Hiding Just Under a Watch

A girl who hides her cuts with a simple watch. I am always up for talking if anyone needs to ! <3

[16tinyfrogs]

on watching a parent age

i saw somebody say “what if you’re gone and i haven’t become anything yet” and basically that broke me on a random thursday evening

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Don’t believe the things you tell yourself when you are sad and lonely.”

— Unknown

[gumuhit]

you’re going to love again, find a job again, create art again, do what you love again, feel powerful again. you’re going to be back on track. i don’t know when, but you are going to feel like yourself again, eventually. this isn’t the end. hang in there.

[just-shower-thoughts]

One of the most bittersweet feelings has to be when you realise how much you’re going to miss a moment, while you’re still living it.

[damagedpetal]

i wanna lie on the floor and not think for a month or two.

[leefbasil]

i want someone to hold my hand in crowded places & talk to cashiers for me

[1617]

my heart is so big i hope this shit doesn’t kill me one day

[running----away]

my biggest problem is that part of me doesn't want to get better. part of me found comfort and familiarity in the absolute suffering and agony.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems

[inkskinned]

i have been thinking about the way we, in love, give power to others. this sense - i am allowing you enough room that you could set the house on fire.

when i was younger, people used to tell me it was going to be different after-your-first-love. it has been. it's been easier, most of the time. i know who i am. i used to think it was romantic to say i gave him everything i am. now i know that the right people will not ask for that - they don't want to take from you, only to help you build. i used to think it was lonely, the way adults said we have our own lives. now i know what it is to have that other-life be separated - how wonderful, to have someone i can share with, and someone who celebrates my life and the way i have grown into it.

people said: after you have been hurt, it will be different.

this is true about most things, after all. my experiences were branded on my body. i don't talk about the scars, and you're too smart to ask, and we're both healing. i used to be able to do certain gymnastics tricks - but i fell once, and i haven't been able to get over the mental barrier since then.

the thing is - we learn these stop-measures because someone took advantage of us first. we learn how far is too far because someone forced us too-far. as a kid, i thought there is no too far was romantic. i didn't know better.

it took me a very long time to rebuild parts of my life after him. it took me a very long time to rebuild parts of my character. i think i probably still have rooms without any floors. places that only go down. ceilings full of spraypainted warnings.

i have been thinking about the ways new love comes in. and we crack open each sealed door together, one-at-a-time. and i hear myself in front of her, nervous, saying if you start a fire, please keep it contained in here, it's a place i can afford to lose.

and i hear her, time and time again, utterly confused: why would i do that? it's beautiful in here. i don't want to hurt you.

the way we know it can hurt, and we love anyway. the way we walk the thin ice and say - the risk is worth the skating.

[funnytwittertweets]

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

no one needs to add “sounds fake but ok”, “no”, “well, not me”, “impossible”, etc. to this post. and i’d rather you not.

[angelwarm]

i hope that one day i will finally be ok….i’ll make a cherry pie when it is all over

[angelwarm]

today is the day

[joshpeck]

reblog the cherry pie to be ok

[cat-memes-only]

[qvotext]

“Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.”

— Mindy Hale; The Single Woman

[qvotext]

“It is so much safer not to feel, not to let the world touch me.”

— Sylvia Plath