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paitynsinclair‌:
Paityn didn’t recognize the man next to her, but he seemed nice enough. Though, “nice enough” was easy to fake. Always on edge, never wanting to cause trouble, she straightened her posture and pulled down the hem of her dress.Â
Her father taught her best: snakes hide behind kind eyes.
“I guess I’m just too used to hearing lectures about cancer and rotting teeth. I feel like defending my actions has become more of a habit of mine than smoking.”
Holden watched the woman’s movements. It wasn’t completely obvious, but he’s seen the hidden demons enough to make his own assumptions about people. Even if something was amiss, he’d always seen worse and maybe that was the most terrifying part of it all.Â
“Well, then, that’s our choice to make in taking those chances. At least that’s the way I see it.” He shrugged, taking in a deep breath. “Are you okay though? Do you need my jacket? It’s a little chilly out.”
lucacostello‌:
Maybe it wasn’t a good look for Luca to be flirting with any living, breathing woman in Chicago whenever he was engaged to Paisley, but he wasn’t sure that he cared what people thought at that point. Luca wasn’t considered with his public image, nor what the loyalists thought of him; they still had to respect him, even if they didn’t like him.
Thankfully, Holden had never really been an issue.
“Yeah. I’ve got the marriage of my dreams waiting for me,” he said as dryly as humanly possible. “What’re you doing drinking water, dude? Get yourself a real drink. I’ll buy.”
“Don’t you sound excited.” Holden found this whole ordeal almost entertaining and he found himself holding back a laugh as Luca spoke. “Thanks, but no thanks, man. I don’t drink.” He saw what drugs and alcohol did to other people and for years made it a thing not to use any substances. He quickly downed the rest of his water to further his point before setting the cup down.Â
“What are you doing here, anyway? Don’t you want to taste cake and choose the perfect font for the menus?” He teased, looking around at the crowd of people. The old Holden would hate this, but today it almost felt like home. Plus, from what he knew of Luca, he wasn’t too bad of a guy. He just got caught up in a shit storm and even Holden wouldn’t know how to escape that.
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The smell of coffee was something Holden never took for granted. It reminded him of early mornings before high school and the ones he had when prepping for college. He always had it black with 1 sugar to cut the bitterness, but when at a cafe he could drink at least 3 Americanos before feeling every nerve in his system vibrate. It reminded him he could still feel something. He was in line, waiting to order his second round when he heard the woman in front of him had forgotten her wallet.Â
“Add an Americano to that order and I’ll pay.” He chimed in from behind the raven haired woman. He knew what it was like to have those days and if anything, he’d just miss out on his third coffee. Maybe that was what was for the best anyway. Once the order was rung up, he handed over the money with a smile. “Keep the change.” He said before turning to finally look at the person who had been in front of him. He took in a deep breath, releasing it in a heavy sigh. “I hope that was okay-- have a great day.”Â
lucacostello‌:
Luca was sitting on the couch, very obviously flirting with one of the escorts who was technically on a date with someone else. That wasn’t stopping Luca, though - and she seemed to be semi interested.
Unfortunately, Luca was engaged, which typically sent women running in the other direction. Not like he really wanted any of them, anyway. His shoulders slumped slightly as the escort dismissed him and walked away.Â
He glanced over at the person beside him.
“Normally, that doesn’t happen to me.”
Holden took a sip of his water, eyes locked on Luca as he tried to work his magic on a woman he couldn’t decide whether or not was out of his league. He knew the arrangements that had been made and he knew the boy was in over his head. So, he made his way over to him, sitting down next to him right as the woman walked away.Â
“Don’t worry buddy, it’s not like you’re going to be alone forever, right?” He teased, patting the boy on the back before sitting back and getting comfortable.Â
N A M E: Holden Estrada A G E: Twenty-Eight O C C U P A T I O N: Drug Dealer L O Y A L T Y: Costello Crime Family
                   SOME RISE BY SIN,               AND SOME BY VIRTUE FALL.
Holden Estrada’s involvement in organized crime was all because of his stupid, greedy father. Anton Estrada was a drug dealer for the Costellos— and a pretty shitty one, at that. He’d always skim from the top, keep a little extra for himself, thinking that the Costellos wouldn’t notice. They fucking noticed. And they weren’t happy about it, either. They didn’t take too kindly to being stolen from, so Anton’s life came to an end at the age of thirty-eight. His body was never found. With no mother in the picture, Holden was shipped off to live with an aunt in Ohio. It was a small town, quiet, and definitely no place for someone as smart as Holden. As a boy, he knew very little about his father— only that he’d gotten himself involved in some things that he shouldn’t have. Holden had no desire for a life like that, and he planned to keep it that way.Â
School was a breeze. Good grades were second nature to Holden. He didn’t even have to try. Everything that he saw in school, he retained almost instantly. He was soft spoken, kind— well liked by everyone, actually. He graduated as the Salutatorian of his class, with plans to go to Stanford in the fall. Unfortunately for Holden, the Costellos had been keeping tabs on him ever since his father died.Â
A few weeks before Holden’s first semester at college, he received a visit from Leon Costello himself. There was no future left for Holden. He belonged to the Costellos until Marcel decided that Anton’s debt had been paid. He was given a twenty-four hour window to be in Chicago. The Costellos didn’t care that Holden was eighteen, jobless, and scared. He had to do what he was told. It was his own life that was on the line, after all.
Holden said goodbye to an education, a full ride scholarship, and his aunt. He fabricated a story, insisting that he’d received a last minute offer from the University of Chicago, and that he had to leave right away to get settled in.Â
Once Holden was in Chicago, he had no idea where to go. The Costellos hadn’t given him any additional information. He checked in to the cheapest motel that he could find, and within the hour, several Costello henchmen had paid him a visit. That night, he was officially an employee of the organization.Â
Holden had never even smoked weed before; how in the hell was he going to sell drugs for a living? He was forced to adapt quickly. He didn’t like what he was doing, but he was too scared to turn back. Going to the police wasn’t an option— he knew very well what happened to rats. So he toughened up, did what he was told. He figured he’d be working off his father’s debt for a few years, but he was wrong. It’s been ten long years, and Marcel shows no signs of freeing him anytime soon.Â
Over the years, Holden acclimated to his position. It wasn’t an easy transformation, but a necessary one. He had to learn how to defend himself. The streets were mean, and the clients that he sold to were even worse. If he shorted the Costellos, that only added to the debt that Holden needed to pay back. For a few years, Holden dreamed of an escape. If he saved enough cash, he could be halfway across the globe before the Costellos noticed. But was that even a life worth living? One where he was always on the run, looking over his shoulder? There was also the possibility of just… embracing it all. Fuck everything else. He was smart enough to move up the ladder, to be someone important. Maybe there was no use in putting up a fight anymore.
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salma-carrillo‌:
At first, it had been an adjustment, going from heiress to lowly stripper. But now? It was just another excuse to flaunt her body and meet powerful men that frequented the Venetian. And the money? It was too damn good to turn down.Â
Salma sauntered off the stage, a big smile on her lips. She got a rush on stage, a sort of high that no drugs or alcohol could match, and it lasted for hours after. But her work wasn’t done for the night. She scanned the club for someone to focus her attention on. Her eyes locked on a patron a few feet away and she made a beeline for them.Â
“You look like you need another drink,” she asked, a smile on her lips “What’re you drinking?”
Like expected, The Venetian was just as perfect as any other night he had been there. Where there was sex and alcohol, drugs were sure to follow. If it weren’t for that Holden would never step foot in a place like this. I guess you could say it wasn’t his drug of choice, but then again his drug of choice had been unreachable since the day Leon Costello came up to him and changed his life forever.Â
Holden’s eyes lingered, landing on the woman who had started coming over to where he was leaning against the back wall. She was beautiful. He’d be wrong to deny the natural instincts in him to say there was no attraction. He could feel his lips twitch into a smile for half a second before returning to neutral.Â
“I’m not drinking, but thank you anyway.” He said politely, nodding in the direction of other patrons who would probably kill for her attention. “I’m probably not your best choice here anyway.”
paitynsinclair‌:
Paityn walked out of Sapphire, rubbing her shoulders. The Chicago wind was chill at night, even in late August. She leaned her head against the brick wall of the building and lit a cigarette. The smoke masked the smell of alcohol on her lips and the head-rush calmed her nerves.Â
People. There was a big crowd inside.
Paityn didn’t realize someone was near her. Feeling awkward, she turned her body a bit, masking the cancer stick in her hand slightly.Â
“It’s a nasty habit, I know…”
It was a place that Holden frequented often. Sapphire. It was also one of the places he got the highest influxes of customers for the Costellos. He didn’t quite fit into the whole scene, but at this point he had no choice but to do what he was told. After a while though, he needed a break. The cool air against his skin was refreshing, even when smoke lingered into his personal space. He directed his attention to the seemingly familiar red head standing next to him,
“Everyone has their habits.” He shrugged, forcing a small smile. “Who am I to judge?”