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I've already made a lot of posts but totally forgot about the introduction post :"3

So lets get started☆☆☆

Name☆☆☆

Himari/Hima/Ari

call me whatever you like :3

MBTI: ISFJ

Passion☆☆☆

Foreign languages(maybe I will write some post in other languages, I'll think)

Dream☆☆☆

Travel to Japan(日本 :3)

Fandoms☆☆☆

Alien stage(main)

Wonder egg priority

Nanbaka

Mob psyho 100

Imigrantes road

Death note

Skullgirls(lvl 50 in game if interested; nickname: 日葵 :3)

Additional☆☆☆

Love cats♡

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I think the reason why Sua secrificed herself wasn't only in her love for Mizi, but also in her apathy to life.

She didn't hope for anything since the beginning. Just lived as she was said to live and was a perfect doll for her guardian. The only dear person to her was her sister Hia but she passed away. That resulted in Sua's fear of losing people she loved.

Sua decided she had to secrifice herself because she knew she couldn't live without Mizi as she was "a sun" in her dark life. Also Sua knew that Mizi could live without her because she had something Sua didn't have: willingness to live.

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"Let's move to Japan together" sounds like a special way of saying "I love you"☆☆☆

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It's sad that some alnst fans don't understand it at all. It was perfectly seen by their judgement of the 1st round of zombie stage, especially Mizi's situation(same as in alnst) where everything was clear and literally "thrown at the face".

I not once noticed that some people see this project as just "representation of different orientations". But it's not quite right. Alien stage is about love in general. Different kinds of love(not only about gender) and how love affects people, especially in extreme conditions. About choice between "love" or "be loved" and between personal wellness and love for another person.

Also alnst is full of complex characters with traumatising stories, but people tend to judge them just by the cover missing their negative sides(for example Ivan) and positive sides(for example Mizi) and making "monsters" out of them. Also noticing only their orientation(which I think is a common problem for queer characters in general).

So despite alnst being a project that is free for interpretation, I think fans should look deeper in the story if they want to name themselves the "true fans".

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Aww, mofusand kittens are soo cute♡♡♡

A person who made them up totally knows a key to cat people hearts☆☆☆

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Dispite my admiration to Rubyeye(Mizi's voice actor), I also like all the solo alnst songs by C!naH(Sua's voice actor). Her voice is so melodic and gentle♡♡♡

Their duet sounds really good as well☆☆☆

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Mizi and Sua frames made by me☆☆☆

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Recently I've noticed some people say that Sua only objectifies Mizi as her fans do. But I can't totally agree with it.

It's noticeable that Sua sincerely worries about Mizi. In my opinion, she didn't do anything because she knew how this career was important to Mizi and hoped that hard times would pass. But her inaction only made everything worse. When Sua took cigarette from her, she did it because she was worried about Mizi's health, not because her "innocent and cute girl image" was ruined. Also Sua knew that Mizi was acting not Mizi like, not because she only saw her as "cute girl", but because she knew her since childhood and knew who Mizi really is. That's why it was painful for Sua to see how this cheerful and ambitious girl was fading under pressure of k-pop industry. Sua didn't want to lose a person who was dear to her.

In scene where Sua finally saw zombie Mizi(again how I interpret it) she was glad that they can finally can be together without any obstacles.

But I'm not trying to make Sua "saint". It's also noticeable how Sua is obsessed with Mizi and her desire of codependent relationship.

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Pose for the fans☆☆☆

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As for me, imigrantes road is one of the most interesting nishe progects☆☆☆

That's a shame that not many people know it :<

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I feel so sorry for Kami, like imagine how she felt when she lost all her friends one by one(Bento - died, Elize - missing, Socorro - insane)

I hope at the end of the series(if ghosttundra's going to continue it) she will be ok(

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I just wanna say how talanted is Rubyeye(Mizi's voice actor)

Her vocal range is increadible☆☆☆

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Alnst official art☆☆☆

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Mizisua zombie stage☆

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My first post on tumblr☆☆☆