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I will love you for the rest of my life! Assure yourself to that.

A ten minute talk

While on my way home i was wondering how he was doing at home. After a long day, all i want is to see him waiting for me since it was his rest day. On the road i cant resist to cry because i knew there is something wrong. He did not messaged me telling to be home safe and that he misses me because that is the normal stuff he does. As i arrived, i learned hes out with her friend. I cried, i cried so hard because i was hurt. How could he? He should have known better.

I was in bed crying when he hugged me telling he was sorry and that we should eat because its getting late. At first i refused, but then he said he will explain everything. I cant look him in the eye because i’m partly mad. I cant even speak any words. When we are getting ready to eat he keeps on saying sorry and then i looked him in the eye with my deepest thoughts, i told him what i feel...

And after that ten minutes conversation, After he sincerely said sorry, we both know that we pass another challenge in our relationship which will help us to be better in different things especially in terms of understanding each other. Well, that ten minute talk did a lot.

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I should be proud because ma man remains faithful and responsible in his actions toward the other girls out there who has interest in him.

Spare me more patience today lord.

Hey Jude.

Hey Jude, good morning last night we are doing the laundry and we have talked about many things like what if one day i became tired of loving him and left. Actually he is not the one that is afraid of losing the love we have for each other. What if one day it is not me that will left, what if he’s the one. The good about it is that we really are open on the things that we might encounter in the future. But Jude, the one thing i know in myself is that i love him more than he knows. And i will do everything to take care of him, to be successful in different things. I love him big time Jude, i really do.

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She is hurt. She is broken.

I know someone who is cheerful, lovely, and joyful everyday. I can still remember the time when i met her, she’s bright like a fresh rose in a garden. We loved her smiles more than she knows. We are happy when shes happy. And when she met her someone especial we, her friends doubted for we know it will not work as perfect as she imagined it to be.

And then their love story starts. She was very happy. Every time she had a rough day with her boyfriend she used to tell us how hard for herself that their relationship is in that situation. They argue stupid small things and she always get jealous but that is normal anyway. She made plans to have her forever with that guy and she even made a promise that she will love him forever as much as she loved herself. Stupid right? because there’s no forever! *i’m just saying* We know how much she admires the relationship they both have. They seem happy together but..

They broke up. She became miserable, unhappy. Shai, now do not believe that true love exist. She became bitter in different things. The relationship failed because the guy said that he is not matured enough to take care of her and that they are not meant to be together. Moving on is really hard knowing that you have the same feelings but you cant be together. The night they broke up is the night she cried herself to sleep. Loneliness is swallowing her every single day because of the idea that she will no longer wake up with sweet messages from the guy she loved the most. It distresses her most when she found out that she was just used. Shai was hurt Shai was broken and she is planning for a revenge.