Janeya

welcome to my mind

[heyyneya]

The right person will know how to hold your love

Bianca Sparacino

[heyyneya]

i held on even when I was hurting because I still had you. Even there are days you made me feel worthless, I stayed for the days you made me feel loved. I stayed to have you by my side. But you said I deserve better and that being together wasn’t right. You left me with nothing but sadness now that you’re gone. 

[heyyneya]

i do love you, and that’s why I stay. But, what’s your reason? 

[heyyneya]

why are we still holding on to each other, when we both know you don’t love me the same anymore? 

[heyyneya]

reminiscing

“some mistakes get made, that’s alright, that’s okay, in the end it’s better for me thats the moral of the story” 

[heyyneya]

Happy Birthday to me..

Birthdays are supposed to be happy but not all the time. For my birthday, I first thought of my grandpa who passed away last year. He cared for me when I was young, and it make’s me very sad he wasn’t able to see me turn 20 year old two days ago. When he passed, I couldn’t hold his hands, I couldn’t hug his casket. But I got to watch behind a screen. I had to watch his funeral via video call. I wish you were here, Tatay Lino.  

[heyyneya]

should i?

Thinking of quitting my job. Just focus on my study. Gotta give up shopping to save up. 

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bright night

Fresh snow replaced the bright green grass and I’m here for it. It makes the night so bright might as well sleep when Mr. Sun comes up :) 

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Snowy day!

Good afternoon angels. Today in Toronto, snow’s falling from the sky. It’s expected to have snow 20 cm up from the ground! Have a safe snowy day angels. Some cocoa drink would be nice right now ☕️❄️

[heyyneya]

Goodnight angels. Just remember, clean space can clear your mind. <3

[heyyneya]

I think my boyfriend thinks I talk too much. So, this is where I let everything out. Every rant and random things I wish to tell him. :)

[heyyneya]

oh noo..

It’s pm 8 pm and i just woke up from a 3 hour nap. How am I going to sleep and wake up early tomorrow for school?? 

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Never again.. Jks

Just did an assignment research for 7 hours straight yesterday. Finished 10 minutes before the due date. Let me tell you, it’s the most scary thing to do, to leave assignment last minute. But I can’t deny the adrenaline I felt was so good. It got me so excited. 

[catchymemes]

[heyyneya]

Life back then was so simple ..

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Good afternoon

Missed school again. Hoping for a better day tomorrow.

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January 2023

him: happy oneee yeaaar

me: happy one year.

[heyyneya]

Am I still in love?

I don’t crave your attention as much as I used to. I don’t cry at night anymore when you don’t message me. I just feel nothing.. at all