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mak / kai. she/they. 18+. est. independent MILES UPSHUR of outlast. selective & activity will vary. feel free to send any questions, ims are open, and discord is available to mutuals! important links are listed below.
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Ohh…. Save me white guy™ horror game protags that undergo unspeakable horrors for the plot only to be killed and reanimated as a former fragment of themselves,,,… save me,,,,,
i don't think we consider enough the insane abandonment issues being undead would cause. because being undead is such a terminally isolating state - death itself has rejected you. decay will not touch you, no matter how completely you surrender as it eats away at everything you've ever known and loved. time will pass around you, unseeing, diverting its path like water flowing around a rock jutting from the riverbed. everyone and everything will leave you behind, if you don't leave them first. really it'd be more surprising if you didn't develop a personality disorder about it.
a cornerstone rite of passage in being undead is developing the ability to self-destruct in devastating and peculiar ways
daredevil sentence starters. s1ep7: stick. feel free to change pronouns as needed!
you have three limbs left. and other appendages no man wants to lose.
please tell me i don't detect a hint of admiration for that terrorist.
come on, you telling me this dickhead blowing up our backyard doesn't piss you off?
i wanna make sure the right person pays for what happened.
admittedly, i am a work in progress.
the numbers are like tea leaves. nobody reads them like i can.
each man needs to stand for himself... or fall with the unworthy.
first thing you gotta understand is nobody feels sorry for you and nobody ever will. 'cause when it comes to being born lucky... you won the friggin' lottery.
you know what they call stuff like that? gifts. the special kind. the kind that very few people have. or deserve.
smart don't come out of books, kid. smart is making the right decision at the right time.
you gonna spend your life crying and rocking yourself to sleep at night? or are you gonna dig deep and find out what it takes to reshuffle those cards life dealt you?
whole world around you, [name], and it is friggin' huge. all you need are the guts to let it in.
big world... not all of it flowers and sunshine. and the only way guys like you and me can survive is to grab it by the throat and never let it go.
my experience... there are no heroes, no villains. just people with different agendas.
anything happens to you... it's gonna be on me, and, uh... i don't want to be responsible for that. i can't.
you got a warped perspective on the whole good/bad thing, you know that?
this is my life and i made something of it, without you. that's the part that really pisses you off, isn't it?
i'm proud of you, i really am. the things you've done, what you've made of yourself, but... this is... surrounding yourself with soft stuff isn't life, it's death.
cut 'em loose, for their sake. break their hearts if you have to, just do it quick. or they will suffer and you will die.
relationships are a luxury men like you and me can't afford.
i'm trying to teach you how to stay alive.
you've got heart, kid. but heart's not enough. you've got to control that rage.
anger is a spark, good. rage is a wildfire, out of control, therefore useless. just like you laying there.
the only thing you know for sure is they're gone now. but i'm here.
now, get up. time to stop taking a beating and start giving one.
i know a lot of shit. this beer, for example, sucks.
after all your talk about cutting friends loose, and... now you need one.
i don't need a friend, i need a soldier. committed. not some bleeding heart idealist hanging onto half measures.
kid, in war, people die. if it's not you, it's the guy next to you.
i swear i will not kill anybody. pussy.
never is a man more good looking than when he is in love.
the mind controls the body, the body controls our enemies, our enemies control jack shit by the time we're done with them.
i needed a soldier. you wanted a father.
i hope in the outlast movie we see miles for 10 percent of the movie cuz hes behind the camera and the times we do see him hes looking like the most pathetic husk of a man who WILL make matters worse for himself by opening his mouth
gay .
"observant. bi, actually but what do you gain from pointin' that out? huh? you want me to be straight??" get them. get their ass. this one, officer.
Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Whoever finds my corpse- trust no one and tell everyone. I am not crazy. I know, I know, only crazy people say that. But I am as sane as this world allows, with a camera full of evidence.
Don’t call it a gospel. Call it a mockery of reason, –Let the world know it is Murkoff’s fault. Bury these bastards with my mutilated dead body.
independent miles upshur from outlast. adopted by mak / kai.
not me being emo now because i've had miles as a muse for such a long time now and outlast has been my favorite horror game ever since i've played it so many times and in a world of people loving your silent hills and fnafs and yadayadayadayada this has been MY favorite and now its getting an adaptation and if this sucks i will..... not be surprised but that will not stop the disappointment
STUMBLES HERE. OUTLAST MOVIE ANNOUNCED???????????
i came back to this blog just because of this news wake up miles we got shit to do
STUMBLES HERE. OUTLAST MOVIE ANNOUNCED???????????
miles can fit in most any verse because he's so fucking nosy and its his job to be-
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everyone who liked that ship post is in danger of getting kissed im js,,,
finally puts up a doc. still pretty wip, there's still stuff i gotta fill in but the basics and rules are all there c:
throws myself to the ground. ship with miles-
oh and that gap in my resume is when i was digging my own grave
the dirt under my nails is - yeah. it won't wash out. although that's actually from when i dug myself out again. i suppose success and defeat can look the same in a mirror.