helicine @helicine - Tumblr Blog

i have somehow grown out of feeling anger. now all i feel is pity

i’m still here

i’m just an infinite nightmare machine

shutterstock stole my family and if I dont pay the ransom they will be tattooed with the shutterstock watermark

every time someone i know kills themselves it's another reminder of why i can't

Now That's What I Call severe physical and emotional scarring

Volume 17

i need all of you to do literally whatever it takes to keep from killing yourself. i promise i'll do the same

this is gonna come to life and strangle this man to death in the middle of the night

i hate hearing people have sex. i also hate sex

my aesthetic is going back through my facebook posts and making them visible to only me

condition yourself to feel less spite

burn everything

and when our bodies recoil from the grip of the soil why the long face?

i think about scar removal a lot on the one hand it's very triggering to see every day on the other hand it is a reminder that i survived

how to be less alive

literal constant nightmares

changed ur name in my phone

i'm the girl of your dreams so long as your dreams are horrific nightmares

helicine