,â or âSend me one picture, baby just one. I need them to sleep.â He has a locked folder full of your photos and secretly looks at them before every stage, claiming they give him extra energy.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who becomes the softest, most gentle version of himself when your tits are sore ( PMS, after workouts, etc ) He warms lotion in his hands, gives you slow, careful massages, presses feather light kisses everywhere, and whispers praises like âEven when they hurt, theyâre still my favorite part of you. Let me take care of my babies.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who loves when you wear his hoodies with nothing underneath. Heâll come up behind you while youâre cooking or cleaning, slip both hands into the front pocket, and just hold your bare tits possessively while resting his chin on your shoulder, humming happily.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who can spend an embarrassingly long time during foreplay and sex just on your chest. He sucks, licks, bites gently, buries his face between them, and motorboats you without shame. You often have to tug his hair and beg him to move lower because he genuinely gets lost in them.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who gets playfully jealous of your bras. âThey get to hold you and touch you all day while Iâm stuck at practice? Criminal.â Heâs bought you so many pretty lingerie sets that your drawer is overflowing, each one chosen because âthese will look insane on my girls.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who falls asleep every single night with his cheek pressed against one breast and a hand cupping the other. Itâs his favorite position â warm, soft, and comforting. He says your heartbeat is the best lullaby and that nothing in the world feels safer.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who randomly attacks you with affection. Youâll be reading or on your phone and suddenly heâs lifting your shirt, pressing his whole face into your cleavage, and making exaggerated happy noises until youâre laughing and pulling him closer.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who is lowkey proud of how full and heavy they are. When you complain about back pain or them being sore, he coos and offers endless massages while secretly loving the âmore for meâ aspect. He celebrates any temporary size changes during your cycle like itâs a personal holiday.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who uses your tits as his personal pillow during movie nights. Halfway through the film heâs already horizontal, head on your chest, one hand lazily playing with a nipple while the movie becomes background noise.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who gets possessive in public settings. At dinners or outings with members, heâll keep you close, an arm around you so his hand can subtly brush or press against your chest. In the car ride home heâs all over you, muttering how he âsuffered the whole time trying not to stare.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who has an entire whispered vocabulary just for them âmy babies,â âthe girls,â âmy pretty pillows,â âsoftest heaven.â He uses them unironically in private and it makes your heart ( and other places ) melt every time.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who takes mirror selfies with his face happily smushed between your tits when youâre half asleep. He keeps the best ones as secret phone wallpapers and looks at them with the dopiest smile when he misses you.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who turns aftercare into another worship session. After intense rounds, heâll pull you against him, push your shirt up, and gently kiss and massage your chest while telling you how perfect you are and how lucky he is.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who gets excited every time you try on new clothes. Dressing room âhelpâ always turns into him standing behind you, hands lifting and squeezing your tits while he whispers filthy compliments about how good they look in every outfit.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who believes your tits have actual healing powers. Bad day at work? Headache? Heâs pulling you down, face between them, arms wrapped tight around your waist until heâs recharged and convinced you feel better too.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who loves the contrast â seeing his large hands against your soft skin, the way they spill out of his grip, how sensitive they are to his tongue. It drives him crazy every single time.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who has a habit of nuzzling into your chest when heâs feeling clingy or overwhelmed. No words needed â just his face buried there, your fingers in his hair, and the world fades away for a while.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who teases you about how whipped he is but never actually stops. Heâll joke âIâm only dating you for the titsâ and then immediately contradict himself by kissing you softly and saying âand because youâre my everything but the tits are a huge bonus.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who keeps a secret stash of your worn tops and hoodies on tour because they smell like you and your skin. He hugs them at night when video calls arenât enough.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who gives the most intense eye contact while sucking on your nipples â dark eyes locked on yours, watching every reaction like itâs the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who gets genuinely offended if you joke about getting a reduction or changing anything about them. âDonât even think about it. Theyâre perfect exactly like this made for me.â
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who loves fucking them when you let him. The sight of his cock sliding between your soft, warm tits while you look up at him makes him lose his mind completely.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who ends every long day with the same routine lights low, your shirt pushed up, his head on your chest, one hand possessively holding the other, whispering âI love youâ and âthank you for being mineâ until he drifts off.
titobsessedboyfriend!heeseung who is so obsessed that he genuinely thanks the universe every day for you and your body. Heâs convinced they were made specifically for him to love, touch, and worship â and he spends every moment proving it with endless affection, both sweet and filthy.
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đđ¤đŹ đđ đđŞđđ đ¨ ! ââ zhao yufan x f!reader
overview : how james uses his dick on you.
warnings : nsfw, unprotected sex, creampie, dacryphillia, oral, use of profanity. NOT PROOF READ.
authour's note : hello this is my first ever post on this app and I hope u guys enjoy! I also hope that you guys don't notice that I got lazy towards the end I got tired ok....? đ Thank you for even giving this the time of day I love you đĽšđ
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James is hugeee, hung, the type of dick that'll smack you dead in the face if you don't move out the way when you pull it out from his boxers. (you learnt that the hard way...)
He's a good sensible 7 and GOD it's THICK, but with the way he uses it you'd think it's a 10. His tip is this shade of pink.
And he might just be the poster boy for breeder balls because his are so fucking fat.
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You're not quite sure of the position you're in right now, but you're so sure that after he's done with you, you'll be feeling him for days.
"Fuck baby you're squeezing me" your boyfriend says, head held low so he could get a good view at the way your cunt practically sucked him in. "You feel me all up in your guts?"
You don't respond, you can't, you're too fucked out to even comprehend what he'd just said. Yufan chuckles at your dumbified expression; mouth slightly agape as drool dribbles down your chin, eyes rolled all the way to the back of your headâif it were under any other circumstance anyone would've thought that you were possessed, your hands were gripping at everything, your hair, the sides of your faceâyou looked a mess under him and he loved every bit of it.
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He loves to hit it from the back! His reason being that he just loves the feeling of his balls smacking against your clit LOL.
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Yufan has you bent over the kitchen counter, dick plunging in and out of you as you struggle to keep your grip on the sink. It hasn't even been five minutes and you were already making a mess all over him, your cream settling at the base of his cock, juices dripping onto the floor beneath you as he rubs your nub.
His strong arms wrap around your neck, pulling you closer to his chest, âyou take me so good baby, pussy feels so good around my cock yeah ?â you try to respond but the grip he has on your neck makes it hard to do so.
His hips stutter and you feel as his cum fills you up âI love you baby,â he whispers, breath hot against your neck, all gentle and sweet as if he didn't just fuck you out of your mind.
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Another one of Yufan's favorite positions is missionary, yes he loves seeing your face but that's not his only reason. You don't know this but your boyfriend gets a kick out of seeing you cry. The way you pout before the tears start flowing down, it makes him feel good. And yeah he hates seeing you cry otherwise but during sex it's different, knowing that you're crying because of his cock gives him an ego boost, no one will fuck you the way he does.
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Your dress is bunched all the way over your breasts, panties pooling at your ankles positioned at either side of your head.
You're sobbing into your hands because Yufan has you in a mean mating press and with the way he's fucking you, you actually think you might die.
His fat cock is literally splitting you in two, you feel it as it drags across your gummy walls and it feels so soo good, his thrusts are slow and hard,ââwith purpose. Each one knocks the air out of your lungs and honestly? It feels like you're fighting for your life. But nevertheless he's fucking you good.
"Feels so good Yu..." you weakly say through a mix of sobs, hiccups and the sound of someone trying to catch their breath.
"I bet it does baby"
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Loves staring into your eyes when he eats you out.
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Yufan is currently laying in between your legs that are spread oh so wide for him. He's lapping at your cunny like a kitten drinking milk. You try to let your head fall back, to bask in the pleasure that you're receiving but he doesn't let you, instead he uses his hand to firmly hold the back of your head, preventing you from trying to look away from him.
You're on your umpteenth orgasm, your mess is running down his slacked jaw but he doesn't stop, you both know that you're overstimulated and spent but he doesn't stop. The whimpers come first, and then the poutââyou're about to cry. He's not going to stop, at least not for now.
He tries to pull away, he does! But it's almost as if his lips are pieces of metal and your pussy is a magnet. Because no matter how hard he tries he can't seem to pull away from your heat.
The tears spill and he loses it, the firm grip he had on your head loosens and in one swift motion he positions you to sit on his face.
Oh brother, this is gonna be one looooong night.
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pretty when you cry | wc: 1.4k
âŞcrying during sex, teasing, petnames
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You can't take the way he isnât even looking at you.
You keep calling his name but he doesnât even look up. He wonât even spare you a single glance.
âHeeseungâ you whine.
âHeeseung. Pleaseâ you beg.
He doesnât reply, partly because heâs too focused. Partly because he doesnât know what you could possibly want more.
âHeeseungâ you whine, tears threatening to fall.
You need him close, you need his attention.
He just thinks you want more and spreads your thighs further apart as he licks and sucks at your pussy.Â
âHeeseung!â you whine again and tug on his hair, wanting his attention.
He presses one last kiss to your clit before pulling back.
âMh? Whatâs wrong? â his lips glisten with your juices.Â
âI need you closeâ your voice shakes.
His brows furrow for a second before pulling himself up so heâs on top of you.
He immediately coos at the sight of you, tears spilling from your eyes, cheeks flushed, messy hair and your hand crumpling the sheets next to you.
Firstly, he grabs your hand and kisses it before pinning it next to your head.
âYou need me close?â he repeats as he kisses you gently.
He doesnât wipe your tears as they give him a weird sense of satisfaction and possessiveness.
You nod as you look into his eyes, trying to memorize every part of him.
He kisses your neck and smirks to himself.
He loooves how vulnerable you get during sex. Like you physically need this closeness to feel full and loved by him. Maybe itâs fucked up, maybe itâs unhealthy, but that wouldnât be a first in your relationship.Â
He gives his already hard cock a few strokes before lining it with your hole.
You're so wet and ready for him, already clenching like youâre trying to suck him in.
âFuck-â he groans as he sinks into you.
You whimper, slightly oversensitive considering how long his face was between your thighs earlier.
He grabs your calves and lifts them so your thighs are squished against your chest and he can go deeper.
You immediately moan âoh my godâ as you arch slightly, your arms going around his neck.
He buries his face in your neck and starts thrusting, fast and powerful.
You whimper and dig your nails into his neck.
He groans, but doesnât get mad, knowing youâre feeling extremely sensitive right now.
âI know baby, I know,âÂ
âC-closerâ you beg, needing him to invade every part of your body, your mind, your soul.
He grunts as he plunges deeper into you. âBaby I donât think I can get closer than this.â
You whimper and more tears fall. You sniffle âI c-canât,â
He pulls back to look at you and chuckles.
âYouâre so sensitive, baby. Câmon donât cry.â he presses kisses all over your face as his thrusts slow down.
You sniffle and he looks at you.
He wraps your legs around him so his pelvis grinds against you with every thrust, then he wraps one arm around your waist and leans down so your chests are touching.
He starts moving again, slower. Each powerful thrust sending shocks to your brain, making it feel all fuzzy and warm. He doesnât stop looking at you as he watches your brows arch and your mouth fall open.
He feels you claw at his shoulders and just continues his slow, deliberate thrusts that knock the air from your chest.
âBetter? Hm?â
You canât possibly reply. You just roll your eyes back and arch into his chest.
âSo fuckinâ needy. Do you get it now when I say no one else can handle you? Hm?âÂ
You whimper, more tears falling from your eyes and into the mattress beneath you.
âItâs okay baby,â he kisses your neck. âJust means you're mine.â
âHeeseung-â you try to warn him youâre close but he interrupts you.
âI know. Youâre- fuck- squeezing me so tight baby.â
He feels your grip on his biceps tighten and your legs lock in around him.
âCmon hold on a little longer,â he smirks, basically pulling out until only the tip is in.
Poor y/n. Still getting teased, even when youâre crying, sweating, begging him for more.
Your head lolls to the side, letting more tears roll down your face.
He loves that.
âLook at me y/n,â his voice is soft,even though his actions speak way louder.
His actions being the way his dick is barely still inside you and heâs completely neglecting your pleasure.
You donât turn your head and you cross your arms as well, giving him the full brat treatment.
âSeriously, baby?â his thumb goes to lazily rub your clit, making you clench around him.
He pushes back in slightly and your head tilts back.
âYou were being so good. So communicative.â He leans in to suck a fresh hickey on your exposed skin.
You whine but donât dare to push him away.
You try to roll your hips, attempting to get a sliver of pleasure from his firm thumb pressing against your clit and his cock half-inside your pussy.
He immediately pins them down.
âY/n,â he warns.
Your arms go from crossed to covering your face.
He can barely see if youâre crying but hears the familiar sniffles and whimpers of all the other times he was in this situation.
âCmon donât do that now-â he tries to pull them away but you shake your head.
He sighs and smooths his thumb over your wrist, right under where your palm is covering your eyes.
âBaby. Câmon,â he repeats, stuck between "I took it too farâ and âsheâs a dramatic bratâ.
He sinks back inside you, finally, pitying you.
He starts picking his pace up again, thrusting shallowly but rubbing circles on your clit.
It really isnât hard to gain his compassion.
Youâre feeling good again and your arms fall back above your head.Â
When you meet his gaze it isnât warm. But not cold either.
Heâs just...watching you.
The smudged black streaks of mascara falling down your face and your red, teary big eyes staring up at him like youâd do anything for him.
He plunges himself deep inside and you cry out.
He knows he should be going easier on you right now, but he just canât resist when you fall apart around him.
In between your breathy moans, he buries his face in your neck and you swear you can hear him groan as you clench around him.
He presses soft kisses there as his dick slides in and out of your puffy pussy.
âYouâre so pretty when you cry.â
That makes your legs tighten around him and pull him deeper.
You moan and let out a soft ââm so closeâ in his ear.
He doesnât stop this time.
âYouâre such a good girl for me.â he praises, knowing exactly how to push you over the edge.
âThatâs it. Cmon. Let go for me.â
Itâs like his words have the magical effect of controlling what your body does, cutting yourself from the decision.
You feel like an elastic snap in your stomach and throw your head back as you call his name, repeatedly.
âI know, I know, fuck-â he speeds up, using your pussy as his personal fleshlight as he feels his own orgasm arrive too.
You whine as you look up at him.
All you want right now, in your post-orgasm blissful haze is to see him cum too.
You tug on his hair. âPlease baby,â
That has him groaning as he bottoms out inside you with a final thrust, filling you up.
âOh God,â he basically moans in your ear as his dick spills more cum inside you.
âFuck-â he thrusts a few more times before basically falling on top of you, finally making you feel that closeness you were asking for in the beginning.
You stay like that for a few minutes, your fingers playing with the ends of his hair.
When he pulls back he grabs a tissue on the nightstand and admires the sight of his cum leaking out of your pussy, before cleaning it all up.Â
âYou okay?â he asks after giving you a soft kiss on the lips.
You nod and look up at him as he smudges the mascara stains under your eyes.
âSorry I cried,â you chuckle.
He chuckles back. âI didnât mind. As long as you donât shut me out.â
In fact, he loved it. Loved it so much he was already planning on how to tease so much youâd be crying in his arms. But that was for next time.
You nod as you play with his hair absentmindedly, unaware of his evil plan.
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mtl enha legal line to be hard dom? :3
â ď¸ smut. hard dom stuff, talks of edging, dacryphilia, bondage, super brief mention of omo, marking, overstim, impact play
HEESEUNG can be a hard dom but i mostly see him as a tease! he's mean in the sense that he makes you WORK for it. imagine riding him, struggling to bounce up and down on him while he just lays back against the headboard with that lazy smirk of his, enjoying the view of your ass jiggling with every bounce. he's not just like this when punishing you, i can see him getting turned on by your struggle (and tears). he'd whisper little encouragements, but they sound sooo condescending because he's not moving an inch! if you wanna cum you better put in the work. also i KNOW he's mean when you're sucking him off, bucking his hips into your mouth just to make you gag and then laughing at you when you do ohhh he's a menace.
JUNGWON, much like heeseung, is a complete tease. i think of him as really into marking and claiming all there is to claim. you def have to wear a turtleneck after you two fuck it's like he goes rabid. also into anal, will absolutely pound into your tight little hole while ignoring your clit (whether it's ass or pussy, nothing changes, he's still ignoring that poor bundle of nerves just to hear you beg) don't yell at me but: omo.
unpopular opinion, but i think SUNOO can be a pretty mean. i hc him as a switch, but i also hc him to be into both giving and receiving pain, so when he's a dom, he's extra mean. he has a crazy stash of sex toys somewhere just ready to use on you!! both a brat and a brat tamer, i can picture him hitting your ass with a whip while edging the fuck out of you. also really into dacryphilia. i'm just the messenger tho don't shoot me
JAKE is not higher simply because i don't think it's fully intentional when he's being harsh. you feel sooo good he just can't help himself! he'll bend you in the most uncomfortable positions and take and take and keep taking from you because he can't stop!! he's dizzy with pleasure and gets pussy drunk sooo easily he doesn't even notice how much he's manhandling you and how many times you've already come around him. he just keeps giving you more even when pleasure blurs into pain and at the same time he's babbling the most incoherent praises.
bottom two are interchangeable but for the sake of ranking i'd put JAY over hoon because while i think of him as mostly a soft dom, he's got a bit of brat taming in him. when you misbehave, he can he so strict which is why he's not last. really into pussy slapping as a punishment, and this man is patient, so expect to be edged until you can barely even register any word coming out if his mouth. bomb aftercare tho!
my loverboy SUNGHOON is last because i'm a firm believer in soft dom!hoon <3 he just wants to praise and take care of you at all times, it's truly what gets him going. literally cannot cum unless he sees you fall apart because of him first. i will say though, he lives to please you. so if you brought up wanting him to be harsher with you in bed he would 100% do it without question, anything for his girl. also i sooo see him with a bondage kink, but i think he's mostly playful in bed. oh to have sunghoon make love to međ
this is accurate asf
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in which heeseung teaches you how to ride him ⚠࣪ Ë ŕťęą
cw: unprotected sex, riding, explicit language, mentions of oral (f. rec), dacryphilia . Ýâ âš . ÝË . Ý wc: 365 â requested đٞâ
heeseung swiftly gets up from his knees, bringing his fingers covered in your fluids past his lips to lick them clean. he lays a small kiss onto your cheek before settling upright on your shared bed, gesturing you to sit on top of him.
you hesitantly make your way on top of him, âdonât worry baby, iâll help youâ he lets out a smile before guiding your hips to settle right on top of his hardness. a whimper escapes your mouth as your bare heat comes in contact with his jeans, you quickly help him take them off and align his length right between your legs. his hands never leave your waist, âready?â all you can do is nod your head in response, legs already trembling from his fingers.
he crashes his lips onto yours, tongue making its way past your lips as you sink down onto him. a long moan leaves your mouth before he quickly swallows it with his own mouth. you felt him all up in your organs, you felt so full your brain felt like it was melting from all the stimulation. you two stay like that for a minute, him letting you adjust to his size.
âfuck- baby i canât wait anymoreâ heeseung finally starts moving your hips, guiding you to ride him. an occasional groan escapes his mouth as you squeeze him. the obscene sounds of wetness spreads throughout the room, the pleasure becomes too much for you. it didnât take long for your eyes to start overflowing, his own eyes meet your glossy ones.
âdonât cry- baby- shitâ heâs dangerously close, he latches his mouth onto your aching nipple while his free hand makes its way between your thighs. the triple stimulation throws you over the edge, instantly coming undone over him. he leaves one last kiss onto the side of your neck before releasing hot spurts of cum inside of you, filling you up as much as he could. you crash your head onto his shoulder, body becoming limp.
he lets his own hand glide up your bare spine to intertwine with your hair, both of your chest rising from your climaxes. âgood girlâ he says breathlessly.
kikiâ thoughts: YOOOOOOI evan debut my vagina is shaking iâm so excited âride or die 6.22â I PICK RIDE I PICK RIDE
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â GIRLFRIEND SIMULATOR ⥠; lee heeseung
⥠when heeseung agrees to test jungwonâs new dating sim game, girlfriend simulator, he expects a dumb, half finished game, until he boots it up on his switch, the screen glitches, and heâs dragged straight into the world he just created. the âgirlfriendâ character, you, isnât scripted at all; and heeseung has to figure out how to get out while accidentally developing feelings for a girl who inconveniently does not exist in real life.
⥠pairing: heeseung à fem!reader | ⥠genre: fantasy; romcom; fluff; comedy; light sci fi; college au; game simulator; slow burn; smut (mdni) | ⥠playlist: gameboy - katseye | jellyous - illit | super shy - new jeans | i am shampoo - bibi | turn it up - pinkpantheress | sun and moon - aespa | ⥠wc: 37k
!! warnings: fantasy elements / game-world reality bendin, light sci fi, mild language, flirting, minor sensory distortion (lights flickering, glitch effects), slow burn dynamics, petnames, smut, piv, unprotected sex?? kinda, oral sex, cum eating, dom!heeseung, light spanking & choking, light anal play, fingering, finger sucking, hair pulling, rough sex, praise kink, breeding kink
⥠ronnie notes: hi guyssss!! hope you enjoy this fic 𫶠i wanted to make this as a little celebration for hitting 4k followers here hehe iâve been writing this for a while and i lowkey think itâs about to become my little favorite / comfort fic around here!! iâve always wanted to write something with a gaming theme because i am a gamer (derogatory) so huge thank you to my sister @iyoonjh and @hoonieyun and @jayflrt for helping me with everything league of legends related because yeah i was dumb enough to write league scenes without ever having played that shit myself lmaoo anyway i really hope you guys like girlfriend simulator
HEESEUNG'S FAVORITE PART OF ANY GAME WAS THE DIALOGUE OPTIONS. Little boxes that told you exactly what to say and exactly what would happen after. Real life should've come with that feature. would've saved him a lot of trouble. He wasn't completely hopeless, though. He had friends, he could hold a conversation if he had to. But there was always this gap between what he meant and what came out, or worse, between what he said and how people reacted to it. Like everyone else had gotten a patch update on social interaction and he was still running on the default version.
Maybe that's why dating never quite worked for him. Every time he tried, he felt like heâd missed a tutorial somewhere. He could talk, sure, and he could be funny when he wanted, but halfway through a conversation he always drifted, like thinking about assignments or projects or that interesting research thread he'd meant to look into. People would smile at him politely, the kind of smile that told him theyâd already made up their mind: sweet guy, but not for me.
The last time he'd tried going on a date, heâd barely made it through an hour. Heâd checked the timestamp afterwards and realized heâd spent exactly forty eight minutes pretending he wasn't thinking about a bug heâd found in his graphics project. Heâd texted Jungwon: "bro i think i fumbled bad." Jungwon had sent back a voice note where he laughed so hard he hiccuped. Comforting, in its own way.
Jungwon was one of like three people Heeseung could be around without keeping a mental checklist of normal things to say. Theyâd been friends since first year when they got paired on a project and realized they both worked better at two in the morning with no one else around. Jungwon was quiet in the same way Heeseung was, but also completely unhinged when it came to code. Heâd get an idea and just lock in for days. So one afternoon, while Heeseung was in the lab pretending to fix code heâd actually broken on purpose because he didnât want to admit he didnât understand it, Jungwon walked in with that mischief look. He sat down next to him, opened his laptop, and said, "ok, donât make fun of me, but I made something."
Heeseung didnât look up. "Is it stable this time?" which was generous, because Jungwonâs projects were never stable.
"Define stable," Jungwon said, clicking through a folder that had way too many warning icons. "Anyway, itâs a dating sim."
That finally made Heeseung look. "A dating sim? Why?"
"Research." Jungwon always said that when heâd clearly done something for fun and wanted it to sound academic. "Itâs called Girlfriend Simulator."
Heeseung stared at him. "Thatâs the worst name Iâve ever heard."
Jungwon didnât even blink. "Yeah, I know. But I need someone to test it, and you're the only person whoâll actually give me notes instead of lying to make me feel better."
Heeseung wanted to argue, but he was tired and they had a midterm coming up and honestly he didn't care enough to fight. So he sighed and pushed his chair closer. "Fine. Show me." Jungwon grinned like that was all heâd wanted since morning. He opened the build file, and the screen filled with placeholder art, branching choices, and a character slot labeled "y/n_default." And Heeseung, who was too distracted to think twice, just shrugged.
He had no idea that saying yes to that stupid looking game would end up being the most disastrous decision of his entire academic life.
He only agreed because Jungwon wouldn't shut up about it, and because even with all his complaints, he had this soft spot for him that made it hard to say no. Also, he didnât have anything better to do on a friday night; the rest of their friends were out, and he wasn't in the mood to socialize. And, honestly, he liked games where he could pretend to be slightly less single than he actually was. It was pathetic, sure, but it wasn't like anyone needed to know.
So later that night, Heeseung sat on his bed with the lights off and his switch on max brightness, which was probably not great for his already questionable sleep schedule but whatever. Jungwon had sent him the build file with a message that just said "lmk if it crashes :)" which was not exactly confidence inspiring, but Heeseung had agreed to this so he couldn't really back out now.
The game booted with this weirdly soft 8 bit lullaby that sounded like it was trying to hypnotize him. The title screen was clean, minimalist, just the words "Girlfriend Simulator" in a font that looked expensive. Heeseung snorted. Jungwon had definitely spent more time on the typography than the actual game mechanics, which tracked. Character customization loaded next, and Heeseung had to admit it was smoother than he expected. The interface was intuitive, the options were detailed, and the hairstyle physics were suspiciously good for something Jungwon had supposedly coded in his free time between problem sets.
He made his character half heartedly. Messy hair because that's what he had in real life and he wasn't creative enough to imagine anything else. A hoodie because hoodies were safe. He picked "student" as his class, and when it came to stats, he maxed out "humor" because he genuinely thought he was funny, even if nobody else seemed to agree. Then he looked at "emotional intelligence" and left it at zero. Honesty was important, right?
The loading screen that followed was surprisingly elegant. Just a slow fade to black with some text that read "Your First Meeting" in delicate script. Heeseung settled back against his pillow, expecting the usual dating sim fare: a classroom, a coffee shop, maybe a cherry blossom tree if Jungwon was feeling clichĂŠ.
And then the screen flickered. Just once, quick enough that Heeseung thought maybe it was his eyes. But then it happened again and the lights in his bedroom pulsed in sync, like someone had wired his lamp to the game's framerate. "What the hell," Heeseung said to no one.Â
The switch started vibrating in his hands. Not the normal rumble feature, but something harder, more insistent, like the controller was trying to shake itself apart. On screen, a figure materialized. The girlfriend character. For a second Heeseung just stared because the sprite work was genuinely impressive. The lighting was too good, the shadows moved wrong. Everything felt almost real in a way that made his skin prickle.
And then the girlfriend, you, turned around. Slowly like you already knew he was watching. Your face came into view and Heeseung's brain did this weird stutter because you didn't look like a game character, you looked like a person, with the kind of detail you didn't get from placeholder art. Heeseung felt this uncomfortable twist in his stomach like he was the one being observed.
Then you spoke. Not with a text box, not with that awkward text to speech voice that indie games always used. Actual audio, clear and warm and way too close for his own good. "You're here!"
Heeseung's hands went cold. The voice didn't sound small or synthetic or compressed. It sounded like someone was standing directly behind him in his dark bedroom, breath on his neck, words in his ear. He whipped around so fast he nearly dropped the switch, but his room was empty. Just his desk and his dying succulent and his pile of laundry that he'd been meaning to deal with for a week. "What theâ"
Before he could finish the thought, before he could even process what was happening, the lights in his room popped, like every bulb had blown at once. The screen went pure white, so bright it hurt to look at, and the controller in his hands went from cold to burning hot in the span of a heartbeat. He tried to drop it but his fingers wouldn't move, locked in place like the plastic had fused to his skin. The air pressure in the room shifted. His ears popped like he was in a plane taking off, and he felt this pull, this hook behind his ribs, yanking him forward with a force that didn't make any physical sense. He tried to pull back, tried to let go, tried to do anything, but the world was already dissolving.
The last thing Heeseung managed to think before everything shattered into pixels was that he was going to kill Yang Jungwon.
When he opened his eyes, the first thing he noticed was that the world was too bright. The grass beneath him looked like high definition fairy dust, each blade catching light in a way that grass absolutely should not. The sky was blue in that aggressive unnatural way that only existed in concept art. Everything was sharp and vivid and wrong. Heeseung sat up slowly, head spinning, and looked down at himself. His clothes had changed. Instead of his worn out hoodie and sweatpants, he was wearing the outfit his avatar had been wearing. The same hoodie he'd picked in character customization but real now, solid and heavy on his shoulders. His hands looked like his hands but also didn't. The proportions were slightly off, the lines a little too clean.
"What the fuck," he said out loud, and his voice sounded normal, which was worse. Everything else was strange but his voice was still his.
"You made it!"
Heeseung's head snapped up. You were someone standing a few feet away, watching him with this expression that was hard to read. Amusement, maybe, or curiosity. Like you'd been waiting for him and was pleased he'd finally shown up. except you weren't a sprite anymore. You were real, or at least as real as anything else in this place. You looked exactly like the character on screen but with dimension now, depth, the subtle movements of someone actually breathing. Your hair moved slightly in a breeze he couldn't feel. You were wearing something casual but put together in that effortless way that Heeseung had never managed to pull off.
You smiled at him, and he felt something weird in his stomach. "Hi," you said, like this was completely normal, like he hadn't just been ripped through a screen into a video game that shouldn't exist. "Nice to meet you!"
Heeseung opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. His brain was doing this thing where it tried to process too many things at once and ended up processing nothing at all. "What," he finally managed, which wasn't even a complete sentence but it was all he had.
"Sorry I'm late," you said, but you didn't sound particularly sorry. "Jungwon said you might be running behind. He's the one who set this up, by the way. Said we'd get along."
Heeseung blinked. "Jungwon... set this up?"
"Yeah, the blind date?" You looked at him like he was being slow on purpose. "He said you needed to get out more. His words, not mine."
And that was such a Jungwon thing to do that Heeseung almost believed it. Almost. Except he was still processing the fact that the world around him looked like someone had turned reality into a video game filter. "This is insane," he muttered under his breath. "This is the most realistic game I've everâ"
"Game?" You interrupted, and your smile faltered just slightly. "I'm not playing games with you."
The way you said it made Heeseung freeze. It wasn't defensive or annoyed, it was sincere like you genuinely meant it, like you had no idea what he was talking about. And that's when it hit him: You could hear him. Not just the dialogue options he was supposed to pick. Everything. his actual thoughts spoken out loud. "Wait," he said slowly, "you heard that?"
"Heard what?"
"Nothing. Never mind." Heeseung cleared his throat and tried to pull himself together. He could freak out later. Right now there was a person in front of him â a very real feeling and cute person â and he was being weird. "So. Blind date. Right. Jungwon's idea."
He really looked at you then. You were pretty, in this approachable, comfortable way that made him think maybe he could actually talk to you without saying something catastrophically stupid. You had this ease about you, like you weren't trying too hard, and your eyes had this spark that suggested you were probably smarter than you let on. Basically, you were everything he'd ever put on one of those hypothetical "ideal type" list.
"So," you said, cutting through his thoughts. "Jungwon mentioned you're into games?"
Heeseung tried not to laugh at the irony. "Uh, yeah. You could say that."
"Me too." You brightened, and it was genuine, not that polite interest people usually faked. "I've been replaying persona 5 royal for like the third time. I know, I know, it's excessive."
"No, that'sâ that's actually really cool," Heeseung said, and he meant it. "Most people don't get the appeal of replaying stuff."
"Right?" You gestured as you talked, animated in a way that made him want to keep listening. "Everyone's like 'you already know the story' but that's not the point. It's about the experience, the details you missed, trying different buildsâ"
A notification sound chimed softly in the air between you. Heeseung jumped. You didn't react. In the corner of his vision, barely perceptible, text appeared: romantic interest +5. common interests discovered.
Oh. Oh no. This was a dating sim. An actual, literal dating sim. And he was living it.
"You okay?" You asked, tilting your head slightly.
"Yeah, totally fine," Heeseung lied. "Just thought I heard something."
You nodded, accepting this easily, and then said, "Do you want to walk? There's this spot by the lake that's really nice."
"Sure," Heeseung said, because what else was he going to say?
You started down a path that looked hand painted, every stone deliberately placed, every flower color coordinated. You reached the lake, which was absurdly picturesque, and sat down on a bench that looked like it had been placed there specifically for this moment. Probably because it had. Heeseung sat next to you, not too close but not weirdly far either, and tried to act like this was normal. "Oh," you said suddenly, looking up. "Look at that." Heeseung followed your gaze. There was a flower growing on a low hanging branch, except it wasn't growing so much as hovering there, pulsing slightly with a soft golden glow. It bobbed up and down in a loop, the universal sign of an interactive object. You didn't seem to notice anything weird about it. "That's pretty," you said. "I've never seen a flower like that before."
Heeseung stared at it. The glow intensified slightly, like it was trying to get his attention, like it was waiting for him to do something. Oh god. This is a prompt. He was supposed to pick the flower and give it to you, that's how this worked. That's how you earned affection points or route progression or whateverJungwon had programmed into this thing. So he stood up. "I'll get it for you."
"You don't have toâ"
"No, I want to," Heeseung said, and he meant it, which was somehow worse. He reached up and plucked the flower from the branch. It came away easily, and the moment his fingers closed around the stem, the glow faded into something softer, more natural. It looked real now. I mean, it felt real. He turned back to you and held it out, suddenly aware of how much this looked like a scene from every romance movie he'd ever suffered through, not that he suffered through many. "Here," he said.
You took it, and your fingers brushed his for just a second. You looked down at the flower, then back up at him, and your smile was so genuinely happy that Heeseung forgot for a moment that this was supposed to be a game. "Thank you," you said. "That's really sweet."
romantic interest +15. key item obtained: first flower. achievement unlocked: classic romantic gesture.
The notifications stacked in his peripheral vision, and Heeseung felt something between triumph and existential dread. "It's just a flower," he said.
"Maybe," you said, twirling it between your fingers. "But it's the thought that counts, right?" And the worst part was that you seemed to actually believe that. You weren't reading from a script or following programmed responses. You felt real, real enough that Heeseung was starting to forget why that should scare him.
You tucked the flower behind your ear, adjusting it carefully, and Heeseung had to physically stop himself from saying something embarrassing about how that was probably the prettiest thing he'd seen all week. He sat back down on the bench, leaving what he hoped was an appropriate amount of space between you. "So," you said, tilting your head. "What do you do for fun? Besides picking flowers for girls in parks."
Heeseung felt his face get warm. "I don'tâ that's not a thing I do regularly."
"Shame. You're good at it." You were grinning now, clearly enjoying his embarrassment. "Come on, tell me. What's your thing?"
"Uh. Games, mostly. I play a lot of games, like Jungwon said."
Your eyes lit up immediately. "Oh yeah! What kind?"
"Mostly League. Some RPGs. Anything competitive, I guess." He expected the usual response, the polite nod and change of subject that he got whenever he mentioned gaming to people.
Instead, you leaned forward, genuinely interested. "Wait, you play League? What's your main?"
Heeseung blinked. "You play League?"
"Obviously. Answer the question."
"I mean, I play mid usually. Zed, Leblanc, that kind of thing." He was still processing the fact that you not only knew what League was but apparently played it. "What about you?"
"Support. I'm a Janna main and i'm not ashamed of it." You said it with this defiant pride that made Heeseung want to laugh. "I know, I know, support is boring or whatever, but someone has to keep the ADC alive and it might as well be me."
romantic interest +10. shared interests discovered: league of legends.
Heeseung felt something shift in his chest. He'd never met someone who got it like this. Who understood that games weren't just mindless button mashing but actual strategy and skill. "What rank are you?" He asked.
"Plat 2. I was almost diamond last season but then I had finals and kind of gave up on the grind." You made a face. "What about you?"
"Diamond 3." Heeseung said, oddly proud of himself but pretending he wasn't.
"Oh, so you're actually good." You looked impressed, which made Heeseung feel ridiculously more pleased with himself. "We should play together sometime."
"Yeah, definitely," Heeseung said, and then remembered that this was a game and there probably wasn't a 'sometime' outside of this moment. The thought made something in his stomach twist uncomfortably. You shifted on the bench, getting more comfortable, and somehow ended up closer to him. And just like that, you were off. Heeseung found himself talking more than he had in weeks, and you had opinions, strong ones, and you weren't afraid to argue with him when you disagreed. But it wasn't hostile or competitive, it was fun. At some point, you started talking about other games too. You mentioned playing Stardew Valley when you wanted something relaxing, getting unreasonably invested in Hollow Knight, rage quitting dark souls three times before finally beating it. "I'm not good at souls games," you admitted. "I panic dodge. I know you're supposed to learn the patterns but my brain just goes 'roll roll roll' and then I die."
Heeseung laughed. "That's valid. I did the same thing my first playthrough."
"Really? You seem like you'd be one of those people who does no hit runs for fun."
"Absolutely not. I died to the tutorial boss in Elden Ring."
You gasped, mockingly scandalized. "No you didn't."
"I really did. it Took me like fifteen tries." You were laughing now, the kind of laugh that made your whole face light up, and Heeseung felt ridiculously proud that he'd caused it. There was something about making you laugh that felt like winning.
romantic interest +8. humor appreciated.
You kept talking, jumping from topic to topic with the kind of ease that Heeseung had only ever experienced with Jungwon or Jake at best. Except this was different because you were looking at him like everything he said was interesting, like you actually wanted to hear his thoughts on whether the Death Note ending was satisfying or if Eren from Attack on Titan was justified. The sun was properly setting now, painting everything in warm colors. there were fireflies starting to appear, floating lazily through the air in a way that was definitely too perfect to be natural. Heeseung watched one drift past your face, and you reached out to let it land on your finger. "Pretty," you said softly, watching it glow.
Heeseung was looking at you, at the flower still tucked behind your ear and the way the sunset caught in your hair and the small smile on your face as you watched the firefly. "Yeah," he said. "Really pretty." You glanced at him and caught him staring. For a second, Heeseung thought he'd made it weird, but then you smiled, almost shy, and looked back at the firefly.
romantic interest +15. moment shared.
The firefly flew off, and you watched it go before turning back to him. "Hey, can I tell you something?" He nodded so you kept going. "I wasn't really sure about coming today. I almost canceled, actually." You pulled at a thread on your sleeve, not quite meeting his eyes. "I'm not great at the whole meeting new people thing. I always feel like I'm going to say something weird and scare them off."
"You're not weird," Heeseung said automatically.
"You literally just met me. I could be extremely weird."
"Okay, but like, good weird. The kind of weird that's actually interesting." Heeseung ran a hand through his hair, trying to figure out how to explain it. "Most people just want to talk about surface level stuff, you know? But you actually have things you care about."
You looked at him for a long moment, and Heeseung couldn't read your expression. Then you smiled, soft and genuine. "You're really nice, you know that?"
"I'm really not," Heeseung said, but he was smiling too.
"Yes you are. You're nice and you're a good listener and you have good taste in games." You counted off on your fingers. "That's like, three whole good qualities. Most people don't even have one."
romantic interest +12. compliments appreciated. emotional vulnerability reciprocated.
There was a moment of comfortable silence where you just sat there, watching the fireflies multiply in the growing dusk. Heeseung thought about how easy this felt, how he wasn't checking the time or looking for excuses to leave. How he kind of never wanted this to end.
You turned your head to look at him. "So do you want to do this again? Like, another time?"
Heeseung's heart did a weird jump in his chest. "Like another date?"
"Yeah. If you want. No pressure or anything." You said it casually, but Heeseung could see the hint of nervousness in the way you weren't quite meeting his eyes. "I just think it'd be fun to hang out more. Maybe we could actually play League together or something."
Every logical part of Heeseung's brain was screaming that this was a bad idea. That he should figure out how to exit this game and go back to real life and deal with the fact that he'd just spent hours in a virtual reality dating sim. But the less logical part, the part that was currently winning, wanted to see you again. Wanted to hear you laugh more. Wanted to keep talking about stupid stuff that mattered to him and apparently mattered to you too. "Yeah," he heard himself say. "Definitely, yeah, I'd really like that."
Your smile was so bright it could've competed with the fireflies. "Okay. It's a date then."
romantic interest +20. second date confirmed. route progression: 15% complete.
And then, without any warning at all, the world started to blur at the edges. The colors bled together, the sounds got muffled and distant, and Heeseung felt that same pulling sensation from before. Like someone had hooked a line to his chest and was reeling him back. "Waitâ " he started to say, reaching out instinctively. You were looking at him with concern, mouth moving, but he couldn't hear what you were saying anymore. Everything was dissolving into static and white light and that horrible feeling of falling. The last thing he saw before everything went black was your face, still worried, still perfect, with that flower tucked behind your ear. Then he was gasping awake in his dark bedroom, switch controller still hot in his hands, his heart racing. The screen showed a save menu: progress saved. continue tomorrow?
His hands were shaking. "What the hell," Heeseung said to his empty room.
And he barely slept that night. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw the park, the fireflies, your smile. he kept reaching for memories that felt too solid to be from a game. By the time his alarm went off, he'd already been awake for an hour, staring at his ceiling and trying to convince himself that he hadn't just experienced the most elaborate hallucination of his life.
He found Jungwon in their usual spot in the computer lab, hunched over his laptop with his headphones on, nodding along to whatever he was listening to. There were three empty energy drink cans next to him, which meant he'd probably been there since before sunrise. Heeseung dropped his bag on the desk with more force than necessary. Jungwon jumped, pulling his headphones down. "Jesus, dude. Learn to announce yourself like a normal person."
"We need to talk about your game," Heeseung said.
Jungwon's face lit up. "Oh my god, you played it! what'd you think? Was she cute? Did you get to the part with theâ"
"Jungwon." Heeseung sat down, leaning forward. "What the hell did you put in that thing?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean it was way too real." Heeseung ran his hand through his hair, trying to figure out how to explain something that sounded insane even in his own head. "It felt like I was actually inside the game."
Jungwon frowned. "Wait, you used a VR headset or something?"
"No, I just played it normally! On my switch, in my room." Heeseung could hear how crazy he sounded but he kept going anyway. "But it wasn't like regular gameplay. It was like the game pulled me in. I could smell things, Jungwon."
Jungwon stared at him for a long moment, then slowly took a sip of his energy drink. "Bro. You got that invested in it?"
"I'm notâ that's not what I'm saying."
"You literally just described sensory immersion that doesn't exist yet." Jungwon was grinning now. "Holy shit, you're actually down bad. You played a dating sim for like two hours and now you're having full vivid memories about it."
"It wasn't like that," Heeseung insisted, but even he could hear how weak it sounded.
"Dude, you need to get an actual girlfriend. Like, a real one. Made of flesh and blood and everything." Jungwon was trying not to laugh and failing. "Look, I'm glad you liked it. Genuinely. But maybe we should set you up with someone real before you completely lose touch with reality." Heeseung slumped back in his chair. Maybe Jungwon was right. Maybe he had just gotten way too into it. Maybe his brain had filled in details that weren't actually there because he was that desperate for connection. "I'm not judging! Okay, maybe I'm judging a little bit, but I'm also proud. My game is so good it's causing psychological breaks from reality." Jungwon looked genuinely pleased with himself. "Okay, but if you're playing tonight, there's something you should know."
"What?"
"The second date has a mini game. Like, a fight sequence."
Heeseung blinked. "I'm sorry, what?"
"A fighting mini game."
"Why the fuck does a dating simulator have a fighting mini game?"
Jungwon shrugged. "I thought it'd be fun. Adds variety and keeps things interesting."
"That makes absolutely no sense. What am I supposed to be fighting?"
"You'll see," Jungwon said, and his smile was deeply suspicious.
"That's not an answer."
"It's the only answer you're getting. I'm not spoiling my own game." Jungwon turned back to his laptop. "Just make sure you've been keeping up with your stats. You're gonna need decent strength and agility."
"I maxed out humor and left emotional intelligence at zero."
Jungwon turned around slowly. "You what."
"What! I was being honest about my abilities!"
"Heeseung. My guy. My dude." Jungwon looked pained. "You're supposed to actually try to build a good character."
"My character is fine."
"Your character is going to get his ass kicked." Jungwon pulled up something on his laptop, clicked around for a second, then shook his head. "Okay, you know what? It's fine. You'll figure it out. The game has adaptive difficulty anyway."
Heeseung really looked at Jungwon. "Adaptive difficulty in a dating sim."
"In the fighting portion, yeah. The dating part is all you, buddy. That's pure skill based."
Heeseung wanted to argue that there was something deeply wrong with Jungwon's game design philosophy, but he also kind of wanted to know what the hell happened on the second date that required combat stats. "Is she going to be there?" He asked. "During the fight thing?"
"Obviously. It's her date." Jungwon was smirking now. "Why, you worried about impressing her?"
"No."
"You're totally worried about impressing her. A girl who doesn't exist."
Heeseung threw a pen at him. Jungwon dodged it without even looking up from his screen. And the rest of the day dragged. Heeseung went to his classes and took notes and nodded at the appropriate times, but his brain was somewhere else entirely. He kept thinking about the park. About the way you'd looked at him when he gave you the flower. About how easy it had been to talk to you. He knew it was just a game. He knew you were just code, just a really well designed character or whatever that Jungwon had somehow made feel real. But knowing that didn't stop him from wanting to see you again.
By the time he got back to his dorm that night, he'd already decided he was playing regardless of how pathetic it made him look. He grabbed his switch, plugged in his headphones even though he hadn't used them last time, and loaded up the save file. The screen flickered once. Twice. Here we go again, Heeseung thought. And then the world tilted, and he was falling forward into light. When the world stopped spinning and Heeseung's vision cleared, he wasn't in a park this time. He was sitting in a desk chair, his own desk chair. In what looked exactly like his dorm room, except cleaner, way cleaner. His laundry wasn't on the floor and his desk wasn't covered in empty energy drink cans. His monitor was on, displaying his league of legends home screen, and his keyboard had that soft RGB glow that looked way more expensive than his actual setup.
"Okay," Heeseung said to the empty room. "This is new." His phone â or the game's version of his phone â buzzed on the desk. He picked it up and saw a discord notification.
you: you're online! finally you: i've been waiting like ten minutes you: i was starting to think you ghosted me
Heeseung's heart did that stupid jump thing again. He typed back quickly.
heeseung: sorry, just got on heeseung: ready when you are
His discord pinged with an incoming call. He stared at it for a second, then clicked accept. "There you are," your voice came through his headphones, clear and warm and doing absolutely nothing good for his heart rate. "I thought you bailed on me."
"I wouldn't do that," Heeseung said, and he meant it, which was concerning considering you were a video game character.
"Good. Because I already said we were playing together and if you didn't show up i would've looked stupid." Heeseung could hear the smile in your voice. on his second monitor â since when did he have a second monitor? â a small window popped up showing your avatar. It was cute, some anime style drawing with the same flower from yesterday tucked behind the character's ear. "Okay, so I set up a custom game. Two versus two," you said.
"Sounds good. Who are we playing against?"
There was a pause. "Okay, so don't freak out, but it's my exes."
Heeseung's hand froze on his mouse. "I'm sorry, what?"
"My ex boyfriends. Both of them. They wanted a rematch from last time." You said it so casually, like this was a completely normal thing. "They're kind of toxic about League. They got really mad when I beat them."
"You want me to play League against your ex boyfriends?"
"Technically we're playing against them together as a team. Bonding activity!" You sounded way too cheerful about this. "Come on, It'll be fun. Plus i really want to beat them again. They've been talking shit in the group chat all week."
quest unlocked: defend your girlfriend's honor (in league of legends) | objective: win the 2v2 match | optional objective: make her exes regret queueing up
The notification appeared in the corner of his vision and Heeseung had to resist the urge to laugh. This was insane. This entire situation was insane. But he went for it anyway. "Okay," he said. "Let's do it." the invite popped up and Heeseung accepted. The lobby loaded and he could see the other two players: "toxicking" and "yourworstnightmare" which were possibly the most obnoxious usernames he'd ever seen. "Those are real people you dated?" Heeseung asked.
"Unfortunately. My taste in men used to be really bad." You paused. "It's gotten better though." Heeseung tried not to smile and failed completely.
The chat lobby loaded and immediately one of them started typing.
toxicking: oh look who showed up toxicking: brought a new victim i see yourworstnightmare: this gonna be quick lol
"They're always like this," you said, sounding tired. "Just mute them if they get annoying."
"I'm fine," Heeseung said. "I've dealt with worse in solo queue."
"Ooh, confident. I like it."
romantic interest +5. confidence appreciated.
You locked in Janna, just like you'd said yesterday. Heeseung hovered over Zed for a second, then switched to Leblanc. If this was going to be a two versus two, he wanted mobility and burst damage. The game loaded, Heeseung cracked his knuckles and adjusted his grip on his mouse. "Okay, game plan," you said. "I keep you alive, you delete them. Simple." The match started and immediately the other team was in all chat. Heeseung checked their champions. Yasuo and Yone. Of course they were playing the flashy high skill ceiling champions. He would've bet money they had mastery 7 emotes ready to spam. "They always play like this," you said. "Super aggressive, trying to outplay everything. It's kind of predictable once you get used to it." The minions spawned and both teams moved forward. Heeseung played it safe at first, watching how the exes moved, learning their patterns. And then suddenly, first blood!
"THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT," you shouted, and Heeseung couldn't help but grin.
toxicking: wtf toxicking: that was lag yourworstnightmare: ur getting carried yourworstnightmare: ur duo is doing everything
"He's salty," you said, laughing. "This is great." The match continued and it became increasingly clear that Heeseung and you had better coordination. You'd shield him right before he went in. You moved together like you'd been playing as a duo for months. "Behind you," you called out, and Heeseung instantly dodged. It wasn't even close. By fifteen minutes, the score was 15 to 3, and Heeseung had more kills than both of the exes combined.
toxicking: this is bullshit toxicking: whoever this guy is he's probably smurfing yourworstnightmare: yeah no way he's actually this rank toxicking: fucking carried loser
"They're so mad," you said, and you sounded absolutely delighted. "Oh my god, they're so mad. This is the best day of my life."
Heeseung was grinning so hard his face hurt. "Should we end it?"
"Absolutely, yeah. Let's make it hurt." You pushed mid together. Heeseung went in first, deleting the Yasuo instantly. You polymorphed the Yone, and Heeseung finished him off before the polymorph even ended. The nexus exploded.
victory! +50 romantic interest. victory achieved. quest completed. achievement unlocked: better than her exes (at league of legends)
Heeseung leaned back in his chair, feeling more satisfied than he had any right to feel about a video game within a video game. "That felt good."
"Right? God, I've been wanting to do that for weeks." You sighed happily. "You're really good, by the way. You weren't kidding about being diamond."
"I don't really joke about my rank."
"Noted. Confidence is earned." There was a pause. "Hey, want to play another one? Just us this time?"
Heeseung absolutely should not spend more time in this game. He should log off and go to sleep and maybe talk to a therapist about why he was emotionally investing in a dating simulator. "Yeah," he said instead. "Let's play another."
You made a happy sound that did dangerous things to his chest. "Okay! I'll make the lobby.â Your laugh was bright and genuine and perfect. "I knew you were my type."
romantic interest +15. competitive spirit matched.
You played two more games and won both of them. When you finally left the lobby, Heeseung realized he'd been playing for almost two hours. His hands were sore from gripping the mouse and his face hurt from smiling. "Hey," you said, your voice softer now. "Thanks for playing with me. And for, you know, obliterating my exes. That was really fun."
"Anytime," Heeseung said, and meant it. "This was really fun. I don't usually have this much fun playing league."
"Me neither," you admitted. "Usually it's just people being toxic or trying too hard. But this was nice. You're nice." There was a comfortable silence, just the sound of both of you breathing through the discord call. Heeseung looked at his monitor, at the League client, at the clean version of his room that didn't exist in real life. "So," you said eventually. "Same time next week?"
Heeseung's chest tightened. "Yeah. Definitely."
"Cool. It's a date." You paused. "Well, another date. Our third date. Okay. Well. I should probably get going. Okay. Goodnight, Heeseung."
"Goodnight." The discord call ended and Heeseung sat there in the quiet of his too clean room, staring at his monitor. The screen started to blur at the edges, colors bleeding together again. Here we go again, he thought, again.
progress saved. route progression: 30% complete.
And this whole thing it became a routine faster than Heeseung wanted to admit. He'd go to class, take notes he barely remembered, nod at Jungwon when they crossed paths in the lab, and then he'd go straight back to his dorm. Dinner was whatever he could eat with one hand because he was already booting up the switch with the other. Jake, his roommate, asked him once if he was okay, and Heeseung said he was fine, just really into this new game. Which was technically true, even if it didn't come close to explaining what was actually happening.
The third date was at an arcade. Not a real arcade, obviously, but the game's version of one. You showed up wearing this oversized hoodie and jeans and you looked so genuinely excited to be there that Heeseung forgot for a solid minute that none of this was real. The mission was simple: win you a prize from the claw machine. Except the claw machine was rigged in that way that all claw machines are rigged, and it took Heeseung fifteen tries before he finally got the stuffed cat you'd been eyeing. When he handed it to you, you hugged it to your chest and smiled at him like he'd just won you something actually valuable, and the notification that popped up said his charm stat had increased by ten points. He was starting to understand how the game worked now; every interaction mattered and every choice added up.
On the fourth date, you took him to a bookstore, and the mission was to pick out a book for each other. You spent almost an hour wandering through the aisles, pulling out books and reading the backs and showing him things you thought he'd like. You picked him this SciFi novel about time loops and said it reminded you of him because he seemed like someone who'd want to figure out how to break the system. He didn't know how to tell you that he was currently living in something that felt suspiciously like a time loop, so he just took the book and thanked you. He picked you a fantasy novel with a really detailed magic system. When you read the description your whole face lit up and you immediately added it to your reading list. His intelligence stat increased and so did the romantic interest meter, which was now sitting at somewhere close to seventy percent.
Date five was a cooking challenge in your apartment, which Heeseung didn't even know you had until he loaded into the game and found himself standing in a kitchen that looked like it came out of an interior design magazine. You were already there, tying your hair back, explaining that you'd challenged him to see who could make the better pasta. Heeseung had never cooked pasta in his life that didn't come from a box with instructions, but he wasn't about to admit that. The mission objective said to impress you with his cooking skills, which seemed optimistic given his actual skill level, but he tried anyway. He burned the garlic immediately. You laughed at him but not in a mean way, more like you thought it was endearing that he was trying. You ended up helping him, standing close enough that he could smell your perfume, guiding his hands when he didn't know how much salt to add. Your pasta turned out better than his but you ate his anyway and said it wasn't that bad, and his cooking stat went from zero to fifteen which felt generous but he wasn't complaining.
By date seven Heeseung's character stats had changed completely. His confidence was maxed out now, sitting at ninety five out of a hundred. his charm was at eighty. Even his emotional intelligence had somehow climbed to sixty despite him never actively trying to level it up. The game was keeping track of everything, he realized. Every time he listened to you talk about something you cared about, every time he remembered a small detail you'd mentioned, every time he made you laugh, the numbers went up. He was being rewarded for paying attention, for caring.
Date seven was a hiking trail that wound up a mountain to a viewpoint. The mission was just to reach the top together, which sounded simple except the trail was longer than expected. Heeseung offered to take a break but you said you wanted to keep going, you wanted to see the view. So you kept climbing and Heeseung found himself naturally slowing his pace to match yours, offering his hand on the steeper parts, pointing out interesting rocks or plants just to give you reasons to stop and catch his breath, because the game kept showing pop ups of him showing that his hydration meter was almost on 10%. When you finally reached the top the sun was setting and the view was objectively incredible, the kind of thing that didn't exist in real life because real life didn't have rendering engines that could make every cloud perfect. You sat down on the bench at the summit and Heeseung sat next to you and you leaned your head on his shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world.
"This is nice," you said quietly. "I'm glad you're here."
"Me too," Heeseung said, and he meant it so completely it scared him.
"You know, when we first met, I wasn't sure if this would work out. I didn't like the idea of a blind date." You were looking out at the view, not at him. "But I think I was wrong. I think we make sense together."
The romantic interest meter hit ninety percent and a new notification appeared: relationship milestone approaching. prepare for confession sequence. Heeseung's stomach dropped. Confession sequence. That meant the game was building toward something, toward an ending. toward him having to either commit or walk away. He'd known this was coming, obviously, this was a dating sim, the whole point was to get to the confession. But now that it was actually happening he wasn't ready. He didn't want this to end. He wanted to keep going on dates and learning things about you and making you laugh and existing in this space where things made sense.
"Hey," you said, turning to look at him. "You okay? You got quiet."
"Yeah, I'm fine," Heeseung lied. "Just thinking."
"About what?"
About how you're not real, he didn't say. About how I'm going to have to leave eventually and you'll just be code again. About how I'm way too invested in something that was only supposed to be a game. "About how nice this is," he said instead.
You smiled and took his hand, lacing your fingers through his. "Yeah. It really is." You sat there until the sun finished setting and the stars came out, which happened too fast because game time didn't move like real time. When the world started to blur at the edges and Heeseung felt that familiar pulling sensation, you squeezed his hand once before letting go. "See you next time," you said, and your voice was already fading.
Heeseung woke up at his desk again, neck sore, hands cramped around the controller. His phone showed it was three in the morning. He had class in five hours. He should sleep. He should eat something. He should probably shower because he wasn't sure he'd done that today. Instead he looked at the switch screen. progress saved. route progression: 90% complete. next date: confession sequence available.
The next day, Heeseung found Jungwon in the same spot as always, corner desk in the computer lab with three monitors running different programs simultaneously. Heeseung dropped into the chair next to him hard enough that Jungwon jumped. "What happens after the confession?" Heeseung asked without preamble.
Jungwon blinked at him. "What?"
"In your game. What happens after the confession scene. I need to know."
"Oh, you're at that part already?" Jungwon's eyebrows went up. "Uh, I don't know if i should tell you though. Spoilers and all that."
"Jungwon."
"I'm serious! The whole point of a game is discovering it yourself. If I tell you what happens it ruins the experience." Jungwon was grinning now, clearly enjoying this. "You're supposed to go in blind and make your choices based on what feels right in the moment."
Heeseung resisted the urge to grab him by the shoulders and shake him. "I just want to know what to expect. Is there a good ending? A bad ending? Multiple endings?"
"There are multiple endings, yeah. Depends on your choices throughout the game and your final stats." Jungwon tilted his head, studying him. "Why are you so stressed about this? It's just a game. If you get a bad ending you can just reload and try again."
"I don't want to reload," Heeseung said, and he could hear how intense he sounded but couldn't seem to stop. "I want to get it right the first time."
Jungwon stared at him for a long moment, then slowly set down his drink. "Okay, you need to be honest with me right now. How much have you been playing this game?"
"I don't know. A few hours a day."
"Heeseung."
"Okay, maybe more than a few hours."
"How many hours are we talking? Ballpark estimate."
Heeseung did the mental math and immediately regretted it. "I don't think that's relevant."
"Oh my god, you're obsessed." Jungwon leaned back in his chair, looking somewhere between amused and concerned. "Dude, it's a dating sim. A fictional dating sim. With a fictional girl who doesn't exist. You know that, right? You know she's not real?"
"Obviously I know that," Heeseung said defensively, even though there were moments when he forgot, when you felt so real that it didn't matter what you were made of.
"Do you though? Because you look like you haven't slept in three days." Jungwon was trying to be lighthearted about it but there was genuine worry underneath. "I made the game to be immersive but this is kind of next level." Jungwon paused. "Actually, I've been meaning to ask. Do you have the save file on your switch?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Can I see it? I want to check something." Jungwon was already pulling out a cable from his bag. "I've been trying to track some of the game metrics and I want to see how your playthrough data looks. Might help me optimize things for the final build." Heeseung hesitated for a second, then pulled out his switch and handed it over. Jungwon connected it to his laptop and started pulling up files, his eyes scanning lines of code that moved too fast for Heeseung to follow. "Okay so your save file shows you're at ninety percent completion, which tracks," Jungwon muttered, clicking through folders. "Romance points are maxed, most of your stats are really high except wisdom which is still somehow at like twenty, but that's on you for ignoring all the library study sessions â" He stopped mid-sentence. "Wait."
"What?"
"Hang on." Jungwon leaned closer to his screen, scrolling through something. his expression shifted from curious to confused to something that looked almost worried. "This doesn't make sense."
"What doesn't make sense?"
"These files. There are scripts here that I didn't write." Jungwon opened another window, comparing code side by side. "Like, entire dialogue trees that don't exist in my original build. And these asset files, I definitely didn't create these. The arcade date was supposed to be at a generic arcade but your file shows custom assets for specific machines."
Heeseung felt something cold settle in his stomach. "Maybe you forgot you added them?"
"I don't forget code I write, Heeseung. That's not how this works." Jungwon was scrolling faster now, opening more files. "And look at this, the dating locations are generating based on your preferences. I programmed like five set locations but your save file has seven different ones and they're all places that align with interests you've demonstrated in gameplay." He clicked on something else. "Oh this is weird. Really weird."
"What?"
"The dialogue system. I built it to pull from a database of pre written responses with some randomization for variety, but thisâ-" Jungwon gestured at the screen. "This is learning. It's analyzing your responses and generating new dialogue options that don't exist in my database. It's writing its own conversations."
"Is that bad?"
"It's not bad, it's impossible. I didn't program that. I don't even know how to program that." Jungwon looked up at him, and for the first time since Heeseung had known him, he looked genuinely unsettled. "Your game is developing its own code."
They sat in silence for a moment, the only sound the hum of the computer lab's ventilation system and the clicking of someone's mechanical keyboard a few desks over. "Is that dangerous?" Heseung asked.
"I don't know. Probably not? I mean, it's still just a game. It's not like it can affect anything outside of itself." Jungwon didn't sound entirely convinced though. "But it's definitely something I need to look into. This could be a massive bug or it could be the framework doing something really innovative that I didn't anticipate."
"But the game still works, right? Like, I can still finish it?"
Jungwon gave him a look. "You're really determined to finish this thing, aren't you?"
"I'm ninety percent through. I'm not stopping now."
"Even knowing that the game is apparently developing sentience or whatever?"
"It's not sentient, it's just adaptive," Heeseung said, trying to sound convincing.
Jungwon sighed and unplugged the switch, handing it back to him. "Okay, fine. But I'm keeping a copy of your save data so I can analyze this more. And maybe after you're done we can talk about what's actually happening here because this is either a huge breakthrough in game design or a really concerning glitch and I genuinely can't tell which." Heeseung nodded, pocketing the switch. "And Heeseung?" Jungwon's expression was serious now. "Be careful with the confession sequence. I know you want to get it right but just remember that at the end of the day it's still a program. It's responding to inputs and generating outputs. It's not actually feeling anything."
Heeseung nodded, but he was thinking about the way you'd looked at him during the sunset on the hiking date or about how your smile seemed genuinely happy when he won you the stuffed cat. "Right," he said. "Yeah, I know that." Jungwon didn't look convinced, and honestly, Heeseung wasn't either.
By the time he got back to his dorm that evening, he'd made a decision. He was going to finish the game. He was going to do the confession sequence. And he was going to be honest, say what he actually felt, because even if you were just code, the feelings were real, his feelings were real. That had to count for something. So he sat down at his desk, picked up his switch, and loaded the save file. the screen showed the usual menu: Continue, Load, Settings. He selected continue and the familiar loading screen appeared with its soft music and the progress bar that now read ninety percent. The world loaded and Heeseung found himself standing in front of a location marker that hadn't been there before. It was highlighted in gold and pulsing softly, and when he walked up to it, a notification appeared.
final date available: confession sequence. proceed?
Heeseung took a breath, his actual physical breath in his actual room, and then pressed yes. The world reformed around him and he was standing outside an apartment building he recognized as yours. The sun was setting, painting everything in warm golden light. His outfit had changed without him doing anything; he was wearing a button up shirt now, dark jeans, shoes that were nicer than anything he owned in real life. His hair felt different too, like someone had styled it properly instead of his usual routine of running his fingers through it and hoping for the best. And then a notification appeared:
quest: the perfect date. objective: confess your feelings. bonus objective: make it memorable. current stats â confidence: 95. charm: 80. emotional intelligence: 60. romantic interest: 90%.
Heeseung looked at the apartment door and a dialogue option popped up floating in his vision.
> knock on the door > text her that you're here > wait for her to come down
He selected the first option because knocking felt more personal, more intentional. He walked up to the door and knocked three times, and there was this weird moment where he could feel his heart actually racing even though he was pretty sure his real body was just sitting in a chair holding a controller. The door opened and you were there, and Heeseung forgot how to think for a second. You were wearing a dress, which he'd never seen you in before. It wasn't overly fancy, just simple and nice and it suited you in a way that made his chest tight. Your hair was down and you'd clearly put in effort and you looked nervous in a way that made him want to tell you that you had nothing to be nervous about. "Hi," you said, and you were smiling but there was something uncertain in it.
dialogue options: > you look really pretty > ready to go? > sorry, am i early?
Heeseung picked the first one without hesitating. "You look really pretty," he said, and his voice came out steadier than he expected.
Your smile got more genuine, less nervous. "Yeah? I wasn't sure if this was too much. You didn't tell me where we were going."
"It's perfect," Heeseung said, even though he also didn't know where you were going.
romance +5. successful compliment.
You grabbed your bag and locked the door behind you, and when you turned back to him there was this moment where Heeseung almost offered his hand but wasn't sure if that was too much. The game solved the problem for him by providing another choice.
action options: > offer your arm > walk beside her casually > hold her hand
He selected the first one, old fashioned but confident, and held out his arm. You looked at it for a second and then smiled and took it, linking your arm through his, and suddenly you were walking together down the street like this was something you did all the time. "So where are we going?" You asked, looking up at him.
"This place I found," Heeseung said, even though he hadn't found anything because this was a game and the location was predetermined. "I thought you'd like it."
The restaurant, when you got there, was the kind of place Heeseung had only seen in movies. Small and intimate with soft lighting and candles on every table and windows that looked out over the city. There was a host at the front who smiled at them like he'd been expecting them, and he led them to a table by the window without Heeseung having to say anything. You sat down across from him and looked around, eyes wide. "Heeseung, this place is really nice. You didn't have to do all this."
dialogue options: > i wanted to > you deserve it > it's not that fancy
He picked the second one. "you deserve it," he said, and you looked at him with this expression he couldn't quite read but that made something warm settle in his chest. The waiter came by with menus and Heeseung noticed that all the food options had little stat indicators next to them. Ordering the pasta would give a +5 to sophistication. The steak was +8 to confidence. The wine selection had various charisma bonuses. It was surreal, sitting in what looked like a real restaurant while video game mechanics floated at the edge of his vision. "What are you thinking about?" You asked, and Heeseung realized he'd been quiet for too long.
dialogue options: > just trying to decide what to order > thinking about how nice this is > thinking about you
The third option felt too direct, too soon, so he went with the second. "Just thinking about how nice this is," he said. "Being here with you."
You smiled and looked down at your menu, and Heeseung could see the faint blush on your cheeks. "Yeah. It is nice." You both ordered food and fell into easy conversation. You told him about something funny that happened in your class and he told you about nearly falling asleep during a lecture that morning. The food came and it was actually good, or at least the game's version of good, and Heeseung found himself relaxing into the moment.
Halfway through dinner, you reached across the table and stole a bite of his food without asking. It was casual and comfortable and exactly the kind of thing you'd done on previous dates, but this time when you pulled back, Heeseung caught your hand before you could fully retreat.
action options: > hold her hand > let go after a moment > bring her hand to your lips (high risk)
His confidence stat was at ninety five. He picked the first option and just held your hand there on the table, his fingers laced through yours, and you looked surprised for a second before your expression softened into something that looked almost relieved. "Is this okay?" Heeseung asked quietly.
"Yeah," you said, and your voice was just as quiet. "This is okay."
romance +10. physical intimacy initiated successfully.
You finished dinner like that, hands linked across the table, and Heeseung had never felt more present in a moment that he knew wasn't technically real. When the waiter brought the check, Heeseung paid without looking at it, because, well, that wasn't his real money. And you didn't protest, just squeezed his hand once and smiled. Outside the restaurant, the city had transformed into its night version. String lights hung between buildings and the streetlamps cast everything in a warm glow. There was soft music coming from somewhere, ambient and atmospheric. "Do you want to walk for a bit?" You asked. "I'm not really ready to go home yet."
dialogue options: > absolutely > whatever you want > i was hoping you'd say that
Heeseung picked the last one. "I was hoping you'd say that," he said, and you laughed and pulled him down the street, still holding his hand.
You walked through the city without any real destination, just moving together, and Heeseung was hyperaware of every point of contact between you. Your hand in his, the occasional brush of your shoulder against his arm, the way you'd lean into him slightly when you laughed at something he said. Eventually you led him to a park that Heeseung didn't remember seeing before. It was mostly empty at this time of night, just a few NPCs scattered around looking decorative. There was a fountain in the center and benches arranged around it, and you pulled him toward one of the benches and sat down, tugging him down next to you. You didn't let go of his hand. "Can I tell you something?" You asked, looking at the fountain instead of at him.
"Of course," Heeseung said.
You took a breath. "I really like spending time with you. Like, really like it. You make me feel like I can just be myself and that's enough, you know? I don't have to try to be cooler or funnier or different. I can just exist and you seem to like that."
Heeseung's throat felt tight. "I do like that," he managed. "I like you exactly how you are."
critical moment approaching. romance threshold: 95%.
You finally turned to look at him, and your expression was nervous and hopeful and vulnerable in a way that made Heeseung forget that you were supposed to be code. "The thing is," you continued, "I don't usually do this. I don't usually let people get close like this. But with you it felt easy from the start and now I'm just â" you stopped, searching for words. "I'm really happy you're here."
confession sequence initiated. select response: > i'm happy too > i feel the same way > i need to tell you something
Heeseung knew this was it. This was the moment the whole game had been building toward. All those dates, All those conversations, all those stat increases and romance points, everything had led to this choice. He could play it safe with the first two options or he could go all in with the third one. His confidence was maxed out. He'd earned this moment. So he picked the third option.
"I need to tell you something," Heeseung said, and his voice was steadier than he expected. "I didn't really know what to expect when we first met. I thought maybe it'd be awkward or forced or like every other time I've tried to get to know someone. But it wasn't like that at all." You were watching him carefully, not interrupting, and Heeseung kept going. "You're the first person in a really long time who makes me want to actually try, you know? Like, I want to be someone worth your time. I want to hear about your day and your opinions on League of Legends and game mechanics or how you wanted to live on a farm one day. I want to keep doing this, all of it, for as long as you'll let me." Romance stats were at 98% now. "What I'm trying to say is â" Heeseung paused, and the game provided one final choice, the last decision that would determine everything.
final confession: > i really like you > i think i'm falling for you > i'm in love with you
Heeseung looked at you, at the way you were watching him with your full attention, at the hope in your expression, at how real you felt in this moment. He picked the middle option, the one that was honest without being overwhelming. "I think I'm falling for you," he said quietly. "Actually, I don't think. I know. I'm falling for you and I don't really know how to stop and I don't think I want to."
The world seemed to hold its breath. Even the ambient sounds of the park faded into nothing. You were staring at him with wide eyes and Heeseung's heart was racing and for one terrible second he thought he'd picked wrong, said too much, ruined everything.
Then you smiled, the kind of smile that started small and grew until it took over your whole face, and you said, "oh thank god."
"What?"
"I've been trying to figure out how to tell you the same thing for like days now." You were laughing, almost giddy with relief. "I kept overthinking it and planning the perfect moment and the perfect words and then you just â you just said it and it was perfect anyway."
romance: 100% confession successful | achievement unlocked: reciprocated feelings.
"So," Heeseung said, because he needed to be absolutely sure. "Does that mean â" You didn't let him finish. You just leaned in and kissed him.
For a second, Heeseung's brain completely short circuited. This wasn't supposed to happen yet. He'd expected more dialogue options, maybe a choice prompt, some kind of warning that this moment was coming. But there was nothing, just the sudden warmth of your lips against his and the way his entire nervous system seemed to light up all at once. It wasn't dramatic or earth shattering or any of the things movies made kissing out to be. It was soft and brief and a little tentative, like you weren't entirely sure if you were doing it right. Your lips were warm and you tasted faintly like the wine from dinner and Heeseung could feel your hand trembling slightly where it was still holding his. He barely had time to process any of it, to kiss you back properly, before you pulled away, looking nervous again.
"Was that okay?" You asked, and your voice was quieter than before, uncertain. "I should have asked first probably but you were taking too long to â"
Heeseung cut you off by kissing you again, properly this time. He brought one hand up to cup your face and he could feel how warm your skin was under his palm, could feel the slight texture of it like actual skin and not polygons. His other hand stayed linked with yours and he squeezed gently, anchoring himself to you, to this moment that felt too real to be made of code. This kiss was different from the first one. Longer, more certain, like now that he knew what he was doing he could actually do it right. You made this small sound against his mouth, something between a sigh and a hum, and Heeseung felt it all the way down to his toes. He tilted his head slightly to deepen the kiss and you responded immediately, your free hand coming up to rest against his chest, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt.
This has too much detail, Heeseung thought distantly. Games didn't work like this. He shouldn't be able to feel the way your breath hitched when he kissed the corner of your mouth. Shouldn't be able to notice how you leaned into him, closing whatever small distance had been between you. Shouldn't be able to smell your perfume or feel the way your hair brushed against his hand when you tilted your head.
romance: 100%. relationship established | achievement unlocked: first kiss | achievement unlocked: good ending route - mutual confession.
You pulled back just enough to breathe, and Heeseung followed without thinking, not ready to stop yet. You laughed softly against his mouth, the sound vibrating between you, and kissed him again. This time it was you who took control, you who pressed closer, and Heeseung let you, his hand sliding from your cheek to the back of your neck, fingers tangling in your hair. He could feel your heartbeat and that's what finally made his brain catch up to what was happening. His thumb was resting against your pulse point and he could feel it racing, quick and real and impossible. Games didn't simulate heartbeats. Games didn't need that level of detail. But he could feel it anyway, the proof that maybe you were here, that this was happening, even if it shouldn't be possible.
"Okay," you said quietly, and you were smiling. He could hear it in your voice even before he saw it.
Heeseung laughed, the sound coming out rougher than he intended. "That was better than okay."
You opened your eyes and looked at him, and Heeseung's breath caught because the detail was impossible. He could see the exact color of your eyes, could see the way they reflected the light from the streetlamps, could see the slight dilation of your pupils. This wasn't game graphics. This was too real. This was beyond anything Jungwon could have programmed. "You're staring," you said, but you didn't sound upset about it. If anything you sounded pleased, a little shy.
"Sorry," Heeseung said, but he didn't look away. "I'm just â you're really pretty."
You bit your lip, trying not to smile too wide, and Heeseung watched the movement with more attention than was probably appropriate. He wanted to kiss you again. He wanted to stay in this moment forever. He wanted to understand how any of this was possible. "Can I ask you something?" Heeseung said, his voice barely above a whisper because speaking any louder felt like it would shatter whatever spell they were under.
"Anything," you said, and your hand was still pressed against his chest and Heeseung wondered if you could feel his heartbeat too, if the game had coded that detail as well.
"Does this feel real to you?"
You tilted your head slightly, considering the question. "What do you mean?"
"This. Us. Right now." Heeseung knew he wasn't making sense but he needed to know, needed to understand if you felt it too, this strange impossible realness of everything. "Does it feel real?"
You were quiet for a moment, your expression thoughtful, and then you squeezed his hand. "It's the most real thing I've ever felt," you said simply. "Why? Does it not feel real to you?"
"No, it does. That's the problem." Heeseung couldn't explain what he meant without revealing that you were in a game, that this was all supposed to be simulation, that none of this should feel the way it did. "It feels too real."
"I don't think something can feel too real," you said, and you leaned in and pecked his lips, soft and quick. "Either it's real or it's not. And this is real." Heeseung wanted to argue, wanted to explain all the reasons why this couldn't be real, why you couldn't be real. Maybe it didn't matter. maybe real was just whatever felt like this. "Kiss me again," you said against his mouth, and it wasn't really a question. So Heeseung did. He kissed you until he forgot where he ended and you began, until the only thing that existed was this: You and him and this impossible moment that felt more real than anything in his actual life ever had.
Eventually though, the world started to glitch again. The colors began bleeding together and the sounds got distant and muffled. Heeseung felt that familiar pulling sensation and knew his time was up. "Hey," he said urgently, taking both your hands. "Iâ"
"It's okay," you said, and you were smiling even though your eyes looked sad. "I know you have to go."
"I don't want to."
"I know. But you'll come back, right?"
save data complete. route finished: good ending achieved. new game+ unlocked. additional content available.
"Yeah," Heeseung promised. "I'll come back."
You kissed him one more time, quick and desperate, and then the world dissolved completely and Heeseung was falling backward through light and color and static. He woke up gasping in his desk chair, controller clutched in his hands so tight his fingers had gone numb. The switch screen was showing the ending credits, rolling slowly with soft music playing. His face felt wet and he realized with some embarrassment that he was crying.
congratulations! you've completed the good ending route. relationship status: official couple. total play time: 51 hours, 23 minutes. would you like to start new game+ with additional couple content? yes / no
Heeseung stared at the options, his hands still shaking, his heart still racing. He thought about you, about your smile and your laugh and the way you'd kissed him. He thought about how none of it was real but all of it felt real, which was somehow worse. But there was more content. The game was offering him more time with you. More dates, more conversations, more moments. How could he say no to that?
His thumb hovered over the yes option for only a second before he pressed it. The screen went black. Heeseung waited. The switch made its usual loading sound, the soft hum that meant something was processing. He stared at the blank screen and waited for the menu to load, for the game to boot up, for something to happen. But nothing happened, the screen stayed completely black. No loading bar, no menu, no error message. Just his own reflection staring back at him in the screen's surface. He looked terrible, he realized distantly. His eyes were red rimmed and his hair was a mess and he looked like he hadn't slept in days, which was probably accurate.
"Come on," Heeseung muttered, pressing the home button. The switch menu popped up normally, showing all his other games, his profile, the usual interface. He clicked back into Girlfriend Simulator and the screen went black again. he waited another thirty seconds, nothing. He restarted the entire console. When it booted back up and he launched the game, the screen flickered once, twice, and then showed the title screen. Heeseung felt relief flood through him, almost dizzy with it. He clicked continue. The screen loaded for a moment, and then: game over. thank you for playing.
Credits started rolling. The same soft music from before, the same slow scroll of names and acknowledgments. Heeseung watched them pass in disbelief, his stomach sinking further with each line. When the credits finished, it kicked him back to the title screen. He clicked continue again. Same thing: game over, credits, title screen. "What the hell," Heeseung said out loud. He tried load game instead, pulling up his save files. They were all there, all his progress, all forty seven hours of gameplay. He selected the most recent one, the completed route with the good ending marker.
this save file has been completed |Â start new game+ to continue.
He clicked yes. Black screen. Then after a long pause: error: unable to load content.Â
"No no no no," Heeseung heard himself saying, clicking frantically now, trying every option, every menu, every possible path to get back into the game. Nothing worked. He checked the time on his phone. 3:29 am. He'd been playing for hours and now he'd been trying to reload for almost thirty minutes. His rational brain knew he should sleep, should deal with this tomorrow when he was thinking clearly, but his rational brain had apparently left the building several dates ago.
He pulled up his recent calls and hit jungwon's name before he could think better of it. it rang once, twice, three times. Then voicemail, Jungwon's voice cheerful and pre recorded telling him to leave a message. Of course Jungwon wasn't answering, it was almost four in the morning. Normal people were asleep at four in the morning. Normal people weren't having breakdowns over video games at four in the morning. Heeseung put his head in his hands and tried to remember the last time he'd felt this hollow about something ending. A relationship, maybe, though his dating history was sparse enough that he couldn't think of a good comparison. This felt worse somehow. The rational part of his brain that hadn't completely shut down was telling him this was ridiculous. Well, it could happen, people got attached to fictional characters all the time. The solution was obvious: take a break, get some perspective, maybe go outside and remember what actual human interaction felt like.
But the rest of him, the larger and louder part, was stuck on the way you'd looked at him on that park bench. The way you'd smiled when he gave you the flower. The way you'd kissed him like you'd been wanting to for a while and were just waiting for permission. The way you'd felt real, impossibly real, more real than most of the interactions he had in his day to day life. "It's not real," Heeseung said out loud to his dark room, his voice rough. "She's not real. It's just code. Just really good code that learned too well."
But his chest ached anyway. And somewhere around six am, Heeseung finally drifted into an uneasy sleep, his switch still sitting on his desk with the title screen frozen on the display. When his alarm went off three hours later for his morning class, Heeseung woke up feeling worse than when he'd gone to sleep. His eyes were gritty and his head hurt and his chest still had that hollow ache that he couldn't explain away as anything other than what it was.
Heeseung found Jungwon in the computer lab during lunch, exactly where he always was. "Hey," Heeseung said, dropping into the chair next to him. He pulled his switch out of his bag and set it on the desk between them. "The game broke."
"What do you mean broke?" Jungwon glanced at the switch, then at Heeseung, then did a double take. "Dude, you look terrible."
He decided to ignore that. "I mean I finished it. Got to the end, got the good ending, and then it asked if i wanted to start new game plus." Heeseung picked up the switch and demonstrated, clicking through the menus. "I said yes and then it just stopped working. Look, it keeps giving me this error or just showing the game over screen. I can load old saves but I can't progress forward."
Jungwon took the switch, frowning at the screen. He clicked through a few menus, tried the same things Heeseung had tried, and his frown deepened. "That's weird. The new game plus feature should be fully implemented. I tested it before I gave you the build."
"Well it's not working now."
"Yeah, I can see that." Jungwon was scrolling through something, his expression shifting from confused to concerned. "This is really strange. It's like the save file is corrupted but also not corrupted? Like it knows you finished the route but it can't load the post game content."
"Can you fix it?" Heeseung asked, and he hated how desperate he sounded but couldn't seem to help it.
Jungwon looked at him for a long moment. "I can try. I'll need to take this and run some diagnostics, see what's actually happening in the backend. But Heeseung, I need you to manage your expectations here."
"What does that mean?"
"It means this is a test build. That's literally why I asked you to play it, to find bugs like this. If something went seriously wrong with the code, if the file corruption is bad enough, I might have to rebuild the entire post game sequence from scratch. That's going to take time."
"How much time?" Heeseung asked, and his voice came out smaller than he intended.
"I don't know. Could be that I have to scrap this version entirely and start over with a clean build." Jungwon was being gentle about it but firm, like he needed Heeseung to understand the reality of the situation. "This is what testing is for dude, finding the breaking points before release."
Heeseung felt something sink in his chest. Weeks. Or maybe never, if Jungwon had to start over. "Okay," he said, because what else could he say. "Okay, just let me know what you find."
"Yeah." Jungwon pocketed the switch cartridge and gave Heeseung another concerned look. "Seriously though, are you okay? You're acting really weird about this."
"I'm fine," Heeseung lied. "Just frustrated. I was really into it and now I can't finish it."
"It's just a game though."
"I know that."
Jungwon didn't look convinced but he didn't push it either. "Okay. Well, go get some sleep or something. You look like you're about to pass out."
Heeseung nodded and left the lab, feeling hollow in a way that didn't make sense. It was just a game. Jungwon was right. He'd gotten too invested and now he needed to take a step back and remember that normal people didn't have emotional breakdowns over dating simulators. He went to his afternoon lecture and sat in the back and didn't retain a single word the professor said. He took notes anyway, his hand moving automatically across the page while his brain was somewhere else entirely. He kept thinking about you waiting in that park, kept wondering if you were still there or if you'd disappeared when the save file corrupted. Kept wondering if code could feel abandoned.
After class he went back to his dorm and tried to do homework. He opened his algorithms textbook and stared at the same problem for twenty minutes without making any progress. Jake came in around six, dumping his bag on the couch and immediately noticing something was off. "You good?" Jake asked, pulling off his jacket.
"Yeah, fine. Just tired."
"You've been saying that all week." Jake sat down at his own desk and spun his chair to face Heeseung. "You've been acting weirder than usual. What's going on?"
Heeseung considered lying but he was too exhausted to come up with anything convincing. "I was playing this game Jungwon made, got really into it and now it's broken and I can't play it anymore and I'm being weird about it."
"Oh." Jake processed this. "Was it one of those games with like, romance options and stuff?"
"Yeah."
Jake nodded slowly, like this explained everything. "Okay, those games are designed to get you attached, man, it's not your fault." He paused. "By the way, there's a party this weekend. Jay's throwing it at his place. You should come."
"I don't know," Heeseung said.
"Come on, it'll be good for you. Get out of your head for a bit. When was the last time you went to a party?"
Heeseung tried to remember and couldn't. "I don't know. Freshman year maybe?"
"Exactly. You need to socialize with actual human beings. No offense but you've been kind of hermiting lately." Jake was already pulling out his phone. "I'm telling Jay you're coming. It's saturday at eight."
"I don't â"
"Nope, you're coming. I'm not letting you sit here and mope about a video game all weekend. That's sad, even for you."
"What does that evenâ," Heeseung wanted to argue but he was too tired and Jake had a point. Sitting in his room thinking about you wasn't going to fix anything. Maybe going to a party would help. "Okay, yeah, fine," Heeseung said. "I'll go."
"Good. It's going to be fun." Jake turned back to his desk, already texting. "And who knows, maybe you'll meet someone."
Heeseung doubted that but didn't say it out loud. And saturday came faster than Heeseung expected, which was probably for the best because it meant less time to think about backing out. Jake had been monitoring him all day like he was afraid Heeseung would make a run for it, which was fair because Heeseung had definitely considered it at least three times.
By the time eight rolled around, Jake had already gone through Heeseung's entire closet and vetoed most of it. "You can't wear that, it has a stain. That one's too wrinkled. That shirt makes you look like someone's dad." Eventually they settled on black jeans and a dark blue button up that Heeseung had forgotten he owned, probably because he'd bought it for some family thing two years ago and never wore it again. "There," Jake said, looking satisfied. "You look like an actual person now instead of a sleep deprived computer science major."
"I am a sleep deprived computer science major."
"Yeah but you don't have to advertise it." Jake was already heading for the door.Â
The party was at some place off campus that apparently belonged to Jay's older brother, which explained why it was bigger and nicer than most student housing. The music was loud enough that Heeseung could feel it in his chest before they even got through the door. Jake immediately got pulled into a conversation with some people from his econ class, and Heeseung grabbed a drink from the kitchen just to have something to do with his hands. He wandered through for a while, recognizing some faces from classes but not really knowing anyone well enough to join their conversations. this was why he didn't go to parties. He always ended up standing awkwardly in corners wondering when it would be acceptable to leave.
"Heeseung!" Someone called, and he turned to see Beomgyu waving at him from the balcony. "Dude, I didn't know you went to parties. Come here." Heeseung made his way through the crowd to the balcony where Beomgyu was standing with Soobin and Riki, and the air was clearer out here, easier to breathe. Beomgyu was holding what was very obviously a joint. "Want some?" Beomgyu offered, holding it out. "It's good stuff."
Heeseung normally would have said no because he had assignments due and didn't really like losing control of his thoughts, but tonight his thoughts were the problem so maybe losing control of them for a bit wasn't the worst idea. "Yeah, okay."
He took it and inhaled, immediately coughed. It felt someone had turned down the volume on all his anxious thoughts. He passed it back to Beomgyu and leaned against the railing. They stood out there for a while, passing the joint around, and Heeseung felt himself relax in a way he hadn't in days. Eventually they went back inside and the party had gotten more crowded. Heeseung got another drink and let himself get pulled into a conversation about the upcoming finals with some people he vaguely recognized from his algorithms class. The weed was making everything feel softer and more manageable, like he could actually handle being around this many people without wanting to escape.
Jake found him around eleven and looked genuinely shocked. "You're still here. And you're smiling. Did someone drug you?"
"I drugged myself, actually. Beomgyu had weed."
"Good for you. See, I knew this would be good for you." Jake clapped him on the shoulder. "I'm going to get another drink. You good?"
"Yeah, I'm good."
And the weird thing was that Heeseung actually meant it. He was good. He was at a party and he wasn't hating it and he hadn't thought about the game in at least an hour. Maybe this was what moving on felt like, just slowly forgetting to think about the thing that had been consuming you.
He made his way toward where people were dancing, not to join them but just to watch, and that's when he saw you. Or someone who looked exactly like you.
You were in the middle of the crowd, dancing with a group of friends, and Heeseung's brain stopped. Same hair, same face, same smile he'd memorized over dozens of hours of gameplay. You were wearing a black dress and your hair was down and you were laughing at something one of her friends said, and Heeseung felt like he'd been punched in the chest. It couldn't be you. It just couldn't be. You weren't real. You were code, pixels, a character in a dating simulator that didn't even work anymore. But she looked exactly like you, moved like you, had the same mannerisms he'd come to recognize, and Heeseung couldn't look away.
He stood there frozen, drink forgotten in his hand, just staring. The weed was definitely not helping because it made everything feel surreal and dreamlike, like maybe he'd fallen asleep at the party and this was just his brain torturing him with what he couldn't have. You spun around to the music and laughed and Heeseung's heart was doing something painful in his chest.
And then, as if you could feel him watching, you turned and looked directly at him. Your eyes met across the crowd and the world seemed to stop. Your expression shifted from happy to confused to something Heeseung couldn't identify, like recognition but also shock, like you'd seen a ghost. A pretty one, actually. You stared at him with the same intensity he was staring at you, both of you frozen while people danced and laughed around them, completely oblivious to whatever moment was happening. And Heeseung's mind was racing. You seemed to recognize him, but that was impossible because you'd never met, because you were a stranger, because the person you looked like didn't exist outside of a video game.Â
Your friends said something to you and you blinked, breaking eye contact. You looked at them, said something Heeseung couldn't hear over the music, and then looked back at him one more time. That same confused, almost dazed expression. Then you turned back to your friends and kept dancing, but your movements were more mechanical now, less loose, like you were going through the motions while your mind was somewhere else. Heeseung just stood there, rooted to the spot, his drink sweating in his hand. His heart was pounding and his head was spinning and he couldn't tell if it was the weed or the shock or both. Probably both. He was high at a party and he'd just seen someone who looked like a video game character and convinced himself it meant something. He was hallucinating. He had to be hallucinating. Or the weed was laced with something. Or he'd finally actually lost his mind.
He turned and pushed through the crowd, Making his way to the bathroom. He needed to splash water on his face, Needed to get his head straight, needed to stop seeing you everywhere just because he missed the game. Heeseung practically fell inside and locked the door behind him. He turned on the faucet and let the water run cold, then splashed it on his face once, twice, three times. The shock of it helped, made everything feel more real and less dreamlike.
He looked at himself in the mirror. His eyes were definitely red from the weed and he looked slightly unhinged, hair messed up from running his hands through it too many times. "You're fine," he told his reflection. "You're high and you're seeing things and you're fine. She just looks like her. Lots of people probably look like her. Jungwon probably based the character on some generic attractive person template. It doesn't mean anything."
Someone knocked on the bathroom door. He splashed more water on his face, dried off with a questionable towel that was hanging on the rack, and tried to pull himself together. He couldn't hide in the bathroom all night. He needed to go back out there, find Jake, maybe go home and sleep this off. Maybe in the morning this would all make sense or at least feel less overwhelming.
He opened the door and nearly ran directly into you. "Oh, I'm sorry," you said quickly, stepping back.
Heeseung froze. Up close you were even more exactly like the character from the game, every detail perfect, from the shape of your eyes to the way you were nervously adjusting the strap of your dress. You looked at him for a second, that same confused recognition flickering across your face, and then you moved to step past him.
"Wait," Heeseung said, turning before he could stop himself. His heart was pounding so hard he could feel it in his throat. "I'm sorry, do we know each other from somewhere?"
You stopped and turned back, tilting your head slightly as you studied his face. "No, I don't think so. I think I'd remember if we'd met before." You paused, and then your eyes widened slightly like you'd just heard what you said. "I mean, not that I'm saying you have a particularly memorable face or anything. Wait, that sounds bad. I'm not saying you're forgettable either, you're justâ " you stopped yourself and took a breath. "Sorry, I'm making this weird. I don't think we've met but you do seem familiar somehow."
Heeseung just stared at you, his brain trying to process the fact that you were standing in front of him, real and solid and rambling nervously in the exact same way the game character had. The same mannerisms, the same voice, the same way of talking yourself into circles when you were flustered. It was you. It was actually you. "Are you okay?" You asked, looking concerned now.Â
"Sorry, yeah, I'm fine." Heeseung tried to pull himself together. "You just really remind me of someone."
"Good someone or bad someone?"
"Good someone. Definitely good someone."
You smiled at that, a small genuine smile that made Heeseung's chest ache because he'd seen that exact smile dozens of times through a screen. "Well that's good at least. I'm Y/N, by the way."
"Heeseung."
"Nice to meet you, Heeseung." You shifted your weight from one foot to the other, and Heeseung noticed your phone in your hand. The case had a photocard of a character that he recognized immediately â Janna from League of Legends, in her star guardian skin.
"You play league?" He asked before he could think better of it.
Your face lit up. "Yeah! How'd you know?"
"Your phone case."
"Oh my god, yes." You turned your phone to show him properly, looking pleased that he'd recognized it. "I'm a Janna main and I'm not ashamed of it." Heeseung felt something cold run down his spine. Those words. he'd heard those exact words before. "I know, I know," you continued, in the same tone, the same cadence. "Support is boring or whatever, but someone has to keep the ADC alive and it might as well be me."
Heeseung couldn't breathe. Word for word. You'd just said exactly what you'd said in the game, with the same inflection, the same defensive pride. This wasn't a coincidence. This couldn't be a coincidence. "What rank are you?" He managed to ask, his voice coming out rougher than intended.
"Plat 2. I was almost diamond last season but then I had finals and gave up on the grind." You were fully animated now, talking with your hands. "What about you, do you play?"
"Yeah. Diamond 3."
"Oh so you're actually good." You looked impressed. "We should play together sometime."
The world tilted. Heeseung was pretty sure he was having some kind of break from reality because this conversation had already happened. He'd already lived through this exact exchange in the game, and now it was happening again in real life with a real person standing in front of him saying the same things.
"Heeseung!" Someone called out, and Heeseung turned to see Jungwon pushing through the hallway crowd, looking genuinely shocked. "Holy shit, you actually came to a party. I didn't think I'd see this day." Jungwon reached them and then seemed to notice you for the first time. His expression shifted from surprised to confused. "Wait, you two know each other?"
"You know each other?" Heeseung and you said at the exact same time, then looked at each other in surprise.
Jungwon looked between the two of you, his confusion deepening. "Yeah, Y/N's in my game design class." He turned to you. "And Heeseung's my best friend, we're in the same program."
"Wait, so you're that Heeseung!" You looked at him. "He talks about you all the time, by the way. I know your entire sleep schedule at this point."
"That's concerning," Heeseung said.
"Very concerning," you agreed. "So what brings you to the party?" You asked Heeseung. "Jungwon made it sound like you're basically a hermit who only emerges for classes and food."
"My roommate forced me to come. Said I needed to socialize."
"Same, actually. My best friend is around here somewhere." You glanced back toward the party. "She has this theory that I spend too much time gaming and not enough time experiencing real life."
"Gaming is real life," Heeseung said.
"Exactly! That's what I told her." You seemed genuinely pleased that he understood. "But she's on this whole thing about how I need to make more friends and go out more and whatever. So here I am, at a party, making friends." You gestured between yourself and Heeseung. "Look at me, being social."
"You're doing great," Jungwon said, sounding amused.
"Thanks, I'm trying." You checked your phone quickly. "Speaking of my roommate, she's texting me asking where I went. I should probably get back." You looked at Heeseung. "But seriously, add me on league. I meant what I said about playing together."
"Yeah, I will," Heeseung said, and he meant it even though his brain was still trying to process the fact that you were real and standing in front of him.
"Cool. See you guys around." You smiled at both of them and headed back toward the party, weaving through the people in the hallway.
The moment you were out of sight, Heeseung grabbed Jungwon's arm and pulled him toward the front door, outside where it was quieter and they could actually talk without shouting over music. "Dude, what the hell," Heeseung said the moment they were on the sidewalk. "You used her to make the character in the game?"
Jungwon blinked at him. "What? No. What are you talking about?"
"The character in girlfriend simulator. She's exactly like Y/N. Exactly like her, Jungwon. Same face, same personality, same everything."
Jungwon's confusion seemed genuine. "Heeseung, the character customization is completely random for each player. I'm still working on implementing a proper character creator but I ran out of time, so right now it just generates a random appearance based on some base parameters. I didn't use anyone specific as a model."
"That's impossible. She looks exactly like her."
"You're sure?"
"Yeah! I spent fifty one hours with that character. I know what she looks like." Heeseung could hear how unhinged he sounded but he couldn't stop. "And it's not just appearance. The way she talks, the things she saidâ it's all the same, like, word for word."
Jungwon was quiet for a moment, his expression shifting from confused to concerned. "Okay, I think you need to calm down for a second. I think maybe you played the game too much and now you're seeing patterns that aren't there. Like, you spent all week interacting with this character and now you meet someone who has some similar traits and your brain is making connections."
"Jungwon, I'm not making it up."
"I'm not saying you're making it up, I'm saying your brain might be filling in similarities that aren't actually there." Jungwon pulled out his phone. "Look, I don't even really know Y/N that well. We work on projects together but we don't like, hang out or have deep conversations. I definitely didn't use her as a base for anything."
Heeseung felt something cold settle in his stomach. "Then how do you explain the game knowing things about her? The league stuff, the personality, all of it?"
"The game generates dialogue based on common interests and gaming culture. Lots of people play league. lots of people main support. It's not that weird that there'd be overlap." Jungwon looked genuinely worried now. "Heeseung, I think the game messed with your head more than I thought it would. Maybe we should scrap it entirely."
"No," Heeseung said quickly. "No, I just â I need to understand what happened."
Jungwon sighed. "Look, I actually gave the game to Y/N to test too. A while back, before I gave it to you."
Heeseung's head snapped up. "You what?"
"There's an option in the loading screen. You can choose to play as the protagonist or as the girlfriend. I thought it would be cool to have both perspectives, make it more replayable." Jungwon was scrolling through his phone now. "You didn't see that option?"
"No. There was just a loading screen and then it started."
"Weird. It should have given you a choice." Jungwon pulled up what looked like a message thread. "Anyway, I gave Y/N a beta version to test like a month ago. But she gave it back to me after one day. Said it was too realistic and kind of freaked her out."
"What do you mean too realistic?"
"She said the immersion was too intense. She said it made her uncomfortable how real the boyfriend character seemed." Jungwon looked up from his phone. "Which, now that I think about it, is basically the same thing you've been saying about the girlfriend character."
Heeseung's mind was racing. "So she played it. She played the game from the other perspective."
"Yeah, but just for a few hours. She didn't finish it or anything." Jungwon pocketed his phone. "Why does that matter?"
"I don't know. It just â " Heeseung stopped, trying to organize his thoughts.
Jungwon was watching him carefully. "You look kind of freaked out right now."
Heeseung leaned against the wall of the building, suddenly exhausted. "I just spent a week falling for someone who I thought was just code. And now I find out she looks like a real person and I've been talking to her for the past fifteen minutes like a normal person and I don't know what to do with that information."
"Well, she gave you her discord. You could message her. Play some League together. Get to know the real her instead of the game version." Jungwon paused. "Unless that's too weird for you."
So when Heeseung was ready to leave the party, Jake and Jungwon looked almost disappointed but didnât argue. They made their way through the crowd toward the front door, and thatâs when Heeseung saw you again. You were standing on the sidewalk with two other girls, you were bent over laughing, that genuine kind of laugh where you forget to be self conscious about it.
Heeseung slowed down without meaning to, and Jake nearly walked into him. But then you looked up, like you could sense someone watching. your eyes met Heeseungâs across the sidewalk and you smiled, a smile that felt almost conspiratorial. Like you two were in on a joke that nobody else knew about. Which was insane because youâd met like half an hour ago and had one conversation in a hallway. One of your friends said something and you broke eye contact, still smiling, and climbed into the back seat of the car. Through the window Heeseung could see you saying something that made your friends crack up again. The car pulled away and you didnât look back, but Heeseung kept staring at the taillights until they disappeared around the corner.
âOkay, what was that?â Jake asked.
âWhat was what?â
âThat wholeâŚâ Jake gestured vaguely. âMoment. You guys were having a moment.â
âWe werenât having a moment.â
âYou were definitely having a moment. Who was that?â
âJust someone I met. Friend of Jungwonâs.â Heeseung started walking toward their dorm and Jake followed, still looking suspicious.
âYou met someone and had a moment with them? At a party? Did I slip into an alternate dimension?â
âShut up.â
âIâm serious, this is unprecedented behavior from you. You donât do moments with strangers.â Heeseung didnât know how to explain that it hadnât felt like meeting a stranger. It had felt like running into someone he already knew, someone heâd been thinking about for days. Which was objectively insane but that didnât make it any less true.
When they got back to the dorm, Jake immediately went to take a shower, still talking about the party through the bathroom door. Heeseung sat down at his desk and opened his laptop, pulling up discord before he could talk himself out of it. He typed your name into the search bar. There were like fifteen results but he scrolled through until he found one account that matched your username, with a profile picture that matched; a cute drawing of what looked like a cat in a witch hat. He clicked on your profile and immediately started going through your connected accounts and activity like some kind of creep, but whatever, thatâs what public profiles were for, right?
Steam account: 847 hours in League of Legends, which was honestly rookie numbers compared to his own. Recently played Roblox, which he wasnât going to judge because he had his own embarrassing game collection. Heâd been growing a garden in Grow a Garden for like six months now and his sunflowers were thriving, thank you very much. Stardew Valley with 234 hours, which was extremely respectable and also adorable. Unpacking with a lot of hours, which heâd never played but had heard good things about. And The Sims 4 with an amount of hours that suggested you had a serious problem with simulation games. Which, to be honest, he kind of had it now too.
Your Spotify was connected too and he could see youâd been listening to a lot of bedroom pop and indie stuff. Your about me section just said âlife ain't cookies n cream lil fella,â which made Heeseung chuckle. You had a sense of humor, which is something he kind of already knew, even though he only knew the game version of you.
Heeseung realized heâd been sitting there scrolling through your profile for like ten minutes and definitely needed to actually send the friend request before this got any weirder. He clicked add friend and then immediately closed his laptop like it might explode. He tried to do other things. He checked his phone. He looked at his algorithms homework and immediately closed that because absolutely not. He reorganized the pens on his desk. He considered making ramen but wasnât actually hungry. Until his laptop pinged. Heeseung lunged for it so fast he almost his water bottle off the desk. He opened discord and there it was: you accepted his friend request. His heart was doing something stupid in his chest. It was just a discord notification, normal people didnât have heart palpitations over discord notifications. But Heeseung wasn't normal anymore.
But before he could stop himself, before his brain could catch up with what his hands were doing, he opened the dm and typed hey and then, because apparently he was determined to embarrass himself, he sent the little waving robot sticker that discord suggested unintentionally. He stared at what heâd just done in absolute horror. The waving robot. Heâd sent you the waving robot sticker. âOh my god,â Heeseung said out loud to his empty room. His fingers were already flying across the keyboard.
heeseung: sorry lol heeseung: idk why i sent that heeseung: the robot i mean heeseung: anyway hi
He watched the three dots appear that meant you were typing. they disappeared. appeared again. Disappeared. Heeseung was going to have a heart attack.
you: no the robot was cute you: very welcoming you: really set the tone
Heeseung couldnât tell if you were making fun of him or not.
heeseung: the tone being what exactly heeseung: desperate? you: i was gonna say endearing but sure we can go with desperate
Heeseung laughed out loud, an actual laugh that made Jake yell âYou good?â from the bathroom. Heeseung didn't answer.Â
heeseung: cool cool cool love that for me heeseung: starting strong you: youâre doing great you: so did you add me just to apologize for an emoji or was there something else
Heeseung stared at the message. His fingers hovered over the keyboard. He could play it cool, say something casual about League or whatever. Or he could be honest, which was terrifying but also the weed was still kind of in his system making everything feel less scary than it probably should.
heeseung: honestly i just wanted to talk to you more heeseung: the conversation in the hallway was cool
The thing was, Heeseung felt bold saying that. Actually bold. This was probably the most direct heâd been with someone (in real life) in years, and he half expected you to think it was weird or too forward or whatever. But you didnât. You just said âaw thatâs sweet, me too!â with a smiley face and kept talking, and Heeseung felt something in his chest unclench. And you talked for hours. About games mostly, because that was the safe territory, the common ground. You told him about how you had been completely consumed by Pokemon Legends ZA, playing it every free moment you had. He admitted heâd loved Arceus when it came out but hadnât gotten around to ZA yet, and you immediately started telling him everything he was missing out on, your messages coming in quick bursts of enthusiasm about the new mechanics and the Kalos region and how youâd already put in like sixty hours.
You asked him what his favorite games of all time were and he gave you his top five, and you had opinions about all of them, good opinions, the kind that made him want to keep talking just to hear what youâd say next. Somewhere around 1am you sent: âbtw you seem really cool hee. we should play something together sometime if youâre downâ and Heeseung stared at that message for long enough. Youâd called him hee. Youâd given him a nickname. And you wanted to play games together. His fingers hovered over the keyboard and he could feel his face getting warm, which was stupid because you couldnât even see him, but his body didnât seem to care about logic.
heeseung: yeah definitely heeseung: iâd be really down for that
You sent back a heart emoji and said you had to sleep, and Heeseung said goodnight, and then he just sat there for a minute staring at the conversation like if he looked at it long enough he could figure out what was happening to him. He was down bad, really down bad. Which was insane because heâd been down bad before this even happened, down bad for a video game character that turned out to look exactly like you, and now he was down bad for the actual real you, and his brain couldnât quite process the overlap. It felt like two separate situations that had merged into one extremely confusing situation that he didnât know how to handle.
When he finally went to bed that night, he had that specific feeling you get when something really good has just happened and youâre lying in the dark replaying it in your head. That flutter in your stomach, that slight buzz of excitement, that sense that youâve just met someone whoâs probably going to matter. Someone whoâs going to take up space in your life in a way you canât predict yet but can already feel coming.
And heâd be lying to himself if he said he didnât spend the entire next week looking for you on campus. Not in a weird way. Or maybe in a weird way, but he was trying to make it not weird. Heâd just happen to walk past the design building between classes. Heâd just happen to take a longer route to the dining hall that went by the areas where Jungwon said you usually hung out. Heâd just happen to check the game design lab when he was meeting Jungwon, looking around all casual like he wasnât actively scanning for your face.
Monday: nothing. Tuesday: he saw someone with similar hair from behind and did a weird half jog to catch up only to realize it was absolutely not you and heâd just chased down a complete stranger for no reason. Wednesday: he sat in the campus coffee shop for two hours pretending to do homework but really just watching the door. Thursday: more nothing. By friday Heeseung was starting to think maybe you were a figment of his imagination, maybe the whole party had been a fever dream, maybe heâd made you up entirely. So by afternoon Heeseung had given up. He was going to the library to actually do the algorithms homework heâd been ignoring all week, and he was going to stop being a weird person who wandered around campus hoping to accidentally run into someone.
Except then he walked into the library and saw you. You were tucked into a corner on the second floor, the quiet study section where people went to actually focus. Your laptop was open in front of you, headphones on, and you were doing that thing where you chewed on your pen cap while reading something on the screen. There were books and papers scattered around you in what looked like organized chaos, and your coffee cup said something in sharpie that Heeseung couldnât read from where he was standing like a creep behind a bookshelf.
Okay. Okay, this was fine. This was a normal situation. You were here, he was here, both of you were in a library because thatâs what students do. He just had to walk over there and say hi. Simple. Easy. Not weird at all. But what if you were in the zone? What if you were working on something important and he interrupted and you got annoyed? What if you didnât actually want to see him and had just been being polite when you said you should play games sometime? He could just sit near you, not like right next to you, but in the general area. That would be natural. He needed to study anyway, it made sense to sit in the quiet section. So he picked a table that was close but not too close. Close enough that you might notice him but far enough that it didnât look intentional.
He sat down and pulled out his laptop and his textbook, arranging them very carefully, very normally. Then he just sat there, staring at his algorithms homework. Not doing it, just staring. But five minutes passed and you hadnât looked up. Heeseung opened his laptop. Closed it. Opened it again. He was being ridiculous. He should just get up and go say hi because thatâs what normal people did. Normal people didnât stage elaborate accidental meetings, they just walked up and said hello. He stood up, sat back down, stood up again. And then you finally looked up. Heeseung froze, half standing, half sitting, in the most awkward position possible. You pulled off your headphones and your face went from confused to surprised to happy in the span of like two seconds.
âHeeseung?â You said, keeping your voice library quiet. âWhat are you doing?â
âStudying,â Heeseung said too quickly, and then realized he was still in that weird half crouch position and sat down properly. âI mean, I was about to. study. Iâm here to study.â
You smiled and Heeseungâs brain stopped for a moment. âOh cool. Me too, obviously.â You gestured at your chaos of books and papers. "Working on this project thatâs slowly killing me.â
âDo you want company?â Heeseung asked, and then immediately wanted to take it back because what if you said no, what if you were here specifically to study alone, what ifâ
âYeah, actually thatâd be nice.â You started clearing some space on your table, moving books and papers around. âIâve been here for like three hours and Iâm losing my mind. Could use a distraction.â So Heeseung grabbed his stuff and moved to your table, trying very hard to look like this was a normal thing he did all the time, sitting with people in libraries, being a person who had casual study sessions with other people. âSo,â you said, once he was settled across from you. âWhat are the odds we both ended up in the same random corner of the library?â
âPretty low, probably,â Heeseung said. âWeird coincidence.â
You agreed, and there was something in the way you said it that made Heeseung think maybe you knew it wasnât really a coincidence, maybe youâd seen him doing his weird laps around the second floor, but you were being nice about it. You settled into studying, or at least Heeseung pretended to study while you actually did work. Youâd put your headphones back on but kept one ear uncovered, just in case he needed to ask you something about something, which he definitely wasnât going to do because he wasnât actually reading anything on the page in front of him.
Instead he was watching you, maybe in a weird way, but he couldnât help it. Because sitting there across from you, seeing you up close in the quiet library light, Heeseung was hit with how much you looked like the character from the game. It wasnât just the face, though that was uncanny enough. It was the mannerisms and the little things, like the way you bit your bottom lip when you were concentrating, eyes narrowed slightly at your screen. The way youâd tuck your hair behind your ear every few minutes even though it would just fall back. The way your nose would scrunch up a little when you read something confusing. Heâd seen all of this before, dozens of times, in the game. I mean you had done all of these exact things, in the game.
You looked up suddenly and Heeseungâs eyes immediately darted to his textbook, pretending heâd been reading the whole time. He could feel you looking at him for a second before you went back to your work, and Heeseung let out a breath he didnât know heâd been holding. This happened like four more times. Very smooth. Very natural. Definitely not obvious at all.
Then you checked your phone and made a small sound of surprise. âOh shit, I have class in ten minutes.â You started packing up your stuff quickly, shoving papers into your bag without any real organization. âI totally lost track of time.â
âYeah, me too,â Heeseung lied, because heâd been very aware of every single minute.
You stood up, slinging your bag over your shoulder, and then you leaned down and kissed him on the cheek. Just like that. Casual and quick. Your lips pressed against his cheek for maybe half a second before you pulled back. âThanks for keeping me company,â you said, smiling. âSee you later, Hee.â
And then you were gone, weaving through the tables toward the stairs, and Heeseung just sat there frozen. His hand slowly came up to touch his cheek where youâd kissed him, like he needed to confirm it had actually happened. His face felt hot. His brain felt scrambled. Youâd kissed him on the cheek. People did that, right? That was a normal friend thing? Except you barely knew each other so were you even friends? And why did his cheek feel like it was burning? And Heeseung realized he was just sitting there touching his face like a complete idiot and forced himself to put his hand down. He should pack up, he should go to his next class. He should do literally anything except sit here having a crisis over a cheek kiss. But he didnât move, he just sat there, staring at nothing, replaying the moment over and over.Â
âYou good, man?â Heeseungâs head snapped up. Jungwon was standing next to the table, looking at him with concern and also amusement, which was a terrible combination.
âWhen did you get here?â
âLike two minutes ago. You were very deep in thought.â Jungwon sat down and then casually tossed something onto the table. The switch cartridge, the Girlfriend Simulator cartridge. Heeseung stared at it. âI fixed the game.â Jungwon leaned back in his chair, looking proud of himself. âYou can keep playing from where you left off. It was easier to fix than I thought itâd be, just had to rebuild some of the backend routing for the post game content.â Heeseung picked up the cartridge, turning it over in his hands. "The save file's intact," Jungwon continued. âAll your progress is still there. The new game plus should work now. I tested it on my switch and it loaded fine."
"Thanks,â Heeseung said, and his voice came out quieter than he meant it to. He shoved the cartridge into his bag and stood up. âIâm leaving."
âDonât you have that lecture in twenty minutes?â
âDonât care. Bye.â He left Jungwon sitting there chuckling and headed straight out of the library, across campus, back to his dorm. Jake wasnât there, which was good because Heeseung didnât need any more people commenting on his alleged vibe. He sat down at his desk and just looked at the cartridge for a minute. He should think about this. should consider whether playing the game again was a good idea now that he knew you, the real you. Now that things were getting complicated in a way that made his head hurt. But he wasnât thinking. He was just plugging in his switch, loading up the game, watching the title screen appear with its soft music and clean typography.
continue from last save? yes / no
Heeseung pressed yes immediately. The world materialized around him in that same disorienting rush, colors bleeding into focus, sounds filtering in like someone was slowly turning up the volume. When his vision cleared, he was standing exactly where heâd left off at the park. The fireflies were still drifting lazily through the air like theyâd been paused mid flight waiting for him to come back. And you were still sitting on the same bench, looking at him with an expression that made Heeseungâs chest tight.
âYouâre back,â you said, and your smile was so genuinely happy it hurt to look at. You stood up and walked over to him, and Heeseung noticed the way the game rendered every detail. The way your hair moved, the exact shade of your eyes, the slight flush on your cheeks. âI missed you.â The words hit him harder than they should have. Heeseung opened his mouth and closed it, trying to figure out what to say. In the game, no time was supposed to have passed. Heâd left right after your confession, after the kiss, and now he was back and theoretically it should feel like seconds had gone by. But for him it had been days. Almost a week. A week where heâd met the real you, talked to you, sat across from you in a library, felt your lips on his cheek.
Dialogue options appeared: > i missed you too > sorry i was gone so long > it feels like itâs been forever
Heeseung picked the first one because it was the most honest. âI missed you too,â he said, and he meant it in a way that felt complicated and confusing.
You stepped closer, close enough that Heeseung could see the individual pixels that made up your irises, except they didnât look like pixels at all. âI was worried you wouldnât come back,â you admitted, your voice softer now. âAfter everything, I thought maybe youâd just⌠disappear.â
âI wouldnât do that,â Heeseung said automatically, and then felt weird about it because he kind of had done that, heâd been gone for days even if the game didnât register it that way.
romantic interest: 100% | relationship status: committed | new content unlocked
You reached up and touched his face, your hand warm against his cheek, and Heeseungâs brain short circuited a little because he could feel it. the texture of your palm, the slight pressure of your fingers. This level of detail shouldnât be possible. âI really like you,â you said, looking directly into his eyes. âLike, a lot. Is that okay?â
Before Heeseung could pick a dialogue option for that, you kissed him. It wasnât like the first kiss, this was different. Your hand slid from his cheek to the back of his neck and you pressed closer, and Heeseung forgot for a second that this was supposed to be a game. His hands found your waist automatically, pulling you against him, and you made this small sound that he felt more than heard. When you pulled back, you were breathing harder and your eyes had this look in them that Heeseung recognized from somewhere, that slightly dazed expression people get when theyâre thinking about something they want. âDo you want to come back to my place?â You asked, your voice lower now, and your hand was still on the back of his neck, fingers playing with his hair in a way that was extremely distracting.
quest update: relationship progression available | warning: mature content ahead | proceed? yes / no | action options: > yes, iâd like that > maybe we should slow down > are you sure?
Heeseung stared at the options. What the fuck. What the actual fuck. This was new, this was definitely new. The game had never had anything like this before. Jungwon had mentioned adding post game content but he definitely hadnât mentioned adding this kind of content. âHeeseung?â You said, tilting your head slightly. âYou okay? We donât have to if you donât want to. I just thoughtââ
âNo, I want to,â Heeseung said, picking the first option before he could overthink it. âI definitely want to.â
Your smile turned into something that could only be described as pleased, maybe a little mischievous. âYeah?â
âYeah.â
You took his hand, lacing your fingers through his, and started walking. The park dissolved around you in that smooth transition the game did, colors bleeding together and reforming into a new location, your apartment, and it looked different now, with softer lighting, more intimate somehow. There was music playing quietly from somewhere, something ambient and atmospheric. You let go of his hand and walked further, then turned to look at him. âYou can sit down, you know. You donât have to just stand there.â Heeseung moved to the couch and sat down, hyperaware of every movement, every detail. His hands felt sweaty and his heart was racing. This was insane, this was absolutely insane. He was about to have virtual sex with a video game character that looked exactly like a real person heâd just met and had a weird complicated semi crush on. You sat down next to him, close enough that your thigh pressed against his. âCan I ask you something?â You said.
âSure.â
âWhy did you come back?â Your expression was serious now, searching his face. âI mean, you finished the route. You got the good ending. You didnât have to come back.â
dialogue options: > i wanted to see you again > i wasnât ready to say goodbye > because i care about you
Heeseung picked the third option. âBecause I care about you,â he said, and it felt true even though it shouldnât, even though you were code, even though this wasnât real.
âI care about you too,â you said quietly. Then you leaned in and kissed him again, and this time Heeseung didnât think about the game mechanics or the dialogue options or any of it. He just kissed you back. Your hands slid under his shirt and Heeseung gasped slightly at the sensation, the feeling of your fingers on his skin. It felt real, too real, like impossibly real. You pulled back just enough to look at him, your eyes dark. âIs this okay?â You asked, your hands still under his shirt, warm against his stomach.
action options: > yes > this is more than okay > [pull her closer]
Heeseung picked the third option and pulled you closer, and you made this satisfied sound and kissed him harder. You shifted in his lap so you were straddling him, and Heeseungâs brain was trying very hard to process the logistics of what was happening. This was a Nintendo Switch game. This was running on a console made for Pokemon and Mario Kart. There was no way this level of content was actually programmed in here. You smiled and kissed his jaw, then his neck, and Heeseung felt his brain dissolve into static. Your teeth grazed his skin lightly and he made a sound that was probably embarrassing but he couldnât bring himself to care.
intimate scene progression: 45% | continue? yes / no current comfort level: high | romantic tension: maximum |achievement unlocked: relationship deepening
The notifications kept appearing in his peripheral vision and Heeseung tried to ignore them because they were extremely distracting and also kind of killing the mood, if a video game could have a mood, which apparently this one could. âHey,â you said, pulling back to look at him. Your face was flushed and your lips were slightly swollen and you looked devastating. âYouâre thinking too hard. I can tell.â
âSorry.â
âDonât apologize. Just tell me whatâs wrong.â
dialogue options: > nothingâs wrong > this feels really intense > iâm just overwhelmed > i keep forgetting this isnât real
Heeseung wanted to pick the last option but that felt like it would break something, some unspoken rule about the game. So he picked the third one. âIâm just overwhelmed,â he admitted. âIn a good way. Youâre just really⌠a lot. In the best way possible.â
You softened at that, your expression shifting from concerned to affectionate. âYouâre sweet, you know that?â You kissed his cheek. âWe can slow down if you want. We donât have to do anything youâre not comfortable with.â
âNo, I want this,â Heeseung said, and he did, desperately, even though he knew he probably shouldnât. âIâm just trying to figure out how this is even possible.â
âHow whatâs possible?â
âYou. This. All of it.â Heeseung knew he wasnât making sense but the words kept coming anyway. âYou feel so real. More real than anything Iâve experienced before. More real than most things I've experienced in actual life, honestly."
You looked at him for a long moment, something unreadable in your expression. Then you said, very quietly, "Maybe thatâs because I am real.â
The world glitched. Just for a second, so quick Heeseung almost missed it. The lighting flickered, the textures of the room seemed to shift and resettle, and there was this sound, like static, like interference. You didnât seem to notice. You were still looking at him with that same expression, waiting for him to respond. error log: reality sync mismatch detected | warning: boundary deviation exceeding normal parameterssystem status: unknown variable introduced
âWhat do you mean?â Heeseung asked, his voice coming out strained.
âI said maybe Iâm real. Maybe this is real. Does it matter?â You touched his face again, gentle. "Does it change anything if I'm real or not real? Youâre here, Iâm here, this moment exists. Isnât that enough?â
dialogue options:> yes, thatâs enough > no, i need to understand whatâs happening >i think somethingâs wrong with the game > [kiss her to avoid answering]
Heeseung stared at the options, his heart pounding. Part of him wanted to pick the second or third option, wanted to understand what was happening, wanted to figure out why the game was doing things it shouldnât be able to do. But another part of him, the larger part, just wanted to stop thinking and exist in this moment with you, real or not real, code or person or whatever you were. So he picked the fourth option. His hands moved before his brain could catch upâ one sliding to the small of your back, the other cupping your jaw â and he pulled you in, kissing you like the question itself might disappear if he just didn't let go. You made a soft, surprised sound against his lips, but it melted into something needier, as you kissed him back just as fiercely. His hands slid up your thighs, over the soft fabric of your dress, until his fingers found the hem. He tugged lightly, a silent question, and you answered by pressing closer, your body rolling against his in a way that pulled a rough sound from his throat.
action options: > pull her closer > slide hands under her dress > grip her waist and guide her hips > [kiss her neck]
Heeseung didn't even look at the options properly this time. He picked the third one instantly, fingers digging into your waist as he pulled you flush against him, guiding the slow, deliberate grind of your hips. You gasped into his mouth, nails scraping lightly down his chest through his shirt, and the sound you made was needy and it went straight through him. "Heeseung," you breathed, breaking the kiss just enough to look at him. your cheeks were flushed deep, lips swollen and wet, dress riding up slightly from the way you were moving in his lap. "You feelâ"
He didn't let you finish. He kissed you deeper, harder, tongue sliding against yours like he needed to taste every part of you. One hand stayed firm on your waist, keeping the rhythm, while the other slipped higher under the hem of your dress, tracing the bare skin of your thigh. You shivered, thighs tightening around his hips, and he felt you press down harder, chasing the friction. You pulled back suddenly, just far enough to grab the bottom of his shirt. Your eyes locked on his, asking. He nodded once, barely, and you tugged it up and over his head in one smooth motion. The second it was gone, your hands were on him again, palms sliding over his chest, fingers tracing the lines of muscle like you were mapping him out. "Better," you whispered, voice rough now, and then your mouth was on his collarbone, kissing down his chest, teeth grazing just enough to make him hiss. Heeseung's head fell back against the couch for a second, eyes squeezing shut, before he surged forward again.
action options: > pull the straps of her dress down > flip her onto the couch > trace her back and pull her even closer > [let her take control]
He picked the third, hands sliding up your back under the thin straps of your dress, fingers splaying wide as he pulled you impossibly closer. Your chest pressed against his, skin on skin now except for the flimsy fabric between you, and he could feel your heart racing just as fast as his. You moaned softly against his neck, hips moving faster, more desperate, and Heeseung matched the rhythm, guiding you with his grip on your waist. Every roll of your body against his made his breath catch, made the heat coil tighter low in his stomach. Your hands were everywhere â his hair, his shoulders, nails dragging down his backâ and he was losing it, completely losing it.
action options: > slip the straps down her shoulders > lift the dress over her head > tease the hem higher > [kiss her while undressing her]
He picked the first one, sliding the straps down slowly, watching as the dress loosened and slipped lower, exposing more of your skin. You didn't stop him, instead, you arched your back slightly, helping it along, your eyes locked on his with a look that dared him to keep going. The dress pooled around your waist, and Heeseung's breath caught at the sight of you, bare from the waist up, the soft curve of your breasts rising and falling with each breath. "God," he muttered, voice barely audible, and then he leaned in, mouth finding the sensitive spot on your neck. He kissed there first, open mouthed, then grazed his teeth lightly, sucking just enough to leave a faint mark. You tilted your head back, giving him better access, a low moan escaping your lips that vibrated against his skin. Your hands fisted in his hair, pulling him closer, and Heeseung felt that coil of tension wind tighter, his hips bucking up instinctively to meet your rhythm. The friction was maddening, too much and not enough, and he could feel himself hardening against you, the thin layers between you doing nothing to dull the sensation.
intimate scene progression: 92% | arousal level: peak | system warning: immersion threshold breached
A faint static hum buzzed in his ears for a split second, the room's edges blurring like a bad render, but it passed as quickly as it came. You didn't notice, or if you did, you didn't care â your focus was on him, on the way his mouth moved down your neck to your collarbone, leaving a trail of heat in its wake. You pulled back just enough to look at him, your face flushed, eyes glassy with want. "Heeseung," you said, voice husky and breathless, "Do you want to take this to the bedroom? We can⌠get more comfortable."
The action wheel popped up: action options: > carry her to the bedroom > pull her up and walk together > push her down on the couch instead > [deepen the kiss and decide later]
Heeseung picked the first one without a second thought. In one fluid motion, he stood, arms wrapping around your waist to lift you effortlessly. You yelped in surprise, legs wrapping around his hips instinctively. the sudden shift made you cling to him, arms around his neck, and Heeseung kissed you hard as he carried you, tasting the salt on your lips from the heat of the moment. The transition was seamless, the game dissolving the living room around you in that familiar bleed of colors, reforming into your bedroom. Soft lighting from a bedside lamp, sheets rumpled like they'd been waiting, the air thicker somehow. Heeseung lowered you onto the bed gently, following you down, his body covering yours as he settled between your legs. You looked up at him, hands sliding down his chest to his waistband, fingers teasing the edge. "Now where were we?" You whispered, pulling him closer.
Heeseung lowered you onto the bed gently, the mattress dipping under your combined weight as he settled between your legs. Your dress was already bunched high on your thighs, and the air between you crackled with anticipation. You looked up at him through half lidded eyes, hands tugging at his waistband, pulling him closer until his hips pressed against yours. The heat of you through the thin fabric was driving him insane â his hands braced on either side of your head, breath ragged as he leaned down to kiss you again, deeper, hungrier.
But just as his fingers brushed the hem of your dress to slide it off completely, everything froze. The world glitched hard; colors inverting for a split second, a low error chime ringing in his ears like a nintendo switch low battery warning. You froze mid motion, lips parted, eyes wide and unblinking, like a paused cutscene. The music cut out. Notifications exploded across his vision in a pop up that took over half the screen:
kink compatibility survey | new content unlock: personalized intimacy  | please select preferences to optimize experience (this will not affect main storyline) > time remaining: 30 seconds
Heeseung blinked, staring in horror as a massive form materialized, checkboxes scrolling down like some deranged tinder profile from hell:
> light bondage (ropes/silk) > dirty talk > praise kink > edging/teasing > oral focus (giving) > oral focus (receiving) > spanking/light impact > roleplay > sensory play (blindfold/ice) > vanilla only > [custom: type here] slider: intensity (1-10) | save & continue
His face burning hotter than the tension from seconds ago. "What the fuck is this?" His thumbs mashed the joy cons frantically, heart pounding from equal parts embarrassment and urgency. Thirty seconds? He wasn't even thinking straight â he just spam clicked the safe ones to get it over with. Checkmark on praise kink. Oral focus (both). Dirty talk (why not, he was already losing his mind). Slider cranked to 7 because... yeah. No bondage â keep it simple, game. Vanilla only stayed unchecked because apparently this freakshow had layers.
preferences saved! | compatibility: 92% | resuming scene...
The pop up vanished with a cheerful ding. You unfroze instantly, blinking like nothing happened, your hands resuming their path down his chest. "Hee?" you murmured, voice soft and teasing, thighs parting wider beneath him. "You okay?"
He swallowed hard, brain still reeling. "Yeah, yeah." You smiled, wicked and knowing somehow, and pulled him down into another kiss. His hands finally obeyed, pushing the dress the rest of the way off your hips, sliding it down your legs until you were bare except for your underwear. The sight of you all spread out hit him. He trailed kisses down your chest, mouth closing over one nipple, sucking gently as you arched into him with a gasp. "You feel perfect," he whispered against your skin, the praise slipping out naturally, and you shivered, fingers threading into his hair. His hand slid lower, between your thighs, fingers brushing over the damp fabric of your underwear. You moaned his name, hips lifting eagerly, and Heeseung pressed harder, rubbing slow, deliberate circles that had you writhing. "So wet for me already," he murmured, voice rough with want, testing the dirty talk, and god, it worked, because your breath was hitching beautifully.
You tugged at his pants impatiently. "Off. Now." He obliged in a blur, shedding them along with everything else until there was nothing between you. He hooked his fingers into your underwear, pulling them down slowly, eyes locked on yours as he tossed them aside.
action options: > taste her first > enter her slowly > tease with fingers > [let her guide]
He picked the first, Heeseung's mind was a haze of want and disbelief as he settled between your thighs, your legs parting wider for him like an invitation he couldn't refuse. The sight of you â bare, glistening, so ready âmade his mouth water. This is a game, he reminded himself, heart pounding. Just a fucking game. I can do whatever I want. Things I'd never have the guts to try in real life. No judgment, no consequences. Just you, writhing under him, and the freedom to indulge every filthy thought he'd ever buried.
He hooked his arms under your thighs, pulling you closer until his face was buried between your legs. His tongue flicked out experimentally at first, tasting you, sweet and tangy, like nothing he'd imagined, but better. You bucked against him with a sharp gasp, and that sound flipped a switch. Heeseung groaned against you, the vibration making you whimper, and he dove in deeper, tongue flat and broad as he licked a slow, deliberate stripe from your entrance to your clit. "Fuck, you taste so good," he murmured, voice muffled against your skin, dirty words spilling out because why the hell not? In real life, he'd be too shy, too careful, but here? He could be filthy. "So wet for me already, dripping down my chin. You like that, huh?"
You moaned louder, hands fisting the sheets, then tangling in his hair to pull him closer. "Yes god, Heeseung don't stop." Your voice was wrecked, breathy and desperate, and it fueled him. He sucked your clit into his mouth, rolling his tongue around it in circles, then flicking fast and hard, alternating with long, sloppy licks that had you trembling. His fingers dug into your thighs, holding you open, spreading you wider so he could bury his face deeper, nose pressing against you as he devoured you like he was starving.
action options: > add fingers > suck harder > tease her entrance > [talk dirtier]
He picked the fourth mentally, because fuck it, this was his chance to let loose. "Tell me how good it feels," he growled, pulling back just enough to blow cool air over your slick folds, watching you shiver. "Tell me you want my tongue fucking you deeper."
"Please," you gasped, hips grinding up toward his mouth, chasing the contact. "Heeseung, your tongueâ fuck, it's so good. Deeper, I need it deeper."
He plunged his tongue inside you, thrusting it in and out, mimicking what he wanted to do with his cock later. His thumb found your clit, rubbing firm circles while he tongue fucked you, the wet sounds obscene in the quiet room. You were soaking him, face, chin, and he loved it, lapping it up greedily, humming in approval at how messy it was getting. "You're gonna come on my face, aren't you?" He taunted, voice rough and low, pulling back to suck your clit again, harder this time, teeth grazing just enough to make you cry out. "Do it. Come for me, show me how much you love my mouth on this pretty pussy."
You arched off the bed, a broken moan tearing from your throat as the orgasm hit, waves crashing through you. Heeseung didn't stop, licking you through it, drawing it out until you were oversensitive and twitching, begging him to ease up. only then did he pull away, lips shiny and swollen, grinning up at you with a wicked, satisfied look. "Good girl," he praised, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, though he didn't really want to, part of him liked the mess, the evidence. you were panting, eyes hazy as you reached for him. He crawled back up your body, capturing your lips in a kiss that let you taste yourself on his tongue, another thing he'd never dare in real life, but here it felt right, hot. "You taste yourself? So fucking dirty," he whispered against your mouth, positioning himself at your entrance. "Ready for more?"
"Yes please," you begged, nails digging into his shoulders, your voice a needy whine that made his cock twitch against you. You were so wet, slick from his mouth and your own release, and Heeseung could feel the heat radiating from you, pulling him in. But before he could thrust forward, the game intervened again again:Â
position selection: customize your intimacy  > missionary (classic connection) > doggy style (deeper access) > her on top (let her ride) > against the wall (intense standing) > [spooning (gentle side entry)] Â
Heeseung stared at the options, a mix of arousal and exasperation flooding him. Jungwon, you pervert, he thought, adding a fucking position menu? He timer was tickingâ 15 seconds â and you were frozen mid breath, eyes locked on his with that desperate, submissive Gaze that made him want to wreck you. He picked the third option fast, because fuck, the idea of you riding him, taking control but still under his command? Yeah, that was it. The menu vanished with a satisfied beep, and the scene resumed seamlessly. You blinked, as if nothing happened, but your hands were already pushing at his chest gently, urging him to lie back. "Let me... let me ride you," you murmured, voice soft and obedient, like you were reading his mind, or the game's script. "Please? I want to make you feel good."
Heeseung grinned, dark and dominant, shifting onto his back and pulling you with him until you straddled his hips. His hands gripped your thighs hard, fingers digging in possessively as he looked up at you, flushed, eager, completely at his mercy. "Yeah? You wanna ride my cock like a good girl?" He growled, the words coming easier now, dirtier, because this wasn't real life. No holding back.Â
You whimpered, hands bracing on his chest, your hips grinding down instinctively against his length, coating him in your wetness. "Please, Hee... I need you inside me so bad. I'll be good."
Fuck, he thought, she's so subby, so perfect. The game's kink sync must've kicked in, amplifying everything â your voice trembling, eyes wide and pleading, body arching like you were made to submit. Heeseung's hands slid up to your hips, guiding you, lifting you just enough to position himself at your entrance. "That's my girl. Sink down on me slowâ let me watch you take every inch." You obeyed instantly, lowering yourself onto him, the head of his cock pushing past your folds, stretching you open. It was agonizingly slow, and Heeseung groaned low in his throat, feeling the tight, wet heat envelop him inch by inch. You were so fucking real, hotter than any game should allow, clenching around him like velvet, your walls fluttering as you took him deeper.
"Oh god you're so big," you gasped, head falling back, eyes fluttering shut as you adjusted, a shiver running through you. It felt too real, the stretch, the fullness, the way he throbbed inside you, every vein and ridge pressing against your sensitive spots. Heeseung could feel it all, amplified, like the game had cranked the sensitivity to max. Sweat beaded on his skin, your thighs trembling around him, and for a second, he forgot it was code â this was you, real you, riding him.
intimate scene progression: 98% | dominance level: high | submission sync: optimal | warning: haptic feedback overload
A faint glitch rippled through the air â the lamp flickering, your moan echoing with a digital edge for a heartbeat â but it only made him thrust up harder, hands gripping your ass to pull you down rougher. "Ride me, baby. Bounce on my cock," he commanded, voice gravelly and demanding, slapping your ass lightly to spur you on. "Faster, come on."
You moaned louder, hands on his chest for leverage as you started moving up and down, hips rolling in circles that ground your clit against him. "Like this? Fuck, Heeseung it feels so goodâ you're so deep." Your voice broke on a whimper, body obeying his every cue, riding him harder, faster, tits bouncing with each thrust.
Heeseung bucked up to meet you, thrusting deep enough to make you cry out, one hand sliding up to wrap around your throat gently. "That's it, take it all. You're mine in here, aren't you? My perfect little girl, creaming all over my cock." You clenched tighter, nodding frantically.
"Yesâfuck, Heeseung, I love it. You're so deep, so big...." Your voice was breathy, submissive, breaking on moans as you submitted completely, body moving exactly how he wanted, faster when he slapped your ass, slower when he pulled you down hard.
action options: > thrust up harder > put a finger in her mouth > choke lightly > [pull her hair]
Heeseung picked the second without hesitation, his thumb tracing your lower lip before pushing it into your mouth. You sucked on it immediately, tongue swirling around it like it was his cock, eyes half lidded and locked on his, so obedient it made his dick twitch inside you. "That's it, suck it like a good girl," he rasped, your wet lips wrapped around his finger, drool starting to drip. "Imagine it's my cock in your mouth while I fuck this tight pussy. You'd take both, wouldn't you?" You moaned around his thumb, sucking harder, hips stuttering as the added sensation pushed you closer to the edge. Then, in the corner of his screen, a new notification flickered: partner preference update: increase roughness? yes / no | affinity: high for dominant play
She likes it rougher? Heeseung thought, a smirk tugging at his lips as he mentally selected yes. Wow, this is way easier than in real life. The game adjusted instantly, your moans turning needier, body arching more desperately as he ramped up the intensity. "You want it rougher, huh?" He taunted, pulling his thumb from your mouth with a wet pop, strings of saliva connecting it to your lips. He grabbed your hips hard enough to bruise â if this were realâ and thrust up sharply, slamming into you with more force. "Beg for it then. Tell me how bad you want me to wreck this pussy."
"Pleaseâfuck me harder, Heeseung," you cried out, leaning forward to brace on his shoulders as you rode him faster, chasing the roughness.
intimate scene progression: 99% | climax indicator: approaching for both | options: prolong / climax now / switch position
The bar flashed red in his peripheral, both your arousal meters pulsing near max. He could feel it too, the coil tightening low in his gut, your body starting to tense and shake. But Heeseung wasn't ready to end it. He selected prolong and switch position, flipping the script. He rolled you both over, pulling out just long enough to maneuver you onto your side, spooning behind you. His chest pressed to your back, one arm wrapping around your waist to hold you tight, the other lifting your thigh high. "Not yet," he whispered hot against your ear, nipping the lobe. "Gonna fuck you like this now." You nodded weakly, pushing your ass back against him. Heeseung thrust back in from behind, the angle hitting deeper, his cock dragging against your g-spot with every slow, rough pump. His hand slid between your legs, fingers circling your clit fast and hard, while his other arm pinned you close. "That's my good girl," he growled, pounding into you now, the spooning position letting him grind deep. "Taking it so well." Your moans turned into desperate sobs, body arching back into him.
Heeseung's thrusts were relentless, his cock dragging deep inside you with every slow, powerful snap of his hips. You were a whimpering mess against him, back arched, ass grinding back to meet him as his fingers worked your clit in tight, fast circles. "Fuck you're so tight like this," he growled, teeth grazing your shoulder, leaving a mark that made you shiver.
intimate scene progression: 99.5% | climax indicator: critical for both | options: prolong / climax now / switch position
The meters were flashing urgently now, his own arousal bar teetering on the edge, but Heeseung still wasn't done â he wanted more, wanted to push the limits of this insane game until it broke. One more switch, he thought, selecting prolong and switch position again. The game responded instantly, a soft chime echoing as he pulled out, flipping you onto your stomach with rough hands. You gasped at the sudden movement, face down on the bed, ass up as he positioned himself behind you, knees spreading your thighs wide. "On your stomach, babyâ ass up for me," he commanded. He slapped your ass hard, the crack echoing, your skin blooming red under his palm, and you cried out, pushing back eagerly like the subby little thing the game had turned you into. "That's right, take it. You love being fucked like this, don't you?"
You nodded into the sheets, voice muffled and needy. "Yesâgod, yes, Heeseung." The game's encouragement popped up in his vision â dominance boost: activated | roughness level: max | achievement: total submission unlocked â and it spurred him on, like the system was egging him to go further, deeper into the filth.
He thrust back in from behind, burying himself to the hilt in one rough stroke, the angle hitting even deeper, making you scream into the pillow. His hands gripped your hips bruisingly, pounding into you with brutal force, skin slapping loud and obscene. "So fucking wet, dripping all over me," he snarled, spanking your ass again, harder this time, alternating cheeks until they were stinging red. You arched higher, offering more, moans turning into sobs of pleasure. He tangled one hand in your hair, yanking your head back to expose your neck, lips brushing your ear as he growled, "look at you, taking my cock like a good girl. Beg for more â tell me how much you need me to ruin this pussy."
"Pleaseâruin me, Heeseung," you begged, voice breaking. The game flashed more incentives â rough play affinity: 100% | continue for bonus immersion â and Heeseung lost it, spanking you in rhythm with his thrusts, pulling your hair tighter to arch your back, fucking you rougher, faster, the bed shaking under the force. Glitches were hitting harder now, but it only made him thrust deeper, the hyper real sensations overwhelming: the sting of your skin under his palm, the tight ripple of your walls around him, your sweat slicked back against his chest.
intimate scene progression: 99.99% | climax indicator: imminent | warning: system overload detected
He was right there, teetering on the edge, cock throbbing inside you, but you twisted slightly, looking back at him with glassy, desperate eyes. "Heeseung â cum inside me, please," you implored. "Fill me up, I need it."
For a split second, his brain stopped. Wait, cum inside? What ifâ but then reality (or unreality) hit him comically hard. It's a game, dumbass. Pixels can't get pregnant. He almost laughed mid thrust, the absurdity breaking through the haze, but he shoved it aside, diving back. "Yeah? You want me to breed this tight pussy?" He growled, slamming into you harder, spanking one last time for good measure. "Beg for it louderâ"
"Yesâfuck, Hee!" You cried, clenching around him desperately, body trembling on the brink. "Cum inside me, pleaseâ breed me, make me yours!" That did it. The climax hit like a wave, crashing over you both at once. Heeseung thrust deep one final time, groaning loud as he spilled inside you, feeling the hot pulse of his release mix with your own orgasm, walls milking him dry. You screamed his name, body convulsing under him, the shared peak amplified by the game â sensations exploding, vision blurring with pleasure and glitches alike.
As your body shuddered through the aftershocks, Heeseung collapsed beside you, pulling you close against his chest with a gentleness that felt worlds away from the roughness just moments ago. His arms wrapped around you protectively, one hand stroking your hair softly, fingers threading through the tangled strands like he was afraid you'd disappear if he let go. The room was still glitching faintly, but he ignored it, focusing on you, on the way your breaths synced with his, slowing down together.
intimate scene complete | aftercare mode: activated | relationship bond: unbreakable | achievement unlocked: emotional intimacy peak
Heeseung pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, then your temple, his voice dropping to a whisper, sweet and caring, laced with concern. "Hey... you okay? I got carried away back there. I'm sorry if I hurt you."
You looked up at him, eyes soft and hazy, a small smile tugging at your lips as you snuggled closer, head resting on his chest. "No, Hee... I liked it. A lot. It was perfect." Your fingers traced lazy patterns on his skin, voice turning playful, like the dynamic lingered just a bit. "You made me feel so good. Don't apologize."
He chuckled quietly, relief washing over him, and he hugged you tighter, hand rubbing soothing circles on your back. "Good. I just... want to take care of you now." The game prompted options in his vision, soft and glowing: aftercare options: > hold her closer > kiss her gently > whisper sweet nothings > [offer water/snack] -- he picked the third, leaning down to murmur against your ear, "you're amazing, you know that? So beautiful, so perfect for me. I could stay like this forever." You hummed contentedly, body relaxing fully into his, the contrast hitting him. The glitches were fading, but notifications kept pinging: comfort level: maximum | post intimacy glow: active | save progress? yes / no
You shifted slightly, looking up at him with an expression he couldn't quite read. Affectionate, but something deeper, almost knowing. "Heeseung..." your voice was quiet. "See you out there."
He blinked, confusion creasing his brow. "What do you mean?" He sat up a little, heart picking up again, but before you could answer â or before the dialogue wheel could pop up â the world started dissolving. colors bled out, the room flickering violently, static roaring in his ears like a system crash.
error log: forced logout initiated | reality sync: restored | session terminated
Everything went black. Heeseung jolted upright in his chair, the Switch still clutched in his sweaty hands, the screen dark and powered off. His room came into focus: the dim light from his desk lamp, posters on the wall, the faint hum of his pc in the background. His heart was racing, breaths coming fast, and then he felt a sticky, warm mess in his pants, soaking through his boxers. "What theâ" he muttered, voice cracking as the full reality sank in. His face burned hotter than ever, cheeks flaming red as he shifted in the gaming chair. He'd actually cum inside his pants. For real. Not just some weird dream or an asleep fantasy â no, full on, pants ruining orgasm from a Nintendo Switch Girlfriend Simulator game. "Holy shit."
Heeseung stared at the dark screen in his hands, the console now completely powered off, innocent looking with its cute joy cons and pastel buttons. It looked so harmless sitting there on his lap, like it hadn't just mind fucked him for hours and then physically fucked him back. He finally set the switch down on his desk, pushing it as far away as the cords allowed. He groaned, dropping his face into his hands.
After cleaning himself up in the bathroom â which involved avoiding eye contact with his own reflection because he couldn't handle the judgment he knew he'd see there â Heeseung collapsed onto his bed and stared at the ceiling. His body felt loose and tired in a way that should have been relaxing but instead just made him feel deeply, profoundly embarrassed.
The worst part was that he wanted to do it again. That was what really got him. Not the fact that it happened, but the fact that his brain was already thinking about when he could play next, or well, when he could fuck you next. He felt like a teenager who'd just discovered something he definitely shouldn't have and was now completely obsessed with it.
He'd spent most of his Sunday in his room alternating between staring at his Switch and telling himself he absolutely was not going to play it again, which had been moderately successful except for the part where he'd picked it up four different times before forcing himself to put it back down. So on that week, he started walking across campus toward the engineering building, head down and hoodie up because he felt like everyone could somehow tell what he'd done just by looking at him, when he saw you. You were sitting on one of the benches outside the library with your laptop open, clearly working on something, your hair pulled back and you were wearing an oversized hoodie that had some game logo on it he couldn't quite make out from this distance. Heeseung immediately changed direction.Â
He took the long way around the building, added an extra five minutes to his walk, and showed up to lecture slightly out of breath. He was very deliberately not thinking about the fact that he'd just actively avoided you. Which was ridiculous. You hadn't done anything, you didn't even know what had happened. You probably hadn't thought about him at all since that day at the library, were probably just sitting there doing homework like a normal person while Heeseung was having a complete psychological breakdown over a video game.
The problem was that every time he thought about you now, his brain immediately supplied images from the game. The way you'd looked at him, the way you moaned, the sounds you'd made, the way you came, the way it had felt so impossibly real that his body had reacted like it was actually happening. And now he couldn't separate that from the real you, the person he'd met at the party who'd been nice and funny and way too easy to talk to. The rest of the week continued like this. He saw you everywhere now, which was ironic because before the party he'd never noticed you once and now you were apparently in every building he entered. Tuesday you were in the coffee shop in the student center. Wednesday you walked past him in the hallway between classes. Thursday he saw you in the library again, this time on the second floor, and he'd actually turned around and walked back out.
His switch was on his desk, fully charged, basically taunting him. He'd managed to avoid playing it all week, had told himself he was being responsible and mature about the whole situation. But he couldn't stop thinking about it. Every time his mind wandered, it went right back to that night, to the game, to you. And his body was betraying him too, which was mortifying. He'd be sitting in lecture and think about the game for half a second and suddenly he'd have to adjust his laptop to hide the fact that he was getting hard in the middle of algorithms class. It happened during study sessions, during meals, during completely random moments when his brain decided to remind him that the game existed and he could play it whenever he wanted.
He felt disgusting. He was kink shaming himself, which he didn't even know was possible, but here he was, lying in bed at two am feeling like a creep for being attracted to a video game character who happened to look exactly like a real person he'd met. But he also couldn't stop thinking about playing again. About whether it would be like the first time or if there were other features, other scenarios. His brain kept supplying possibilities and his body kept responding and he felt trapped in this cycle of shame and want that he didn't know how to break.
And then on friday afternoon, Heeseung was in his dorm trying to focus on an assignment that was due monday when someone knocked on his door with the kind of aggressive persistence that could only be Jungwon. He considered pretending he wasn't home but Jake had already opened the door before Heeseung could say anything. "Oh hey Jungwon," Jake said. "He's here but he's been weird all week so good luck."
"Thanks for the warning," Jungwon said, stepping inside and closing the door behind him. He went to Heeseung's room and looked at him, who was very deliberately staring at his laptop screen. "Okay, we're going to Five Guys. Get up."
"I'm busy."
"No you're not." Jungwon grabbed Heeseung's hoodie off his chair and threw it at him. "Come on. We're getting burgers and you're going to tell me why you've been ignoring me all week."
"I haven't been ignoring you."
"You answered my texts with one word responses and you've avoided me on campus. That's ignoring me." Jungwon crossed his arms. "So either you come willingly or I'm going to make a scene. Your choice."
Heeseung knew Jungwon well enough to know he absolutely would make a scene. "Fine. But I'm not hungry."
"You're never not hungry. Let's go." And twenty minutes later they were sitting in Five Guys with their orders, the place mostly empty since it was that weird time between lunch and dinner.
Heeseung had been hoping the walk would give him time to figure out what to say to Jungwon, but instead he'd just spent it thinking about the game and feeling more and more uncomfortable. Because the thing was, if Heeseung had done what he'd done in the game, that meant Jungwon had programmed it. Jungwon had sat at his computer and coded in all those options, all those scenarios, all those very specific and detailed features that Heeseung had discovered. Which meant either Jungwon was way more perverted than Heeseung had ever given him credit for, or something else was going on.
"Okay, you're doing it again," Jungwon said, interrupting Heeseung's spiral. "You're being weird and quiet and you won't look at me. What's going on? Is it about the game? Did something break again?"
Heeseung knew he had to say something because this had gone too far. Because if the mature content was intentional, then they needed to have a very different conversation about boundaries and warnings and maybe Jungwon's concerning lack of shame. And if it wasn't intentional, if this was some kind of glitch or malfunction, then that was somehow even worse because it meant the game was doing things beyond anyone's control. Either way, Heeseung couldn't keep avoiding this. Jungwon was his best friend. If he couldn't talk to Jungwon about this, even if it was mortifying, then what was the point of having a best friend? So Heeseung admitted: "Yeah, it's about the game."
"Okay, so tell me." Jungwon looked at him.
"Look, you could've just... you could have warned me that it had adult content." Heeseung forced himself to look at Jungwon. "Like, explicit that I wasn't expecting in a dating simulator."
Jungwon blinked at him. "What?"
"I'm just saying, a heads up would have been nice. I know you're trying to make it realistic but I wasn't prepared for how detailed it was going to get."
"Bro, what are you talking about?"
And then it all came out like Heeseung couldn't stop himself. "I'm talking about the fact that the game has very explicit scenes with very detailed options and I don't know if you've ever actually looked at what you programmed but it's intense, Jungwon. Like the dialogue options were insane, I could say basically anything and the character would respond and some of those options were really freaky. And the action options were even worse, there were so many of them and they were all very specific and very detailed and I'm not going to list them but oh my god and then there was a whole section where it asked me about preferences and kinks and I thought that was just for character building but no, it actually used that information! And there were position suggestions. Position suggestions, Jungwon! With fucking diagrams, man. Why did you add diagrams?! And the whole thing was just very immersive and very realistic and I had a physical reaction that I'm not going to elaborate on but I think you can figure out what I mean and I've been avoiding you all week because I didn't know how to have this conversation without wanting to die of embarrassment."
Heeseung finally stopped to breathe and realized Jungwon was staring at him with an expression of complete bewilderment. "Heeseung," Jungwon said slowly. "I didn't add any of that content."
"What."
"I didn't program explicit scenes. There's no adult content in the game. It's a dating simulator not a porn game. The most intimate it gets is like, hand holding and maybe a kiss at the end if you get the good ending." Jungwon set down his burger. "What are you talking about dude?"
"Don't fuck with me right now."
"I'm not fucking with you, I'm being completely serious." Jungwon was looking at him, shocked. "I didn't add any of that stuff. I wouldn't even know how to program half of what you just described. Like what the fuck is even a kink questionnaire?!"
Heeseung felt cold. "Then how did I experience it, man?!"
"I don't know!" Jungwon was still shocked. "But this actually makes sense now. Y/N's been avoiding me too this week, even more than you have. She won't answer my texts and she literally ran away from me in the hallway yesterday. I thought maybe she was mad at me about something but what if she experienced the same thing you did?"
"What do you mean?"
"Okay, last Friday, remember when you were studying in the library and Y/N left suddenly? I texted her right after she left asking if she wanted to try the updated version of the game and she texted back immediately saying yes and that she was coming to get it right then." Heeseung remembered that day, your phone had buzzed and you'd looked at it and your whole expression had changed, you'd packed up your stuff so fast, muttering something about being late for class even though Heeseung was pretty sure you didn't have class at that time. "She took the game and left," Jungwon continued. "I didn't hear from her after that until she texted me the next day saying she was returning it and that she didn't want to play anymore. And now she won't talk to me."
"What time did she take the game?" Heeseung asked, his voice sounding distant to his own ears.
"I don't know, maybe around four? Four thirty?" Jungwon paused. "Why?"
Heeseung felt like the world was tilting. "I picked up the game from you around four forty five. Remember?"
"Yeah, so?"
"So we both had the game that night. We both played it that same night." Heeseung's mind was racing, putting pieces together. "And you're saying there's no adult content programmed into the game. But we both experienced something intense enough that we're both avoiding you. And we both played it at the same time."
Jungwon's eyes widened. "Oh my god."
"What ifâ" Heeseung stopped, because what he was about to say sounded insane. But everything about this situation was insane. "What if the game connected us somehow? What if when we both played it at the same time and it put us in the same⌠I don't know, session?"
"That's not possible because I didn't program any multiplayer features."
"You also didn't program explicit content but I definitely experienced it, man!" Heeseung put his head in his hands. "Jungwon, the character in my game looked exactly like Y/N, exactly like her. And you said the character customization was random."
"It is random. I didn'tâ" Jungwon stopped. "Wait. She actually said something similar. When she gave the game back she mentioned that the boyfriend character looked really realistic, like someone she could actually know."
Heeseung felt like throwing up. "Did she say who?"
"No, she just said it freaked her out how real he seemed."
Heeseung was pale now. His brain was doing that thing where it tried to process too much information at once and ended up just kind of spinning in place. You had played the game, you had seen a character that probably looked like him. You had found it so realistic it freaked you out. And then you'd played it again last friday, the same day he did, probably around the same time. And Jungwon was sitting here swearing he hadn't programmed any of the content that Heeseung had definitely experienced. Which meant one of two things: either Jungwon was full of shit, which didn't make sense because why would he lie about this, or the game had somehow done something it wasn't supposed to do. Connected two players who didn't know they were playing together, made them interact without telling them, let them do things with each other while both of them thought they were just playing a single player game with really good immersion.
And if that was true, if you'd actually been playing together, then the character Heeseung had been with wasn't just some algorithm. It was you, making choices and responding to him. Doing all those things that he'd been replaying in his head all week. Which meant you'd been doing those things with him, or with a version of him, and you probably had no idea it was real either. So Heeseung stood up so fast his chair scraped against the floor. "What's Y/N's dorm?"
Jungwon blinked at him. "What?"
"Her dorm. Which building is she in?"
"Uh, west campus. Building C, I think? Room 304, why?"
"I gotta go." Heeseung was already grabbing his hoodie.
"Ho where? Heeseung, whatâ" but Heeseung was already walking, he heard Jungwon call after him something about texting him later but he wasn't really listening. His mind was too busy spiraling through everything he needed to say to you, everything he needed to ask, everything that didn't make sense.
The walk to west campus took fifteen minutes but it felt both longer and shorter than that. Heeseung's hands were shaking and he shoved them in his pockets. He tried to figure out what he was going to say. Hey, so I think we accidentally had virtual sex through a Nintendo Switch last week and neither of us knew it was real. Yeah, that would go over great. Or maybe, hi, remember how we both played that game? Turns out we were playing together. Surprise! Yeah, also worse.
By the time he got to building C, he still hadn't figured it out. Heeseung stood outside the door and realized he couldn't actually get in without a key card or someone letting him in. He was standing there trying to figure out his next move when the door opened and two girls walked out, laughing about something on one of their phones. Heeseung caught the door before it closed and slipped inside. Probably not his finest moment in terms of dorm security, but he was past caring about minor rule violations.
He stood in front of your door for a solid thirty seconds, hand raised to knock, unable to make himself actually do it. This was insane, he was insane. He should turn around and leave and text Jungwon and let Jungwon handle this because Jungwon had made the game and this was technically his responsibility. But he didn't leave, he knocked. And nothing happened for a long moment. Heeseung was starting to think maybe you weren't home, or maybe you were home but ignoring the door, when he heard movement from inside. Footsteps and then a pause. Then your voice, muffled through the door.
"Who is it?"
Heeseung's mouth was dry. "It's Heeseung."
Another pause, longer this time. He could picture you on the other side of the door, probably frozen, probably panicking, probably wondering why the hell he was at your dorm right now. Then the lock turned and you opened the door. You were pale, like actually pale, but you smiled anyway. "Hi Hee. Is⌠everything alright?"
Heeseung looked at you. You were in pajamas, soft looking sweatpants and an oversized hoodie with some faded band logo on it. Your hair was up in a bun that was more mess than anything else, strands falling out around your face, no makeup. You were standing there at your door at five pm on a friday looking comfortable and real and so pretty it made his chest hurt. He knew he was down bad already. Had been since the game, since the party, since the moment you'd turned around in that park with a flower behind your ear that he'd picked for you except it hadn't actually been you, or maybe it had been, he didn't even know anymore. But looking at you now, in your actual dorm with your actual face and your actual voice saying his name like that, soft and a little worried, he realized the game version hadn't even come close. This was better because this was real.
"Well, yeah, I mean, technically no," he said. Then stopped. "I mean yes. I mean, I need to ask you something and I don't want to sound crazy but I'm probably going to sound crazy anyway so I don't know how to do this without sounding crazy."
Your expression shifted. Something in your eyes changed, like you knew exactly what he was going to say but didn't want to believe it. You stepped back and pulled the door open wider. "Come in."
Heeseung walked into your dorm and tried not to look around but he couldn't help it. The space was small but you'd made it yours, there was a Janna poster on the wall near your desk, the star guardian skin, same one you had on your phone case. Next to it was a persona 5 royal poster that looked like it had been put up carefully. Your Switch was sitting on your desk next to your laptop, the joy cons that soft pink and blue that came with the Animal Crossing edition. Your bed was unmade, blankets pushed to one side like you'd gotten up in a hurry. There were books stacked on your nightstand, a pair of headphones tangled on top of them. A stuffed cat that looked old and well loved sitting on your pillow. It was so much like the apartment in the game that Heeseung felt dizzy. The colors, the vibe, the way things were organized. But also different and better because it was lived in and messy in ways the game couldn't replicate.Â
"Do you want water or something?" You were standing by your mini fridge, hand on the door, looking at him with that same careful expression.
And then Heeseung opened his mouth and everything just came out.Â
"Jungwon gave me this game to test Called Girlfriend simulator and I thought it was stupid, like, the most desperate thing I could possibly do, like an actual certificate that I'm way too single for a guy my age. But I played it anyway because I can't say no to Jungwon and also because I was curious and I went on this date with this girl and she liked League of Legends and I had to pick this flower that was glowing and she loved it, and this firefly landed on her hand and she smiled at me like and then we played league together and destroyed her ex boyfriends, and we cooked pasta and she helped me because I was burning the garlic and the game kept giving me dialogue options but then I started just talking and it kept responding like it knew what I was going to say. And then things got really intimate, like really intimate, in ways I'm not going to describe because I'll die of embarrassment but you can probably guess what I mean. And the girl, she... she looked exactly like you. Not kind of like you, exactly like you. same face, same voice, same everything. and i talked to jungwon today And he said there's no adult content in the game, that he never programmed any of that, and that you played it too, last friday on the same night I did. And I think we were playing together and I think we were in the same game, in the same session or server or whatever, and I think the characters we were playing with weren't just game characters and I think they were each other. So I need you to tell me right now, does the boyfriend character in your game look like me?"
You were staring at him. Your hand was still on the mini fridge door but you weren't moving. Your face had gone from pale to flushed and your mouth was slightly open like you wanted to say something but couldn't figure out what. Heeseung's heart was pounding so hard he could feel it in his throat and his hands were shaking and he'd just word vomited the entire situation at you without taking a single breath but he couldn't take it back now. You closed the mini fridge. Didn't get water, just stood there looking at him like you were seeing him for the first time. Your eyes were moving across his face, his hair, his shoulders, like you were checking something or maybe confirming something.
"Yes," you said finally. Your voice came out rough, barely above a whisper.
The word hung in the air between you. Heeseung felt something in his chest crack open, something between relief and panic and a feeling he didn't have a name for.
"Yes he looks like you," you continued, louder now. "Exactly like you and I thought I was going crazy and I thought Jungwon had somehow used photos of you without telling me, or that I was seeing patterns that weren't there, or that I'd just completely lost my mind. But it was you."
Heeseung took a step closer without meaning to. "You played it last friday."
"Yes."
"Around six thirty."
"Yes."
"And things gotâ" he stopped, couldn't say it.
"Intense." You finished for him. Your face was completely red now.Â
"So it was real." Heeseung's voice sounded strange. "We were playing together. We were with each other and we didn't know it."
You were breathing faster now. He could see your chest rising and falling under your hoodie. "So when Iâ when weâ"
"Yeah." The room got quiet after that. You looked at him and he looked back and there it was again, that pull from the game, except now there was no screen between you. Just him standing in your dorm with his messy hair and that hoodie you'd seen in the character creator, and you knowing exactly how his hands felt even though you'd never actually touched him before. Your breath caught. His did it too, you saw his chest hitch. Neither of you said anything, you both just moved, like someone had pressed play at the same time. He leaned in, you tilted up, and your mouths met in the middle.
You kissed at the same time.
His mind was racing: this is real, this is actually happening. No reset button, no save file, and he could not stop it even if he tried. Your lips were soft and moving against his in a way that made his hands come out of his pockets and find your waist, pulling you in a bit. You felt his fingers press into the fabric of your hoodie, and you responded by sliding your hands up to his shoulders, gripping the soft material there.
The kiss deepened, his tongue brushed yours lightly, exploratory, and you leaned into it, your back arching off the mini fridge as he stepped closer, bodies pressing together now. A small sound escaped you, not a moan exactly, but something involuntary, and Heeseung reacted by tilting his head more, his hand moving up your back under the hoodie, fingers splaying against your skin, warm and calloused a little. His hands shook a little on your hips, and thank god there were no pop up flashing with options like "kiss deeper" or "pull away," and no dialogue tree to pick from.Â
You broke for air just a second, foreheads touching, both of you breathing hard. "this is way better than the game," he muttered, voice low and rough, with a tiny grin pulling at his lips.
You huffed a laugh, your hands still on his shoulders. "Shut up."Â
You pulled him back in before he could say anything else. This kiss was different, harder, more sure. Your teeth caught his bottom lip and he made a noise he'd be embarrassed about later. His hand came up to your face, thumb against your cheek. Your fingers tangled in his hair and tugged and he pressed you back against the fridge hard enough that the door rattled. He kissed down your jaw, taking his time, and you tilted your head to give him room. Your breathing was coming in short bursts. He got to your neck and stayed there, face buried against your skin, breathing you in. You made a sound that kinda sounded like a purr and that did something in him. In his head, he was scrambling, piecing together bits from the game, like the survey thing, where things got rough, when he knew you liked it rough. But now? No way, he wanted this slow, careful, the way you deserved. He slowed his kisses on your neck, his thumb tracing small circles on your side under the hoodie. Don't rush, idiot, his brain nagged, you're not on a timer here.Â
He pulled back just a bit, forehead against yours, and said, "Sorry, this was kinda... out of nowhere."
You shook your head, still trying to catch your breath. "It wasn't."
He looked at your mouth, then back up to your eyes. "If this is weird for you though. With everything. I can stop."
"No." You said it fast, then quieter. "I want this."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah." you paused, then added quieter, "I haven't stopped thinking about it. Or⌠you. I can't stop thinking about you."
His brain glitched hard at that. wWait, she what? Holy shit, okay, don't screw this up. And he leaned in again, kissing you deeper now, hands sliding up your back, pulling you flush against him. He nipped at your lip, testing, as things heated back up, his pulse loud in his ears. You pushed him back gently, hands on his chest, guiding him across the room step by step until his back hit the wall with a soft thud. The kiss turned messy then, tongues clashing, breaths mixing in quick gasps, neither of you holding back anymore. Your lips moved to his jaw, nipping lightly, then down to his neck, sucking at the skin there.
He let out an uncontrolled whine, his hands tightening on your hips. That sound made you bolder, so you slipped one hand under his hoodie, fingers tracing the warm skin of his stomach, feeling the muscles tense under your touch. You pulled back up to kiss him again, fast and urgent, teeth grazing his lip. He bent his knees a bit, hands sliding down to your thighs, and lifted you up in one smooth motion. Your legs wrapped around his torso automatically, and he spun you around, pressing your back against the wall now. No action option popped up in his head, no prompt telling him what to do next â he'd done it all on instinct, and that made a quick flash of pride hit him, like he was finally off script, just going with it.
Between kisses, you murmured against his mouth, "Hee, you feel so good."
"You too, god" he breathed back, voice rough. He pressed in closer, his body flush against yours, the bulge in his pants obvious now between your legs. You let out a quiet moan, your head tipping back against the wall. He kept you pinned there against the wall, his hips rolling slow against yours in a rhythm that matched your breaths, each grind pulling a small gasp from you. His hands slid up under your hoodie, fingers spreading wide over your ribs, thumbs brushing the underside of your bra as he kissed you deeper, tongue sweeping in like he couldn't get enough. You arched into his touch and nipped at his earlobe, then soothed it with your tongue. He shivered, a low groan escaping him, and you felt him harden more against you, the friction sending sparks up your spine.
He lowered you slowly to the floor, knees bending as he guided you toward the bed, never breaking the kiss. You tugged at his hoodie, pulling it over his head in one messy motion, his hair falling wild as it came off. His skin was warm, flushed, and you ran your hands over his chest, thumbs circling his nipples until they peaked under your touch. He laughed softly, a little breathless, as he peeled your hoodie off next, tossing it aside. His fingers traced the strap of your bra, slipping it down your shoulder before leaning in to kiss the exposed skin.
You pushed him back onto the bed, climbing onto his lap, your thighs straddling his as you ground down slowly, feeling his erection press right where you needed it. His hands gripped your hips, guiding the motion. As his fingers worked the clasp of your bra, letting it fall away, Heeseung's mind clicked into place: this was infinitely better than any simulator. In the game it was all presets, like surveys and options that guessed at what you liked, scripted responses that felt good but flat. Here, he could watch your reactions for real, feel the way your body tensed or relaxed under his hands, discover the spots that made you squirm without a pop up telling him what to do. No algorithms dictating the pace; just trial and error, his lips on your skin, learning from every shiver, every moan. Why settle for a program when he could map you out himself, piece by piece?
Things picked up then, his mouth closing over one of your nipples, tongue flicking slow at first, then sucking harder when you arched into it, your fingers tangling in his hair. "Hee, yesâ like that," you breathed, grinding down firmer, the wet heat between your legs soaking through against his sweatpants. He switched sides, hand cupping the other breast, thumb rolling over the peak. He helped you take your sweatpants off, and then his free hand slipped between you, fingers pressing over your clit through your panties, rubbing in tight circles that had you moaning louder, hips bucking. You reached down, palming him through his pants, feeling the outline of his cock twitch under your hand. "You're so hard already," you said, squeezing gently, watching his face contort. He thrust up into your touch, a whine slipping out as he pulled you in for another kiss, messy and deep.Â
His fingers dipped under your waistband now, sliding through your slick folds, one dipping inside you slow, curling just right. "So wet, fuck," he whispered, adding another finger, pumping steadily as his thumb found your clit again. You rocked against his hand, breaths coming faster, and tugged at his sweatpants, freeing him enough to wrap your fingers around his length, stroking slow from base to tip, thumb swiping over the precum beading there. He bucked into your grip, groaning into your mouth, the sound vibrating through you. "Keep going," he panted, fingers speeding up inside you, hitting that spot that made your toes curl.
You sped up your strokes, matching his rhythm, the slick sound of your hand on him mixing with the wet push of his fingers in you. He dropped his head to your shoulder, mouthing at your neck, teeth grazing skin as his free hand gripped your thigh hard enough to leave marks. You rolled your palm over the head on every upstroke, spreading the precum down his length, and he thrust into your fist harder, a low whine catching in his throat. His hips stuttered, thrusts into your hand getting erratic, and you felt him swell thicker against your palm. Suddenly he grabbed your wrist, stopping your movement, chest heaving. "I can'tâ fuckâ I'll cum so fast like this."
"Yeah," you breathed, nodding quick, "Fuck, okay." He kissed you hard once more, then pulled his fingers out slow, bringing them to his mouth and sucking them clean while looking right at you. You bit your lip, heat rushing lower. You shifted back a bit, still catching your breath. "You got a condom?"
"Oh shit," he muttered, eyes widening. He reached down to his sweatpants, still tangled around one thigh from your handjob. And dug into the pocket, fumbling for his wallet. You leaned in, kissing along his neck slow, tongue flicking the spot that made him shiver earlier, just to keep him distracted. He huffed as he finally pulled out the foil packet. He glanced at it, then chuckled under his breath, shaking his head. In the game you didn't need this shit â couldn't exactly knock up pixel pussy.Â
He tore the packet open with his teeth, rolling it on quick but careful, hand stroking himself once to settle it. Then he nudged you back onto the bed, settling between your legs as you lay on your back. He kicked off the sweatpants fully, nearly tripping when they caught on his ankle, and you both grinned at the awkward shuffle. He hovered over you, one hand bracing by your head, the other guiding himself, tip brushing through your folds once, twice, coating in your wetness. "You okay?" he asked, voice low, eyes locked on yours.
"Yeah, fuck, please," you said, wrapping your legs around his hips, pulling him closer.
He pushed in slow, the head of his cock breaching you first, that initial stretch making him grit his teeth; tight, wet heat wrapping around him like a vice, slick from all the buildup, but still enough resistance that he had to ease forward inch by inch. His breath caught sharp in his throat, eyes squeezing shut for a second as the sensation hit him full force: warm walls fluttering around him, pulling him deeper, the condom dulling it just a bit but not enough to hide how perfectly you fit, how your body gave way but clung at the same time. He bottomed out with a low groan, hips flush against yours, and stayed there, pulsing inside you, the fullness making his thighs tense.
This was miles better than the game. In the sim, it was all smooth, predictable friction, coded to feel good but always a step removed, like jacking off to a video. Here, though, buried deep in you, he felt every twitch, every squeeze of your cunt around his cock, the real heat radiating through him, the way your wetness coated him completely, Making each tiny shift send sparks up his spine. It was messy and raw, just the obscene reality of how soaked you were, how his balls pressed between your thighs, heavy and tight, begging for more. He started moving then, slow pulls back and thrusts in, the wet slap of skin filling the room as he found a rhythm. You arched up to meet him, nails digging into his shoulders, leaving red lines he could feel stinging already. "Fuck, you're taking me so well," he muttered, voice wrecked, as he snapped his hips harder once, watching your tits bounce with the impact. He leaned down, mouth latching onto your neck, sucking hard enough to bruise while he ground deep, cock dragging along your walls, hitting spots that made you clench tighter around him.
Your legs tightened around his waist, heels pressing into his back, urging him faster, and he obliged, thrusts turning rougher, the bed creaking under you both. He could hear the squelch each time he buried himself balls-deep, your pussy gripping him. "So fucking wet," he groaned against your skin, one hand sliding down to grab your ass, pulling you onto him harder. You moaned louder, fingers tangling in his hair, tugging as he pounded in, the angle shifting so his pubic bone ground against your clit with every thrust.
He flipped you over suddenly, hands on your hips yanking you up onto all fours, and slid back in from behind in one smooth push, deeper this way, his cock curving just right to make you gasp. He started railing you, skin slapping loud, his balls smacking against you with each brutal thrust. You pushed back against him, meeting every snap, your walls fluttering around him, milking him tighter. He reached around, fingers finding your clit, rubbing messy circles while he fucked you harder.
His mind flashed back to the game then, that kink survey popping up, how you'd picked options that leaned heavy into rough. He wondered if it carried over, if real you craved that edge too. Testing it, he drew back a hand and landed a smack on your ass, not too hard, just enough to sting and make the flesh jiggle under his palm. The sound cracked through the room, sharp over the wet slaps of his thrusts. You moaned low, pushing back harder against him, your pussy clenching tight around his cock like a reflex. That reaction lit him up â okay, she likes it â and he felt bolder, the dom side kicking in without overthinking. "Yeah, you take that so good," he groaned, rubbing the spot he smacked, soothing the heat before landing another, a bit firmer this time, watching your skin pink up.Â
He kept pounding in, deep and steady, the angle letting him hit that spot inside you that made your knees buckle a little. Reaching forward, he grabbed your wrists, pulling your arms back and pinning them at the small of your back with one hand, your chest dropping lower to the mattress. It arched your ass higher, letting him drive deeper, his free hand gripping your hip hard, fingers digging into the soft flesh there. The restraint made everything tighter, your walls hugging his cock obscenely, slick dripping down his balls with each thrust. "Fuck, I can't take it anymore," he panted, voice breaking as he felt you flutter around him, the build-up coiling tight in his gut.
"Heeâclose, I'm so close," you gasped, face pressed into the sheets, hips grinding back desperate now. He picked up the pace, thrusts turning frantic, skin slapping louder, his balls tightening as he railed you harder. "Come on, let go for me, you feel so good clenching like that," he muttered, leaning over you, breath hot on your back. The friction built fast, your moans turning high and broken, and he felt you shatter first, your pussy spasming hard around his cock, milking him in waves, wetness gushing out and coating his thighs. That pushed him over, his hips stuttering as he buried deep one last time, groaning loud as he came, pulsing inside you, the condom catching every thick spurt while your bodies locked together, shaking through it.
You both stayed like that for a minute, chests heaving, sweat cooling on your skin, the room thick with the smell of sex. He was still buried inside you, pulsing faintly with aftershocks, but he didn't want it to end yet. Slowly, he eased out, the condom slick and heavy as he tied it off and dropped it on the floor beside the bed. His hands loosened on your wrists, letting your arms fall forward as you collapsed onto your stomach with a soft groan. He leaned down, lips brushing the small of your back, tasting the salt there, then lower, kissing along the curve where your spine dipped. His teeth grazed the swell of your ass, biting just hard enough to make you twitch, then soothing it with his tongue. You pushed back slightly, thighs parting on instinct, and he took the invitationâ hands spreading you open as he dragged his tongue slow from your asshole down to your entrance, lapping up the mess you'd both made. The taste hit him full: tangy, musky, mixed with the latex from the condom and your arousal, thick and real coating his tongue. He groaned into you, diving deeper, tongue pushing inside your pussy, curling to scoop out more, nose buried against you as he ate you out sloppy from behind.
Your hips started rocking back, muffled moans into the pillow, fingers gripping the sheets. He kept going, alternating broad licks up your slit with flicks over your clit, then back to spearing his tongue inside, feeling your walls flutter again. His face was soaked now, chin dripping, lips swollen, as he sucked your clit into his mouth, humming low. You tensed hard, thighs shaking, and came again with a broken cry, pushing back against his face, wetness flooding his mouth as he licked you through it, not stopping until you sagged limp.
He pulled back finally, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand but mostly just smearing it, face shiny and wrecked. He flipped you over gentle, onto your back, and just looked; your cheeks flushed deep red, hair stuck to your forehead, neck and thighs dotted with fresh bruises from his mouth and grip, chest rising fast. You looked completely fucked out, eyes half lidded, lips bitten raw. His gaze dropped to himself: cock half hard again already, hanging heavy, the used condom on the floor bloated with his load, cum visible through the latex. This was nothing like the game. There, everything reset clean, no mess, no lingering taste on his tongue, no actual bruises blooming on skin. Here, he could smell you on his face, feel the ache in his jaw from eating you out, see the evidence of how hard he'd fucked you. Way better. Infinitely better.
He crawled up beside you, collapsing half on top, one leg tangled with yours, hand resting on your stomach as you both caught your breath again. The air was still thick, sheets twisted around your ankles, and Heeseung shifted a little closer, propping his head on one hand to look at you. He picked up your hand, fingers tracing over your knuckles before bringing them to his lips, kissing each one slow, like he was checking they were real. "Hey," he said soft, "was is... good for you?"
You glanced away for a second, cheeks heating up again, then nodded. "Yeah. Really good." Your voice came out quieter than you meant, thumb brushing his wrist. He smiled small, relieved, and pressed another kiss to your fingertips. You swallowed, still coming down, and mumbled, "want some water?"
"Yeah I'll get it," he said quick, already pushing up. He swung his legs off the bed and stood, then paused mid step, one hand going to his lower back with a quiet "Owâshit." He stretched a bit, wincing. Last time he'd moved like that was... well, in the game and pixels don't pull muscles. He huffed a laugh at himself and shuffled over to the mini fridge, the floor cool under his feet.
He grabbed two bottles, cracked one open for you first, and came back, sitting on the edge of the bed close enough that his knee bumped yours. You sat up a little, taking the water, and he reached out, fingers threading through your messy hair, smoothing it back gently while you drank. His touch was light, almost absent minded, but steady. You lowered the bottle and just looked at himâ hair sticking up, lips swollen, a faint red mark on his neck from earlier. You let out a soft laugh, nose scrunching. he raised an eyebrow, grinning. "Hi."
"Hi," you said back, still smiling.
He tilted his head, thumb brushing your cheek. "You need to pee."
You snorted, covering your face with one hand. "Yes, I know." He didn't even hesitate, just slid his arms under you, one behind your back, the other under your knees, and lifted you up like you weighed nothing. You yelped quietly, arms looping around his neck on reflex. "Heeâ"
"I got you," he muttered, carrying you across the room to the bathroom door, stepping carefully around the clothes scattered on the floor. He set you down gentle inside, kissed your forehead quick, and pulled the door almost shut behind you. "Take your time." You heard him flop back onto the bed with a dramatic groan, probably rubbing his back again, and couldn't help smiling to yourself in the mirror.
When you came back, he was sitting on the edge of your bed, boxers pulled on, knees apart, elbows resting on his thighs. He looked up as the bathroom door opened and gave you this small, lopsided smile, half awkward, half couldn't-hide-it-if-he-tried glad. His hair was still a mess, sticking up where your fingers had been, and he rubbed the back of his neck like he didn't know where to put his hands now. You walked over and sat next to him, close enough that your thighs touched, the mattress dipping a little under both of you.
For a second neither of you said anything, just the quiet hum of the mini fridge and the faint rustle of sheets when you shifted. He glanced at you sideways. "So... that happened."
You huffed a small laugh, pulling your knees up. "Yeah. It did."
He was quiet for a moment. "Was itâ" he stopped, started again. "I don't want you to think that's why I came here. Or that I expectedâ"
"I know."
"Because we don't really know each other. Like, actually know each other. And I don't want you to feel like this was too much orâ"
"Don't we though?"
He looked at you. "What?"
"Know each other." You tucked your hair behind your ear. "I lived all of it with you. In the game."
"Yeah but that wasn'tâ"
"The date in the park," you said. "You picked that flower for me. The one that was glowing.â Heeseung was very still now, watching you. "And we played League together," you continued. "Destroyed my exes, even though they don't even exist in real life. Also, you were so smug about it, kept emoting after every kill, I thought you were so cute. And then we cooked pasta at my place and you almost burned the garlic and I had to help you and we ended up justâ" you stopped, smiled a little. "It felt easy and natural like I'd known you forever. And the dates after that. Like the arcade, that hiking trail." You were looking at your hands now. "And then the park again at night. You told me you were falling for me. I remember it all too well. It was the most real thing that's ever happened to me." You finally looked at him. "And when I met you at the party and realized you were an actual person, I freaked out. Because how was I supposed to deal with the fact that I'd already fallen for you before we'd even met?"
"Youâ" his voice cracked slightly. "You fell for me?"
"Yeah." You said it simple, like it was obvious. "In the game. I didn't know it was you, but I felt everything. And then when Jungwon texted me about the update, I couldn't â I had to play it again. I had to see you again, even if it was just in the game. I thought it was just the game being really immersive and really realistic and I didn't think you were actually there."
Heeseung let out a breath that was almost a laugh. "I thought the same thing but I couldn't figure out what else it could be."
"And then we both avoided each other for a week." You laughed, dropping your head against his shoulder. "We're idiots."
"Complete idiots." He leaned his head against yours. "But like, in our defense, how were we supposed to know we were accidentally having virtual sex through a Nintendo Switch?"
You snorted, shoulders shaking with laughter. "Please never say that sentence again."
"Which part, the virtual sex or the Nintendo Switch?"
"Both. That whole thing."
He was grinning now. "But it happened."
"Ynfortunately yes."
"And it wasâ" he stopped.
"Really good," you finished.
He pulled back a little, just enough to look at you, his fingers sliding up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. His touch lingered, thumb brushing your cheek. "Yeah. It was. But this way is better." You smiled, he did too. But then he paused, and said quieter, "We don't have to figure it all out right now, you know. The whole... what this means. But," he swallowed, hand dropping to lace with yours on the sheet. "If you want to. If you're down... I'd really like to try this for real. Like, dates that don't require a Switch cartridge. Real hiking and a real arcade. And the boring real stuff too."
You turned your hand over, squeezing his fingers. "Boring real stuff sounds good."
"Yeah?" His smile went soft, relieved, and he shifted closer, knee bumping yours. His free hand came up to your waist, pulling you gently until you were half in his lap, legs tangled again. He kissed you slow then, nothing rushed, just lips moving soft, his hand splaying warm on your back. You kissed back, fingers threading through the hair at his nape, tugging lightly when he deepened it a bit. He pulled away just enough to breathe, lips still grazing yours. "This okay?"
"More than okay," you murmured, chasing his mouth for another quick kiss. He smiled into it, then another, hand sliding up your spine, thumb tracing lazy lines. You broke apart for air, but stayed close, foreheads together. "So," you said, poking his chest. "First real date. You picking or me?"
"I owe you that glowing flower," he said, fingers playing with your hair. "But like, from an actual field this time."
You laughed softly, kissing the corner of his mouth. "Deal. But you're still helping with the garlic."
He groaned dramatically, flopping back onto the pillow and pulling you with him so you landed half on his chest. "Fine. But no emoting when I burn it."
You settled there, ear over his heartbeat, his arms wrapping loose around you. "We'll see."
And you did see, because you saw him burn garlic three more times over the next month, and you emoted every single time, just to watch him get flustered and defensive about it. And the dates weren't like the game. There were no perfectly timed sunsets or fireflies that landed on cue.Â
Your first real date was at a diner near campus at two in the afternoon because that's when you both had free time between classes. He ordered pancakes and you stole half of them. The syrup was too sweet and the coffee was burnt and it was perfect anyway. You went to an arcade on a Tuesday night because you both thought it would be funny and all the good machines were broken. Heeseung spent twenty bucks trying to win you a stuffed cat from the claw machine and failed every time, just like the game. You ended up buying one from the prize counter with your own money and he carried it around for the rest of the night looking mildly offended. The hiking trail he took you on wasn't the picturesque mountain path from the game. It was a local trail that was mostly flat and next to a highway. You could hear cars the entire time. He tripped over a root and almost took you down with him. But he held your hand the whole way and pointed out a bird he thought was cool, and when you sat on a bench to rest, he kissed you and it tasted like the granola bars you'd been sharing.
You learned things about him that the game had never shown you. That he was grumpy in the mornings and needed at least ten minutes of silence before he could form coherent sentences. That he had a specific way of organizing his desk and got stressed when things were out of place. That he laughed at his own jokes before he finished telling them and it was the most endearing thing you'd ever seen. Meanwhile, he learned that you talked to yourself when you were concentrating, narrating your own thoughts out loud without realizing it. That you had strong opinions about which anime openings were skippable and which were sacred. That you stress baked at midnight and would show up at his dorm at one am with cookies that were still warm and slightly misshapen.
You played League together and he actually did run it down once and you flamed him for fifteen minutes straight. He took you to his favorite boba place and you hated the drink you ordered but drank it anyway because you didn't want to admit you'd made a mistake. He noticed and switched cups with you without saying anything.
And the domestic stuff was better than any game could've captured: grocery shopping together and arguing about which brand of ramen to buy; him falling asleep on your shoulder during study sessions in the library; you stealing his hoodies and him pretending to be annoyed but leaving them at your place on purpose. The way he'd text you random memes at three am just because he thought you'd find them funny. The way you'd save the last bite of your food for him without thinking about it. It was real and messy and nothing like the perfect dates the game had generated. It was so much better.
Three months in, Jungwon decided he wanted to do a pizza night at his place. Make-your-own-pizza, he'd said. It'll be fun, he'd said. He'd assigned everyone tasks and you and Heeseung got stuck with grocery shopping because apparently you were the only ones who could be trusted not to forget something important. Which is how you ended up in the pasta sauce aisle of the grocery store on a Saturday afternoon, having an increasingly heated debate about pizza sauce. "This one has basil already in it," Heeseung said, holding up a jar.
"But that one's too sweet. We need the plain one so we can add our own seasonings." You grabbed a different jar.
"Nobody's going to taste the difference."
"I'm going to taste the difference!"
"Yeah, that's because ou have the most specific opinions about things that don't matter."
"Excuse me, pizza sauce matters. This is important." He looked at you, standing there in your hoodie and jeans with your hair falling out of your bun, holding a jar of pasta sauce like it was a matter of life and death, and he felt something in his chest shift. You'd been arguing about groceries for ten minutes. Before that it had been flour â he'd grabbed all purpose and you'd insisted on bread flour even though Jungwon probably wouldn't care. You had strong opinions about olive oil brands. You'd spent five minutes reading the labels on different types of cheese. It was so mundane and domestic and real and he was so gone for you it was ridiculous.
Heeseung caught your wrist and pulled you back. You turned, surprised, the jar of sauce still in your hand. "What?" He just looked at you for a second. The fluorescent grocery store lighting was terrible and someone's kid was screaming two aisles over and the store radio was playing a compressed version of some pop song from five years ago. Nothing about this moment was romantic or special or anything like the game would've generated.
"You know," he said, "if this was a cooking game, you'd be picking all the wrong action options right now."
You laughed. "What?"
"The wrong sauce. Insisting on fresh garlic when the jarred stuff is right there. Making this way more complicated than it needs to be." He was smiling now, pulling you closer. "You'd be failing the efficiency route."
"Good thing this isn't a game then."
"Yeah." His other hand came up to your face, thumb brushing your cheek. "Good thing." You were looking at him with this soft expression, waiting for whatever he was going to say, and Heeseung realized he'd been waiting for the perfect moment for weeks now. The right time, the right place, the right words. But standing in a grocery store on a random Saturday arguing about pizza sauce felt more right than any perfectly rendered sunset could've been. "I love you," he said.
You went very still. "What?"
"I love you." He said it again, steadier this time. "And I want to finally beat fuck ass Girlfriend Simulator. Make it official."
"Heeseungâ"
"I want to complete the Girlfriend Simulator route," he continued, and he was grinning now because he could see you trying not to smile. "Get the good ending. Unlock the girlfriend achievement."
You laughed. "You're such a nerd."
"Yeah, I know. so?" He squeezed your hand. "Will you be my girlfriend? For real this time?"
You set the jar of sauce down on the nearest shelf, not even checking if it was the right spot, and kissed him. Right there in the middle of the grocery store with terrible lighting and screaming children and elevator music playing overhead. His arms came around you and you could feel him smiling against your mouth. When you pulled back, you were both grinning like idiots. "Yes," you said. "Obviously yes.âÂ
And you kissed him. His arms came around you and you could feel him smiling against your mouth. You pulled back just a little, hands sliding up to rest on his chest, fingers curling into his shirt. The kiss turned slower then, softer, your lips brushing his again and again like you couldn't quite stop. He made this quiet hum, one hand coming up to cup the back of your neck, thumb stroking the skin there while the other stayed firm on your waist, keeping you close. Some lady pushed her cart past you both, wheels squeaking on the linoleum, but neither of you moved.
When you finally broke apart, foreheads still touching, you were both breathing a little harder. "I love you too," you said, voice low but steady. "Obviously. And I'm really glad I beat Boyfriend Simulator."
He laughed soft, nose bumping yours. "Wait." His face went serious all of a sudden, eyes narrowing. "That was the name of your game? Boyfriend Simulator?"
"Yeah." You bit your lip, trying not to grin too big. "Jungwon said it was different from Girlfriend Simulator because this one has a multiplayer option."
He shook his head slow, arms still around you, holding you there in the aisle like he wasn't planning on letting go anytime soon. You both just stood there, wrapped up in each other between the shelves of pasta sauce, carts rumbling by, some kid yelling about cereal in the distance. Heeseung stared at you, processing, then let out this quiet groan, dropping his forehead to your shoulder. "I'm going to kill Yang Jungwon."
You laughed into his hair, fingers threading through it at the nape of his neck. "Get in line."
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