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Just maybe. I'll never

I drown a thousand times

out of no where it comes creeping back to you

It’s like you were the fall I never really recovered from, you took the biggest part of my heart that I may not be able to get back.

And I wonder if this is all because I keep looking for you in them trying to find someone who resembles you.

For the heart has no room for anyone as there's none to begin with

And it is harder now than ever to realize that I’m no longer sinking, just floating in my own distresses, ricocheting off the bottom of the ocean and the shore. The emptiness no longer feels like an alien experience, it’s not uncomfortable, it is just unexpected but present, like a sigh of relief with a heavy heart. In that moment I know that I’ve become a walking paradox, the complete picture of a broken mess.

All I seem to be doing is swallowing my words, living my life with one foot under water and the other on solid ground. This isn’t a war with my life. It’s a conflict within my inner self, and I am not exploding anymore, on the contrary, just collapsing.

Funeral for a friend

2 heartbreaks within a month. i bid goodbye to both of you whom i loved dearly.

Long way down when there's no way out How I long for the way we were Days go by in the dying embers I still remember These days are haunted by Each day that passes by These days passing by I wanna get out But I can't live without you I can't live without you I wanna get out But I can't live without you I can't live without you Long way down and there's no way out Still, I ache for the way we were If I repent in the dying embers Will you remember? These days are haunted by Each day that passes by These days passing by I wanna get out But I can't live without you I can't live without you I wanna get out But I can't live without you I can't live without you

Can you save my soul Can you make me whole Try to remember And the wind will blow But I won't let go Try to remember Can you save my soul Can you make me whole Try to remember And the wind will blow But I won't let go Try to remember I wanna get out But I can't live without you I can't live without you I can't live without you I can't live without you

#gems #w/o u #lyrics

Things they feel like memories when I dream of you Time won’t stay, it’ll stretch itself out from a minute to days And I’d like to think that we don’t dream to wipe it off

Cause I’ve been here Living up, giving up When I go, can I go with you? You When I go, can I go with With you (x3) Go! (x4) (when, when, when) Go! (x4) (Blood Diamonds)

Happy scenes, a stupid dream when I dream of you They don’t stay, It might all be delusion but I couldn’t say And I’d like to think that we don’t dream just to dream it all

Cause I been here Living up, giving up When I go, can I go with you? You When I go, can I go with? Go, can I go with? (x5) Go, can I go with you? With you (x2) Go (x4)

You (x9)

she became one with the shadows

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“I wished I have known you earlier”- C.T

Barely

And I realise human relationships do not fit with me. Not because it is lack of emotions, feelings or love. It is because as soon as you open up with your vulnerable self you are ripped apart.

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