Elios’ Dreams

🔞 , he , eng/esp , overindulgent selfshipper

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— Hello, i post about my selfships and self insert fantasies here, mostly Kaveh related

— info about my ships and myself -> https://helinthos.straw.page/

— i like KaveTham a lot too

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Kaveh

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What the hell, sure

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Since my genshin sona is sort of a cyborg, and Kaveh is obsessed with mechanics, i like to think about how his curiosity would kill him when it comes to the inner workings of my body (￣▽￣)

"How do i ask my boyfriend about his cybernetic transition without being disrespectful" - Kaveh

It's funny to think about how he would be so intrigued and so eager to know the details about how my body was modified and how it works and what special abilities it has granted me, but seeing as the way I came to be this way was through grueling experiments (similar to what Scara went through with Dottore), he'd force himself to keep his questions to himself. Even when i happily offer to inform him, he's still worried out of his mind, saying "you don't have to tell me anything about your past ! I don't want you to relive any painful memories !" Even though i have absolutely no issue talking about my body... hehe

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You will be okay

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I use to hate how this comic turned out, but i dont think it’s so awful now. Anyway, Alhaitham, as a genius, isn’t much phased by compliments and praise, but i feel if you were to disregard that and seek out his guidance only because he’s valuable to you as he is, and not for his intelligence, he’d be a little caught off guard… and maybe a little flustered.

Im not sure if this makes sense, i am not the best at expressing sentimental ideas. (⇀ ↼‶)

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🏛 come on, Elios, I have to go soon

🥀 huh…?

This drawing is over a year old but somehow im still quite fond of it

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KaveLios' Flower Crowns

Elios :

Sunflowers were his first pick, specifically Parry's Dwarf Sunflowers. This specific sunflower symbolizes adoration, and "your devoted admirer". Devotion, reverence, and adoration is what Elios feels most towards Kaveh. Next is Honeysuckles. These symbolize affection, devotion, love, and generosity. They can also symbolize domestic happiness. This is a pretty self explanitory pick. Then there's Camellias, pink and yellow to be specific. Camellias in general symbolize a myriad of things, honestly. Pink and yellow ones in specific symbolize persistent desire and longing/yearning thought. To say Elios yearns for Kaveh is an understatement...

Kaveh :

Kaveh went with more of a "this is what i wish upon you" approach. Cypress Vines symbolize protection, and this is something that Kaveh holds towards Elios very strongly. He wants to keep Elios safe always, keep him protected. Rose Campions represent gentleness and "only deserve my love". Kaveh wants nothing more than to be gentle and loving with Elios. And yes i do believe Kaveh had to force himself to pick just two flowers and not build a whole crown of different flowers that represent love and protection.

(extra: Elios sees Kaveh in every sunny yellow flower he sees, so sunflowers literally Are Kaveh to him, and Kaveh sees Elios in any red flower he sees, especially smaller ones.)

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Weird but ok

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These color palette thingies i made a while back for my scrimblos

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okay

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I wanted to see him bloody and angry

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Back when i was pulling for Alhaitham and he wouldnt come home

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Kaveh's sleep schedule is probably erratic, but i think he's mostly an early riser— mostly because his body doesn't let him get a lot of sleep.

When we start living together, I often find myself being awakened earlier than i would ever wake up on my own because Kaveh insists on making breakfast for me when he wakes up. It's easier and quicker to just make breakfast for the two of us at the same time, rather than him having to stop his work in the afternoon (when I usually wake up) to cook my breakfast (even though I've already told him a thousand times that I can cook for myself.). A reasonable explanation, of course. "Besides, it's good to start getting used to getting up early, you know?" He says, another reasonable explanation that's totally not an excuse. He surely doesn't love to spend the entire morning with me before he goes off to work. He's often occupied, after all, and the only time he can make sure to spend with me is the morning, when we eat together, chatting about the tasks for the day under the morning sun that filters through the kitchen windows. But that's not why he wakes me up at 8am every other day though, of course... of course.

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Chew on your F/Os, it’s healthy for both of you

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Painting of Kaveh i did for his birthday last year,,, im still very proud of it

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As a lolita, it is my duty to shove Kaveh and Alhaitham into pretty frilly dresses