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[hellhammer38]

Hello im not followd by anyone now but i love talking here nobody talks to me in real life

Its getting worse my mental state i cant be a stepping stool for people anymore

Nobody hangs around me because they just use me im trying to socialise but its not working its never working im 19 in 2 months and i cant anymore

I used to love Christmas time but now im just waiting to survive with my paycheck the world became gray when i grew up nobody asks me how i am or how im doing im genuinely starting to think its not worth living

Im giving it 2 more years to get better my loving girlfriend of 2 years is the only thing keeping me here

Andy religion i have started getting more into it when i became suacidle it helps me a bit to work onyself but still thw grief is eating me up my spul was shattered years ago now its only getting worse

[hellhammer38]

Hello i just wanted to share my experience with the terrible human natire that is addiction i have a gambling probelm and i just turned 18 my family is slowly falling apart because of the things that happend yesterday my dad caught me in a casino and now hes devastated the feeling is awful i feel my insides turning i smoke a pack of cigarettes a day i quit gambling for good but the grief is inevitable its haunting me i dont know what to do if my mother finds out im probably gonna be dead but yeah i dont know who i didnt call to try to make me feel better or try and not think about it but its not enough so thats why im here to share my experience please if you want to gamble dont start dont even try it the human creature has a addictive personality dont try ur luck or shoud i say i bet that ur gonna get addicted too if you try