A

[heiiwa]

Well maybe it did

turn out to be

a fairytale

of the

maiden voyage

with love

[heiiwa]

“I’ve got this constant battle in my head; feel like I think too much, yet feeling I’m not thinking enough.”

— Anon

[heiiwa]

Leave

But do it gracefully

If you must

— Anon

[heiiwa]

I see myself through him,

he sees himself through me

Together we find love

[heiiwa]

Devil’s Game

Maybe I am going with you But you know what you are

How much is my life  If I can make you feel How much does your Love  Fall back at me 

Anon

[heiiwa]

I will love you always, even if you don't love me back. I'll just love you from a distance.

Anon 

[heiiwa]

untitled

It’s in my eyes You can’t tell what I’m feeling You never gave it a shot Not a single thought

I stood and cried You walked and passed by me Never noticed my heart Never played out your part

Anon

[heiiwa]

Survival

Love.. they all leave But I’m the one who’s left And you’re the one I try not to forget But not expect

Its like I’m in the darkness Dancing by myself I try so hard to keep in tune I try to comprehend

The wars that’s been and still is going on The war within - the war without The weak against the strong

But mercy’s not a friend - a foe at my best What can I do and say? I will survive.. but not today

Anon

[heiiwa]

Lately you’ve been slipping through my fingers

And I cannot keep you on my soul

Maybe it’s the hurt that lingers

Burned in my skin

Leaving me breathless and cold

A returning of restless heartbeats

Cracks my voice open

for your consumption

Performing the dance of the dead while I stand on a limb

On the mountain of hope

Escaping a reality in which I held on for so long

Wanting to breath again without burning up in smoke

I bathe in your fire not afraid of its touch

Yet as time goes on i realize, that it burns too much.

Break my neck so I can feel the touch of your hands on me again

My serenity is vail but I cannot surrender

They say love goes on but I need you to stay forever

Anon

[heiiwa]

Lonely spree

Lately, I’ve been living through anything..

but me

The people I see

In which I wish to be

The moments I yearn

In which I everyday just

Settle to observe

To experience - life.

To be reminded of - death

All misery and no love

is what makes Jack a dull boy

The loneliest touch - by myself

gives no sincere joy

I thought I could be..

That I only

- needed me

But in time

I realized

That true love’d - set me free

Anon

[heiiwa]

Feeling what..

Miserable? Perhaps

But

‘Been round the corners

[heiiwa]

Yellow Building

Were... we..

You

still, am I

Laying, in the background

Won’t go away

Absolutely won’t stay

I try.. but what can I do

Tried everything

Yellow building..

Xoxo.. but you don’t want..

My love

My soul..

Heart.. beating..

Decay.. moving on..

I love him..

But you were

The one.. yellow building

You

Move....... I...... stay

Perhaps.. I’ll stay

In the moving

decay

[heiiwa]

How can I not

See what is

What was

Break me

To pieces

A touch

Of relieve

But not

What it seemed

Try so hard

To believe

That I am

What you need

[heiiwa]

How nonchalant

A

Teasing of its present

Vulnerable

Laying

there.

Mmh

ache

Anon

[heiiwa]

Well it seemed to be

A fatal

Mistake

When I was most

Vulnerable

You took

Still take

Pieces of me

I can never

Get back

All but lessons

And pain

I’ve got left

Trying

And trying

To get you

Out of my head

[heiiwa]

Faded away

a moving decay

I chose you

You were busy

You chose me

I was broken

Always a little

Too late

[heiiwa]

Tired, fatigued

Drained

My love, my life.

All fade.

They leave, I stay

All day

[heiiwa]

Everything we see is energy. Energy flowing through our veins and our body. Within every breath we take.

It is what gives us life; gives us everything. We are everything and beyond. We have within us the power of great accomplishment, a great sense of feeling and understanding.

As we set foot to the unknown; beyond - we begin to discover a higher meaning. A higher TRUTH. Only when we are brave enough to open the doors that holds us back, and take a step out of the comfort zone, we then, finally, will be able to see what we are. We will finally remember every memory. Every life, every experience; everytime.

We will remember who we are and what it is we are. Energy.