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[hikyoo]

𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧 ･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

— welcome! find (hopefully) everything you need to know about this blog, me, and my writing here! 

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vibe drabble requests are open

hehe hi i’m finally back

last updated wed. sept 16

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starting rotation will not be updated for now due to the nature of what requests i am currently accepting!

[hikyoo]

hi!! my name is euri and um can i request slurpee with suna?? thank you in advance!

euri + suna; slurpee

—º• car sex in 7/11 parking lots because it’s the best form of reducing you two to nothing but sex-hungry animals—in his opinion, at least. clawing your hands through his hair and tugging just a but too hard, but there’s no time to relish the silky touch of his locks when his hips are snapping down onto yours, forming you and him and the car seat into almost one.

—º• kissing the sucrose from your lips—licking and sucking it off, too—after you get those blue slushies that taste nothing like they look like. watching you suck the icy drink up before losing it and pouncing on you, growling in your ear about how you were practically begging him to fuck you with your eyes.

—º• wanting to trace the syllables of your name with his mouth, but it’s too busy drinking in the sight of you and singing praises sweeter than any gas station drink.

// a lot different from my usual requests or writing style (for smut at least)! hope you guys like these :)

[hikyoo]

hi sexies i’m back and requests are open :)

i’m opening up my inbox for these nsfw vibe drabbles! (pls don’t come for the title,,, brain cells have been wrung Dry by school)

send me your name, a character, and any (or none) of the following:

a color or two (something descriptive! i.e., twilight blue)

a drink/beverage (i.e., caramel latte, wine, lemonade)

a song

a kink/kinks

and i’ll write you a (very) small and smutty, duh drabble about you and your character of choice. again, to clarify: you only need to send your name and the character’s name, but the other things help with coming up with a feel for what i should write. :)

excited to interact with u guys again after having Ghosted™ outta nowhere !! <3

p.s., if you could like this post to help the algorithm boost it before making your request, i will love you with my entire heart

note: these are the only kind of requests i’m accepting at the time, and as always, please see my rules (under bulletin/pinned post) first! mwah, thankies <3

[hikyoo]

been away from this blog for forever, i promise it wasn’t on purpose. shit is overwhelming :/. going through posts and deleting some misc stuff as well as calling off kinktober - been v uninspired and i don’t want to promise more than i can deliver. inbox cleared, requests closed. hope to be back to posting on here soon but for now, i’m just really sorry.

stay safe <3

[hikyoo]

ahhh thank you so much and i’m overjoyed that you felt like you were seen because of me sine that’s the exact way i felt when i read your post explaining it all. Thank you and i hope i might be able to dm you one day if i work up the confidence to do so but yeah i hope we can be good friends and can i maybe be ✨anon or ❤️anon while i speak to you on here ? and eventually i can message you privately

EEE sorry for taking a while to answer this ask!! thank YOU so much for your kind words and feedback,,, hhhh i cannot stress how good it felt to read your ask(s)!!

i hope so too, please don’t be shy! but also take your time ^^ i promise i don’t bite heh

adding you to my anon list rn!! i use the ✨emoji a LOT so i hope that’s ok lmaOO

[hikyoo]

so this is a bit difficult to say but as someone who was also sexually assaulted and is a minor i found that i tried to surround myself with sexualised things as i felt less alone and it made me feel better for a couple hours but then i went back to being guilty. i did read your work as a minor and for that i apologise but i just wanted you to know that your writing brings me comfort and it didn’t matter whatever it was. I will continue reading it if that’s all right with you?

hi anon :) lemme just say that when i read this i felt very,,, seen. yeah. the validation i felt from reading that someone has gone through the same experience?? amazing. i think i did (and still do) the exact same thing, hence this blog. on that note, please don’t apologize!! i hope i didn’t make it sound like otherwise, but i’m open to adults and minors alike interacting and consuming my work, just as long as they’re aware that i am a minor myself.

i’m really glad my writing brings you comfort?? :,,) writing this stuff does give me that same sense of comfort whilst simultaneously feeding that cycle of guilt, ngl. but i hope we can both outgrow it someday—the guilt, that is. it’s definitely more than okay if you want to keep reading—i’m honored, in fact :,,,)

thank you and all my love to you, anon. i hope to see you in my notifs and/or inbox again soon :) mwah <3

[hikyoo]

Congratulations on 1k bby 🥺💞💞💞

thankies!!! mwah <3

[hikyoo]

....you're so pretty ... (╥﹏╥)(╥﹏╥)(╥﹏╥)

anon blease,, eye am soft now o///o

[hikyoo]

Hey Linaa!! I hope no one has been sending you any offensive asks just because of your revelation! I hope you're doing okay and thank you for letting us know! I actually requested a matchup but I just wanna let you know that it's definitely okay if you won't push through and I'm sure the others will also understand! In case there are hate asks I hope you won't mind them! Sending you lots of love, bb 💜

hi love! uwaaa sorry for seeing this so late! but anyways, thank you so much, i’m glad to know that my message has been well-received by some. thankfully, no hate anons (yet) lmao :)) sending lots of love backk <3 mwah!

[hikyoo]

✄ 𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬 + 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

requests are currently open for: thirst asks; headcanons; drabbles

in general:

all content is nsfw and written for f!reader

all characters i write for are aged up

no manga spoilers!

i reserve the right to delete any requests that make me uncomfortable and/or go directly against what i’ve stated in my rules.

what characters do you write for?

most characters introduced in the anime and/or up until nationals in the manga. please, no manga spoilers!

this includes both male and female characters!

see my starting rotation (bottom of nav post) for the characters i’m currently obsessing over. it’s updated every few days!

how many characters can i make a request for?

— thirst asks: ∞

— headcanons: 3 max

— drabbles: 2 max

what can i request?

thirst asks: an idea, concept, or short hc you have for a character/characters; i’ll write a very short drabble and/or just incoherently scream with you! always open, though i answer them erratically in batches of 5-10 as a writing warm-up or when i’m in the mood :)

drabbles: submit a character/characters and scenario! i’ll try my best to bring it to life in 100-500 words, though sometimes i will take an idea and turn it into a full length one-shot if i really like it!

headcanons (hcs): submit a character/characters and scenario! i’ll answer these in a bulleted list format + sometimes with a short drabble tossed in!

you can include anything (tropes/kinks/fetishes) as long it isn’t a hard no (see below)!

hard no’s

pedophilia

non-con

incest

romanticization/glorification of illness, mental or physical

yandere

food/wax/blood play

cockwarming (i don’t mean to kinkshame, i just cannot write this for the life of me,,,, believe me, i wish i could HSDLKF)

thank you so, so much for taking the time to read these before making your request! i’m delighted to have you grace my inbox! please be patient and keep in mind that i’m trying my best >.<

make your request here!

[hikyoo]

hiiii i’m (actually) back from hiatus! right now i’m only taking headcanon requests!

[hikyoo]

if you interact with this blog, please be aware that i am a minor.

trigger warnings: mentioned sexual assault, sexualization of minors. neither are mentioned until underneath the cut.

this post will discuss the problematic nature of *some* facets of the haikyuu!! fandom, give my deepest apologies, and hopefully explain things as best i can.

note: if you’re here from the link i sent you, it’s probably because you requested a match-up. scroll to the bottom for your answer, but please read everything else for context.

i. disclaimer

the twitter thread i’ve linked here is not mine, full credits to OP.

the tweet i’ve linked here is mine. (i go by ava and lina interchangeably, for context.)

prior to this post, i have never publicly stated that i am an adult or a minor anywhere on this blog. however, on the topic of what i’m discussing in this post, i feel that it only makes sense to tell you all that i am a minor.

ii. i’m sorry if i have mislead anyone.

if i have falsely lead you to believe that you were interacting with an adult, i deeply apologize. it was never my intention to do so.

i am not obligated to disclose my age or any other personal information about myself online. however, i do recognize that my age is something i should make known since i post the sort of content that i do.

i appreciate all of the amazing feedback and support that my content, as half-assed as it is, has received during the short time i’ve had this blog. it has never been my intention to purposefully deceive any of you into thinking you were reading content produced by an adult and/or interacting with an adult.

iii. that being said, the sexualization of minors needs to stop.

high schoolers are underage. i am underage.

going off on a tangent: if you want to bring up the headcanons i wrote for sugawara as part of the “till it breaks” series, i take full responsibility for posting those. i headcanoned him as 18+, but i realize that doesn’t make it okay, since the reader and suga were both still “in high school.” i have deleted the post.

below i’ve attached a tweet i posted using screenshots from a tik tok. (i’ve credited the creator of this tik tok despite speaking against the content of the video by leaving their handle in the screenshots.) also, as i state in the tweet, i altered some screenshots of the tweet because the creator of the tik tok did not credit the artist(s). (clarification: “anitiktok” is short for “anime tik tok”)

my post

this is just one instance of how fictional minors are being sexualized on anitiktok (and other platforms), and it’s a mild one at that. i feel uncomfortable reposting the more severe cases of this happening, edited screenshots or not. if you’re active within the HQ fandom on tik tok, you’re probably seen much worse/similar content. if you don’t know what i’m talking about, good for you.

iv. read this

v. don’t call me a hypocrite.

“if you don’t want minors to be sexualized, why are do you post NSFW content if you’re a minor?”

i write x reader fanfiction of an NSFW nature on this blog, yes. but never have i inserted myself into these works. my writing is request-based and i believe i write more for others than myself.

in addition, i explicitly state on my blog (see rules + guidelines) that all characters i write for are aged-up. (by this, i don’t mean 24 year old tsukishima in high school. i mean timeskip content and/or AU in which they are adults.)

i understand that some minors have no problem whatsoever with this issue. if you are one of those people, i ask that you recognize that you do not speak for all minors. you do not get to decide what makes the rest of us uncomfortable.

tw: sexual assault

as i said, no minor speaks for every single one. however, i would like to explain things from my standpoint: exploring sexuality and wants through writing has been somewhat helpful for me. as someone who was sexually assaulted, i have felt nothing but guilt and shame surrounding anything remotely sexual for some time. somehow, writing reader insert fanfiction has helped that, albeit only slightly. whether or not you are a victim of sexual assault and whether or not you are a minor, exploring sexuality is natural and healthy. however, it is so easy to hurt other whilst doing so. please, be careful not only for your own sake, but for the sake of others.

vi. lastly

i will not be fulfilling the match-ups for my milestone event or any other requests. many of the people who requested content are adults and i do not want to make anyone uncomfortable with the newfound knowledge that i am a minor. i’m sorry and i hope to make it up to you all somehow.

if you would still like to make a request, i will be opening up my inbox in several weeks to a month, or once i’m sure this post has made its rounds.

apologies for any grammatical errors, i sort of typed this in a rather emotional state. my inbox is open for those of you who have questions, concerns, or any sort of feedback.

thanks,

lina.

(tagging for exposure and relevancy)

[hikyoo]

Imagine Daichi getting all possessive and jealous about some guy hitting on you on a party and you dare to smile back at him 🙈 he will definitely drag you in a closet to make you apologize 🙈

You pitied the red solo cup in your boyfriend’s hand—it had been reduced to a pathetic crumpled figure, crushed beneath his fist as he gripped his fingers just as hard as he clenched his jaw. The tension in his shoulders, his entire body, was practically palpable even from his spot across the room. Kuroo was saying something to him, making wild, inebriated motions, but Daichi didn’t pay him any mind (not that Kuroo noticed).

Instead, his attention was on you—on your scantily clad figure, hugged in just the right places by just enough fabric. The cup in your hand, unlike his, was dangled delicately between your fingers, held flirtily as you pretended to take a sip, eyeing the man trying to talk you up as you snuck smug glances towards your boyfriend.

You aren’t being as slick as you think, though—Daichi’s fiery gaze captures yours, and a thrill of excitement runs through your veins, stronger than any of the spiked shit in your cup. Maybe you were just asking for trouble with the way you let your body lean into the other guy—was his name Terushima? Maybe. You didn’t bother to remember. But whatever kind of turmoil you were stirring, you were enjoying every second of it.

You solidify the eye contact with Daichi, smirking at his hand, still clenched around his drink, or what was once his drink. The quirk of your lips seems to be the last straw—you see him mutter something to Kuroo before he’s pushing off the wall he was leaned against, his body rigid like a spring. Your smile only widens, turning back to what’s-his-face as nodding with faux interest, or whatever the hell he was drunkenly rambling on about.

“Excuse me.”

You almost scoff at how goddamn polite he sounds, how calm his voice rings even though you just know he’s fuming inside.

The stranger tears his eyes from your figure and stills in his pointless speech, turning his hazy gaze towards your boyfriend.

“Yo, what’s up, man? You lookin’ to buy? Oh hey, this is my friend—”

“I know who my girlfriend is, thanks,” Daichi growls, grabbing your wrist and pulling your figure into his in the blink of an eye. As he drags you off to who-knows-where, you flash a smile at the other man, half apologetic and half thankful for all the fun he’s aided you with tonight.

“Mm, is someone jealous?” You ask, leaning into Daichi’s ear as he practically throws you into the nearest unlocked door. Your back thunks against shelves; you’re in a linen closet, it seems. Daichi doesn’t bother with finding a light switch, but he closes the door after stepping in with you. You’re promptly flipped so that your back is against the door, either of his hands flat against the wood beside your head and his knee forcing itself between your legs.

“What do you think?” he asks low, breathily. The question takes you down a peg from your high horse, reminded of just how quickly Daichi can take charge when he wants to. You dry swallow, suddenly overwhelmed by the smell, the feeling, the sound of Daichi.

He smells like a mix of that cologne you love, the party’s atmosphere, and a light note of sweat; his body is hot against yours, warmth penetrating the thin layers of fabric that separate your skin; his breaths come heavy and loud against your ear, almost as loud as the pounding in your ears that is your own heartbeat.

“What do you think?” he repeats, this time pressing his groin into yours. Your eyes widen as you register the telltale hardness against your crotch, excitement dampening the fabric of your panties.

“Yes?” The word comes out as more of a question than you’d like; Daichi senses this, giving a self-satisfied smirk, having enacted his revenge.

Well, some of it, at least.

“Then get on your knees.”

[hikyoo]

cock

inspirational <3

[hikyoo]

it me :3

yes one of these was taken on my laptop pls don’t come 4 me

[hikyoo]

back to your (sorta) regularly scheduled programming!

hiiiii :3 i’m officially no long on semi-hiatus! weeeeee

—º• thank you for 1k!! coming back from hiatus and seeing that i hit this milestone was such a morale booster omg?? i’m so grateful for every one of you 🥺 (also, face reveal soon bc i know i said i would do that for 1k hehe)

—º• existing requests are in progress. i know i keep saying this, but that’s because it’s true. they’re much older than match-ups, yet they might come out after match-ups because m-u’s are just quicker

— º• match-ups will, ideally, be posted one at a time each day. first come, first serve basis; i’m starting from the bottom of my drafts

— º• inbox from semi-hiatus has been cleared. a lot of these asks either violated my rules or they were growing repetitive; for the time being, thirst asks are closed. currently, my inbox is only open for chatting with me and asking to be added to the kinktober tag list!

—º• wednesday, sept. 2, 2020. 

[hikyoo]

i am Looking

alshdfdj quick clarification: each prompt is meant for a specific day, so e.g., “frottage” is #14; i post whatever i write with that prompt on october 14. when i said not to be shy sending in numbers, i meant requesting multiple days for characters (i don’t think i can write for 31 different ones lmao), not combining prompts! sorry for any confusion :3

anyways,,, lots of kuroo i see?? not that i’m complaining doe,,,

mattsun for hate-fucking is looking Appealing and i’ll consider semi for both of those 👀👀👀

—º• feel free to take a look at this post and drop into my inbox!

[hikyoo]

Can I be added to the taglist for Kinktober ^^? Thank u<3

ofc! done <3