Give Yourself

Drunken and Emo ramblings

[heyyovivbabe]

Night

Rest. Rest your head my dear. Rest and dream a little dream for me But your dreams are always restless, And forgotten. Lay your head on my pillow, Rest. Sometimes I can't get a word in edgewise, you even talk in your sleep. Hurried words and mumbles What secrets will I find if I listen to you chatter, What cares could you have....as you lie so serenely.... Rest, Maybe I should get some.... I never liked the way....veiny pale hands clutch coffee mugs. Cigarettes in bright morning light, Tired sore feet shoved into boots, Hurried walks to the bus.... remembering what you've forgotten. Yet here I am, Wide awake at 3am, Watching you, While you rest.

[heyyovivbabe]

Good to be back

[weirderscience-blog]

[heyyovivbabe]

Woke up from a dream of you singing me this song,

A whole year long, A whole year long,

I still come over and we fuck until the dawn,

A whole year long, A whole year long,

Its breaking up my heart all along,

A whole year long, A whole year long,

You never cared if I had a date with John,

A whole year long, A whole year long,

I hope you know I think your wrong,

Yea just shake your head and walk away,

A whole year long, wish you'd stay,

The time will come when theres nothing left to say,

Look in my eyes, Take it away,

Somehow I knew all you'd ever do is play,

A whole year long, you'd never stay,

Find someone else and walk away,

A whole year long, wish you were gay.

[heyyovivbabe]

Public Transportation

WOW I LOVE BEING ON A BUS THATS GOING SO SLOW I COULD GET OFF AND WALK FASTER

[heyyovivbabe]

Bad Kids </3

[heyyovivbabe]

EX Chronicles: JORDAN

The first time we met I was infatuated. I don't even know if I was attracted....Just infatuated. You gave me my first brass monkey in the park that night. I knew we would stay in touch somehow. As the years came and went we grew into different people, different but the same in so many respects. You see dear readers our hearts are still good but we are poison when we come together. At first it was just holidays, the 4th of July I brought you into my bed, I said do you mind if I take off my pants? New years it happened again....We kept saying "2014 The year of no regrets!". We are silly kids. New years day when you held my hand in the street I felt the happiest I had felt in a long time....too long. We continued to drink and fuck and soon something felt wrong. There was something off balance in my body, something GROWING. You offered to pay half, you offered to be there. You were.

Before I knew about the baby I told you I loved you, you said you did too. I always said it first.

I thought for sure this would drive you away. I was so scared to lose you, I didn't...yet. We carried on and then came the drugs, one night white powder poured into our noses and we had long talks and you said you loved me...unprompted. That was the only time, I counted.

I drew you a picture for your birthday, you said you would frame it but I know its just in your room collecting dust with the beer cans. So many beer cans...I worried. Every beer can seemed to be just another empty promise to someone or other......collecting dust. You are broken. When we sat on the hill on LSD and watched the clouds I told you that you get away with everything. You said thats not how it works, I didn't believe you but now I know. The only reason you get away with everything is because you keep people at arms length. You always have a beer between you and them, you always have a way out. You don't have to feel.

The last time we had sex I told you I didn't want to share you with anyone else. You looked in my eyes and said "I know". I knew then you would never be mine to keep, I would just stay in your room collecting dust with the "beer cans"...I'm sorry I couldn't stay.

[goodnightyoungguns]

[heyyovivbabe]

Now I have a heavy heart just like you do.

[heyyovivbabe]

Quitting

I'm 23 and I drink like a fish

I'm in love with a man who can't commit to anything except a 6 pack

I smoke too many ciggarettes

today I woke up coughing

coughing up bloody bits

I think I coughed up a piece of my heart

I had a dream you didn't want me anymore

I had a dream you took my heart out of my chest with a pair of scissors

And ran away

I woke up coughing

with a nagging suspicion it wasn't a dream

[laurapalmerwalkswithme]

[heyyovivbabe]

Love makes the world go round or so I've been told and I think I believe it, when we decide to enlighten the wise the world will be happy again

Shmootzi💚

[heyyovivbabe]

GOODBYE

Alcoves, avenues, and stop lights, GOODBYE New friends... Who followed me home from the bar. GOODBYE Drafty kitchen, Reeking of cigarettes.... GOODBYE Fights outside my window, Gunshots in the alley. GOODBYE Bike cops. Crack heads. Drunk girls. GOODBYE Lovers or friends, Walking hand and hand....for the night GOODBYE Traffic. Parades. Goodbye last call.

[felopunk]

[heyyovivbabe]

CRACK CITY ROCKERS

[heyyovivbabe]

reluctant valentine

Life will alwaysbe filled with bullshit and drama, there's always gonna be problems....but when I stop and look in your eyes, I know everything is gonna be ok and the bullshit doesn't matter

[kittiezandtittiez]

[stand]

she brings the ladder to help the bears climb out and get to their mom so cute

[heyyovivbabe]

!!!!

[outerspacegay]