I wanna give up and yet I don’t. I’m tired and I wonder if it’s easier to just let go. I feel a little lost & too much. I wanna lock myself away.
Can’t I be comforted too? Can’t I be apologized to as well? Am I stuck softening my words & hardening my skin for the sake of others?
I don’t want to be chosen out of regret.
I’m tired of having to work on what I think and feel & I just want to give it up and let go.
I don’t want to hide until I fade away.














