R&a
i was born AIV
but when i met him, i became Robert and adrian
i rearranged the alphabet to put him first
Capitalized his name to make him whole
in the process iĀ bit my tongue with His teeth
swallowed my worth with His spit
His ego filled the king-sized bed
so i made myself small
eventually, i was nothing
He fell out of love between breakfast and lunch
He said He still loved me, but i wasnāt enough
so i tried to turn nothing into something
filled the empty space between my lungs with His broken promises and carved myself hollow
until i was just His shadow





















