When Thought Monsters Devour You

Artistic, Pretty, Random, Ugly, Strange. Rambling when no one's listening.

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Rambling...ramble ramble

I've found that I'm the heaviest I've ever been . I wanted to write this down before I lose the weight and forget how I was treated. While there are men and women who adore me and my body as I am now I don't want to forget all of the men who knew me when I was slimmer and treated me differently as I got bigger. And I don't want to forget the moment I realized I was being treated differently.

I've found that my thought process has changed from how it used to now that I've turned 30. And I want to write this down so I don't forget when repeat offenders come back around. I don't want to forget the people I dated and befriended once and how poorly I was treated. How neglected and disrespected I was. But I want to praise and cherish the people who have loved and cherished me. I've spent too much time trying to keep dying connections alive with people who don't value me when I should be calling my friends more. Currently trying to spend more time with my besties.

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30 lbs down and still going.

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Pisces in the 7th house but the fantasy is slowly creeping to an end. I'm emotionally sober af and I'm moving into a new mindset.

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