I'm still existing

Currently in Warhammer 40K hell and wow, guess hell isn't that bad

[heiyanyan]

I had an idea for a traveling photo stand with Magnus. Now I can have this man explain the world to me and his sons

[heiyanyan]

My goal right now is to make enough Magnus stuff so I can make a Magnus itabag and be cringe and free. Which means I'm going to have to figure out how to make a Magnus doll

[heiyanyan]

AHHHHHHHHHHHH ITS HERE ITS HERE AHHHHH

I'M GONNA CRY LOOK HOW CUTE HE IS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE COLOURS MAY BE A BIT OFF AND I NEED TO REMOVE THE PLASTIC BUT A H H H H H H H H HE'S HERE AND SO CUTE

[heiyanyan]

MY LITTLE MAGNUS IS HERE WAHOO

There's still things I want to fix if I do make another one, but I'm very giddy about this little guy

[heiyanyan]

it's hot and I'm sweating my butt off so I need someone responsible to remind me to hydrate

still trying to learn how to draw armor wahoo

[heiyanyan]

I forgot that I am the one true hater of my own art and I'll never be happy with any version of Magnus I draw for this keychain oh my fucking god why am I like this????

I can't get over how much he looks like he's from cookie run kingdom

Also ignore the colours, I'm colourblind and I'm just getting a base idea done before I finalize orz orz

[heiyanyan]

I wanted to make a cute Magnus keychain.... here's a super rough sketch. Will design other primarchs later. For sure I wanna make a Konrad and Dorn one... maybe Lorgar too if I'm not lazy

[heiyanyan]

I never expected that I'd like Dorn and Sigismund so much. Like man, I wanna read Imperial Fists novels now, but I gotta at least finish the first 5 books of the Horus Heresy

[queerautism]

Hey so as the economy continues to get worse in the next few years, gambling companies are going to go extra hardcore predatory as people become more desperate. Yes, even more than they already are. You have to promise me right now you're not going to fall for it. No gambling, okay?

This is going to be especially bad with prediction markets and sports gambling, and it's already really fucking bad. But it also goes for loot boxes, blind box collectables, trading card games, and ESPECIALLY gacha games.

[heiyanyan]

I had so much life stuff happen to me in such a short span of time, that I feel like I pissed off some deity or got cursed…

Anyways I have like 2 weeks before I go to Nottingham, so I gotta FOCUS! No more lexicanum rabbit holes for me teehee

[botwstoriesandsuch]

Pssst

Hey, are you an artist or writer with WIPs?

Come here... I got a secret for you pssst come ‘ere

[kittmoon]

waiting in deep suspense

[botwstoriesandsuch]

Psst you ready here comes the secret

Here it comes

[moinsbienquekaworu]

I am also very curious about this secret

[botwstoriesandsuch]

Your time spent enjoying the creative process is infinitely more valuable than any final project you create. So stop putting yourself down for never finishing or posting those WIPs because every moment you spent creating something you loved is a moment not wasted. Your progress and talent is measured by your passion not your number of posts.

[heiyanyan]

Look at then trying to keep me focused on work 🥰

I feel so powerful I can make dolls of all my favorite character I love being able to be creative

Can you tell who is my favorite child?

Turns out I didn't have brown felt so I took it as fate to make Kagome have blue eyes

[heiyanyan]

Hope y'all are having a good day! I made a little felt doll of Konrad and he just looks like a lil menace. Gotta see him clothes or maybe I'll leave him naked like he's meant to be

[heiyanyan]

I gave up and made a little onsie for him. Look how cozy this little feral beast is! I can now do cuteness aggression to him

[heiyanyan]

Hope y'all are having a good day! I made a little felt doll of Konrad and he just looks like a lil menace. Gotta go make him some clothes or maybe I'll leave him naked like he's meant to be

[heiyanyan]

I recently started playing around with idea of a serf/slave OC that serves a night lord. However the serf is a perpetual which is.... not exactly a great thing when your master is a night lord that loves to torture you and go too far. The poor serf just wants to die and is too scared to do anything. They wonder what kind of monster are they, to be unable to die after all the pain and suffering they went through.

Night lord on the other hand is happy, like alright I don't need to ever get a new toy/pet AND it's always scared and makes the most beautiful screams AND oh look unlimited material to make skin furniture with.

At some point I like the idea that their master dies and the serf is left alone, but they have no idea how to live for themselves. Is there a point to living if you can't die? And it becomes a "learning to love yourself and moving forward" story while also trying to exist on this planet that may be invaded by orks sometime in the future. Because no one is allowed to be happy here :)

Anyway yah that's it, I want to imagine more but I gotta finish the Horus Heresy series and then m o r e (need to finish the Night Lords omnibus). I really don't wanna make a mistake considering the amount of lore, but I'm kind of nervous that I already am...

[heiyanyan]

“I find it hard to believe that you’re enjoying this foul tasting gift that we’ve received.”

“I’ve put worst in my mouth!”

[heiyanyan]