🐇 tags : sfw, angst, damian wayne x reader, mentions (descriptions?) of death, slight-fluff, you get revived with the lazarus pit, small description of a panic attack, toxic-ish relationship (?), pet names (beloved)
word count : 1k
note : heavily inspired by this fic I read by @/idiyamartinx go support this author please her work is amazing!!!! also hehe first finished fic for dc and it’s about my goat damian wayne!! once again thank you to and shout out to my oomf for proof reading this! (love her!!!!)
The moment you woke up you already knew what Damian had done.
The last thing you remember is the deep pain in your abdomen, the feeling of your blood pooling around you, and the feeling of Damian’s body pressing against yours. You remember his cries and the sight of your blood painting his hands a crimson red.
But now all you can focus on is the burn that’s consuming your body and the overwhelming pain that comes with it.
Everything around you is a blur, you cry out as you claw your way out of the bright green that’s consuming your body. The jagged rock digs in your skin while you drag yourself along the floor stopping at the sight of Damian’s recognizable boots.
You peer your head up to look at the boy, a pained groan escaping your mouth as you lock eyes with Damian. His expression is full of love, a bright smile filling up his face at the sight of you. Quickly he brings himself to your level and hugs your figure. Disoriented you start thrashing in response feeling trapped by his grasp.
Kicking your legs and moving your body trying to escape but it’s to no avail, all you feel is him, his warmth, and his tears that start dragging down your shoulder as he presses himself into the crook of your neck.
Your thoughts are unclear as he pulls you off the ground with ease. As you fade out of consciousness all you hear is the sound of Damian’s armored boots echoing off the jagged floor.
You feel strange.
Damian brought you back to the manor after some minor rehabilitation. You were still unable to make coherent words and the control over your body was scarce, but you were walking to the best of your ability and able to attempt at communicating nonverbally.
But you will never forget the pure horror that showed on everyone’s faces.
Bruce was in awe, Jason couldn’t even look at you, and everyone else had a tight grimace on their faces. Your balance was shaky and you couldn’t even say anything to try and speak with your companions. Damian however was filled with joy, able to bring his beloved back to his family and back to where she should be.
“We’re home.” Damian muttered having a tight grip on your lower back to keep you steady.
Nobody moved. It was like time had frozen in place. The tension in the room grew thicker and thicker as your presence lingered. You heard Damian scoff as he quickly ushered you up to his room.
His hand held securely on your wrist as you wobbled all the way to the far corner where his bedroom was located.
“It’s okay beloved, they’ll understand soon enough.” He mumbled into your hair. “They’ll understand that this is a gift, that you are still here and you’ll be here forever.” Damian’s voice echoes through your head as everything starts to get fuzzy again.
It takes another while for you to get back into a normal routine, but every day is the same.
You wake up to a throbbing sensation in your abdomen, a constant reminder of your current situation. Damian is already up and awake to help you to the bathroom.
He accompanies you everywhere, helping you brush your teeth, comb your hair, change you. Even when you start to walk normally again he keeps a steady hand on you, keeping you close as if you’ll slip away.
You try to talk, to connect with your friends and allies that you once spent hours speaking to, but now it just feels like you’re talking to a wall.
You never seem to see Bruce anymore, Dick gives you an empathetic look every time he sees you, Jason can’t even look at you, then Tim, Cass, and Stephanie keep their distance.
Barbara and Duke try their best with you, but to no avail.
Most of your days are spent with Damian coddling you. Never leaving your side. When he does eventually have to leave you he always comes back with tears welling in his eyes and pleas of never leaving you again.
Sometimes when you’re alone you think about the life you used to live. Fighting crime, bringing people to justice, but now you’re a shell of the hero you used to be.
You think of how if you just died, you would’ve died a hero. Somebody that everyone remembered and somebody that died helping those who needed to be helped. But now you’re forced to live in a body that doesn’t even feel like yours anymore.
Damian loves you very much, he definitely shows that in his actions.
You woke up today in a particularly bad episode. Your body felt like it was in flames as the sweat on your body suffocated you in its feeling. Your breath grew rapidly as you shot up in fear. Damian quickly came to your side, enveloping you in the warmth of his body as you continued to cry and scream at the pain.
He holds you until you calm down, his hold never wavering to keep you safe. Damian makes sure you know he’s there, never leaving you alone.
“I’m here beloved, I’ll never let you go.” You hear him whisper. Tears roll down your face as you lean into the heat of Damian’s body.
You whisper a soft “I love you” as your eyes start to close shut and you drift back into a deep slumber no longer feeling the pain in your body. Damian lays you back down onto the bed, tucking you in with quick precision.
He brings his body closer to yours pulling you into a tight hug as a reminder that he is still there with you, by your side, forever.
Despite all that was lost, and all that needs to be fixed, you still have your Damian. He still needs you in this life, and he’ll never regret the actions he took to keep you with him.
thank you so much for reading this far! i hope you enjoyed reading and please reblog if you did! if you have any thoughts or comments don't be shy to send them my way. i'm still very new to writing so input is very much appreciated. also if you are interested in my other work please check out my kpop blog! @starryboos
🐇 tags : sfw, angst, damian wayne x reader, mentions + slight-descriptions of death, minimal fluff, you get revived with the lazarus pit, small description of a panic attack, toxic relationship, codependency, pet names (beloved)
word count : 1k
note : heavily inspired by this fic I read by @/idiyamartinx go support this author please her work is amazing!!!! also hehe first finished fic for dc and it’s about my goat damian wayne!! once again thank you to and shout out to my oomf for proof reading this! (love her!!!!)
The moment you woke up you already knew what Damian had done.
The last thing you remember is the deep pain in your abdomen, the feeling of your blood pooling around you, and the feeling of Damian’s body pressing against yours. You remember his cries and the sight of your blood painting his hands a crimson red.
But now all you can focus on is the burn that’s consuming your body and the overwhelming pain that comes with it.
Everything around you is a blur, you cry out as you claw your way out of the bright green that’s consuming your body. The jagged rock digs in your skin while you drag yourself along the floor stopping at the sight of Damian’s recognizable boots.
You peer your head up to look at the boy, a pained groan escaping your mouth as you lock eyes with Damian. His expression is full of love, a bright smile filling up his face at the sight of you. Quickly he brings himself to your level and hugs your figure. Disoriented you start thrashing in response feeling trapped by his grasp.
Kicking your legs and moving your body trying to escape but it’s to no avail, all you feel is him, his warmth, and his tears that start dragging down your shoulder as he presses himself into the crook of your neck.
Your thoughts are unclear as he pulls you off the ground with ease. As you fade out of consciousness all you hear is the sound of Damian’s armored boots echoing off the jagged floor.
You feel strange.
Damian brought you back to the manor after some minor rehabilitation. You were still unable to make coherent words and the control over your body was scarce, but you were walking to the best of your ability and able to attempt at communicating nonverbally.
But you will never forget the pure horror that showed on everyone’s faces.
Bruce was in awe, Jason couldn’t even look at you, and everyone else had a tight grimace on their faces. Your balance was shaky and you couldn’t even say anything to try and speak with your companions. Damian however was filled with joy, able to bring his beloved back to his family and back to where she should be.
“We’re home.” Damian muttered having a tight grip on your lower back to keep you steady.
Nobody moved. It was like time had frozen in place. The tension in the room grew thicker and thicker as your presence lingered. You heard Damian scoff as he quickly ushered you up to his room.
His hand held securely on your wrist as you wobbled all the way to the far corner where his bedroom was located.
“It’s okay beloved, they’ll understand soon enough.” He mumbled into your hair. “They’ll understand that this is a gift, that you are still here and you’ll be here forever.” Damian’s voice echoes through your head as everything starts to get fuzzy again.
It takes another while for you to get back into a normal routine, but every day is the same.
You wake up to a throbbing sensation in your abdomen, a constant reminder of your current situation. Damian is already up and awake to help you to the bathroom.
He accompanies you everywhere, helping you brush your teeth, comb your hair, change you. Even when you start to walk normally again he keeps a steady hand on you, keeping you close as if you’ll slip away.
You try to talk, to connect with your friends and allies that you once spent hours speaking to, but now it just feels like you’re talking to a wall.
You never seem to see Bruce anymore, Dick gives you an empathetic look every time he sees you, Jason can’t even look at you, then Tim, Cass, and Stephanie keep their distance.
Barbara and Duke try their best with you, but to no avail.
Most of your days are spent with Damian coddling you. Never leaving your side. When he does eventually have to leave you he always comes back with tears welling in his eyes and pleas of never leaving you again.
Sometimes when you’re alone you think about the life you used to live. Fighting crime, bringing people to justice, but now you’re a shell of the hero you used to be.
You think of how if you just died, you would’ve died a hero. Somebody that everyone remembered and somebody that died helping those who needed to be helped. But now you’re forced to live in a body that doesn’t even feel like yours anymore.
Damian loves you very much, he definitely shows that in his actions.
You woke up today in a particularly bad episode. Your body felt like it was in flames as the sweat on your body suffocated you in its feeling. Your breath grew rapidly as you shot up in fear. Damian quickly came to your side, enveloping you in the warmth of his body as you continued to cry and scream at the pain.
He holds you until you calm down, his hold never wavering to keep you safe. Damian makes sure you know he’s there, never leaving you alone.
“I’m here beloved, I’ll never let you go.” You hear him whisper. Tears roll down your face as you lean into the heat of Damian’s body.
You whisper a soft “I love you” as your eyes start to close shut and you drift back into a deep slumber no longer feeling the pain in your body. Damian lays you back down onto the bed, tucking you in with quick precision.
He brings his body closer to yours pulling you into a tight hug as a reminder that he is still there with you, by your side, forever.
Despite all that was lost, and all that needs to be fixed, you still have your Damian. He still needs you in this life, and he’ll never regret the actions he took to keep you with him.
thank you so much for reading this far! i hope you enjoyed reading and please reblog if you did! if you have any thoughts or comments don't be shy to send them my way. i'm still very new to writing so input is very much appreciated. also if you are interested in my other work please check out my kpop blog! @starryboos
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