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AN ENTIRE LORE DOCUMENT HERE and my mobile unfriendly muse list is uh https://heincus.tumblr.com/mm

AND A WIKI HERE (kanka)

ALSO IF I POST A MEME AND YOU’RE LIKE :EYES: THEN JUST DO IT, EVEN IF WE’VE NEVER TALKED bonus for now: Amaris || Red || Morrah || Aurora || Seo-jun || Izel || Castillo || Marlon || Cellis || Reuumis || Astartes || Maddox || Jules || Graidh || Dev || Ordha || Aoi. || Amalie. || Rotri. || Odette. || Aoife. || Alys. || Zee. ||

NPCS: roan. ||

Request only. Min Wong || Stagehand. || Astellas. || Feithid || Vikhama || Test Muses: Eleanor from Warframe.

#YADAYADAYADA ;; ooc.#;{ its only short descriptors for now but I WILL DO THIS LMAO }

ceramicfigs

sketch for the judgement, charcoal on paper, john singer sargent, c. 1903-1916

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#astartes ;; aes.#silver ;; aes.#;{ pspspsps for my moots }

aaaaaaaAAAAAAA

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#;{ been super sick again and i hate it i hate it i hate it }#;{ going through my drafts }#;{ dm me if you think im missing something }

Reult Posting.

He's so dead silent when walking, frequently prone to getting around by stepping into the void, which leads to him scaring the shit out of his partners and friends. He tends to move around soooo cautiously because he grew up in fear of being attacked, so he has a habit of being stealthy even in safe spaces

His iris' is a little too big and they glow such a vivid pink that in dark spaces all you can see are his eyes. His eyes are naturally a brown, but the void corruption picked up a pink color and dyed his eyes a vibrant pink.

He has a habit of cutting all his food into cubes because thats what all the food was like as a kid, nutrient packs in cube shapes. He's great at using chopsticks and uses chopsticks for a lot of snacks to avoid getting his hands dirty.

His gender is nonexistant to himself, he uses he/him for ease but he borrows bodies of all sorts of genders and physiques that he tends to 'adjust' his mannerisms based on the body he's borrowed recently.

Reult frequently forgets to talk out loud, his thoughts are horrendously loud and he's easily overwhelmed by sound and lights, so he tends to hide in his own space in the dark.

Reults favorite place to be is usually a library or an office of some kind, where he can read to his hearts content. He loves a good lamp.

Reult surprisingly likes rock music and metal music, despite his aversion to loud noises.

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#reult ;; self.#;{ i love my funny hot pink freak }

i'm very sorry for the warframe posting but its literally like game of all time for me.

like the protagonist is a child soldier who's a depressed bastard who's a grown adult who was trapped in a timeloop where they died daily who's also THE protagonist but also isn't the protagonist

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#;{ SLAPS REULTS HEAD you can fit so much trauma in this bad boy }

heincus

im gonna be a little annoying about my interests for a moment, if you've ever wondered what warframe is about, i have a video for you (its a shitpost)

also dont ask me if warframe is good i cannot give you an unbiased answer

these are not all my hours i played without a steam account in HS

heincus

i come up from a migraine induced haze to show you a cosmetic

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#;{ sighs. opens trade chat }#;{ time to farm the premium currency }

im gonna be a little annoying about my interests for a moment, if you've ever wondered what warframe is about, i have a video for you (its a shitpost)

also dont ask me if warframe is good i cannot give you an unbiased answer

these are not all my hours i played without a steam account in HS

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#warframe spoilers out the ass.#this is like bits from across the ENTIRE game and story

❛ you almost looked peaceful. except you're lying in a dirty alley. with an open wound on the back of your head. ❜ // hokori!

from HERE.

Hokori's eyes flutter open, peering up at whomever has found her while she leans against the wall, mostly hidden behind a dumpster. Her gaze is tired, exhausted. Everything in her body aches but its slowly subsiding. "Mmm? Yeah, was peaceful til someone interrupted my rest." Her voice is low and hoarse, but not impossible to hear. She's been through worse. She's mostly patched up by now. It's just frustrating to deal with the headache that comes with overexerting herself. She was already running on fumes, but this is bad.

#cinderellatype #hokori ;; ic.

nightprompts

&. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐮𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

( dialogue prompts taken from episode one: faith of the wolf among us (2013), developed by telltale games. trigger warning for dark themes. feel free to change as you seem fit. )

❛ if you can’t afford to look human, you’re going to the farm. it’s as simple as that. ❜

❛ fucking hell. see? this is what i called you about, sheriff. ❜

❛ so, what am i walking into exactly? ❜

❛ get the fuck out of the way before you get the axe again. ❜

❛ look, i'm not leaving until i get what's mine. ❜

❛ hey! if you can't be nice, i'm gonna make you wait outside. ❜

❛ it's just little misunderstanding that turned into a real shit show. don't worry. you saw all the best bits. ❜

❛ i let you slap me around for a while. you're lucky i'm not charging extra. ❜

❛ look, this is just the start of a shitty night for me. i just need the money he owes me, then i can go. ❜

❛ my name's whatever you'd like it to be, handsome. ❜

❛ sorry, sheriff. wouldn't want to add any difficulty to your night. ❜

❛ seriously. i need to know if you're okay. ❜

❛ i know you're fucking in there. come on out, you fucking dog. ❜

❛ you alright back there? i mean... your eyes and the teeth... you're not supposed to do that, are you? ❜

❛ hey, do you like my ribbon? ❜

❛ beautiful... ❜

❛ i feel like we've met before... ❜

❛ we all sort of knew each other at one point. but things change, i guess. ❜

❛ stop. we don't have to make any more of a thing out of it than it already is. ❜

❛ stop changing the subject. if you don't answer my questions, i can't help you. ❜

❛ how much was it he owed you? ❜

❛ i'm guessing it'd be bad for you to show up empty-handed. ❜

❛ he hit you. he needs to pay for that. ❜

❛ just... take the money, okay? ❜

❛ you got me out of a bad situation back there... thanks. ❜

❛ meet me back at my office, then. ❜

❛ it's a little late for an office visit, sheriff. i'll swing by your apartment. ❜

❛ you should get cleaned up. you look like shit. and i don't use that term lightly. ❜

❛ it's okay. i'll be fine. you've done enough. really. ❜

❛ you're not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ see you around... wolf. ❜

❛ look, i've got an hour of paperwork ahead of me and i've already had to deal with one asshole tonight, so just— ❜

❛ you're out pretty late... ❜

❛ you can't be too careful these days. ❜

❛ thank you... for trusting me. really. i appreciate it. ❜

❛ what a night... ❜

❛ got a smoke? ❜

❛ i take it all back... this is why everyone hates you. ❜

❛ so... everyone hates me? ❜

❛ "it is better to be feared, than loved." you know who said that? ❜

❛ they fear you more than anything. you ate a lot of people back in your day. ❜

❛ i thought we were all supposed to have a fresh start here. i can't change the past. ❜

❛ who'd you get in a fight with? ❜

❛ i was doing my job, believe it or not. ❜

❛ i'm sure you were shitty to everyone you came across tonight. ❜

❛ will you shut up? ❜

❛ these walls are paper-thin... ❜

❛ we need to be careful. we'll talk outside. ❜

❛ there hasn't been a murder in fabletown in a long time... ❜

❛ all the more reason we shouldn't start a panic before we know what's going on. ❜

❛ you can see that someone didn't just toss her here. she was deliberately placed... for us to find. ❜

❛ what kind of monster would do this? ❜

❛ i found a trail of blood. ❜

❛ if anyone's to blame, it's me. you don't need to be yelling ❜

❛ instead of trying to assign blame, maybe we should figure out how to catch the fucker who did this. ❜

❛ do your job, sheriff... or we'll find someone who can. ❜

❛ well, that could've gone better. ❜

❛ oh, he doesn't like people smoking in— never mind. smoke away. ❜

❛ i probably should've listened to you. ❜

❛ wasn't gonna say i told you so. ❜

❛ that was an 8 on the asshole scale. asshole scale... that doesn't sound right. ❜

❛ tarot is a backwards art. i wouldn't put too much stock in its wisdom. ❜

❛ the longer you talk, the longer this takes, so just stand over there and shut up. ❜

❛ if you're gonna say something, out with it. ❜

❛ it's been the hottest summer in years, so why would you be making a fire? ❜

❛ i shot myself in the heart... thought i'd be dead by now... hurts like hell. ❜

❛ i know how it looks, but i had nothing to do with that. ❜

❛ come on. i'm bringing you in. ❜

❛ you almost looked peaceful. except you're lying in a dirty alley. with an open wound on the back of your head. ❜

❛ every time i think I'm getting a handle on what's going on... things just get more complicated. ❜

❛ it feels like we're always a step behind. ❜

❛ be honest with me. who do you think did this? ❜

❛ you look tired. ❜

❛ you're doing your best. it's all anyone can do. ❜

❛ not the advice i imagined hearing from you. ❜

❛ i... um, just be careful. please. ❜

❛ i'm being nice, so try again. ❜

❛ don't let him tell you what to do. you're your own woman. ❜

❛ i'd just like some help, then i'll be out of here. ❜

❛ don't lie to me. it'd be bad for everybody. ❜

❛ call me a liar, and it'll be bad for you. ❜

❛ how about i buy you a drink? ❜

❛ how about you keep your drink and piss off? ❜

❛ i know you're an asshole, and you're not wanted here. how's that for what i know? ❜

❛ i don't want to be here. you don't want me here. the sooner you answer my questions, the sooner i'll be out of your hair. ❜

❛ come on. you know why i'm here. ❜

❛ i'm a piece of shit, okay, i know that. but i didn't kill her. ❜

❛ i didn't realize you were the bitch of the bitch. ❜

❛ that all you got? ❜

❛ if you run, it'll be worse. trust me. ❜

❛ you said you wouldn't hurt me! ❜

❛ you said you wouldn't run. ❜

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#local mememan ignores his drafts ;; meme.

the crossover between f.allen l.ondon fans and w.arframe fans is surprisingly high lmao

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#;{ is this a sign i need to fully commit to getting into FL? perhaps }#;{ is it because it takes 40 hours to be handed a crumb of lore /lighthearted }

nezumivc103221

"Tech giants make so much money that they cannot get rid of it efficiently."

The sentence alone makes Nezumi feel sick to his stomach, and his expression doesn't hide the judgment and resentment that he has towards the upper class. He snorts at their statement and mumbles into the rim of his glass: "All that fancy talk and in the end you just sound like a parrot reciting a doctrine. Do you genuinely believe all that shit without questioning it once? Always. Stagnant. Cannot. Do you stand in front of a mirror every day and repeat this to yourself? Did you sign a pledge? Or does conditioning just come naturally to you? Have you ever thought that they want you to believe all this finite bullshit because trying to work for a genuine improvement means the rich have to be the ones to do the hard labour for a change?"

But, perhaps this one isn't completely lost to the filth of human greed. There is some good intent among the excuses he throws around.

"You speak as if you've spent a lifetime running this fool's errand. Some things are hard to do because they have the most impact; if shit was easy, we'd all be living in paradise," Nezumi points out. "Isn't it a bit early in your life to give up on some things just because certain people will think certain things about you? I certainly know that change is possible — still — and we should always fight for it. The loss of hope and loss of passion is the worst that could ever happen to a human — the second you bow your head and stop butting it against some rich ass bastard, you might as well roll over for them."

Finally, Nezumi takes a sip of his drink.

"It sure does sound like science fiction, but — well, you're already in the upper echelons. I suppose you needn't prove yourself human to them. They don't see you as a number, or if a number, then of bigger value than the average citizen. You have the funds. You have the means. You know your stuff. You could climb to the top and take over the market. Topple competition and push your agenda because it feels like you do have a heart — unlike most of your league. I don't know —," Nezumi shakes his head and stares into his drink. The liquid ripples and waves when he tilts it.

"Seems like you're trying to humble yourself for some cookie points when you have all these tools but turn none of them against the human greed that ruins us. You've built your own playground because you could afford it and everyone is happy there and things are going well, but that's still — that's still only someone with your money could afford, no? The rest of us are still here — in the real world."

heincus

Silver's used to this sort of attitude, this general demeanor in his direction. He's no expecting anything different, that would be a fools errand. Nezumi makes him chuckle. "Oh no, part of the issue is rich people operate in fake money. None of it's real. Its deals and items and things that do not budge. Backroom deals are not handing over physical cash, its things like trips and yachts and flights. Liquid money is finite intentionally so when someone gets caught doing something illegal, its tied up in a legal system that costs the city hundreds of thousands of dollars that it doesn't have."

"Charity donations are also tax write offs, and that could put more money in my pocket, and I don't want to play funny games with my accountant. I just want to help people. Easiest way to fix some of these issues would genuinely just be murder, but that's not particularly easy either when every rich fucker is convinced they're being stalked. And probably are."

Any enjoyment from talking about his work is gone, replaced with a relaxed tone of 'whatever' at this point. Nezumi has his opinions, which is fine, but it does not speak of what the issue is at heart. The system is exploitive and change takes time, and one man who's not liked by others in his class is not going to magically do anything by himself. Besides, Silver's not about to tell some random performer how he's been planning the assassination of a particular ceo. That's asking for trouble.

"The real world is built off of the backs of those who do not exploit others, yes, but that doesn't mean people don't try to change it. The issue is any radical change would require tectonic movement of a system that's held up by stilts. Real change is brought about by bloodshed, and sometimes I wonder why we haven't brought back the guillotine." He sips his drink for a moment, then sets it aside with no plans to finish it. There's no point, he's had his fun but Nezumi is someone he'd never get through to even if he turned around and point out how much he donates or how he's not even the highest earner at his company. It doesn't matter.

"And perhaps its a playground, but my goal is to bring that to others. I'm not here to brag about what I do, thats disingenuous. I'm comfortable discussing what i do because it makes me happy, I like helping. I like taking care of people. My personal wealth is insurmountable no matter how much is taken from me and it's all ethereal because I'm built to benefit no matter what I do. While i know how the upper echelon operates, I'm aware I don't know the plights of those who actually work and do things with more value than my family name."

He glances from Nezumi to the people around them, very lonely in this moment. There's almost nothing behind his eyes, emotions wise. As much as he'd like to, there's no point in this moment to let himself feel something other than mild irritation. "Fucks sake..." His voice is quiet, he can feel Nezumi's voice digging its way into his brain for the next several days. How awful.

#silver ;; ic.#nezumivc103221 #;{ yap fest between two dudes who immediately irritate each other }

my lawyers hold music is hall of the mountain king and i was trying VERY HARD to keep it together while hall of the mountain king was speeding up over like a minute period

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#;{ i just need someone to see this and picture it }#;{ imagine sitting on hold trying to get ahold of someone and slowly the hold music is getting faster and louder and more intense }

yardsards

but i stay silly! *←said in the most world-weary voice you ever did hear*

fizzlepop-frog

“but I stay silly!”

sensiblereblogifposts

Reblog you stay silly

#hokori ;; mus.#astartes ;; mus.#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#stagehand ;; mus.

medical stuff

so my face is still kinda swollen and the infection seems to be cleared (finally done with antibiotics so god i hope so). the tendon on that side of my face is super inflamed and im still kinda struggling with eating.

i've been dealing with a non-fever but clearly sick thing for like ... 2-3 days? but its not too bad today thankfully.

i have an infusion to do in a few weeks so i'm hoping to be online until then but we'll see how it goes

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#medical stuff.#;{ things are lookin up but UGHHHHHHHH }

WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#hsr stuff.

can a bitch get a break

#yadayadayada ;; ooc.#;{ CAN I NOT BE SICK. PLEASE. FOR LONGER THAN LIKE THREE DAYS. }#;{ PLEASE }

“Where’d you go?” The question is spoken quite softly so as not to startle them from their thoughts. Well she was usually the chattier of the two, it was strange to see Alys so quiet.

“Is something bothering you? I’m happy to come back another time.”

Alys jumps, almost yelping as he leans against the railing on the bridge above the main street. His eyes widen as he turns around to see her. "Ah, I had... work." He looks sheepish, uncomfortable. He can't really hide that he's back because he's hurt. But he's still going to try.

"No, nothing's bothering me. Just tired." Very tired. It's audible in his voice, in his tone. He's been busy, busier than he would have liked. Alys hates leaving Yanfei alone for long, he wants to keep her company. "I've got... time. I don't have anywhere I'll need to be for a while. Like... a few weeks a while."

#wiseinnocence #alys ;; ic.#;{ YEET }

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