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Joe Mazzello | 35 years | actor 

[mrbenhardys]

Joe Mazzello as Dave in the short movie “The Matters of Life and Death”

[mrbenhardys]

‘Gwil and Ben are so cute together.’

via Joe’s IG - i’m screaming

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[pastrcmi]

@heyjoemazzello, @benhcrdys & @welshgwil

[hudsteith]

Beard!Joe owns my heart (and my ass)

[heyjoemazzello]

Best thing about being married?

HONESTY HOUR

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Nothing really has changed but somehow it’s different though. I guess, you can compare it to like laying down, freshly showered into your freshly changed sheets. Just like every day. Okay, that sounded pretty dumb but it’s a nice feeling. The feeling of being happy every single day. 

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who is someone in town you never thought you'd be friends with but are ?

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There are actually lots of people. Mostly the ladies here. Camila is so lovely, and yet so young. Never thought I would get along with her so well. Chloe, who’s doing us more than only a simple favour by carrying our child. She’s probably the greatest gift we can ask for besides the actual child. 

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Do you have any recurring dreams?

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Lately, I’ve been chased by the dream of failing. I guess, it comse from everything that is starting soon. Having a baby is a big step. And I fear like I could fail, being a bad dad and just screwing up every time. That’s what haunts me.

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benhcrdys·:

you mean perrie ? as far as i know, she’s british. you should know that the only thing that i truly want is you joe. i don’t want anything else, and i’m not just saying that either. you’re the only thing i truly wanted in this world and i feel so blessed that i’m able to call you mine. you would do that for me ? you’re so sweet, how did i end up with you ? you’re the sweetest man i’ve ever met in my entire life. who knew that besides being loud and prank savy, you’re a real softy at heart ? you always look good is that even a real question ? even when you wake up in the morning and your hair is everywhere — i fall in love all over again. we could sing her ’ love of my life ’ and ’ somebody to love ’ , hell we could even hum her ’ im in love with my car. ’ i’m sure people will notice, but let them. it’s not like what we have is a secret anyways. we’re somewhat of a ’ golden couple ’ in town. i think people would be shocked if we didn’t make musy eyes at one another during the play. i have an idea of what i want to do for your birthday, actually. it’s going to be really nice, except chloe will be a little under a month, so i’ll have to work out the smaller details surrounding that.

Yeah, Perrie. I feel like she’s British. But you’re always going to be my fave Biritsh person. Of course, I would do that for you, why not? I love you, more than anything. And nothing is ever going to change that. You end up with me because we both got roles for an epic movie and we started spending like every minute with each other. And our breakfasts, the few coffees we had together. It all led to it. We shouldn’t be really suprised about it. Do I? I’m not sure about that one. I mean, I’m not you. Seriously, I thought of singing ‘ love of my life ‘ to her too. I mean, she’s definitely going to be into Queen. We have to make sure to get her a little shirt with the band logo on it. That is true. In fact, they would be shocked. But then, wouldn’t it just show how much of great actors we are? When we can handle not stealing glances at each other. You already do? What? I mean, I just gave out an idea for yours and you already planned mine? I do have the best husband in the world. 

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benhcrdys·:

yeah, i think they love us too much to truly get rid of us. we have broken a lot of firsts as a couple, did you know that ? we’re the first couple to get engaged, married, and now have a baby together. how crazy is that ? don’t feel bad ! i didn’t purpose for a bit because like you, i thought i was rushing. with you it feels like we’ve been together for an eternity. like we’ve always been a couple. it’s hard for me to face reality with how long we’ve actually been together. frankie did seem to get a little annoyed the last time. she kept pawing at my head because i wouldn’t give her attention. we’ll definitely have to leave her out of the room this time. if we’re going for the last time we had a movie night, i don’t need her scratching at my head because i’m happily focused on you.

I think we put the standards really high there. I mean, no couple will be like us. And they might be all special and lovely in their own way, we all know nothing is ever going to beat the Hardzello love. That’s it. That’s a fact. I always wonder if it is bad when you’re like rushing into things but how can it be bad when it feels right, you know? I don’t feel like rushing at all, everything seems so normal like we’ve been together for years, living together for years and just making it official by being married. I mean, tell people we met like three years ago and they will laugh seeing us now. I feel like it’s not getting better with two dogs now. Gary will probably come after me now. But we will make sure to keep them outside just to make sure we have enough time for us. Time is not going with us there. The day our little one will be there comes closer and closer. 

[heyjoemazzello]

just another wedding || hardzello

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benhcrdys·:

ben had several calendars lazing around his tiny flat. on one he had ’ august 19th ’ circle in a giant heart, with multiple little hearts surrounding it. on another, he had ’ august 10th ’ circled multiple times. in red ink. his friend had asked him to be a groomsman for his wedding, and ben had gleefully accepted the role. in his haze of excitement he forgot how much pressure he had on him. he had to make sure he matched the remaining men, he had to show up early, and most importantly he couldn’t cry like a giant baby the moment they started reciting their vows to each other. running a hand over his tucked in shirt to ensure it stayed flat against his chest, he walked up behind the older male and wrapped his arms around his waist. his head nodding against the redhead’s back as he pressed a small peck against his shoulder blade. “ as ready as i can be. ” he mumbled out, slight shakiness strong in his tone. “ please don’t joke about that joe. i’m already nervous about everything. i’ve never been a groomsman before. ” he frowned as he removed his arms from the older’s waist. lifting his chin up, ben pressed a small peck to his cheek. “ are you ready ? i’m ready if you are. they’ll kill me if i’m even a half second too late. ”

Joe let out a soft chuckle at his words and only shook his head. “Oh, please. don’t worry. we’re perfectly in time. And as long as you don’t keep up with me, you’re going to be in time.” he grinned. Joe turned around, his arms wrapping around his husband’s torso as he smiled. “You look great, do you know that?” he asked him with a small sheepish smile. He knew they should leave soon, the reason why Joe pulled away a little. “Come on, we don’t want anyone to get mad at you for stealing the show and coming in a minute late.” he winked at his man. Even if it wasn’t his own wedding, he was excited and it reminded him at his own emotions and feelings he had back on their own special day. “I’m curious to see Camila’s dress. She going to look gorgeous.” he pointed out while walking towards the door. 

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benhcrdys·:

i’m surprised that nobody has gotten sick of us yet. i was sure someone would have spat to the gossip paper about us being disgusting all the time. our reality show would be cancelled so fast, because there’s no way someone could handle the amount of mush we put out. i’m glad that out everyone else in the world, you’re the one who i gave my ring to. i had it stashed in my clothing drawer for months as i tried to find the perfect time to present it to you. i didn’t want to just get down and purpose. i wanted an audience. i wanted everyone to see just how much i love you. i wanted to give an extremely lengthy speech, and so i did. i am sorry that i beat you to it first. i really do feel bad that you planned on doing it, and i rushed you to it. if this goes anything like our last movie night, i won’t be too scared for long. have to remember to actually lock out our dog children this time around. i don’t want frankie or gary getting nightmares from pennywise.

It really is surprising but hey, as long as they can keep up with us, we don’t need to fear to get thrown out of this town, right? But if you ask me, they secretly love it. Every town, every comminuty needs a couple like us. The love birds that are too crazy about each other. You carried it with you for months? Okay, now I am the one feeling bad of getting it a couple weeks before you did it. I mean, I was thinking of it for a while but I didn’t want to rush into anything. Because everything is still so fresh but yet it seems we’ve been together for years. You definitely got your audience and you made it pretty hard to beat that. No wonder Hardzello is a thing in this town. Don’t feel bad about me. You had the guts to do it first. Lucky you. Yeah, they would either get scared of the movie or us. For being all snuggled up together. 

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benhcrdys·:

you think our daughter is going to be completely enthralled with my accent ? i actually don’t doubt since that she’s constantly around two american’s and a british bloke. that’s so sweet of you to say, i don’t understand how i ended up so lucky to have you. i could listen to your voice forever and ever. it’s so soft and calming. you’ve literally put me to sleep just rambling on when we’re all cuddled up in bed. i don’t think our daughter is going to be much different. please do. i want to sneak up on you and film you singing to our daughter. i can already picture you rocking her to sleep whilst singing queen songs to her. the thought itself pulls at my heartstrings. i can’t imagine how it’s going to be once she’s actually here, and we actually get to live it. i agree ! next time a couple role comes to town, we’ll snatch them up quick. aw, that’s sweet, but won’t zac notice you’re not paying attention to my ’ sister ’ ? that would be better than my prom too. we should really go back to prom for the hell of it.

Exactly. Being surrounded by Americans, she needs to have some British influence from you. If not, I’m going to invite your Musical sister over. Isn’t she British as well? Because you deserve it. You deserve everything in the world, everything you want. And if it’s me, I’m totally okay and happy with it. If that’s the case, I should actually consider reading to you whenever I can. So you can fall asleep more often in my arms. Yes, I would like that. Or I will just continue talking about random nonsense. Knowing I am the only one who laughs about it. Okay, I promise, I will try ot sing her to sleep and not creep her out by my voice. I’m gonna take some lessons just to make sure she will be fine. Just make sure I will look good. We will have the videos forever and I don’t wanna look awful then. Queen songs, huh? I like that idea and it’s most likely to happen. I can’t tell myself. I mean, we kinda know how it is to take care of two little beans but a baby, that’s something bigger. I’m just excited. That’s what I can say. But maybe we’re doing fine though. Pretending to be into your sister and just gazing at you. People won’t notice anyway. At least I hope he won’t. Otherwise he would kick me out of the show. Maybe my birthday surprise for you now. Planning a big prom night to make you feel like 16 again.

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just another wedding || hardzello

Another day in South Haven and nother wedding was there. Camila and KJ decided to say yes to each other and after their own small but then again big wedding, it was time to celebrate with these two love birds. Joe was happy for them, as happy as he was about his own luck. He had found the love of his life, he was having a child with him soon. And it just seemed so perfect. South Haven was a home, a family. And he never wanted to leave again. “Are you ready?” Joe asked when he fixed his suit and tie, looking through the mirror at Ben. “I think we’re already running late.” he let out a soft laugh. They were perfectly in time. But Joe still had a feeling for coming at least a few minutes late. 

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benhcrdys·:

i don’t think my voice is better than yours, but to each their own i guess. now you know i’m going to be constantly singing our little one to sleep. i hope i get to hear you sing to them as well. i would love nothing more than to film a little video of you singing to them. i’m already your biggest fan. no matter what. i’ve always been your biggest fan and nothing about that is ever going to change. how do you think i feel ? i’m going to have to pretend to have my eyes for someone else whilst you’re right there. god, i wish. it’s going to be hard seeing you all dressed up for the prom scene, and know that it’s me you’re not taking. i’m just going to sneak subtle glances at you the whole night and try to not blush.

I’m pretty sure it is. And you would win this competition always, just because you have a British accent and mine is fake. Really, have you ever listened to your voice because I could do that for hours. I can try and warm up my voice a little but only to make cute memories to show our kids later what we did for them. Oh, if it will ever be the case though, I’m gonna remind you at these words. Promise. Yeah, that will be definitely the hardest part. Next time, we shoudl audition for the couple roles right away. In that case, we wouldn’t need to play anything for the camera and just live our feelings for each other on stage. Believe me, my dear, I’m gonna sing only to you while dancing with your sister. But maybe I should take you out for a prom too then. Pick you up in a stretch limousine, having the night of our lives. This would be much better than my actual prom nightwas .

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benhcrdys·:

of course it’s a good thing. it just proves that we’re both too in love for own good. that’s so bloody cheesy and yet i’m completely flushed red — i guess that really proves how much i love you, huh ? i knew how perfect my life was the moment i purposed to you down on the beach. not to steal a queen lyric, but i feel happy at home when i’m with you. you’re literally my best friend and i can’t believe that our lives have progressed so much together. i’m so for the next nine days. oh ! oh ! so you’re wanting to repeat the last movie night we had ? then we should put on the original ’ it ’ — y'know, the one with tim curry ? that one is absolutely terrifying. the new one is quite rubbish compared to it.

We are desperately in love. I swear, people could get love sick of us. Maybe, at some point people ask us to do a reality show about our lives but it would only last for like two episodes before everyone is done with our cheesiness. Let’s say you stole that very moment from me because I actually planned on doing the same thing, my love. But you know, I’m totally fine with it. It was unexpected and I never thought someone would ask me first to marry them. Luckily, it was you out of all because I wouldn’t know who else would be a better fit for me. I can’t wait to go down this road with you too. I know, together we can do great things. Sure, I want to. And I’m okay with watching the original “It” with you. Whatever you feel scared of will be on. Another reason for me to keep you tight in my arms. 

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benhcrdys·:

how about we’re both creeps, since we both like to watch one another sleep ? i hope you know that i don’t try to fall asleep when you’re talking. your voice is just really relaxing and our bed get’s really warm because of your body heat — it’s just the perfect recipe to get all nice and tired. totally ! we should figure what kind of movie we want to watch.

I’m okay with that. We’re both creeps. Just not sure if that’s a good thing if we’re going to raise a child? Just kidding. I know you don’t do that on purpose and i really don’t mind you falling asleep. It makes me realize how perfect my life is when I simply have you in my arms. Really. Please don’t worry at all about it. Maybe another scray one? You know where this led last time.