Do You Get It?

Jumbled thoughts of a girl in college. Belief in this wonderful world. Confused by the crazes of society. Enjoying the life to be lived.

[hennythepoo]

Escape.

The people who come and offer you an escape are the best times you'll ever find in your life. Just a getaway from reality to wonder your own dreams in this world. I have never felt a greater feeling than these people willing to escape with me.

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Superstar.

You were the superstar and I was your #1 fan. Then it hit me, when do you ever see a superstar love one fan?

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Trust.

Trust is a journey. And without trust you will lose your sanity. There is no way around it or through it. Not having trust ends everything you want to continue through. And if you keep going it'll only drive you insane.

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Cloud9.

It's real. It's after you leave him and you're still finding yourself smiling. You're glowing and it's in your own presence. Your body tingles. Your mind wonders to his smile, his smell. And there you sit on cloud 9 awing at such a precious boy, a precious feeling.

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Worlds Apart.

I miss you more than anything in this world. If I could ever do something over again it would be you. And I would never lose you or let you go. I dont know how I let you go. I dont know what it was that made us so separated. But if I could change it all I would. I'd do it over again in a fucking heart beat. You were my world. And now it's like you're a whole other planet.

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Empty.

I never knew you could "feel empty." Empty like a car's gas tank. You have a purpose but have nothing to allow you to fulfill it. I want someone to fill me up. Someone to help me, guide me, appreciate my purpose. But I sit here, empty, just waiting for someone to fill me up.

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Conquered.

We did it. In the little time we had, we did it. From our hometown to new adventures to rediscovering ourselves. We became a team and we dominated the unimaginable in such a short time. So, thank you, for giving me that feeling of passion and dominance in such a quick minute of my lifetime.

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Tattoos.

What is it that makes you like me more for them? Why is my skin not pretty enough without ink on it for you to notice how personal a body can be without tattoos?

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Appearance.

I will never understand this. We all want to look good, in case we meet that special someone, but then that special someone judges us off our looks. But why judge a book by a cover? Why do I need tattoos to be considered attractive to you? Or blue eyes and 130 pounds. Why can’t you look deeper? Why do I need to change myself to get you to be interested? It’s not one person, we all do this. But, why?

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Perfect.

He’s perfect. The person he is, I couldn’t ask for anything more. But the person he is with me, now that’s what’s keeping us apart. How do you let go the person perfect for you but not made for you?

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Time.

All the time in the world could never make the memory of you with her go away.

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School.

And that’s what’s wrong in a teenagers life. I could say a million different ways why school is pointless. But the main point is that when I look back am I gonna wish I made more memories or made more time for studying? Why am I wasting so much time worried about a dumb letter I’m going to receive instead of the friends and moments I’m going to make along the way. I’m going to graduate regardless and have a career. But am I gonna live any of my life before that?

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Distance.

If distance can stop the perfect relationship, exactly how perfect could it have been?

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Separation.

I’m almost twenty and I dont know where the time has went. When did my oldest brother stop being my best friend? Why did I never have a friendship with my second brother? Where has my supposed-to-be-over-protective dad been? Why is it that the older you get the more you grow apart from everyone?