we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason
i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3
unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it
i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map
i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs
this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.
crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.
Alan × Leo × Tohma - threesome, double penetration, one sided feelings, angst heavy, mainly written from Leo's perspective
🔞 Minors shoo! This ain't for you! 🔞
Ready for a collab? That's right, me and @veraberetta did a little collab here! I wrote the fic portion after she showed me this absolutely delicious piece she drew that you can see the full image of here! She gave me the details on her thought process while drawing and here we are!
Hope you guys enjoy angst in your smut or vice versa~ (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
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He knew this was a fucked up feedback loop of sweat and shame. But he was getting what he wanted. What Alan wanted. What Tohma wanted. They were all getting what they wanted. So why did it feel so incredibly wrong on seven different levels?
Why was he feeling nauseous? It had nothing to do with having two thick cocks inside of his ass, surely. That hadn't been an issue in the past when he'd been DPed, so why now?
It definitely had nothing to do with the absolute soul piercing reverent gaze Alan was giving the blond man. No... even though he wouldn't give Leo more than a passing glance to check on him. But he did continue to ask, making sure that his vice captain wasn't in pain.
Making sure he wasn't in pain, that's laughable when Alan himself is the main reason his chest feels so tight. The brute focused so heavily on the three eyed bastard even though it was Leo he was fucking so deep it left his slender little legs shaking where they rested over Tohma's forearms.
Blue eyes like knives surveyed them both. That huff of laughter pissed him off so much. Gold met blue, and it felt like a challenge. Daring each other to do something foolish. Something that could break this spell they had on Alan. He'll never understand how this snake managed to convince the other third year to do this in the first place.
And there it was again, the softening of that razor sharp gaze as it focused back on Alan. Something much gentler than anything he would willingly show. It made Leo sick to his stomach. Maybe he let his irritation show too much seeing as the blond was locked onto him again. The fingers of one ungloved hand tweaking and tugging his nipple just this side of too roughly. He hoped the whiny squeak it pulled from him wasn't getting the fucking sadistic prick off too much. Well nevermind, if that twitch he felt inside himself was a sign then Tohma got just what he wanted from that.
A sharp thrust sent Leo's head back against a sweat slick muscled shoulder. His view filled with Alan's chiseled jaw, clenched tight in his attempt to hold back any sound of his own. The vice captain placed a hand on Tohma's shoulder and brought the other up to cradle the stoic man's head, bringing it down to his level.
Silver burning eyes met starry gold, Alan taken off guard as Leo pulled him into a strained kiss. His lips were a bit rough and chapped, but that was fine. He knew they would be. The grizzled mechanic wouldn't have smooth perfectly kissable lips. And he preferred it that way. His tongue ring teasing at the seam of Alan's pursed mouth until it parted for him. If only it were just them, this fucking loser nowhere to be seen, it would be perfect.
He let out a startled whimper at the rough bite to his collarbone. Tohma, the bastard, had tried to take a chunk out of his pretty skin! The audacity of this asshole.
But it did give him a wonderful gift. A gruff heaving voice rumbling behind him, caressing his ears with the deep tone. "Don't hurt him. If you draw blood you're done."
Leo's head spun and his heart felt like it was in a vice. That was genuine concern for his well-being and boundary setting with his ex... whatever they were. How was that closer to making him come than these two were?
A smug look and a laugh brought Leo back down, "I would never. Do you take me for a rabid dog?" Tohma's hand traveled past him and settled on Alan's forearm, giving it a squeeze. And that twitch he felt was definitely his captain. This coiffed up Frostheim loser was toying with them.
"I think a rabid dog does less damage than you." Alan's voice got soft. Gross. Use that on him not this jackass...
Leo groaned and rolled his hips, "Are you two done flirting? Cause if so I'm ready to get fucked now, maybe it won't make me gag if you get on with it."
A large palm slapped his thigh, causing a jolt to go through his body. "Behave yourself. We were being gentle for your sake. Seeing as you looked like you were going to puke for a few minutes there." Oh that snide fucking tone grated his nerves.
He squeezed down on them, basking in the quiet hiss and groans it brought. "Maybe you should get your monocle prescription checked. I'm clearly ready."
Alan huffed and shifted his footing, "Are you sure? It's really not too much?"
"Cap, hurry up and fuck me already. You two are gonna bore me to death if you don't." Leo looked up at him again, breaking the eye contact between them as he stole Alan's attention. And that was enough to make him feel some sense of accomplishment. Just to get those eyes back on him, where they belonged. Don't look at that bastard with that intense gaze. Only at him. Please.
The first synchronized thrust sent his eyes rolling back. They were both so fucking thick... Maybe this was a bad idea after all. Then Alan groaned aloud right by his ear... No this was definitely his best idea ever. Seeing the other third year's mask break a little was just the cherry on top.
"Greedy thing..." Tohma licked his lips before leaning in, Alan trying to lean in as well. But the blond smirked as he avoided Alan by turning his head and locking lips with Leo instead.
He felt the slimy tongue invade his mouth and decided he wouldn't bite it, hard anyway. Nipping at the appendage he rocked his hips against them with a whine.
When the two separated there was a long strand of spittle connecting their tongues. Blue locking on silver in a triumphant display. Clearly saying this is what you wanted right? But not giving it to him, no, only to the first year pinned between them like an overstuffed fleshlight.
Alan's face was set in a glare even as he worked his cock in and out of Leo, rutting against Tohma's with a slick sound. It fueled the blond to steal more sloppy wet kisses, avoiding his friend each time.
Eventually Leo's face was jerked roughly to the side and maybe the best thing that had happened all night finally happened. Alan initiated a kiss. He tried not to think about how much it made him want to cry out in joy. Because he knew it was just to get the taste of Tohma's mouth that had been denied since they started. Leo really did feel like a shared sex toy in this threesome. And not in a way he agreed to.
Pushing back against the blond he let his head rest on Alan's shoulder again as he shouted loudly.
The two paused and his captain grabbed his hips, "Are you okay Leo?"
"Oh my god, please, please, please keep going, I told you I was loud! Don't fucking stop!" He whined, stars dancing behind his eyes at how close he had been to that peak.
A cold hand squeezed around his cock and made him hiss. "You? A screamer? I never would have guessed."
"Take your sarcasm and shove it up your ass." There wasn't half as much bite as he wanted, and it wasn't helping that he humped into his hand either.
Alan groaned and nuzzled into Leo's neck, "Don't scare me like that. I thought I hurt you."
Fucking cap and his stupid caring nature shooting an arrow into Leo's stupid heart... As their hips picked up again he lost himself in the wonderful sounds and the feeling of having them both fuck him hard and deep. One in one out, both in both out, switching the pace whenever they needed to. And that goddamn hand gripping his dick...
The blond leaned in, "I have one more, mmnh, trick up my sleeve for you." His hair was sticking to his forehead and his handsome face was sweaty. He wouldn't look half bad if he ditched the monocle honestly... "Argeas."
Leo's voice was shrill, he barely even registered that he was crying out. Suddenly that hand around him was vibrating like a goddamn bullet vibe on the highest setting and they were fucking his body into that terrifying ecstasy in the palm of Tohma's hand. His vision went white as he sprayed his stomach, the hand, and his pride with cum. Of course the bastard would force him to finish first.
Everything was fuzzy after that. He felt them finish, he knew that. Could feel it leaking from his stretched hole, Alan's voice sounded so far off but worried. Something about blood? Well yeah there was probably a little bit mixed in, they were both big and his body wasn't that sturdy...
Warm rags on his skin, fingers invading his sore ass, scraping out the spunk and applying some kind of anomalous medicine if he had to guess. A pair of strong arms holding him close, the scent of cheap soap and cologne, the feel of basic sheets surrounding his body. He was in Alan's room. Curling into the contact they had he let himself finally drift off, safety was guaranteed now so he could rest...
Alan huffed and glared at the blond by the bedside, "I told you before-"
"Who's to say I made him bleed? It could just as easily have been you my friend." Tohma was putting his blazer back on.
His face was set in a scowl, contemplating when he could have injured his vice captain.
"Here's some advice." The blond leaned in and pressed a quick closed mouth kiss to Alan's lips, standing up quickly to avoid the arms that sought him out. "Don't dismiss him so easily. He's much tougher than you think he is. And he's hungry for your recognition. Much as I hate to admit it, he's not that different from me."
Alan was left sitting on his bed slack jawed as the other man left his room. He slowly relaxed and let out a sigh, glancing back at the passed out first year in his bed. Gently stroking a strand of hair back behind Leo's ear he laid down beside him and settled in. He had a lot to think about now. Especially after Leo had nuzzled into the touch even in his sleep.
Putting an arm around his waist Alan tugged the blanket up over them and closed his eyes. Thinking could wait until tomorrow. That's Leo's strong suit anyway.
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Yes I did have to look up chess terms for the title, don't at me...
For the curious ones - castling is the only time two pieces (king *Alan* and rook *Tohma*) can move together. It's a two space movement for the king and the rook takes his place. Now you can either castle kingside or queenside, meaning which royal the rook you're using is closer to. I always call Leo a size queen so this maneuver fits the bill lol.
Please show Vera some love too!! Her art is so inspiring for me! (∩´∀`∩)💕
shipping a consensual, safe & sane pairing all the while i'm shaking my head in disapproval so the audience knows i still love wildly toxic abusive fictional dynamics
It was fun, I learned a lot and i realized that animating is a lot like crochet knitting 🙃 if that makes sense. Anyway, please enjoy and share it with your friends (?) 🐎
hello fellow artists. google has fallen. pinterest/duckduckgo AI filters don't work. do not despair; here is a list i made of places to find reference images without having to sift through piles of worthless garbage. (for future editing convenience i am just linking my blog post on dreamwidth.)
✨ good places to find art reference that are not full of AI trash 🌈
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stormborns
theartofmadeline
izzy806
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