At this point I have no one to talk to. I can never really express how I truly feel internally. No one will really understand me. I feel like I have no sense of direction in my life anymore to the point where I just wanna give up. I feel so much anger, depression, no interest in bettering myself physically, spiritually, and emotionally. I don’t know what to do anymore and all I can do is cry and ask God to help me and find my path no matter the good or the bad that’s in the path. If my faith was strong enough I wouldn’t be feeling like this cause I would have faith in God knowing that he has a plan for me. There is always a fight in my mind and heart with the devil. He always seems to find a way to getting to me and it’s so hard sometimes to fight it off and let God. My thoughts take over and it’s scary sometimes cause I feel like I’m falling into a black hole that I can’t even try to get out of . I try to sleep this pain off but something always ends up coming into my head and the overthinking begins. I wish I didn’t have the heart that I do now. All I do is let people inside and destroy it and give them the benefit of the doubt to fix it but they just end up damaging it more. I’m tired of being taken advantage of. I feel like God put me here in this earth to spread love but all the bad in the world got the best of me and made me into a person that I thought I would never be. My heart hurts so much… I don’t know what to do with my life anymore and I need help. Someone talk to me. #needforhelp #mentalhealthawareness #help
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