I volunteered to be one of the people to interview Jen Davis, not because I was initially terribly familiar with her work but because when I browsed her work I was instantly drawn to it because it immediately spoke to me about body image. Over the course of this semester, I have rarely run across work that addresses the body in any way. In some ways I think this is cultural; the rise of abstraction marked a decreased interest in the human figure, which seems to have be delegated to the realm of realism, and today the body is something of a political topic no matter how it is approached. Issues of gender, sexuality, race, ethnicity, sex, objectification, and autonomy are all raised by the simple subject of a human figure. That is quite a lot to tackle all at once, and quite difficult to do well. Davis’s work, especially in Eleven Years, does this elegantly and almost pristinely. Her subject is clearly parceled out, all the more clear through the beauty of her shots, which turn what could have been simple self portraits into an exercise in fantasy, sculpting the myth of the beautiful fat woman out of a fat woman. I wanted to know how someone hits on a subject like this, and how she managed to place so much of the personal into her work without backing down from criticism.
Looking back on the questions I came up with to get to these answers, I realized that I reached for questions that were unnecessarily harsh. In the interview I smoothed over the questions I had written, adding explanations and subtracting laden language to communicate as respectfully as I could manage in the moment. Yet I still got all the information I wanted. Her subject matter came about as a question she felt she had to answer about why her sense of identity seemed to be tied to being an outcast. She stopped photographing not when her weight loss was “complete” but when that question was answered. She was able to separate her work and herself, and that allowed her to place something intensely personal in the category of “work.” She continues to work with themes of body image in her new series of works, the first being about her first relationship and the second being about body builders. These images incorporate issues of gender and sexuality, objectification and autonomy. Her work, although it certainly has a sort of political impact and following, was never political in intent.
I think there's an instinct that we have, especially in Western society, when somebody reveals something intimate, to pick apart their reasons for doing so, and make it somehow not about them but about us. It's part and parcel with the spirit of capitalism, the idea that competition makes you stronger, and strength is the most important quality in a person. This is a theme seen over and over again when I was researching Davis and “Eleven Years.” The reception of her work was both positive and at the same time seem to want more than was already revealed, to pick Davis herself apart through the window presented by her very personal photos. The breakout coverage in O Magazine was gentle by comparison to article like The Daily Mail’s, whose headline reads "Woman who spent 11 years photographing her overweight body to try to love herself but in the end resorted to gastric band surgery.” Still, peppered through the article in O Magazine are numbers: 269-pound, I’m 34, lost 95 pounds. When I brought this up with her she described this as a result of not knowing how to handle press well, implying that these numbers were mistakes, a way that the public was mislead by her words. There’s a truth to this, but it’s a truth driven by an obsession with outward appearance in the public she speaks to. Even when presented with a narrative entirely personal, that is intentionally focused on one person’s relationship to weight, we extrapolate it to us. In the case of The Daily Mail, that extrapolation produces a sense of shame and superiority lying side by side. In O Magazine, that extrapolation invites us to imagine Davis is photographing herself for our benefit, not hers. I also fell into this trap, and extrapolated her personal medical decision to get a gastric band surgery into a decision that she was not and never could be beautiful as a fat woman. I looked at her with a mix of pity and chiding, as if I knew better than her what she should be doing with her own body. I think it's important when looking at work such as Davis's to take a step back from our own perspectives and our own stakes in the issues the work addresses and consider the impact we have on our culture by critiquing any and all signs of vulnerability in other people.
The last thing I want to talk about is my own relation to Davis’s work. As my own work as an artist has become focused on the issues brought about by the body in modern times, especially the transgender experience, I have come across what seems to be a dearth of work to draw from. This can be exciting in some ways, but honestly mostly intimidating. There’s no guidance for me here other than what I construct. Davis’s work speaks to me not just on the level of body image but also that of transformation. This transformation marks a change in autonomy, from passive acceptance of one’s body to the active attempt to change it. This mirrors my psychological state during my gender transition pretty well, and the issues she ran into photographing the series are a lot of the same that I’m facing. Jen Davis has provided me with a blueprint my own work can follow, instead of leaving me groping around in the dark for something good.