Hera Caine

Hera Caine | 33 | NB/Pan | They/Them | Feeling far to old to be on Tumblr | Find me: youtube.com/knowledgekeyshow | IG/Twitter: hera_caine | facebook.com/knowledgekeyshow | soundcloud.com/heracaine

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That awkward 3 year period where your life just completely falls the frick apart and all you can do is just watch it happen and hope nobody around you gets hurt in the crossfire...

No one else? Just me? Hmmmm...

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What's missing? Hmmm. Still eating it because I'm hungry and it's too much effort to go back to @mcdonalds... Seriously. How do you forget the meat on a cheeseburger? It's half the flipping word!! You had one job... #notagain #isthisvegetarian #wheresmybeef #heracaine #fortsmitharkansas #smdh https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs4nuxFnpJo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=o95rmvztfudc

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Just got an admissions interview scheduled with @lambdaschool. Eeeeek! I'm so nervous! Mostly excited... But really nervous. Crossing everything. https://www.instagram.com/p/BsMJpxfhPaR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=uwb3wscqgm1s

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She's lucky she's cute... Stealing my pillows.... #ygritteisbestdog #dogsofinstagram #prettypuppy #dogparent #pittylove https://www.instagram.com/p/Br59SgWB916/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qhimbl9eimw4

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We took the pupper to grandma's house 😊 she loves her grandma! #dogsofinstagram #ygritteisbestdog #dogparent #lovemydog #pittylove #pittycat https://www.instagram.com/p/BqWBUSaBRgE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zifnqszxb8n8

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She sat on me... My crime? Watching YouTube and laying in bed lol! #pittycat #ygritteisbestdog #dogmom #pittylove #dogsofinstagram #wtf https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpu8nJlhyPg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=893hbv2z8c2j

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She stole my spot on the bed.... And my pillows.... AGAIN!!! She's lucky I love her.... Lol. #pittylove #dogsofinstagram #ygritteisbestdog #dogparent https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpqr_YkhJgf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11wuy5x2b545e

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I just wanted to take a selfie..... #pittycat #ygritteisbestdog #dogmom #pittylove #dogsofinstagram #srsly #heracaine https://www.instagram.com/p/BpkIUNwBAfX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1l2wdnezlgb2v

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Soft pitty, warm pitty, blanket made of fluff. Happy pitty, sleepy pitty, ruff ruff ruff! #dogparent #dogsofinstagram #prettypuppy #ygritteisbestdog #pittylove https://www.instagram.com/p/BpfWqFxBtrV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xgilx57isecr

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Well, I tried to look nice today. Then Yggi decided she wanted to check it out and looked better in my scarf than I did.... *headdesk* #heracaine #ygritteisbestdog #dogsofinstagram #prettypuppy #mydogshouldbeamodel #photogenicdog #lovemydog https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo2DCSzBPQl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=aswrab9tqn3f

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Just gonna be over here laughing like I'm 12.... #imagrownup #ihavekids #shakingmyhead #heracaine https://www.instagram.com/p/BoUMqcyhGSg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12jklj6n454d8

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Omg. This dog.... She has left me exactly 1 sliver of a pillow. #dogmom #pittylove #dogsofinstagram #prettypuppy #lovemydog #majesticaf #pittycat https://www.instagram.com/p/BncM34YhCHk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mvlfu37x77q5

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Omg. Best show ever. So much fun!!, #mommybreak #iusedtobeyoung #icanstillparty! https://www.instagram.com/p/BnXi43ph3PG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hy7kfdnvyuep

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Tantric was amazing. Holy shit y'all! I feel like a teenager! But me at 34 is honestly just glad the chairs are comfy. (at Temple Live) https://www.instagram.com/p/BnXaiTUhhmz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5sa2be0cinnv

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I don't have a professional photog as a husband, I don't pose my children for "perfect" photos, I didn't finish my bachelors degree, my kids are jerks half of the time, I'm not constantly trying to sell people on things I don't actually use myself, and I don't live in a big house with a perfect view. I'm 34 with a divorce under my belt after a 10 year marriage, a close friendship with that ex, a string of bad relationships and terrible decisions, 3 amazing daughters that make me crazy and give me joy, a boyfriend that makes me wonder what I did to deserve him, and I have a tiny bank account that barely pays for my tiny apartment in a tiny town. Do I love my life? Not all the time. Do I regret my decisions? Most of the time. Do I sit and cry about it? You betcha. We are all human and we are all on this ball of rock and water together. Rather than putting out only the good parts, we have a responsibility to ourselves, our children, and the people that watch us on YouTube or other social media to put the uncomfortable stuff out there too. Show the real things. Talk about reality. Show other moms and dads that they aren't alone. Give them hope by working towards overcoming your trials and showing the progress. People don't need fake perfection. People need real. I have always tried to be honest with my subscribers and followers. If I'm having a bad day, I'm gonna share it. If I have a good one, I share that too. I don't hide my shortcomings, I embrace them and try to find ways to move beyond them. I constantly strive to better myself as a mom, a writer, a citizen of the US, and as a human on this weird and exciting rock hurtling through space. I love you all. I can't say I won't or haven't screwed up, but I will ALWAYS be me. I refuse to water myself down or censor my opinions anymore. I've done that for far too long and I am so sorry for that. I promise to do better. #imnotperfect #heracaine #momlife #momofgirls #cantcomplain #illdobetter #ipromise https://www.instagram.com/p/BnJhE2UBTpG/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14q4x0gtpeyv8

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Candyce is learning how to play guitar. This is the most adorable thing I've ever seen! 💜💙💜💙💜💙😭😭😭😭😭 #momlife #momofgirls #fun #soexcited #whatagoodday #lovemygirls #lovemylife #heracaine #candyleeart #kids #guitar #learningnewthings https://www.instagram.com/p/BnFbclWhyH7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10xagaiyqpa25

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Just a quick PSA. #personalspaceinvader #dontpopmybubble #heracaine #momlife #momofgirls #mykidsdothistome @candy_lee_art @ms.hale.ad https://www.instagram.com/p/BnEmXF1hdao/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16ni4l2pg1lmw