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Eon | he/him | 19 hi im a gay trans boy and i love to die

[highkingeon]

im bored of this blog and im gonna remake

bye

[suzakukururugi-deactivated20190]

I don’t often see abuse posts about the opposite spectrum of post-abuse behavior, and it’s. Kind of a bummer bc those are still things people experience.

So shout out to :

people who feel like they have to aggressively defend the things that are important to them because they’re so used to it being torn down and taken from them - even if a friend was just kidding, it’s so hard to see it as just kidding.

People who are constantly on high alert for a fight and had to learn to treat everything like a debate because it was the only way they could stand up for themselves. People who have a hard time rationalizing not everything is an attack because everything used to be an attack.

People who are mad and furious over what happened and get completely consumed by rage no matter how hard they try to let it go. And who have to deal with people telling them they’re making it bigger than it was.

People who have to constantly front as being a badass or aloof because they can’t be seen as vulnerable in any way.

People who constantly fear they’re just like their abuser because they lash out at a moment’s notice to defend themselves

There’s a ton more things but I’m on my break and these are just things I experience that I know a lot more people relate to omg. It’s hard to unlearn aggressive means of self preservation and it hurts to hurt people after you’ve had to experience that hurt and it seems impossible to get over or unlearn those things but you’ll do alright it just needs time and patience and there’s nothing wrong with being angry.

[just-shower-thoughts]

The division symbol, ÷, is just a blank fraction. You replace the dots with the numbers.

[bisexuanal]

[highkingeon]

that 4am getting ready for work mood

[highkingeon]

gognghit

[goobra]

i made a fun little flow chart so you can check to make sure you aren’t overstepping by celebrating pride month

[thegamingcynic]

this is discrimination ironically enough

[goobra]

no it’s not ?? who am i discriminating against ??

[thegamingcynic]

cis heterosexuals, who you are heavily implying shouldn’t be allowed to celebrate pride month

which reminds me, who the fuck made you the authority on who can and cannot celebrate pride month

[cheappussyweaves]

“CIS HETEROSEXUALS”

LMAO.

[thegamingcynic]

if you disagree that’s perfectly fine but i would appreciate a better retort than “lmao”

[cheappussyweaves]

Wait you were serious? I thought you were joking oh wow :/

[highkingeon]

this is the most ominous email i’ve ever gotten

[akumanorobin]

VinnyLaugh.mp4

[nocontextvinesauce]

vinny fucking dies

[ask-me-about-loom]

he sounds like he’s physically receding into his body

[wayneradiotv]

………..

[crimewave420]

he cashed the fuck out on this channel damn

[highkingeon]

this is the most ominous email i've ever gotten

[splendidland]

my ideal sex position is me and a partner t-posing and clipping into each other, rattling violently. loud metallic clanging is heard during.

[tonightweredrinkingfromthebong]

[highkingeon]

maybe once i start transitioning ill be happier but idk who knows

[highkingeon]

and like i would go to therapy or a counselor or whatever the proper term is but i have no fucking idea what im doing. i have no idea how insurance works or how to find a good counselor so i guess i’m just gonna be stuck in the hell zone until i have a breakdown at work and they hospitalize me lol

[highkingeon]

like i guess im proud of myself for having a job for this long but man its rly taking a lot out of me

my brain has not been happy for the past month or two

[highkingeon]

that 4am getting ready for work mood

[highkingeon]

Dont Wanna Go To Work