[helelswindow]

"I don't get you! This is meant to be fun, I am just playing! ...So much for not being rejected immediately..."

[personesani]

I'm so bored... i get so lonely everytime i pick up this stupid phone or pc. It's like being on a playground but everyone is invisible, yet i can hear them, and I'm invisible to them. But the internet is my whole life. I've sacrificed everything for my dreams and delusions that have to do with the internet. None of this is worth... i fear not even the people i look up to would truly care or appreciate me. I always look at the wrong way, my head is always tilted. I hate nothing i do is enough.

Anyway, my dad always tells my mood. At least my parents know me.

[helelswindow]

I hold you to my heart for the last time.

You were not mine. You were not mine.

[helelswindow]

"Happy birthday, Tati. I got you something you'd reaaaally liiiiike.~"

"I don't like bunnies."

"What."

"I don't."

"But you said you liked how much they procreate three months ago, I-"

"I changed my mind."

"...

... Well now you're gonna keep it."

[helelswindow]

"The reason I'm so smart is I think too much of others. On why i dare to say i'm smart, peeps told me so."

[helelswindow]

this chil- this project is a child of the internet. And television. they completely fucked my perception of reality so now i seek validation from the world while being thankful to the world. i want their instruments in my hands. i dream since day one to take over entertainment.

[helelswindow]

"I wish you would always be happy."

"And what would you do when I'm not? You wouldn't like me anymore?"

[helelswindow]

I don't speak sarcasm fluently, otherwise it would imply people understand when I'm being sarcastic, and I'm being honest here, not sarcastic. If I were sarcastic i'd say "I'm soooo good with sarcasm, yep". Someone make me stop yapping!

[helelswindow]

"[...] Oh, nice art."

"Meh, whatever..."

"... You always draw the same person."

"I have artblock."

[helelswindow]

There's no way she could be my princess! She's an imposter!

[helelswindow]

"Oh, look at the sky. I forgot the phone at home, guess I'll photograph it with my mind.

... I always thought I were the only one who isolates themself in open spaces. But online they even got that as an aesthetic. Even stating i never had original thoughts is not original! It's not fair."

[helelswindow]

You run at the door, you see me transform

(I just want to you) You should have seen this coming while I come and

Surround you from toes to head with my two tails

Hmmmmm, your stomach delights me even more

Hmmm, coming from hole to hole you will

Be reminded I was there, you will poo me (you will, you will)

(Occupied)

[helelswindow]

"I used to be desentisized with death, but really, why do people have to die? Why can you be killed other than dying naturally? I know the logical answer, but I cant fathom why people have to lose and mourn their loved ones forever. That anyone you know can disappear before your eyes at any moment, that they won't last forever, that they aren't indestructible, remaining just as a concept. What even is dying? Am I insensitive for reacting to such tragedies with crappy philosophy?"

I hate to live in a world where recovery is impossible. Where we die forever!

[daystud]

"Wait.

Before you go anywhere... do you ever wonder if you were the only one left in this world and only then everyone dies?"

"Then I'll enjoy every second of silence."

"Well then...

If you ever disappear, and bringing you back means I have to grow out of my dream of fame... then you will touch the ground again. And everyone will watch you."

"You have already reached your goal. Any instance you are the one seen, the world is healing a bit."

[helelswindow]

if you have short hair youre me or my sibling or sansenoy

[helelswindow]

dont you want to get married with the one that matters most?

[helelswindow]

all im good at