Augustina Waters

Independent | S e l e c t i v e | Active ob·liv·i·on (n.) the state of being completely forgotten [ To live die would be an awfully big adventure. ] Fem!Augustus Waters, from TFIOS.

[ulianasomer]

"Somewhere between a brush and a kiss. Somewhere between bliss and hell."

[magicfolk]

[musicislikegod]

[bigbluehole]

[wilddestdream]

[herconstellations]

Mr. Van Houten:

I’m a good person but a shitty writer. You’re a shitty person but a good writer. I think we’d make a good team. I don’t want to ask you for any favors but if you have the time—from what I saw you have plenty— Please fix this for me. It’s a eulogy for Hazel…. she asked me to write it and I’m trying, it just could use a little flare.

See the thing is we all want to be remembered but Haze’s different. Hazel knows the truth. She didn’t want a million admirers she just wanted one. And she got it. Maybe she wasn’t loved widely but she was loved deeply, and isn’t that more than what most of us get? When Hazel was sick I knew I was dying but I didn’t want to say so. She was in the ICU and I snuck in for ten mins and sat with her before I got caught. Her eyes were closed, her skin pale, but her hands were still her hands. Still warm, and her nails were painted this dark blue black color, I just held them. I willed myself to imagine a world without us and what a worthless world that would be.

She’s so beautiful. You don’t get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she’s smarter than you because you know she is. She’s funny without ever being mean. I love her, God I love her. I’m so lucky to love he, Van Houten.

You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world but you have a say in who hurts you. I like my choice and I hope she likes hers. Okay Hazel Grace?

[dimenticatidilei]

[bxlind]

❝ I somehow think you’re    overexaggerating. The     real question is, will I     be as cool as Augustina     Waters? Or can one ever    be that cool? I kind of doubt    that people will be tripping    to be around me. I just …    want robot eyes, that’s it. ❞

[herconstellations]

❝ Not to worry, if there is anyone    that could ever reach my level    of coolness, it would be you.    We'll get you those robot eyes,    and they will be a stunning    pair. ❞

[bxlind]

❝ Oh my god, Augustina.     If at the end, it says 'you    win’, that means you WON.    You can’t just make up your    own rules that no one else    follows. ❞

[herconstellations]

❝ Ah, but you see, that's where    you are wrong --- I can, and I    do. Your definition of winning    is doing what you're told, and    conforming to the video game    industry's interpretation of    society's winning. That is    plainly d e f e a t . ❞

[tommoxstiles]

[herconstellations]

augustiinawaters IS NOW herconstellations

 this has been a psa

[bxlind]

   A sigh comes out of the girl’s    lips, trying not to laugh at how    pretentious her best friend was.

         ❝ You do not let me. I win because             you’re always too busy saving the             children to actually beat the object             of the game. ❞

[herconstellations]

❝ The object of the game is not    what I consider important in    beating the game. I'm beating    the game simply by refusing    to give into the game's    definition of bravery and    destiny and winning. ❞

[herconstellations]

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[aestheticdarlin-deactivated2019]

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[silcnt-archived-deactivated2015]

           ❝Oh  —— I like you!            You’re a wonder,            all edges and bravery.❞

[herconstellations]

❝ ----- All edges and bravery... I    like that. I'll have to use that one    more often. ❞

[herconstellations]

[ ??? ]

❝ --- You're awake, that's a relief.    I know it's a bit inky in here, the    storm knocked the power out.    You were outside, passed out     on my lawn in the rain. Thought     you'd be better off inside. ❞

[silcnt-archived-deactivated2015]

          ❝Then you… are a walking cliché.           I’m almost infinite myself. And I           don’t particularly enjoy it. I’d like           to have more edges.❞

[herconstellations]

❝ Then you are the walking cliche.    Like the stories of the immortals    that do not wish to be immortal.    I've got edges --- but I didn't get    enough edges. My line tapers    off soon. I'd rather not taper off    at all, or at least until I've done    something worth remembering. ❞

[bxlind]

❝ I already beat you at video games   How much more competition do    you need? ❞

[herconstellations]

❝ You only beat me because I let    you. It's more poetic that way,    sacrificing a win to make you    feel like a champion. ❞