hesaykise

I’m Kise (Kee-say.) He/him 🌈 The shiniest star of Libra ♎️ Community Name: Kisses Business Inquiries: [email protected]

[mysticmatruckkx-deactivated2026]

LEARNING A NEW LANGUAGE WITH MY SUBCONSCIOUS

MY OWN SUCCESS STORYYY...

Okay? So after manifesting my dream body, I decided that I wanted to manifest more things in my life, through revision, because the fun thing about revision is that instead of trying to manifest something to come to you. You just manifest it as it already happened, and then you just relax because you already know what happened. So there's no, there's not that feeling of waiting for your manifestation to come. You already made it happen in the past, so you already have your manifestation and because of the law of vibration which states that whatever frequency you vibrate on is the frequency that you will attract. So if you behave like you have something you will attract that thing. So when you revise, behave like you have the thing that you revised. It comes to you. Because that's how the universe works. So I revise my passing that my mom taught me my native language, growing up, and I was very fluent, and I spoke it naturally and comfortably and I repeated this over and over and over, I didn't say it out loud a lot, but I would write it down in my notebook. I literally have an entire notebook just for scripting. I wrote it down over and over and over again, and while I was writing it down, I would listen to subliminals, like saying, "oh I speak my native language" and just listen to language mastery subluminals. And as I was doing that, when you're manifesting something you have to act like you already have it for it to come to you. So I started watching more media in my native language, because I know that if I have a skill I'm gonna do all the things. That I need to do to maintain that skill. So, since I know that I speak my native language, of course, I would watch media in my native language. So I did that and I just relaxed, because a lot of times when you're manifesting, your brain will try and put anxiety in your head. But you have to remember that that anxiety is not a representation of you. It's a representation of your brain, your primitive brain, like your instincts, feeling uncomfortable because you're entering new territory and starting to take control of your reality and eventually I woke up 1 day, and my mom greeted me. My native language and I greeted her back, which wasn't much different from my old reality because I knew a few greetings and words but I wasn't fluent. But as the day went on, I continued to speak to her in my native language comfortably and she didn't react surprised, and my siblings didn't react surprised. So when that happened, that's when I knew that I had completely shifted to reality, where my mom taught me my native language, and I was fluent. And it was normal. And yeah.

Now I'm really happy like I really like being bilingual and being able to switch between English and my native language and it really just goes to show everything that you can do when you take control of your subconscious mind.

[n1k0laa5]

SHIFTING AND MANIFESTATION METHODS ADAPTED TO NEURODIVERGENCE

knock-a-knock knock… is anyone home?!

the title is pretty much self explanatory, and if you’ve seen my last video—see this as some sort of continuation to it! it only made sense to help re-explain the methods of this community in more detail after speaking about how differently some neurodivergent people feel in this community. i hope this is just as helpful as my last post,

and for my curious souls, here is the post!

once again, do excuse me if i do or get something wrong in this post. my first semester finals began around two days ago; and i’m someone who once got hospitalized because exam anxiety got me extremely ill. tough times… this doesn’t mean i haven’t STILL been manifesting successfully. I’ve manifested money, looking prettier (and getting compliments), shifted—yadda yadda! enough niko ranting, i’ll get to the post.

remember, once again, you do not need to be neurodivergent to read this. being educated never hurt !!!

also because this is basically just my last post but explaining the methods in detail… i tried my best i’m sleep deprived leaf me alone

1 — VISUALIZATION AND GUIDED IMAGERY

WHAT IT IS, SHORTLY:

mentally rehearsing a outcome, scene or desire. seeing the future, feeling the success. it’s often referred to as feeling it as done.

HOW NEURODIVERGENCE CAN CHANGE IT:

weak or absent imagery—some autistic people and others report weak mental imagery, with alexithymia links to reduced imaginal emotional blending.

hyper vivid imagery and disassociation risks—those who disassociate or have psychosis vulnerability can find imagined scenes overwhelming or blurring with reality.

intrusive imagery and OCD—people with these issues may get triggered trying to visualize, producing distressing images instead.

ADAPTATIONS:

sensory anchored imagery—if you’re sensory driven, pick a sense such as texture, scent or sound rather than attempting a FULL “movie”. imagine the feel of a specific fabric or the smell of something associated with your DR and desires. sensory anchors are less likely to trigger dissociation than sprawling daydreams.

verbal and logic imagery—for my people with weak visual imagery (aphantasia) or strong verbal thinking, describe the future in concrete sentences: “i receive an email saying X; i open it, my palms are steady.” written and/or verbal rehearsals acts surprisingly similarly to imagery.

safe imaging for OCD—try your best to avoid prompts that could match known intrusive themes, if you’re not sure exactly what can trigger it; keep it neutral, procedural, etc. it doesn’t NEED to be emotionally loaded to manifest.

externalization—same as the first rule, but more physical. this helps people with executive dysfunction by turning an internal process into an external one! record / find a short audio or keep a tactile object to pair with the visualization. the brain will link it to the physical cues and not just imagination.

2 — AFFIRMATIONS

WHAT IT IS, SHORTLY:

repeating statements to shift your self-concept and literally “affirm” your true reality.

HOW NEURODIVERGENCE CAN CHANGE IT:

cognitive dissonance or literal black and white thinking—for someone who literally believes language, saying “I am X” when you don’t feel it can produce shame, self-criticism, or rejection sensitivity which is particularly common in autism, OCD, depression.

OCD and thought fusion—repeating statements may incite compulsive repetition in people prone to mental rituals.

ADAPTATIONS:

certain phrasing—use credence-building language, such as “i am practicing being someone who…” or “right now, i’m choosing…” this reduces cognitive dissonance and keeps it grounded. yes, you can STILL manifest with this phrasing rather than insisting on it being done now. you can choose to have a process.

micro-affirmations—extremely short and specific. these claims are less likely to trigger perfectionism or all-or-nothing thinking.

limit repetition triggers—once again, for my OCD folks. avoid long repetition cycles; if repeating an affirmation leads to anxiety or ritualizing, stop that form and use one time written statements instead.

3 — SCRIPTING / JOURNALING

WHAT IT IS, SHORTLY:

write a scene, or sometimes a letter from the future, detailing your desired outcome.

HOW NEURODIVERGENCE CAN CHANGE IT:

executive overload—long scripts can feel impossible to maintain for ADHD/executive dysfunction.

perfectionism and rumination—for anxious or OCD prone people, scripting is likely to become a source of endless editing and worry.

alexithymia—may struggle to articulate feelings in writing; it may feel… flat. cue the shame and feeling of imperfection.

ADAPTATIONS:

short bullet scripting—one paragraph or one bullet style scripts that list observable things of your desire. what you’ll do, see, hear, rather than emotional adjectives! more accessible for literal thinkers and those with alexithymia.

chunked journaling—store a script and set update checkpoints, be it weekly or monthly rather than daily rewriting. this reduces perfectionist editing.

multimodal scripts—include stickers, images, audio if you can to represent feelings for those who find words hard. for sensory neurotypes, attach textures or scents that represent the outcome.

4 — VISION BOARDS

WHAT IT IS, SHORTLY:

collecting or putting together images to represent your desire.

HOW NEURODIVERGENCE CAN CHANGE IT:

sensory overload—boards can be visually cluttered and overwhelming for sensory sensitive people. e.g. autism, SPD, etc.

shame from “not enough”—comparing boards to others or reality can worsen mood disorders.

ADAPTATIONS:

minimalism is in—use a single image or a single word on a tidy board, physical or digital. that way, less sensory overwhelm and more consistent cueing!

portable mini-board—small, pocket sized board or a single object that can be carried to avoid environmental restrictions or panic about large displays.

5 — GUIDED MEDITATION AND BREATHWORK

WHAT IT IS, SHORTLY:

using calming practices to induce a state for visualization or shifting.

HOW NEURODIVERGENCE CAN CHANGE IT:

sensory intolerance—long meditations or certain guidance voices (i know some of y’all can’t STAND alunir) can be intolerable at times.

disassociation—meditation CAN trigger disassociation in trauma affected or dissociative individuals. i’ve never said disassociation this many times in one sentence..

ADAPTATIONS:

short grounding practices—use brief, very short grounding cues. 10-30 seconds is enough! name three things you can see, hear and touch. keep it short to prevent disassociation.

active somatic grounding—use movement or counting rather than floating breathwork if sitting quietly increases dissociation.

personalization—choose guides and recordings (could make your own!) that match your sensory tolerances.

for the cuties that made it this far; i love love looove you! know that you’re capable regardless of what anyone shows you, regardless of how you feel. the law does not exempt you from success. you were born to shift, to manifest and explore. you will not let ANYTHING stop you. and i, personally, am right behind you—screeching motivation til my vocal chords die out.

time for me to study.. cries (｡╯︵╰｡)

[hesaykise]

Thinking of just detoxing for a min from anything to do with manifestation.

To be honest, my life was fine before I started getting obsessed with all the loass or manifestation LMFAO. I just feel like I've reached a point where I constantly look at people's success stories and don't do anything but try to do their "methods" or whatever. (I've had shit before I even realized there was a name for it. Legit, have gotten everything I have ever wanted no questions asked. It just happened like that since I was born. Not an assumption, it's a fact.)

Also, there's just way too many people claiming to be gurus or coaches when they literally are not that. It's overwhelming....becoming to the point where yall are starting to sound like these mega churches that fool people into giving them donations for telling you that you're either a sinner or a saint. At the heart of it all...it sounds like it's only for likes, follows, fame and money. If that's what you wanna do sure...go for it. But also realize you're manipulating people who need actual help and are desperate for a change in their life. Some of who might also need mental health support and writing it off as "just rewrite that you never had problems." That's just plain wrong. It's giving borderline religious psychosis or shall we call it "manifestation psychosis." (This is just a general observation. If the shoe doesn't fit, then don't make it.)

Before you're like..."Oh that's your assumption blah blah blah." No, legit that's an observation 😭. It's written right there in all of the posts I see. No need to read between any lines LOL.

It's cool and all, but like wow is it brain rot at this point 👀.

Again, if the shoe doesn't fit, don't make it. I'm not trying to disprove anyone or tell them how to live. I'm going based off what I see through all of the posts on social media. Do I believe manifestation is real? Absolutely. But I also see a whole bunch of predators preying on people who are truly stuck in a bad place and manipulating them into buying their bs as well.

Two final messages - First:

For those who are manipulators and fake gurus or coaches (whatever the fuck you wanna call yourself). I wish you nothing but hell. May you rot in the same manipulation you spew and may you forever spiral into the abyss of your own imagination. The neverending black hole that you deserve.

Second:

For those who are stuck or feeling hopeless, you can and will make it through. I hope you find the answers you seek and truly live a prosperous life. There's so much more to life than sitting and "thinking in your favor" or whatever else methods you find. Go out and LIVE. HAVE FUN. PLAY GAMES. READ A BOOK! DO SOMETHING! You did it before you found this stuff and you can continue to do it.

Wishing you all love that you deserve. 🩷💚

✌🏼☺️✌🏼

(Hope yall can read all that properly. My mind was just churning and I was feeling emotions as I was writing and editing.)

[n1k0laa5]

“the shifting and loa content on tumblr is so repetitive!!” yeah, maybe there’s… a reason, darling??? i’m sorry but can we not act like half of you don’t just speed scroll through entire explanation posts, motivation posts, success posts, anything that requires more than five seconds of focus? you’ll save it, maybe even screenshot it, but never actually absorb it. never let it marinate.

that’s why people keep asking the same questions. “can i manifest [thing]?” “can i do this in my shifting journey?” “can i shift to [place] and do yadda yadda?”

dude. dudette. dudey-they.

when we say it’s the law of assumption, we mean it. whatever you assume, literally whatever, becomes true. the rules of nature? politely told to sit down. logic? dethroned. your only limit is NOTHING. you choose your limit. you can manifest anything. you can do anything in your shifting journey. ANYTHING!!!

lemme just… okay, just for those in the very back, SOMEONE hand me my comically oversized megaphone!!!!!!

english → anything ; japanese → 何でも ; chinese → 任何东西 ; korean → 무엇이든 ; arabic → أي شيء ; russian → что угодно ; french → n’importe quoi ; spanish → cualquier cosa ; portuguese → qualquer coisa ; german → irgendetwas ; italian → qualsiasi cosa ; greek → οτιδήποτε ; turkish → herhangi bir şey ; hindi → कुछ भी ; bengali → যেকোন কিছু ; urdu → کچھ بھی ; farsi → هرچیزی ; hebrew → כל דבר ; polish → cokolwiek ; dutch → iets ; swedish → något ; finnish → mitä tahansa ; norwegian → hva som helst ; danish → hvad som helst ; thai → อะไรก็ได้ ; vietnamese → bất cứ điều gì ; indonesian → apa saja ; malay → apa-apa ; swahili → chochote ; zulu → noma yini ; afrikaans → enigiets ; czech → cokoli ; hungarian → bármi ; romanian → orice ; ukrainian → будь-що ; serbian → било шта ; croatian → bilo što ; slovak → čokoľvek ; bulgarian → каквото и да е ; latvian → jebkas ; lithuanian → bet kas ; estonian → midagi

DO. YOU. GUYS. GET. IT. NOW???

because i SSSSWEEEAR on every timeline i’ve ever shifted to, if any of you dare skim over this too or refuse to take at least five full seconds to let it actually sink in,

i will start phasing through dimensions and be rapidly approaching your fucking location.

(get it… let that sink in…. okay toodles)

[cloverapple]

I hope the day you finally shift, I pop up one last time in your awareness as an involuntary mental image, screaming “BITCH I FUCKING TOLD YOU SO ASDFGHJ” then proceed to smack you with a flip flop, before vanishing in a puff of glitter.

[salemlunaa]

this video goes viral like every year and it’s just now i’m paying attention to absolutely facts he was spitting LMAO

[777-may-deactivated20260120]

Goodbye for now…? I want to tell you a story.

I want to explain something to you. NONE of the popular coaches on this fucking app, on YouTube, on TikTok, on Twitter , NONE of them got what they wanted by sitting around and trying to learn. None of them got what they fucking wanted by sitting down and researching the best new method. None of them manifested what they wanted by applying something for two days, freaking out when it didn’t work, and then going back to Twitter, or YouTube, or TikTok for answers.

None of them did that.

Let’s talk about Sammy Ingram.

If you’ve watched her before, you know. She was poor. She was financially struggling. I think she already had her son. She was with her husband. And she just decided, enough. She said, “I am rich. I am rich. I am rich.”

She literally said, “I’m done watching videos. I am rich.”

Meanwhile, her husband was in the next room on the phone with insurance companies being told, “You owe this, this needs to be paid, the car is totaled, theres another bill, another issue.”

And what did Sammy do?

Yeah, she panicked. She said that herself. She was panicking internally. But she affirmed.

“We are rich. We are rich. We are rich.”

She didn’t react to the 3D. She didn’t go back to watching 12 more hours of YouTube.

She decided.

And look at her now. She’s fucking rich. She has a massive channel. She teaches manifestation. She got everything she wanted.

Now let’s talk about Erik from Power of I Am.

He was about to be poor. Actually not just poor. Homeless. Living on the streets of California. He had just moved out there from Montana. But he had just left everything behind and moved. And life was not going well. His marriage was falling apart. He was broke.

He said himself he didn’t have time to watch videos anymore. He didn’t have time to keep consuming. Because if he did, he was going to be living on the sidewalk.

So what did he do?

He jumped in head first. He affirmed. “I am rich.”

Did he believe it? No.

But he kept going anyway.

One day, randomly, he checks his email, and there’s a job offer for $90,000 a year.

Do you see the pattern here?

Now let’s talk about Taylor Tookes

Her dad quit his job. He thought he could sustain their family without that income, and he was wrong. They were financially struggling.

What did Taylor do?

She affirmed like a madwoman. “My dad got a new job. My dad got a new job.” Over and over and over again. She persisted. She decided.

Now look at her. Look at her Twitter. Look at her life. Her parents are wealthy. She’s thriving.

Let’s talk about Hyler.

Hyler had people living in her house that she didn’t want there. Family members. It was triggering her anxiety disorder. She had panic attacks. Actual panic attacks.

But she still affirmed. She still persisted.

And those people left. She manifested them gone.

Even with anxiety. Even with panic attacks. Even when she felt like she was losing it.

Now ask yourself this.

Do you think any of these people got what they wanted by watching more videos?

Was Sammy Ingram sitting around scrolling through Twitter threads? Was Erik on Tumblr reading every law of assumption post? Was Taylor Tooks on YouTube saying, “How do I manifest this specific thing?”

No.

They made a decision. They had no other choice. They weren’t learning. They were declaring.

They said, “This is my only option. I’m done fucking learning. I’m applying what I know because I HAVE to.”

Let me ask you, do you think Sammy Ingram watches videos on how to manifest?

No.

Because she knows how to manifest. And even back then, before she had proof, she acted like someone who knew. She said, “I’m done watching content. I’m done researching. I’m done being confused. I’m rich.”

She faked it until it was real. She stopped consuming before it was even real. She just assumed the role.

Same with Erik. Same with Taylor.

Even if they didn’t believe at first, they committed.

They didn’t waver.

They didn’t research new affirmations every two hours.

Now ask yourself, why are YOU still watching videos on how to manifest?

If you had your desire, would you still be trying to learn how to get it?

Why are you acting like a student of manifestation when you could be acting like a fucking master?

And I mean this with love, get off the apps.

Get the fuck off this shit.

It’s confusing you. It’s watering down your power.

This is not a one-size-fits-all game.

One person says to visualize. Another says not to. One says to affirm twenty times. Another says just once. And now you’re spiraling. You’re confused. You’re doubting yourself.

You are giving your power to strangers instead of to yourself.

So stop saying, “Maybe I’m doing it wrong.”

Start saying,

“I’m doing it right.”

“I am the god of my reality.”

“I make the rules.”

“If I say I’m doing it right, then I am.”

No one else creates your experience. No one.

Only you.

Everything in the 3D is just a reflection of your assumptions.

It has no choice. It must reflect you.

And yes, you can still manifest even if you have anxiety. Even if you’re crying. Even if you’ve had five panic attacks in one month like me.

You can still manifest even if you don’t believe your affirmations.

You just have to keep affirming them anyway.

Everything is a choice.

You only can’t manifest if you decide you can’t.

You only “can’t” because you say you can’t.

This is probably a goodbye for me. At least for a couple months. I might not come back to Tumblr.

Because I’ve realized, the only thing holding you back is what you’re consuming.

Everything comes back to YOU.

So the next time you’re about to click on a video or scroll a post, ask yourself

“Who am I being right now? Someone who already has it? Or someone trying to figure out how to get it?”

Be honest.

Then choose.

If you knew how to manifest, you wouldn’t be consuming content on how to manifest.

If you already had your desire, you wouldn’t be googling how to get it.

So act like you already have it. Even if it feels fake. Even if you’re scared.

All those people felt fake. All of them panicked. All of them cried.

And now they’re rich. They’re in love. They’re driving luxury cars.

They got the life they wanted.

You’re not different. You’re just not deciding.

If you’ve been in this community for more than a year, get off.

If you’ve been trying to manifest something for over a year, get off.

This is holding you back.

You don’t need another video.

You don’t need another post.

You need to say

“I know how to manifest.”

And mean it.

And even if you don’t feel it, keep saying it until you do.

Stop learning. Start deciding.

You are the creator.

You are the god of your reality.

You already know how to do this.

So do it.

[luvvhisper]

. ♬ ݁˖ abilities to script in your singer dr

singing

you have a wide vocal range

your voice is extremely expressive

your throat can't get sore...

whistle notes are nothing to you, you can easily reach them

your vocals are stable, even while dancing

you have great breath control

your voice can't crack

you can sing multiple genres easily

you can harmonize easily and naturally with anyone

good vibrato control, can switch between falsettos and chest voice smoothly

you can't run out of air

your voice is mesmerising and unique

you can growl and fry scream easily, without hurting your throat

rapping

can rap in multiple languages with flow

can freestyle

can write raps easily, with smart word play + good, clever metaphors

can rap as fast or faster than freaking eminem

you produce your own mixtapes

you can memorize long verses quickly and performance them without mistakes

you can switch between styles easily without losing the tempo

dancing

you're very versatile

good footwork and body control

you can learn choreographies after watching them once

your flexibility is crazy

stage presence.

you can invent new choreographies on spot, with complicate and original moves

you can dance in heels

your feet can't get sore

you have infinite energy, basically

you can synchronize with other people easily

writing

you can write an entire song easily

your lyrics are meaningful and deep, they don't sound pretentious

you can write about experiences easily

your choruses are catchy

you can come with lyrics while listening to the instrumental

you can tell stories through an entire album

music production

you can mix different genres with ease

your albums are musically cohesive

can layer different instruments

your instrumentals are complex, people on da internet usually analyse them

you can guide vocal arrangements during recording sessions

you can use midi controllers and synthesizers with easily

can adjust eq, reverb, compression, and effects without difficulties

you always come up with unique chord progressions and melodies

people can recognise your style

creative direction

can storyboard music videos shot by shot

you usually direct or co-direct my own music videos or short films

can create concepts with deep symbolism and narrative

you can write short lore or storylines to connect albums (ex: loona...)

you are clever when it comes to making hidden messages or easter eggs for fans to discover

you have a clear and unmistakable visual identity

[hesaykise]

So I'm back.

Let me tell you.

I have been off my manifesting/shifting Tumblr for a min and I'm so happy to be back.

When I tell yall I haven't even attempted to shift since I've been gone. My life has been sort of..."okay." It's never terrible, but I got bored. Bored of being here, bored of doing the same thing everyday.

Within the past week of being back. I kid you not... I have shifted like 5 times LMFAO.

I have been in and out between my bed times and me just doing it on purpose.

Yesterday was probably the most interesting time I've shifted. I was writing down some affirmations while listening to subliminals and I literally just passed out twice??

I literally jumped between two of my drs...not just one. So that was interesting and most definitely fun.

Just FYI, I'm sort of new to the "concept" of shifting and manifesting. Even though we've been doing it our entire lives without giving it a name. I consider myself being a shifter even since I was a child because my imagination would run wild. During school, I would get in trouble for "daydreaming" and my teachers would tell my mom during every meeting that I had a hard time paying attention...I truly belive that was me shifting in and out of realities because I wouldn't be "here." This might be a common experience for some of you? Im not sure but it was really specific for me. My friend wouldn't have the same experience.

Anywho, I just wanted to share this on here. I'm really happy to be back :)

Kise out~

[n1k0laa5]

shifting and loa are real and i see you shaking, babe.

AKA what your soul needs to hear rn. seriously, pause and listen.

come here. sit down. let me rub glitter on your spine and scream at the world for you.

you’re not lazy.

you’re not delusional.

you’re not broken.

you’re not “trying too hard.”

you’re exhausted.

you’re grieving a reality you haven’t even touched yet because it lives in your chest.

you’ve said goodnight to people who don’t exist here but god do they feel more real than anyone who’s ever texted you back.

you’ve memorized the curve of someone’s voice in your DR like it was scripture.

you’ve built entire cities inside your eyelids.

you’ve tried to fall asleep in the arms of an entire universe and woke up alone.

and i see you.

because i’ve been you.

this isn’t a joke. this isn’t a “phase.” this isn’t some escapist tumblr trend for pastel soft girls and sleepy boys who just want to go kiss anime characters. even if it was. that would STILL be sacred.

shifting is real.

manifesting is real.

your devotion is real.

but it’s hard, isn’t it?

not because the law doesn’t work. not because “you’re doing it wrong.” not because you’re not god.

no.

it’s hard because you are god in a meat suit.

because you are infinite, divine, explosive, magnetic, massive, trapped inside something that needs water to survive and still cries over people who ghosted you.

you are the entire cosmos funneled into a nervous system that flinches when a door slams too loud.

you are light and plasma with a frontal cortex that gets panic attacks when it smells the wrong cologne.

and that matters.

not because it’s stronger than you.

but because it deserves tenderness.

too many people say “just ignore the 3D” and while that’s correct—it’s not complete.

they forget there’s a heartbeat in this equation.

there are inner children here.

there are people still processing grief.

there are trauma loops that don’t vanish just because you intellectually know they’re not real.

there’s a difference between saying “circumstances don’t matter” and acting like people don’t matter. and i won’t stand for the second one.

because you matter.

you matter even if you’ve never shifted.

you matter even if you can’t visualize for shit.

you matter even if your affirmations are tired mumbling at 3am through tears and cracked lips.

you matter even if you’ve been trying for 5 years.

you matter even if you stop trying.

you matter even if you get angry at the law.

you matter even if you forget you’re god sometimes.

you’re not failing. you’re healing while remembering.

you are processing centuries of generational fear in a single lifetime.

you are alchemizing flesh into frequency.

you are loving something so deeply, so fiercely, that it literally bends time.

let me repeat that:

you are loving something so deeply it bends time.

that is what shifting is.

it’s a love story with yourself across the multiverse.

it’s a soul so feral about its truth that it will keep knocking until the stars rearrange.

and what you’re doing?

what you’re reaching for?

what you’re breathing into every night?

that is the opposite of weak. that is sacred.

now let’s talk about those quiet nights.

the ones where you stare at your ceiling and whisper to your DR like it can hear you.

where you beg to go home.

and i know you don’t even mean your physical home.

you mean the place that feels like home. the one that lives in your bones.

the one where your name is loved like a prayer and not mispronounced like an inconvenience.

the one where someone strokes your hair and says “you made it.”

and fuck. that ache?

that’s the bravest ache in the world.

no one sees that part.

they don’t see you crying for a fictional world that feels more real than the one that bruised you.

they laugh and say “just write a story.”

but you’re not writing a story.

you’re trying to return to one.

you’re a soul with a homing beacon.

a compass made of longing and memory.

you know what’s waiting for you and you won’t let anyone take that from you.

and that makes you terrifying.

beautiful.

formidable.

god.

you do not need trauma to deserve rest.

you do not need a diagnosis to deserve compassion.

you do not need proof to be believed.

you do not need to be impressive to be worthy.

being a manifestor is enough.

being a shifter is enough.

being is enough.

and if your journey is quiet right now

if you feel stuck

if you’re doubting everything

if the affirmations feel fake

if the subliminals hurt to hear

if the scripting feels pointless

if you haven’t even tried in a week

if you’ve stopped hoping

that does not mean you’ve failed.

it means you are in a cocoon.

and cocooning looks like giving up.

it looks like apathy.

but it’s just surrender.

and surrender is sacred, too.

you are not alone.

you are not crazy.

you are not behind.

you are not a glitch in the loa community just because your story is taking longer.

you are the plot twist.

and when you shift,

when you manifest that love, that body, that reality, that version,

it won’t be because you forced it.

it will be because you remembered how to receive.

so until then?

breathe.

let your body catch up to what your soul already knows.

and if you need to cry,

you better sob like it’s a fucking ritual

because it is.

and i’ll hold you the whole time.

because i get it.

and i’m not leaving.

you didn’t make up this yearning.

this isn’t delusion.

this isn’t fantasy.

this isn’t escapism.

you’ve touched those worlds in dreams.

you’ve felt their weight in your bones.

you’ve had deja vu from realities you haven’t lived here.

you’ve walked into rooms and smelled the perfume of people who don’t exist on this side.

you’ve heard music that doesn’t play on this frequency.

you’ve caught glimpses in mirrors of eyes that weren’t quite yours.

and that wasn’t imagination.

that was remembering.

and i promise, when you close your eyes tonight, even if your chest is heavy and your hope feels faint,

there’s a version of you waiting with arms wide open whispering:

“i never stopped believing in you either.”

now go drink some water.

put glitter in it if you want.

whisper to your pillow.

and try again tomorrow if you feel like it.

because that’s the thing about you.

you keep loving.

and loving.

and loving.

even when the world tells you not to.

and if that’s not divine…

i don’t know what is.

“Live with love. Embrace the pain, the frailty and the moments so unbearably shameful. Forgive yourself… Again and again, endlessly. Because everything… begins from there.”

— Hyuna, ALNST

love, your glitzy, overly emotional, violently sparkly, scream-hugging friend who believes in you more than oxygen.

[n1k0laa5]

HOW NIKOLAS MANIFESTS

aka: god in the war room.

aka: god in a short skirt and a threat in his mouth.

aka: divinity dressed like obsession.

aka: i don’t hope. i bend.

nikolas, being I.

here’s my short story: i am a very obsessive manifestor, and yet this is coming from someone who’s manifested the following: multiple reality shifts, getting back a lot of SPs, a house, getting people out of my life, money, appearance changes, life changes, etc.

i don’t say that shit lightly.

i’m not here giving a bullet list like a success story post.

this isn’t a “teehee look what i got :)” this is a declaration of violence. this is me saying: you don’t understand how hard i go. you don’t understand what it means when i say “it’s mine.”

because when i say it? it gets scared.

SELF CONCEPT AS A FUCKING FLAMETHROWER.

i’ve built my self concept using robotic affirming and rampages, specifically those that make you think like God.

and by God, i don’t mean some floating choir boy with light beams and flowing robes. i mean the source. the fucking code. the absolute.

i built it on rage.

i built it on desire.

i built it on “you’re not gonna fucking stop me.”

i’m not trying to “heal” my self concept. i dragged my self concept out of its grave and injected it with every affirmation i could find until it started to breathe fire.

MY MIND IS A WAR ROOM.

every thought.

every reaction.

every what if.

tracked.

monitored.

obliterated.

when my stomach flips, when doubt creeps in, when reality tries to bitchslap me into “normal”…

what do i do?

i starve the doubt.

i suffocate it with imagery so saturated and so viscerally intense that the doubt chokes on it.

“but what if he never comes back?”

“actually? he’s already back. he’s obsessed with me. want me to replay it in 4K? let me rerun the moan he made when he saw my thighs again, bitch.”

i don’t negotiate. i don’t plead.

i overtake.

i don’t argue with the 3D. i render the 4D louder, hotter, and more emotionally charged than any fear can ever hope to be. i throw glitter on it. i make it vulgar. i make it undeniable. i throw it in doubt’s face and dare it to survive.

THE SECRET IS SATURATION.

not just repeating affirmations like a drone.

but inhabiting the role so fully that even doubt starts to question itself.

you ever delude so hard your fear starts shaking? you ever affirm so loud the walls look different? that’s what the fuck i mean. i don’t say “i hope” or “i believe.” i say “i am,” and the world goes silent.

i don’t do half-belief.

i don’t just script once and walk away.

i become it.

i don’t think. i know.

i don’t want. i own.

i don’t “try.” i live.

DEATH TO THE OLD SELF.

i even do deliberate identity deaths which is something extremely important for me.

i kill the version of myself that’s a beggar if i have to.

i’ll delete every app that forces me to check what my SP is doing.

any hint of my old identity and whatever is holding me back is gonna be thrown away, i don’t care.

i’ve blocked people mid-manifestation because their presence felt like a leash. i’ve stopped entire conversations and said “no. this version of me is dead now.” i’ve rewritten myself so hard the mirror had to stutter.

and i don’t mourn those versions. i bury them under gold and move the fuck on.

I’M NOT JUST ONE METHOD. I’M THE WHOLE FUCKING POKÉDEX.

and i’m not just a one method manifestor, i do everything.

i gotta try everything once.

so yes, i do change my method six times.

yes, i do save techniques like pokémon.

but guess what? they all fucking work because i said so.

yes i SATS. yes i affirm. yes i script. yes i loop. yes i embody. yes i rage-cry into a pillow while rampaging.

and guess what? every single fucking one of those moments still manifested something. because the moment i say it’s mine, the universe doesn’t ask for a signature. it moves.

I’M UNREALISTIC. I’M LUNATIC. I’M CORRECT.

and i’m not afraid of being “unrealistic” either, i have desires bigger than the universe and i fully believe that they’re possible—no, not even that, that they’re already here.

that yacht? parked.

that man? obsessed.

that face? flawless.

that timeline? done.

that reality? mine.

that version? alive.

you don’t have to convince people when you’re the one writing the script.

THE LIE BECOMES THE TRUTH.

same with the identity death, i act like i have my desire boldly to others.

i talk about my SP.

i talk about my DR experiences.

i talk about my new appearance.

there’s no “lying” in manifestation, the lie becomes the truth and that is a fact.

(billie jean is not my lover!!!! someone plz get the ref lmao)

you call it delusion? i call it installing a new world.

YES, I DO HAVE DOUBTS. AND YES, I STILL WIN.

yes, i do have doubts. so much that i have to reread my own posts.

yes, i constantly check the 3D. but i twist it. i remind myself of my other successes. i twist the narrative, so even when i’m looking at my SP’s new post?

“he’s still obsessed with me.”

that’s it.

twist it.

to however you want.

who’s gonna stop you?

who’s gonna get into your head and tell you it’s wrong if it isn’t you?

you are the voice in your head. so fucking speak like it.

i’ve cried while manifesting and still got what i want. i’ve spiraled into a whole meltdown, journaled “this is hell,” and got what i wanted the next day. because it doesn’t fucking matter. it’s not about how clean you are. it’s about how firm you are.

I ROMANTICIZE, I FANFICTION, I DECLARE. I REBUILD.

i journal as well, often. i write down my desires in detail, or sometimes even write fanfiction about it because it helps me dwell in my desires.

i daydream with tears in my eyes and victory in my chest.

i listen to rampages like they’re love songs.

i romanticize myself to the point i start laughing out loud.

i make vision boards with dramatic filters and write captions like i’m giving the Oscars speech.

because i know it’s inevitable for me to have everything i want.

TO BE NIKOLAS IS TO BE A MACHINE OF CREATION.

i am a god in practice. not just in theory.

i don’t just say “i am.”

i breathe it.

i bleed it.

i wake up and choose it.

even when i spiral.

even when i doubt.

even when the 3D slaps me across the face, i slap back harder with my assumption.

i am not perfect.

but i persist.

and i do not lose.

so now what?

copy me.

steal me.

worship yourself the way i do.

be obsessive. be twisted. be dramatic.

romanticize the shit out of your process.

declare your results like they already paid rent.

build your god complex like a throne made of glass and gold and shards of your doubt’s dead body.

be a bitch about it.

be ruthless.

and you’ll get everything.

because of course you will.

you said so.

[lovewitchivy]

LOVE WITCH MASTERLIST

Helpful posts:

— How to revise someone’s existence.

— Leave the logic and the how behind

— “How do I know if I’m contradicting my desire?”

— Embodying, state and affirmations.

My success stories

— I manifested my new hair color!!

[cloverapple]

How to shift in seconds (no bs version)

The short version of this post in case the length gave you an aneurysm

1) Get comfortable in bed at night (or don't, lay on the floor, stand up like a horse, sleep in the cupboard under the stairs like Harry Pottah I don't care).

2) Become pure awareness. Drop thoughts, drop your “body,” drop the environment. You are only your awareness. Focus only on your awareness. All else is ✨ illusion✨

3) Decide you’re in your DR right now.

3) Now that you’re in your DR (because you said so?? Tf) observe your awareness in your DR. No visuals, no forcing. Just “oh look, I’m observing the fact that I have an awareness in my DR. Right now.”

Ye olde “pretend you’re already in your DR”

4) Let your brain glitch out: “Wait, if I’m aware of my DR, and I’m aware of it from the vantage point of it being around me right now...doesn’t that mean I’m in my DR?”

5) Exactly. Let it sink in, and hold it. That’s it.

• Because you can’t observe something and not see it. You can’t intend to shift and not shift. The vantage point you observe from is your location. So if you’re observing your awareness in your DR, you’re there. It’s not pretend. It’s just how it works.

• Why would you still be in your CR if you’re observing your DR? Better yet—why would you still be in your CR if you decided to be in your DR, and you’re aware of it from the vantage point of the person who’s already there?? It literally makes no sense. Let your mind freak out. Let the reality crack. Then keep standing there.

You shifted. Don’t overthink it.

[maddieshifts444]

signs you’re closer to shifting than you think

ok listen. you are so much closer than you think. here’s how i know:

✧ you feel weirdly disconnected from this reality. like everything’s just… off. like you’re not meant to be here anymore. it’s not scary, just kind of floaty. like your soul already left and your body’s lagging behind.

✧ you keep dreaming of your DR. maybe it’s vague. maybe it’s flashes. maybe you wake up crying because it felt so real. spoiler alert: it was.

✧ you’re not even trying anymore. not in a giving up way. more like, you’ve surrendered. you're not obsessing. you're letting it flow. and that energy? that’s powerful as hell.

✧ angel numbers are following you. 111, 222, 555 everywhere. you check your phone, it’s 11:11. you buy a snack, it’s $3.33. you KNOW what that means.

✧ your body is exhausted. and not just because you’re tired. because you’re shifting in your sleep. because part of you is already there.

✧ you’ve started seeing little signs a name, a quote, a location. something that shouldn’t feel familiar but somehow does. it’s like your DR is bleeding into your CR.

✧ time doesn’t feel real. everything’s glitching. days blur. moments loop. sometimes you genuinely feel like you’re in a dream. that’s because you are.

✧ you feel like crying for no reason. or laughing. or both. your DR self is literally sending you emotions. they miss you. they love you. they know you’re trying.

✧ you’re reading this right now. that’s not a coincidence.

✨ shifting is real. you are capable. it is happening. even if it’s slow. even if it’s silent. even if it hasn’t clicked yet. you are not behind. you are not broken. you are not alone. ✨

the universe is rearranging itself for you. keep going. I believe in you! <3

[cloverapple]

“I know my circumstances are an illusion and I’m already a master shifter/ master manifestor/ in my DR, but what do I do until the illusion breaks?”

My love the illusion already shattered once you recognized it. You’re a limitless, infinite source folding itself into a tiny meat suit like “uhhh now what?”

What do you do??

You play. You wreak havoc. You poke the illusion until it squeals. You treat it like the lucid dream it is. You get unhinged with it.

Manifest you see a cow on the side of the road. Manifest your bully trips on the sidewalk. Manifest a pink Jeep cuts you off in traffic. Manifest a stranger compliments your hair when you felt ugly that morning. Manifest free fries, free coffee, free ice cream just because.

Manifest you’re randomly gifted $5. Manifest you find a random feather on the ground. Manifest your crush posts your favorite song on their story. Manifest your teacher cancels class last minute. Manifest a butterfly lands on your window.

Manifest your Spotify shuffle hits so good it’s suspicious. Manifest someone says the exact phrase you were thinking. Manifest a good day. Manifest your boss cancels a meeting you were dreading. Manifest you see a clown at the mall.

You get to treat it like a sandbox, because that’s what it is. This is an illusion. Poke holes in it. Bend it. Flip it inside out. Control it, mess with it, since it doesn’t matter anyway.

You already recognized it’s an illusion, so shape it, tear it, play with it. SIDE QUESTS WON’T STOP YOU FROM GETTING YOUR DESIRE BECAUSE YOU ALREADY HAVE IT.

If you’re aware it’s fake, you’re already free. So go do something chaotic about it.

[hesaykise]

Im baaaaack ✌🏼😌✌🏼

Ah....I was madly involved in work and stuff...now I'm back on here like nothing happened. I had logged out for a bit and went over to Twitter.

Let me tell you...being on Twitter is like trying to avoid 80 million people throwing things at each other and over your head. Then you come back to Tumblr, and it makes you feel like your world is peaceful again. 😭😭

[olivianyx]

WAITT LIZ BELIEVES IN LOASSUMPTION????? THEN SHE'S MY GIRL 💍💍💍💍