⊱⊹ i just wish for this loop to end. ⊹⊰ @heffrondriving - Tumblr Blog

❝ And KENDALL needs to stop talking back to me after everything I say! ❞

#WOE INAUGURAL TRASH BLOG REVIVAL KENDALL KNIGHT GIFS BE UPON YE!!!!! IT'S ONLY RIGHT OFC PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH 💖🕊️🌍#i hope this atones for all the immediate shitposting i did right outta hiatus;;; the shitposting will continue though but still #i'm not even capping i have so many random solo kendall gifsets that i never posted. the chokehold this man and his eyebrows had on me 🐕#also heck it why not i'm leaving the embarrassingly unhinged og (2022?) tags i had for this post as well here are They:#TOP TEN DEVASATING INCIDENTS THAT GOT ME HOLLERING HE'S MY BABYGIRL FR DOT GEE EYE EFF!!!!!!#THAT 3RD GIF SPECIFICALLY GOT ME ACTING UP SOME KINDA WAY;;; PURE ATTITUDE ALL WRAPPED IN SASSY FLANNEL DIMPLY BITCH BOY UGH HE'S SO VERY !#'Chill pill!' bro was so proud of getting the last word that gustavo made sure it ended up on his gravestone 💀💀💀#brb omw to be kendall knight's b-b-b-b-b-boyfriend <3 that's what that song was about right he's looking for a one so babyyy imma be that #idk if this is any good it's my first time attempting gifs in gīmp and i have zero idea .-. the filter is babygirlifying ken good tho #but it also looks like some fever dream mf sequence which um. isn't too far off from what my subconscious mostly looks like tbh :^/#i prolly shoulda grided this bUT DANGIT I SPENT TOO LONG ON THIS AND MY MANS BEAUTIFUL FACE DESERVES TO BE APPRECIATED IN 4KHD SOZ LONGPOST #if it looks like a mushy grainy dithering mess with 4 pixels across the boards that's on tumblr so pls click on it hopefully it's better???#btr #big time rush #kendall knight #kendall schmidt #s02e08: big time guru #all my btr episodes are locked away and i can't fact-check if that's the right one so i really hope i'm remembering it right ⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠෴⁠ ⁠༎ຶ⁠#edit #tvedit #gifs #gifset #btrgifs #rusher #mine #turn that thing big time!#my rusher besties aren't really on tumblr but imma use their friendship tags anyway bc. i Love them sm 🫶 kenny is liz hehe #stop it forever #big time eps #tv gifs

NOOOOOOO I JUST REALISED FO&O REMOVED ALL THE FOOO FRIDAY VLOGS FROM THEIR DAMN CHANNEL WHAT THE FUCK PÅ RIKTIGT NÄMEN NU BLIR JAG SÅ JÄVLA SUR OCH SVIN DEPRIMERAD OCH HELT FÖRBANNAD JU ASSÅNEJ VAFAAAN

#fo&o #the fooo conspiracy #I'M LITERALLY SO ĀNGRʏ WHY DID THEY DO THIS ALL OF A SUDDEN RIGHT WHEN I'M A THOUSAND LAYERS DEEP IN MY FOOO NOSTALGIA >:“(((#I MEAN YES I DO HAVE COPIES OF THE VIDS DOWNLOADED THANK FKN GOD BUT THEY'RE ALL TRAPPED IN MY OLD JANK LAPTOP AND I CAN'T WATCH THEM HMPH #BUT AT LEAST BILIBILI STILL GOT ME BLESS THE OLD FOOOERS WHO HAVE PRESERVED ALL THESE YEARS OF HISTORY BC I'D BE SO DEVASTATED WITHOUT IT #AND NOW I'M PARANOID HIGHKEY BC THEY MIGHT'VE REMOVED OTHER NON-FOOO FRIDAY VIDS AND I WOULDN'T EVEN KNOW BC I DIDN'T RECORD THEIR ARCHIVE #IT'S SO HARD BEING A FAN OF AN OBSCURE AND (CURRENTLY) INACTIVE GROUP BC. WHERE THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO PICK UP ALL THESE PIECES #WITH NO ONE AROUND TO HELP ME. AND NOBODY WOULD EVEN BE SYMPATHETIC TO MY PLIGHT BC NO ONE GETS THE IMMENSE STRUGGLE ANYWAY 😭😭😭#EVEN NOW AS I POST THIS ON AN UNRELATED BTR BLOG BC NO ONE WOULD PAY ATTENTION IF IT WAS ON MY FOOO BLOG. I AM SO PAINFULLY ALONE PLEASE #SERIOUSLY ANY FOOOERS OUT THERE? EVEN JUST PAST ONES OR ONES WHO LISTENED TO THEM ONLY BC OF OMAR AND YOUNG ROYALS??? PLSPLSPLS LET ME KNOW #I AM LEGIT HURTING SO MUCH RN. VV THANKFUL I GOT INTO FO&O B4 THEY PULLED THIS BULLSHIT SO I STILL GOT TO SEE THE VIDS BUT. IT STILL HURTS #omar rudberg #young royals #yes i'm tagging them for exposure. the sad pitiful things a pathetically desperate man is driven to do etc. etc.#idk how to cope now :'((( i rewatched but it doesn't hit the same after this discovery;;; guess i'll just make art or eat asbestos or smth

goreyer

The Fooo Conspiracy | Summer Love

#LISTEN I JUST. I MISS THEM SO SO SOOOO MUCH IT HURTS TO EVEN THINK ABOUT ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽💔💔💔💔#YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LEGENDARY TO ME KINGS ABSOLUTELY NO ONE ELSE DID IT LIKE Y'ALL DID AND NO ONE EVER WILL!!!!!!#*nickelback photograph meme* LOOK AT MY BOYS. LOOK HOW EXQUISITELY BEAUTIFUL THEY ARE. LOOK HOW THEY WARM UP MY DEAD SHRIVELED SOUL #🎶 CHEAP SHADES FAST CARS LATE NIGHT SUMMER LOVE SWEET LIPS CIGARETTES PEOPLE DANCING IN THE YARD FAKE TANS TANKIE TOPS ACTING REBELS #STANDING TALL YOUNGBLOOD FAVOURITE SONG WE GOT EVERYTHING WE WANT!!!!!!!!!! *starts a one-man death moshpit in my bedroom* 💥💥💥#AND NOW FOR THAT KICKASS SPANISH VERSE HIT IT OMAR!!!#not btr #fo&o #the fooo conspiracy

sir that is my emotional support boyband-

#am i talking about Big Time Rush in this post?????? the world may never truly know #spōiler: not really this is post is actually about sveriges största pojkband FO&O / The Fooo Conspiracy :^D sorrynotsorry for the clickbait #i accidentally fell down a rabbit hole of old fooo vids once again and the love i have for these boys is undescribably special #it's not just a plain nostalgic kind of love like with btr but it's moreso a true unconditional love yk #like sure i haven't been keeping up with them as much anymore but that's mostly bc they're inactive and not bc my love for them has faded #i still love fo&o/tfc as intensely and wholeheartedly as i did when i first found them. i don't think those feelings will ever change #unlike all my other momentary hyperfixations did. and considering that this band was my ultimate comfort after falling out of btr fandom #it remains to have absolutely nothing but good memories and peak happiness attached to it for me. that's what makes them truly special #i mean i singlehandedly learned an entireass language just for fo&o and have tattoos for them if that ain't dedication idk what is #anyway. it's a good slow quiet fandom to come back to esp since my new hyperfixation is as hectic and stressful as it gets ;-;#and while i still like big time rush ofc; there are some odd feelings with it which are still kinda touchy to come back to :/#all that is to say i miss my fooo boys endlessly everyday but i'm also vv happy they're all thriving in life and doing their own things!!!#and the fact that they're still good friends to this day and have zero drama whatsoever makes me cry this is what love looks like y'all 💖#for now all i can do is hope for a little comeback. a special reunion project perhaps. they have gotten together a couple times already and #omar and felix (and oscar to an extent) are still making music after all. if they ever make any kind of comeback i can finally die happy #and ofc i really want ogge to be a part of it too!!! it won't truly be a fooo reunion without him reuniting to return the missing o in fo&o #i'm manifesting this now and foooever. feel free to scream at me for being unabashedly cringe but i mean every last word #aaand that has been it for rambling about an obscure boyband in a blog about not said boyband at 8 AM i have been your host allen #i'd be more hesitant to post about non-btr in this blog but all my high-effort posts flop hard anyway and this is MY household idc anymore #to be fair it's still my most beloved fooo boys on my header and pfp so it's all fair game right? right?????#and i did have lots of btr and tfc parallels and even wrote a fic starring both bands...dare i put any of them up and lose all my followers #hmph i don't even have new young royals anymore to comfort me after this emotional wave >:“(((#feel free to reinterpret this post and rb it to make it about your emotional support boyband though hehe :3 #okay back to rewatching vv old vv adorable vids of babie fooo and jamming out to my unguilty pleasure pop boyband playlist turn uppp #stop it forever #do pretty girl don't speak

❝ . . . Until he burp-asks her out. Or gives her a gift, which will be a frog. ❞

: ̗̀❥ KENLOS in S03E04: BIG TIME DOUBLE DATE

#n e way here's an actual proper post to make up for my prev goof;;; WHERE MY GIGACHAD BASED KENLOS TRUTHERS THOUGH HANDS UP!!! *crickets*#i honestly meant to post this last valentines but. i Forgor? oops #btw the first og tag (from 2022/2023?) for this post is so stupid and has me cackling to the highway even if no one's gonna get it but here #HAPI BALENTAYNS DEY MGA WALANG JOWA BWAHAAHAHDDHS 👋(ಠಿ⁠ヮ⁠ಠ)🫰#yes ik this was largely a jarlos ep but kenlos is super adorable and looks positively kissable in the first scenes so. hehee :'>#istfg i have so many random kenlos gifs clogging up my drafts for the sake of my own personal braimnrot. i love them bc no one else will ok #their lil touches...they way they cosy up to each other instinctively...ken looking so offended for los.....what is it about tenderness #I HAD TO ADD THAT BONUS GIF EVEN IF I KINDA POSTED IT B4 I STILL CRI SEVERELY AT LOS' GENTLEST CHEST TAP AS KENDALL GAZES AT HIM FONDLY 🥹#(ft. james' cropped shoulder hghgh i love u pretty bb i'll do a redemption for u some other time </3)#6th gif pov: the Boyfriends are synchronised judging ur entire life choices but ✨s o m f t l y✨#james meanwhile just had. the blankest look on his face. no brain cells rattling around that conker just dessicated hairgel and vibes 💅#btw the dude in the blue shirt sunglasses and backpack must've passed behind them like 5 times during this whole scene lol budget who #btr #big time rush #kendall knight #carlos garcia #kenlos #gifs #gifset #edit #mine #tvedit #btredit #rusher #stop it forever #kendall schmidt #big time eps #s03e04: big time double date #good luck loverboy #crazy to be using my kenlos tag again ahhhhh

found my very first big time rush doodles circa 2020 and felt like redrawing it idk :^]

#my art style is going through a bit of a crisis rn so ik things look hella wonky ayt. and is the skill in the room with us rn #also pls excuse the random japanese djdkdkfl the CringeWeeb™ in me is just going feral and chewing on my frontal lobes again-#i was gonna draw current irl btr but i could absolutely NOT get them to look right with my ikemen/chibi j-pop art style. it's too CURSED #ALSO ALSO ALSO IK I HAVE SHIT HANDWRITING BUT ALAS WCYD #my faves have to be the kendall ones bc. well he's My Boy hehe but also i really like the purple and yellow lighting thing going on ;]#i have missed drawing them ngl 💔#drawing those stupid exaggerated faces were so much funnn #btr #big time rush #kendall schmidt #kendall knight #james maslow #james diamond #logan henderson #logan mitchell #carlos garcia #carlos penavega #art #doodles #mine #can you picture this?#i hope that's the right art tag for my blog shdjdj #stop it forever #fanart #rusher

vestalsnake

#I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!; /ᐠ > ˕ <マ ₊˚⊹♡ I MISSED Y'ALL LOTS ISTG #EVEN THE ONES WHO I AM TOO BIG SHY TO FOLLOW OR INTERACT WITH BUT I'VE SEEN IN MY NOTES AND THE BTR TAGS REGULARLY I LOVE YOU TOO!!! 💖💖💖#THANK YOU FOR PUTTING UP WITH UR LOCAL RUSHER GRAMPA'S UNWANTED RETURN AND SENILE RAMBLINGS AND I HOPE Y'ALL DON'T HATE ME HAJAHSJSJDKDLSHA #i really wanna follow more blogs but idk who bc i'm an awkward pleb so pls never hesitate to interact and stuff i'm;; would love new friend #(on a scale of one to heffrondriving how tragic is ur sad existence rn-)#do pretty girl don't speak

Do you still like big time rush or has James ruined them for you?

i have absolutely no idea how long ago this was from but like. y'all what even is this offhand ask lmao ( ; ⚆ _ ⚆ )

but alright screw it, just to set the record straight: i loved Big Time Rush lots and lots, that much is obvious. the nick show itself was such an integral part of my childhood, and i absolutely have no regrets about rediscovering the band last 2020 and diving in headfirst right into the deep end *Hot Summer by Heffron Drive starts blasting out* of their music and inevitably joining the fandom. i'm especially forever thankful for all the interesting experiences and fun projects and amazing friends i've made along the way, so i'm sincerely always going to have a certain fondness for BTR in the deepest crevices of my vv heart and soul.....

although yes, certainly *that* whole situation and other such related unfortunate controversies had kinda soured it to the point where i got uncomfortable calling myself a rusher—but that ultimately wasn't what made me fall out, it was just plain 'ol ✨burnout✨ idk keeping up with the fandom just got a little bit too hectic and way too toxic for me, so i moved on to other things better for my peace of mind. anyway, i'm mostly into cool J-pop stuff and ofc my most beloved svensk pojkband FO&O nowadays (also for language-learning purposes hehe :^D) and tbh these have been so incredibly wonderful and healing for me.....but i confess, i still kinda miss BTR and check in on them from time to time. hell, i even have a whooole bunch of chaotic BTR ocs that casually live rent-free in my mind now and forever and i'm constantly tempted to return to this rotting blog just so I can endlessly infodump lore abt them but i'm Annoying™ and who'd want that anyway soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

so yes, i do love Big Time Rush. despite everything, i still like the show and the music, i like all the silly wacky unhinged creations and nostalgic memories i have of it, i like the fandom generally and seeing notifs still pop up on this inactive blog as the ever-faithful rushers continue to thrive and be inspired by the band and its legacy (shoutout to all the new-wave tumblrushers hehe i see u guys much love and hugs and i hope y'all keep up all the fun vibes and creativity here mwah xoxo (⁠*⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠)⁠/⁠～⁠♡), and i really don't wanna allow anything to ruin all those good feelings i got from them, even if that means being critical and letting go of certain aspects. i don't have to love everything about it, really. just enough for me is hopefully enough ❤️‍🩹

and now, the musical journey continues...?

(p.s. #1: UNRELATED-ISH GIF BUT ALSO I PROMISE THIS GIF IS RELEVANT BC HE'S TECHNICALLY ONE OF MY BTR OCS SO LIKE THAT COUNTS RIGHT??? (⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠˙̫̮⁠ ⁠ꈨຶ⁠ ⁠))

(p.s. #2: BTR actually dropped by our country in their world tour last October 2024,,, too little, too late :"))) and apparently there was a whole fucking drama that went down abt it too??? anubayan nakakahiya gagi ahshdjsjdk)

#this ask kinda whack but aye at least i can use it to explain my disappearance for the last two years. not that anyone gives a shit but yk #this is a very sparknotes version though like seriously so much shit has went down in my existence istg #including getting hospitalised for a month major surgery and nearly getting nerfed by god but we gotta keep it nice and light here sorry ;×#n e way. i don't have much in the way of new btr stuff apart from my 10-member Heartbreaker Club OC au so prepare to be disappointed #and oh maybe i'll post my old btr drafts bc i have a whole load of those. my blog drafts sit at 2000+ rn so i gotta clear the archive out #there's still lots of gifsets and edits and shizz but unfortunately my fic drafts are trapped in a jank laptop with zero access #i have no idea. literally no one gives a damn allen lmao but i'm just spitballing here. i kinda miss actively being a part of a fandom tbh #so. a quiet blog reboot for now? i kinda wanna keep the FOOO theme bc it's nostalgic to me though.....#if i'm still unwelcome then. i'll go insane alone as always hehehe <3 #btr #big time rush #asks #answered #all the windows down #I STILL CAN'T REMEMBER MY TAGS WHY DID PAST ME HAVE TO BE SO CONVOLUTED ABOUT IT THE SMARMY MOTHERYUCKER (⁠ノ⁠ಠ⁠益⁠ಠ⁠)⁠ノ⁠彡⁠┻⁠━⁠┻#hello btw nonexistent audienceee (←peak delusional)

this is how i'm gonna fucking die i think

#POST CIRCA 2022 CAPTION AND ALL I HAD TO DIG THIS OUTTA MY DRAFTS TO SHOW Y'ALL THE EXTENT OF MY JAMETT BRAINWORMERY #i never posted this in fear of judgment and knowing nobody gave a shit about this ship but now...i offer my soul chat don't let me down pls #it's been a while so the details are fuzzy but i believe this is from a breakup fic inspired by All Time Low's Once In A Lifetime???#it's pure angst fodder ofc i loved putting my boys through the wringer and have them come out on the other end mangled but together <3 #also confession time i started writing this bc i got so disgusted at a lojett fic and this was the only way i could flush it out my system #love how i know this was from 2022 bc the caption is purple and that was my dale pa'ya-inspired blog theme colour at the time lmaooo #and i matched purple kenlos icons with my btr bestie liz and it amazing;;; liz if ur out there hiii fren ily i miss u too much 💜#n e way. what was i saying. oh yeah [incoherent madman ramblings]#might fuck around and actually post a 10k jamett fic. i've been meaning to post this one for a while but yk. The Horrors *gestures vaguely*#did anyone the fukc asked for it??? absolutely not. will i pull a fandom midwife and deliver it anyway???? ABSOLUTELY #btr #big time rush #james diamond #jett stetson #jamett #james diamond × jett stetson #himbo boyfriends #stop it forever #do pretty girl don't speak #the line that starts the whole story #not in my mirror #(what noooo i totally didn't have to search up my old blog posts just so i can remember how my tag system works wbu sexy ahah 🙈)

oh so NOW y'all rushers wanna talk about James Diamond/Jett Stetson and Jo Taylor/Lucy Stone?!??!?!!! NOW y'all wanna go and totally get behind that like it's the next big revelation?!!??? WHERE WERE Y'ALL WHEN I WAS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE ALONE IN THE FRONTLINES COVERED IN BLOOD AND RELENTLESSLY HERALDING THESE DAMN RAREPAIRS WITH EVERY INCH OF MY BATTERED CONVICTION AND YET NO ONE FUCKIN LISTENED?!?!!!! ISTG I'M GODDAMN CASSANDRA RN FINALLY WATCHING FORETOLD PROPHECIES GET FULFILLED AND YET. THE VINDICATION FEELS ALL TOO LATE AS THE LEGACY I HAVE BUILT IS ALL BUT FORGOTTEN NOW

#THERE ARE 16 JAMES/JETT AO3 FICS AND GUESS WHAT. 10 OF THEM ARE FUCKING MINE. AND COUNTING.#6 JO/LUCY FICS AND 3 OF THEM ARE MINE ISTG AM I GOING INSANE??????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I AM SO PISSED BRB CHEWING ASPHALT RAWRGRHGD #ok fr i love jocy but it's been around for a while so i'm not taking credit for it. JAMETT HOWEVER. THEY ARE MY GAY HIMBO BASTARD CHILDREN #THE FUCKING WAY THESE IDIOT BOYFRIENDS HAD A CHOKEHOLD ON ME BRO I. HAD TO WRITE ALL THE CONTENT AND DRAW ALL THE ART AND EVEN MADE #QUESTIONABLE SHIT MY ACE ASS REGRETS TO THIS VERY DAY AND FOR WHAT. THEY CALLED ME A DELUSIONAL FOOL FOR IT. NOW HOW THE TURN TABLES #Y'ALL WANNA TALK ABOUT TOXIC HIMBO BOYFRIENDS YAOI????? DO NOT CITE THE DEEP MAGIC TO ME WITCH I FUCKING WROTE IT MYSELF ETC ETC.#I STILL HAVE FIVE MILLION JAMETT DRAFTS WORTH 100K WORDS AND A WHOLE JOCY AU AND I'M TEMPTED TO REVIVE THEM ALL OUT OF SPITE NGL #IT INCLUDES HURT/COMFORT ANGST HAIR FIC AND SECRET BF REBOUND JETT+REPRESSED GAY JAMES FIC AND A WHOLE JAMETT REWRITE OF BIG TIME SURPRISE #EVEN IF ALL MY OLD BTR FIC DRAFTS ARE TRAPPED IN MY BROKEN LAPTOP;;; I'LL GET MY BROTHER TO PRY IT RIGHT OUTTA THERE IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKE #ALSO IF Y'ALL WANT MORE RAREPAIRS HI KENLOS NEEDS MORE LOVE. IDC KENLOS IS FUCKING ADORABLE AND PERFECT AND IN THIS MANIFESTO I WILL #AND DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT KENDALL/JETT OR EW LOGAN/JETT GET. THAT SHIT AWAY FROM ME THAT GARBAGE IS TRULY VILE WHAT'S THAT BROTHER ÆÜGGÖH #I'M NOT EVEN IN THIS FANDOM ANYMORE AND YET. AND YET!!!!!! I CAN'T LET IT SPIT IN MY FACE LIKE THIS!!!!!! MY CLOWN MAKEUP WILL MELT OFF!!!!#(this is all /lh btw. like i'm kinda mad ngl but just @ myself. i had jamett brainrot for the longest time and it corroded my frontal lobes #neway rant over lmao i hope everyone's having a lovely day out there <3 will this mark the return of this shitty blog???? idk djdjfjkxl #i been thinking about it for a bit but idk how welcome my obnoxious cringeass still is in the rusherblr space soooo #files this under: SHIT THAT GOT ME SO MAD IN DACLUB AT 4 A.M. THAT I REVIVED MY WHOLE DEAD BLOG TO SCREAM INTO THE MERCILESS VOID ABOUT IT #btr #big time rush #james diamond #jett stetson #jamett #james diamond × jett stetson #himbo boyfriends #jo taylor #lucy stone #jocy #jo taylor × lucy stone #stop it forever #it feels so weirdly nostalgic writing out those tags again ( ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ )#ps. did i spend 30mins making that gif just so i have an excuse to show off my eien ni beautiful pink-haired one truest loml on main??? NO

soooo. that new big time rush album huh

#how we feeling today rushers (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧#also yes i've come back from the dead just to post abt this like. i owe this blog *this much* at least ykyk #anyway its like 3 in the morning here and ive just woken up after a vv long and exhausting day yesterday so this was a pleasant surprise :>#i haven't really listened to it in full yet bc idk adhd things but when the mood hits right y'all know i'll be VIBING #i never talked abt it but waves and can't get enough were great earworms so i'm excited to see how the rest of the songs will turn out #also hope everyone's doing well here on the btr side of tumblr hehe y'all been absolutely fed this year <3 #is this gonna be allen's 2k23 tumblr comeback??? nah prob not i'm too in love with the fooo conspiracy atm but hey maybe also who knows 👀#(*heckler from the back of the audience* NO ONE CARES ABOUT U AND UR TRASH CONTENT IDIOT STFU FOREVER ACTUALLY!!!!!)#but yep. life has been fuck work has been a headache and so many unwanted tragic plot twists this year. but at least we got new btr lezzgo!#also happy pride month y'all!!! just saying this for absolutely no rhyme or reason related to this post at all wdym lmao ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯#okay thats all promise i'll shush now and it's time for old grampa to disappear into the darkest recesses of the internet yet again hejdååå #btr #big time rush #another life #album #stop it forever #lmao i hardly remember my dumbass blog tags;;; it's for the best hdbfkgk

heffrondriving

Kendall Francis Schmidt • November 2, 1990

#a little ditty from last year bloop <3 still pretty happy with this gifset tbh :'>#(even when it nearly stopped my heart several times from looking at kendall too much while making the gifs haghsjaja)#and yes there's still gonna be a new one bc. i adore him too much to not do anything this year ofc ofc a vv respectful mwah @ ken (❁´◡`❁)#kendork #heffron drive #i'll make queue love me again #addendum: i just realised these gifs are so fcukhing huge wtf past me;;; who needs gifs this mf big??? this shit like 800x wtf #and also rip @ rain don't come mv. still incredibly pissed about brainrotters trying to make that whole issue but at least i got a copy #n e way. gonna post the actual kendall stuff later since it's prob already so late in other timezones. not that anyone gives a shit but. ye

btrandkittens

Kendall’s actual audition… <3 And look at how Carlos freaks out when Kendall jumped… <3

#on this day a pure legend was created!! hbd and never stop rocking you extra gorjeous icon 🎉🎉🎉#everyone's reactions have me in absolute shambles too hghgh #logan mildly amused at his bestie's shenanigans; james sizing up the competition with his hairflip of doom; AND CARLOS BEING SO IN PURE AWE #THAT HAS TO WALK OVER AND HOLD JAMES FOR SUPPORT AHSDHSH WE LOVE TO SEE IT KENLOS IS REAL FROM THE VERY BEGINNING- *shot*#kendork #big time boys #i'll make queue love me again

thilia

kendallschmidthasmyheart

Who Am I?

#darling <3 #how are you so beautiful?#*pokes his dimple*#kendork #i'll make queue love me again

sxptember-s-deactivated20230222

Shoutout to the writers who post their writing online but don't receive a lot of reads or recognition. You guys rock and I'm proud of you <3

#hej hej it me!!! ¯\_(ಥ ‿ ಥ )_/¯#being a bad writer is HARD like that but oh well we wilding still somehow???#*through gritted teeth* it's all about having fun and writing the stories i wanna write. even if no one want it. it's okay if no one cares #it's all about being the uncreative menace you wanna be in the world!!!!! fuck stats and numbers bc i'm shite at math anyhow!!!#words mean nothing

littlebabywille-deactivated2025

do not speak to me

#I DON'T FUCKIGHNC CARE THAT THIS IS A BTR BLOG BC. YOUNG ROYALS S.2 JUST CAME OUT AND THIS STILL HAS ME DEVASTATED???!?? THEM. SOBBB #ALL OF THESE LIVE IN A RED LOCKET INSIDE MY HEART. ESP THE THIRD PHOTO I NEED IT TATTOOED ON THE UNDERSIDE OF MY BRAIN ACTUALLY THANK U <3 #EDVIN OCH OMAR MINA ÄLSKADE 💖 MEN OCKSÅ VAD FAN GÖR NI MED MIN STACKARS SJÄL??? GÖR DET IGEN SNÄLLA (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)#young royals #not btr

random life update no one the fuck asked for, yet again: got extremely burnt-out from btr mostly bc of general messy/dead online fandom vibes and that stupid shady fumking app but aye whatever let's not go there *cough* and accidentally started stanning an entirely different defunct boyband instead, oops. anyway idc oscar enestad best boy and stream fo&o for self-care, love and peace <3

#i still love big time rush btw. just vv lowkey bc my brain can't handle the constant sensory malfunction i keep getting from it idk #i'm prob just gonna keep running this blog on the down low since i have 2000+ drafts left so might as well streamline them or smth #plus still have btr fics in the works for god knows what reason and also!!! it's kendall's birthday and i wanna celebrate that so <3 #(even if he and oscar are throwing hands in my brain for the esteemed title of favest cute lanky blond goofball in a boyband rn oops)#anyway. i'm positively confident no one remembers my existence in this site so that's a good thing at least. so i don't have to worry now #just can post whatever the heck trash content i want now and hopefully have fun and start to warm up to btr again :'×#now if you'll excuse me i'll be watching super cute the fooo conspiracy comp vids and listening to fo&o on loop for ✨serotonin✨ bye #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete

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