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@hibiscus24-blog
God please help me. help me with the truth to live in a good environment. I dont’ believe in the the people around me anymore because of past experience and you cant get out especially when it is from a family member living under the same roof. I cant wait to get out of here and live in my own house and a peaceful life. Amen.,
iTS HARD TO LIVE WITH SOMEONE WHO MANIPULATES YOU AND TELL YOU LIES AND IGNORES THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU ASKED AND GETS MAD WHEN YOUR SUSPICIOUS ABOUT WHATS GOING ON. ITS HARD TO RELY AND LISTEN FOR THE 2ND TIME. AND JUST HAVE THIS WONDERING MIND OF SEARching for the truth.
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My life sucks. :(
single
Im just bad with relationship and i dont think it is for me. so what if im not married, when all of my friends are so busy with their weddings and engagement parties. I dont think i i have to fit in the society telling me i have to have a love life and get married just like everybody else. Its not that i feel alone just because you dont have someone. i mean there are so many single people out there who are living by themselves and just loves their life. Its not a defense mechanism either from getting hurt and loneliness but a gift that i get to explore the world meet new people, get to know my self more, live a healthy life, live with great friends around me, go on on adventure and emrbace the happy moments being wild and free. yes when im single im so free, fearless, full of passion and indestructible. I feel more alive than ever. I feel so strong and just in control with my life of living the way i want to. Its the path that i chose that makes me happier.I have my walls so high form guys that wants to date and get to know me cause i know my self full well and i dont need an intruder to break in and ruin my peace of mind. just saying. for being single rocks! And im happy! To living life to the fullest. cheers!
p.s iv got my share of love life that didnt work out so thats how i know that its just not for me.
-hibiscus24
i cant sleep
Every night this happens. I can’t sleep. I think about so many things. I couldnt think about the future anymore and feel the excitement of what good things that might come my way. Instead i think about what happened and the sad traumatic feelings i feel from the past year. I wish its all over. and im dying for that day to come. I still feel the pain. No matter how i try to think about the good things and change the way i think. again i would think about the destructive stuff and cry every night. I want it to go away but i guess its part of moving on. No matter how i try to ignore it, it will always come back to me. and remind me of how real it was living in your nightmares. The pain would always find ways to be be felt and tell you that your dead inside.
unwanted
Being in a relationship that makes you feel unwanted and alone is just numb, dead, frozen, heartless, suicidal, hurt, no voice, nightmare, depress, anxiety, lonely and other terrible feelings you could imagine. I was in the relationship because i was waiting that one day he would change to be the man he ought to be. But later i realize the longer i wait, It kills me slowly, kills me mentally, kills my spirit and changed me totally to the darkest side of me without me noticing it. And its hard to get out because I invested so much, like money, time, savings, relationships with friends and build the foundation together and opening my whole self to him 100%. I opened my whole life to him but he did not. I feel so unloved when in public with his friends he would embarrass me and bully me at first in my mind oh he is just joking, but then i realized everybody looked at me differently and believed him.He did not do it twice but many times until i lost the voice inside of me and just let them assume whatever they want about me and tried my best to ingore the negative energy araound me. im beginning to lose friends and the longer i was in a relationship with him i didnt have not one friend left who took my side and who was actually real with me. (My friends are his friends now ever since last year when we broke up) And even in the work place i felt my boss and my co workers have mood swings around me looking at me as if i was the most evil person in the world just gives me the trauma that what he did to my friends before, telling them bad things about me which are not true just gives me the idea that he was doing it again. Those were the days of my nightmare and i stayed in that company for 7 months with people showing me verbal harassment, bullying and just makes me feel small and not worth it. I was so alone and died during those years in my mind. I may be alive physically but my soul was dead and my heart beaten up every single day. Those things happened from the year of 2014 and i ended my relationship with him and cut my relationship with my girlfriends when we broke up the year of 2016. And until now i can still feel the pain and i still push people away evreytime i feel they are beginning to like me. Its not easy to open my self again, But im so happy that my family has been there for me and helped me to start living again. I appreciate their support for me even though i yelled at them, showing them unkind treatment, having terrible fights about how terrible our life is and hurt them verbally. They do not deserve that. And im sorry. I just hate my life and Im doing my best to coup up and live again. Im thankful that im alive and im thankful that i have my family.
Hibiscus24
Healthy mind
Thats the good thing about the internet. nobody knows who you are and you can just express anything you want to. And be yourself. I think i need to get things out of my chest. I do not want to go to the mental hospital. i think its healthy expressing how you feel and say whatever your mind has to say. Its not that im faking my self in real life its just i have self control, morals, values, that i believe in. I guess its part of being mature and select your words towards others and ask your self first before saying it, ask your self if its true? If its helpful, If its inspiring, If its necessary, If its kind. I want to follow these words to have a good environment, positive people, positive energy around me. Im educating my self everyday about having a healthy mind and and to be the person i ought to be in the future. I just want to have good decisions and more knowledge of the good stuff there is that life has to offer.
-hibiscus24
popular girl
you know that feeling when they are all looking at you, waiting for you to make a mistake so that they have something to talk about against you to put you down. i know i may not be the best version of me during my time in high school or college but i think its just part of growing up and you do foolish things without knowing that you’ve hurt someone so bad and killed them with words. Yes words kill. super! and it killed me a thousand pieces that brought me so down to my lowest point were theres no friends (not one from my friends) telling me that you’ll be okey. I am so sorry if i did that to anyone too. I guess its my way of self defense for not getting at me and standing up for my self and not abuse me. Thats just how it is in the scum world. No matter how you try to be good and follow those good motivation quotes in the internet to attract the positive energy around you to live a happy life. Theres always that person who would test your patience and bring you down with them. Its hard ! self control just has to be practiced im doing my best. Just what Klaws from the vampire diaries said “ Don’t underestimate the allure of darkness, even the purest hearts are drawn to it.” dang! those words would hit me. or maybe ive been watching too much movies and i keep fast forwarding those lines over and over again. lol. . . .anyway, just saying. So continue studying the ways of having a healthy mind to not let the negative energy drawn into you. Thats basically what im doing right now. and it sucks that i dont have friends left but you know sometimes you would thank the bad things that happened or experience, It gives you learnings, lessons, growth, knowledge to tell you that thats not what you want to be apart with, thats just what you will never do again, thats the life you want to avaoid. So im cut out of the popular mean girls, i dont want to be mean anymore, i feel im not growing as an individual with them. Im just tired of hating people (cause thats what we basically do) and complain. I just want to be happy and live a peaceful life. If it means being out of the group is to be a better person. thats fine. im sure they’ll learn their own kinda lesson growing up. I know that we all do have our own paths and different kinda games in life that we are dealing with. We are just not all the same. The sad part everytime i said NO They just get meaner. and i told my self. i dont want to be a part of it anymore. Im just sad cause they hate me. But im excited to have new friends, thats the journey im waiting for right now, friends that can protect me, you know when you feel secured, friends to grow with, enjoy and explore life and help build each other up. And wish me luck for this no friend girl issue thing waiting for my new journey to come with meeting new friends. After What ive been through of depression, Anxiety, Social Anxiety of bullying, verbal harassment, trauma. Im sure you’ll know what im talking about. Im doing my best to move on read positive quotes to bounce back and rebuild my life again, Even the best effort for me so far is getting up from bed and do the basic needs that a person should do everyday like taking a bath, cook my meal lunch and dinner, i just drink coffee for breakfast, comb my hair, and do the normal thing i do before. I think Ive changed, Im not crying while writing this. And im glad im expressing it all out after one whole miserable year being locked up in my room eating chips and watching a lot of movies being so depressed from break up, no friends and losing my job.
PS:. i think its healthy to be alone to not be defined by others and getting to know your self more and owning your self worth, taking care of your self, knowing your boundaries and studying for a healthy beautiful mind for a happy life. Im sorry if im missing out the grammar and not have that good English feel free to criticize for me to learn. thanks! :)
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21 Tips to Become the Most Productive Person You Know
I wanted to help you create explosive productivity so you get big things done (and make your life matter). Here are 21 tips to get you to your best productivity.
#1. Check email in the afternoon so you protect the peak energy hours of your mornings for your best work.
#2. Stop waiting for perfect conditions to launch a great project. Immediate action fuels a positive feedback loop that drives even more action.
#3. Remember that big, brave goals release energy. So set them clearly and then revisit them every morning for 5 minutes.
#4. Mess creates stress (I learned this from tennis icon Andre Agassi who said he wouldn’t let anyone touch his tennis bag because if it got disorganized, he’d get distracted). So clean out the clutter in your office to get more done.
#5. Sell your TV. You’re just watching other people get successful versus doing the things that will get you to your dreams.
#6. Say goodbye to the energy vampires in your life (the negative souls who steal your enthusiasm).
#7. Run routines. When I studied the creative lives of massively productive people like Stephen King, John Grisham and Thomas Edison, I discovered they follow strict daily routines. (i.e., when they would get up, when they would start work, when they would exercise and when they would relax). Peak productivity’s not about luck. It’s about devotion.
#8. Get up at 5 am. Win the battle of the bed. Put mind over mattress. This habit alone will strengthen your willpower so it serves you more dutifully in the key areas of your life.
#9. Don’t do so many meetings. (I’ve trained the employees of our FORTUNE 500 clients on exactly how to do this – including having the few meetings they now do standing up – and it’s created breakthrough results for them).
#10. Don’t say yes to every request. Most of us have a deep need to be liked. That translates into us saying yes to everything – which is the end of your elite productivity.
#11. Outsource everything you can’t be BIW (Best in the World) at. Focus only on activities within what I call “Your Picasso Zone”.
#12. Stop multi-tasking. New research confirms that all the distractions invading our lives are rewiring the way our brains work (and drop our IQ by 5 points!). Be one of the rare-air few who develops the mental and physical discipline to have a mono-maniacal focus on one thing for many hours. (It’s all about practice).
#13. Get fit like Madonna. Getting to your absolute best physical condition will create explosive energy, renew your focus and multiply your creativity.
#14. Workout 2X a day. This is just one of the little-known productivity tactics that I’ll walk you through in my new online training program YOUR PRODUCTIVITY UNLEASHED (details at the end of this post) but here’s the key: exercise is one of the greatest productivity tools in the world. So do 20 minutes first thing in the morning and then another workout around 6 or 7 pm to set you up for wow in the evening.
#15. Drink more water. When you’re dehydrated, you’ll have far less energy. And get less done.
#16. Work in 90 minute blocks with 10 minute intervals to recover and refuel (another game-changing move I personally use to do my best work).
#17. Write a Stop Doing List. Every productive person obsessively sets To Do Lists. But those who play at world-class also record what they commit to stop doing. Steve Jobs said that what made Apple Apple was not so much what they chose to build but all the projects they chose to ignore. #18. Use your commute time. If you’re commuting 30 minutes each way every day – get this: at the end of a year, you’ve spent 6 weeks of 8 hour days in your car. I encourage you to use that time to listen to fantastic books on audio + excellent podcasts and valuable learning programs. Remember, the fastest way to double your income is to triple your rate of learning.
#19. Be a contrarian. Why buy your groceries at the time the store is busiest? Why go to movies on the most popular nights? Why hit the gym when the gym’s completely full? Do things at off-peak hours and you’ll save so many of them.
#20. Get things right the first time. Most people are wildly distracted these days. And so they make mistakes. To unleash your productivity, become one of the special performers who have the mindset of doing what it takes to get it flawless first. This saves you days of having to fix problems.
#21. Get lost. Don’t be so available to everyone. I often spend hours at a time in the cafeteria of a university close to our headquarters. I turn off my devices and think, create, plan and write. Zero interruptions. Pure focus. Massive results. I truly hope these 21 productivity tips have been valuable to you. And that I’ve been of service. Your productivity is your life made visible. Please protect it. Stay productive.
See more at: http://www.robinsharma.com/blog/09/become-the-most-productive-person-you-know/#sthash.8b8nnYDA.dpuf
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How long does it take for people to untangle themselves from one another or is the idea that I am tied around so many other human beings nothing but an excuse for not wanting to let go But lets imagine I am a ball of thread long and red and easily snapped full of sticks and leaves and other peoples bones all the things I’ve picked up over the years though I don’t know I really meant to they just got too caught to become uncaught I suppose that’s how everything ends up in me We’ve lived here for a year or less and I have wrapped my fingers around a few of you or less I’ve wound myself about you so softly even I didn’t realize it was happening and now here we stand about to tumble or are we already falling I can’t tell And I am wondering how long will I run how much of me is there really how far can I stretch how much can I catch before I’ve lost were I end and where the world begins
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Anne Hathaway joins Emma Watson as the new UN Women Goodwill Ambassador
The U.N. agency promoting gender equality and the empowerment of women has appointed Academy Award-winning actress Anne Hathaway as a global goodwill ambassador.
UN Women Executive Director Phumzile Mlambo-Ngcuka called Hathaway a longstanding supporter of women’s and girls’ rights and said she will put the spotlight on women’s work at home caring for their families as a key barrier to equality.
“The ‘motherhood penalty’ … is a particularly insidious demonstration of gender inequality in the workplace,” Mlambo-Ngucka said Wednesday. “The appointment of Anne is timely because this year UN Women is driving hard to foster more positive mindsets and practical arrangements around workplaces that build and support equality for women.”
Hathaway called for stepped-up action, saying: “I feel honored and inspired by this opportunity to aid in advancing gender equality.” (x)
