How I manifested a 3p out of my reality and got my SP back being my neighbour
Hey guys, it’s been a good while since I’ve posted on here. Since I’m almost at 1k on Loatumblr, I wanted to come on and share a recent success story. I really hope this can help or inspire some of you in some way 🤍
✴︎ context: me and my sp were doing amazing, we literally never fought, just so you have an idea. Then, out of nowhere, I started thinking and worrying about what I would do if he ever replaced me or abandoned me. And even though I never verbalized those fears, arguments started happening. As much as I tried to control my anxiety, deep down I was constantly worried about that made-up scenario.
At the time, I was going through a lot. (If you follow me on my twitter, you know I manifested my dad’s divorce from an abusive relationship.) All of that was happening around the same time. I was emotionally drained and so exhausted that I kept thinking, “If anything happens, I’ll just revise and reverse it.” So yes, I was aware that I could end up manifesting it, but I still gave in to my anxiety.
✴︎ How everything happened: Remember when I said that the arguments with my SP started around the same time I was worried about my dad? So here’s what happened. In the second/third week of January, I was away from home and constantly creating (and stressing overg the possibility of us breaking up for good. Meanwhile, my SP and I were still talking normally. Then, while I was at the hair salon, I got a call saying my dad had officially gotten divorced. It was a relief, but I felt this tension because of everything going on with my SP. Long story short: we broke up, and he told me he was starting to get interested in a third party. That same week, my dad got divorced. It was a shock. I had to deal with my breakup while also processing my dad’s situation.
My friends from loatwt supported me in a way I’ll never forget, there were so many of them, I couldn’t even name them all. I knew what to do, but I just needed to let myself feel everything first.
✴︎ The turning point: I let myself cry as much as I needed to and talk to my friends for about 1 week. I asked them how they handled similar situations, and that really helped me calm down. Then I started affirming (I even posted it on Loatwt lol), “He’s chasing me and coming back regretful.” That was my main affirmation for a few weeks. I archived our chats, muted him on everything, and tried to focus on myself. One random day, though, I was at a pizza place and saw a story of him with the 3P. It hurt a lot. I talked to my friends about it, but I didn’t lose focus. From that day on, I started affirming whatever came naturally to my mind as long as it was in my favor. Usually it was things like, “There’s no other option but for him to come back. He could never live without me. I KNOW he’s coming back because I’M THE ONLY ONE.” And I would say it like a literal decree. I shifted from sudden sadness into intense anger because it had already been 20 days, and I wanted this resolved. I had to come out on top. I’ve manifested so many things before, I wasn’t about to fail at this. Either I win, or I win.
And understand this, guys: from that day on, it wasn’t about him or us anymore. It was about me, about my power.
-I allowed myself to feel my emotions and be vulnerable.
- I chose a clear focus and stuck to it.
- I didn’t ignore the fact that he was with the 3P, I just kept affirming that he would leave them bc I would always be his only option.
Breakup: 01/19 I was affirming that he was chasing me and coming back.
The day he made things official with the 3P: 02/15, that’s when I started affirming more like a decree.
The day he came back: 03/01.
✴︎ The manifestation: It was honestly crazy because in those 40/41 days, my life changed so much for the better. During that time, I also manifested celebrities, money, new friends, and 3/5 romantic 3Ps. I was also in the middle of moving to my mom’s house. At some point, he wasn’t even a concern anymore bc I just knew he would come back sooner or later. In the first few days after the breakup, people started sending me screenshots of him commenting on and reposting videos about “regret” and “being scared the person you love has moved on.” I ignored it. I literally thought, “pathetic behavior,” and kept affirming. When I felt more solid in my affirmations, he made things official with her. Okay. I kept going. Then weeks later, out of nowhere, he deleted everything about her and unfollowed her. I only found out because people sent me screenshots. A few days later, he texted me saying he had something to tell me.
He told me he was moving to a new neighborhood (the same one I was moving to) and that he chose that area because he remembered my mom lived there, and it would be a chance to be close to me. Right after that, he started saying his life wasn’t “moving forward” without me, that he missed me, that he couldn’t get me out of his head because I had basically become an addiction to him, and that he still had strong feelings for me.
He literally repeated my affirmations back to me. He even freaked out saying he wanted to be my neighbor and now he lives right next to my street. Yes, I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is. The dates speak for themselves.
Well guys, that’s it! I decided to come back to Tumblr and share this success story because… it really meant a lot to me. I hope I was able to help or inspire some of you who might be going through something similar. I’ve been in that hell before and the only way out is to become the fire yourself. The law is real. If I did it, you can too. Take care 🤍
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