HELLO DEAR AGONY

*TRIGGER WARNING* I do not promote mental illness. | Marco | | 25 years old | | Italy | | Last cut: 3 Oct '17 | | Music helps me keeping them away from my mind. |

[hello-dear-agony]

All this time chasing you.

But you never actually cared,

did you?

[naturaekos]

“The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward.”

—

[infinitely-gentle]

[thegoodvybe]

[sryls]

[sesolosapessiciocheprovo]

“A fingere indifferenza mentre il cuore trema.”

—

[hello-dear-agony]

●moon○

[hello-dear-agony]

I think we are both old enough to admit that we are just two idiots that keep chasing each other.

[hello-dear-agony]

I should stop pretending thay I'm okay

Im fucking not ok

I keep acting like i dont care or like im happy rn

But im not

I keep thinking bout you, i think of you at any time, day n night and i cant keep doing this i cant keep staying so far from you because you are the only one who can make me actually happy the only one that make me feel alive and wanted and everything

[hello-dear-agony]

Brief sad story.

I'm responsible enough to take care of someone,

but not enough for that someone to be me.

[hello-dear-agony]

I know nothing of me anymore.

What I feel,

what I should feel,

what I could feel...

How to feel something.

[moveoverlucifer-deactivated2017]

I have no more fight in me when it comes to friendships and relationships… if you want to go, go.

[siickangel]

I’ve come to the conclusion that nobody really gives a fuck about me and I’m just an empty void in peoples lives until they are lonely or need something

[hello-dear-agony]

I'm not sure if I should reconsider my relationship with alcohol or not bc yeah it can clear off my feelings but it also make me lose that little reasoning that remains in my head so yay i can do things without regretting it instantly but those are things that i shouldn't even do so i dunno halp

[hello-dear-agony]

Di u miss someone?

I miss Her. I miss Her everyday, I miss everything She was to me. Everything She still is to me.

[hello-dear-agony]

@hello-dear-agony: hating myself everyday more

No seriously, yesterday evening I was about to cry in front of my parents bc i was having dinner alone and father said i had to start a diet at the end of these holidays. Like, i rarely cry, and never with my parents but lately I've starting to feel every bite of food adding to my damn fat awful body and one of the problems is that i rarely go out bc i hate ppl and i also am the incarnation of gluttony and sloth and this surely don't help much

[books-n-quotes]

“I’m with you. No matter what else you have in your head I’m with you and I love you.”

— Ernest Hemingway, The Garden of Eden (via books-n-quotes)

[hello-dear-agony]

The other day i thought about taking a blade and make a little cut on my body, more than a year after the last one, and I almost did it. I was afraid i couldn't stop myself from keeping cutting me for any insignificant thing like i used to. I don't even know why i thought about this. I think it's because I'm getting sad again even though i was better nine or ten months ago i started to fall again in darkness