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The actions we take and choices we make have consequences which are more or less know to us, but they also have collateral consequences which we don't see and can't predict because they require someone else actions and choice to manifest. The gut wrenching part is that those collateral consequences are sometimes devastating.

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Today I deleted your birthday reminder from my calendar, because you're no longer going to celebrate those.

Now I understand why my grandparents ask me to erase the numbers from their phones of the friends that have passed away.

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I am running on caffeine and good wishes. This is not sustainable.

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Липсваш ми, липсват ми и моментите, които няма да имаме.

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It is not depression, it's despair.

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"...well I guess that shows how small the world is.

...Not really... it's just a narrow road."

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"Сънищата са послания от дълбините."

Снощи влезе в съня ми, застана зад мен и ме гушна, бавно постепенно и нежно, и почувствах топлина, мекота, спокойствие, дом.

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This flying rock we are on is just such an unfair place.

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Ще ми липсваш! Вечно! Докато съм жив!

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I am still at five, still at resignation, I can't seem to climb back...

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Back to the start.

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Three years in a row souls dear to me leave this realm. And it is always in the spring. How long can someone survive in this state of grieving.

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Life gives you opportunities at the worst time possible, so that you can't take advantage of them.

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I feel I can do anything I want to, and it is fucking scaring me.

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"One of the hardest things you will ever do is heal alone, and when I say heal alone what I mean is healing without using other people to fill the void that you feel. To heal without dating people when you know you're not ready to heal without going every weekend to meet someone, to meet other people, to have a good time, to distract yourself, to fill up your schedule with a million things, so that you cannot sit in your grief and thing about it. Healing on your own will be one of the hardest things you will ever do, it will force you to sit in your grief and feel it and it is an awful feeling. It's an awful, awful feeling, but it will heal you inside and out. It will heal you, and it's not fair to use other people to fill the space that they can't fill, they can't, it's not fair to do that. It is your work. It is up to you to become whole on your own, because you will never be able to show up truly authentically in a relationship or connection with another person until you become whole on your own or at least are in the process of becoming whole on your own. Heal alone. Heal alone through therapy, journaling, sitting in your pain, self awareness, affirmations, manifestation, prayer, meditation, exercise. Whatever it takes, do it on your own and I promise you will reap rewards."

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Hey dawg the shooter was statistically probably a white cisgender heterosexual republican man. Not the "woke"

What is the statistical probability of a white heterosexual republican shooting another white heterosexual republican, because they share the same political and moral values?

I would say statistically probably extremely low.

Statistics has nothing to do with choosing a very specific target and killing it with a single shot.

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Charlie Kirk suspect 'in romantic relationship with transgender roommate'. So Anonymous what were you saying about a heterosexual republican, a? Homosexuality and transgender are abnormal mental conditions, which should not be celebrated, but treated. There is a thing called Psychological Imprinting which is a process in the development of children when they learn by observing and imitating figures in their live mainly their parents. Negative or inconsistent early experiences can lead to lasting negative impacts on emotional health, social perceptions and influencing adult behavior. Celebrating Homosexuality and transgenders leads to a downward societal spiral which is lacking society norms, standards and moral values and on the 10th Sep 2025 that has led to the murder of a man who was speaking his opinion. That mans names is Charlie Kirk.

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I still can't comprehend why would you kill the best politician of our time. A man who build himself by debating with people, a man who has never been associated with power or wealth, a man whose leading force and guidance was the mercy of his God, a man with a young family, a man whose purity from all the corruption in politics was leading him to become the best leader we have witnessed….

It is such a loss.

[hitheredreamer]

Hey dawg the shooter was statistically probably a white cisgender heterosexual republican man. Not the "woke"

What is the statistical probability of a white heterosexual republican shooting another white heterosexual republican, because they share the same political and moral values?

I would say statistically probably extremely low.

Statistics has nothing to do with choosing a very specific target and killing it with a single shot.