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Low-key had a really stressful day and seeing that Barney doodle made me very happy,,, ur art style is very cool and I love this acc :)

dude tysm i really appreciate this!! Made the acc kinda just as a shitpost thing for my own happiness and to cure artblock + for the love of a fandom i enjoy, so i didnt expect much interaction tbh. But im really glad that people enjoy it!! Makes my day as well ^_^

#unrelated #I also really appreciate this comment thank you so much #Have had a stressful day as well so i get it lmao #Did this comment make me cry a little??maybeeee. But genuinely thank you for the support!!#Im glad i could cheer you up :]#This comment makes me happy on so many levels.gonna pin this one <3

hiii guyyyyyys. okay so some personal stuff happened and i couldnt post 4 the daily,,,, i still might not be able 2 for a bit but once everything gets back 2 normal ill let you guys know !!!!!

#unrelated #also ill just go back 2 posting art like normal and follow where i left off once i can #but yeah sorry for the random disappearance!!#ik its only been 2 days but im probably not gonna be able to post for a bit longer oof #thanks for everybodys patience tho!! ^_^

day 35

My girl doing fine if you ask me #she got this

#Day 35 #half life #hl2 #half life 2 #alyx vance #tw brightness #Lazy doodle mb i couldnt really bring myself to do much more than eat 5 ice cream bars today

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what the fuck why am i like ten years late to every fandom i join !!!

#Me with tf2 doctor who gravity falls fnaf portal half life supernatural etc #Like all of these fandoms are around still? But most times I was into it right before the resurgence #Like with fnaf I got into it when not even hot topic had merch cause it was so unpopular #Thank God I got back into hlvr and half life in time for a resurgence #< prev tags #Dude its so bad for me rn #Im trying to join twdg 14 years late but what fucking wver man #Even my more recent fandoms are dead man i gotta get a new hobby #The guy NOBODY imvited showing up ten million years late

what the fuck why am i like ten years late to every fandom i join !!!

#unrelated #Its like im finding shreds of invitation letters and still showing up asking if the party is happening yet. Like you dumbfuck you missed it

day 34

I turned them into bird creatures and they are awesome if uou ask me . Ilove them

#Day 34 #half life 2 #half life #tw brightness #alyx vance #gordon freeman #barney calhoun #They are stupid bird things now!!#Ill feed them nice bird seed its okay guys

pickled spicy peanuts are not very good actually

#unrelated #But im still hungry

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my throat hurts how do i blame this on dr breen

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literally every bone in my body hates me. Everything #hurts !!!!!!!breen hates my ass!!!

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They're putting chemicals in the water to make your bones hurt

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what!!! Thats evil and awful..ive been drinking bone hurting juice this entire time. I m gonna be SICK!!!!

#They call it... bone hurting juice #<rhats such an evil name.i hate you bone hurting juice !!!

theres a point in time during every hyperfixation i have,, i have to decide whether or not i make a rp blog for some character that ill use like once bc im too shy.and that point is now and real and im #terrified !

#unrelated #Looking around sweat emoji nervous emoji #Do i have fun or DIE…..decisions decisions !#Ive made a total of 6 rp blogs that were all abandoned or deleted within 5 months but i could totally maintain this next one i might make #< lie

day 33

Some pose stuff ive done recently!

#Day 33 #Alyx ones r scuffed cause i posed them on mobile and dont have as much control over the models as i would in sfm lol #sfm #half life #hl2 #tw brightness #Bleghhh we gotta explode everybody!!! Maybe ill actually render these idk prob not lmao #prisma 3d

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my throat hurts how do i blame this on dr breen

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literally every bone in my body hates me. Everything #hurts !!!!!!!breen hates my ass!!!

#unrelated #my arm hurts my knee hurts my head hurts god save me #Its okay though cuz hl will save me.hl3 is my cure

I Want You To Love Me by fiona apple freehoun style does anybody understand this one

#unrelated #Okay i gotta shutup now this is like my twnth post tonight #“Ive waited many years. Every print i left upon the track has lead me here. & next year itll be clear this was only leading me to that. -#- and by that time i hope that you love me”#+ “whenever you want to begin. begin. We dont have to go back to where weve been. I am the woman who wants you to win and ive been waiting-#- for you to love”#These lyrics especially make me think of them yknow #Many years - the 20 years barney has waited for his best friend to come back #We dont have to go back to where weve been - black mesa and city 17. Being able to both leave to white forest #Okaya sorry Guys idk pride month is getting to me i actually hate them alot and they both must EXPLODE.whatever man its 1 am

Been messing around in gmod and got to read notes on a board in kleiners lab. So heres a list of various things on it that i like

A craft made by alyx that looks like kleiner and says ‘uncle kleiner’ with various stars and hearts around it. <( found this one to be really cute )

a sticky note saying ‘find more watermelon for lamarr’

multiple pictures of whats probably the desert surrounding black mesa pre cascade

notes studying headcrab(?) biology

Idk these r probably already known i just like the detail hl2 has and appreciate that i can actually get an idea of what kleiner is studying in his lab and doing yknow

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