INEFFABLE

someone hoping in a hopeless love

[hellolanceleighton]

I miss you sobra

[hellolanceleighton]

I deserve to be treated right.

I deserve someone who'll celebrate having me.

Someone who'll celebrate small occasions with me.

Someone who'll cares about the things i care about.

Someone who'll make time for me.

Someone who'll remember me when things are good and smooth, not just when he wants to destress.

Someone who cares about my overall well being.

Someone who greets me every monthsary because he likes being with me for a month longer.

Someone who appreciates my presence and the things that j do.

Someone who remembers small things about me.

I deserve to be loved.

I don't deserve this.

I don't deserve this.

I don't deserve this.

[hellolanceleighton]

I miss your voice

[freakinghonesttt]

Nagguilty ako kasi everytime malungkot ako or anxious ako about kay ton, di ko natututukan si kip.

Starting now I'll promise to focus on kip and my responsibilities, sa org, sa bahay and acads. I'll do my best to not think about ton. Kip needs a happy mom. I should be one, that's the best thing i can do for him.

To Ton, ang hirap, tama ka, dapat tanggapin ko na. Hanggang dito nalang tayo. I should expect nothing for us in the future, it's for the best. Thank you for making me happy and helping me throughout, I'll try my best to be civil and just be friends. Thank you sa pagpapasensya saakin. I love you always pero wala naman yun magagawa, we still got a lot of stuff to do

[hellolanceleighton]

I'm letting myself go

[hellolanceleighton]

ilang taon ko na sinasabing "love is patient", minsan nagddoubt ako kasi paano kung nag iintay pala ako sa wala, pero kung talagang naniniwala ako na this is love, na mahal talaga natin isat isa, God will make it happen.

[hellolanceleighton]

Miss na miss na kita

[hellolanceleighton]

Hello ton, if you're still reading my blogs hehe i just want you to know that I'm doing okay.

I'm not okay pero ayos lang naman ginagawa ko hehe i feel so empty, di ko maintindihan parang wala na ba akonh pake, or manhid nalang ba ako, or talagang i knew it was coming. Ang alam ko lang, I'm not the same without you, alam ko di dapat dependent kasiyahan ko sayo, pero pagbigyan mo na ako ngayon muna hahaha matagal mo rin akong araw araw pinapangiti eh.

Sana okay ka lang. Focus ka sa mga kailangan mo gawin :) kayang kaya mo yan. Malaki tiwala ko sayo. Tamang sipag lang at bawas onti sa procrastination, i know you can achieve anything u want.

[hellolanceleighton]

ingat ka pauwi :)

[hellolanceleighton]

May confirmed case na sa QC beb. Ingat ka palagi. Dala ka alcohol palagi tas face mask ka kung mej not feeling well ka.

[hellolanceleighton]

Good luck sa exam mo later!!!!!

[hellolanceleighton]

I'm waiting because the pain of losing you forever would kill me

[hellolanceleighton]

I promise to myself that I'll never get pregnant again without having a partner.

Pregnancy is so exhausting. I feel like I'm gonna die each day. Preparing food alone, cleaning alone, renovating alone, it's tiring. All the stress and work is on me and I'm not blaming anyone for that. It's just that, i have no choice but to face this on my own.

[hellolanceleighton]

Ayoko na magmahal kung hindi ikaw.

[hellolanceleighton]

Buti pa sa kanila may time ka.

Buti pa sa kanila kaya mo magcompromise

Buti pa sila kaya mo ipaglaban kahit kaonti.

[hellolanceleighton]

Sana wag mo naman ako palitan please

[hellolanceleighton]

I'll go now ton.