Abby

Hey! My name is Abbie. I am seventeen years old. I'm a girl that's going places, going to be studying psychology in September at Leeds trinity (fingers crossed!). Some of the things I love include my family, friends, boyfriend, music, reading just to name a few! Hopefully this blog will be something to be proud of, watch this space!

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i’m procrastinating because i’m stressed and i’m stressed because i’m procrastinating

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Memories of being a fresher...

I finished my first year of uni last week and I wouldn’t change any of it. It’s gone quicker than I had imagined it would and I imagine the next two will go just as quick. I wish I could go back to freshers week, just because it was one of the best weeks of my life. I met some great people and got to do a lot of great things. I admit a lot has changed since then but it is the way it is. The first few months were rough and overwhelming but as time went on things got better and on a whole I enjoyed my experience of first year. My friends changed and I became distant with some people and became closer to others. I got really positive grades, some I expected and others I wasn’t but was happy with all the same. I hope the next two years go as well as this one has and hopefully I will graduate in two years with a first class/upper second class degree!

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A Bad Day

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#throwback I was looking at around my room and spotted it in the corner of my desk. It was a rose from a dozen that my boyfriend got me for my 18th birthday that my auntie framed for me #cute #rose #love #birthday

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U r beautiful and ur gonna do great today

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So I started uni two months ago and if I'm being honest it has been a really tough two months. I've been finding it hard to find my place, especially because I chose to live at home which I still to an extent regret. My course is tough going as well because it's a lot of work to get done in a short space of time. I have at least two chapters of reading for two modules to do a week and working on essays/reports and doing smaller bits for other modules. The thing is that I know I wouldn't want to be at any other university and I am enjoying the course to an extent but at the same time I question whether I'm cut out for uni and whether I'm capable to do this amount of work and whether I'll ever find my place there.

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How not to be a friend...

I don't care who I offend with this post because I'm just being honest. I'm sick of depending on people, relying on people and trusting people to be my friend. It pisses me off that I just seem to be a friend of convenience for 90% of the people that are supposedly my friends. Im also sick of having to be the one that makes all the effortand then it just goes to waste anyway. I'd much rather have no friends than have people that let me down and just abandon me again and again. Plus why should I then allow them to come running back when they don't have anyone better. People need to learn what it means to be a friend because this is not it.

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Why are some friends so flaky? You think you're getting somewhere with people but then they just jump ship and don't bother for weeks. I feel like I'm a friend out of convenience for some people. I wish I wouldn't put so much faith in people because they always manage to let me down.

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Feel like Im getting on people nerves lately :( I feel like when I message someone they probably think ugh not her again. My self confidence is so low lately, I just get worried that people don't actually want to be my friend that they're just my friend out of pity. I seem to create problems or overthink things and it's probably not true.

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Me as where's wally for scouting for girls!

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Uni life!!

So today is going to be my last day of freshers because I'm not going in tomorrow or Sunday but I have had such a blast over the past six days!! I have met so many people and I have bonded with a few people that I can see me being friends with at least throughout uni. Lauren and Dan have to be the coolest and nicest people I have met this week and I have become pretty close with them both. The events have been amazing too especially chris ramsey last night which was hilarious! I really enjoyed the loveable rogues on Sunday as well and I'm really excited for scouting for girls tonight!!! I can't wait to start lectures and just enjoy my three years of uni

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Why is it that when you make half decent plans, they fall through?? It's such a shit life to have.

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Jess is my bestfriend, we have had so many memories and I'm sure that we will make many more in the years to come. So the next few weeks will mark a new chapter in both of our lives. Jess moves to huddersfield on Saturday to start uni and I start uni in just over two weeks. It doesn't feel like two minutes since we were at Stanningley and now we are both adults and we are heading off to uni!! I'm so excited for her and I can't wait to visit her in huddersfield!! I'm sure even though we are living in different places we will still be as close as ever. X

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Live more, care less

I don’t know why but over the last couple of days I’ve been wanting to reconnect with an old friend. However, there are many circumstances getting in the way. The main circumstance is that we live on different sides of the world and there is a time difference of eight hours between us which makes it near impossible to find a decent time when we are both able to talk. Another circumstance is that we have our own lives to live which again makes it hard to find a decent time when it isn’t too late for me and when he is free to talk. I wish I could change these circumstances because I want to reconnect with him more than anything as I saw him as such a good friend.

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Take me back!! This was the most amazing experience. I really want to go back there but it's too expensive (I got to go for free because I was a volunteer) D: