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I'm doing pretty well tonight. Saw Evangelion 4.0 and it was emotional. I love Shinji. I love when he's depressed too hee hee what a cutie.

I wish I died whem I was 25, why am I still here. I'm 27 already, this is too much.

I don't like phone calls. The less I know the better. I'm hurt.

I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this

It's a hard night

It's a REALLY hard night

My life fucking sucks. It's not fair to say that because of how bad other people have it, but.. I never asked to be born. I don't WANT to be alive. I don't like living. I don't care for this gift I've been given, and I know that's highly selfish of mii... It ain't fair that I'm such a crybaby. Fuck.

I am not feeling so good hnnggg....

Listen.. that hurts because I know ur having more fun without mii. If I were there, I'd bring the mood down.

I'm so hurt I'm so jealous I'm so done with living....

As if this is like a dear diary, uhh heh heh umm.

Things have gotten pretty bad today. Sum bad news hit mii hard. I'm trying to stay calm. Some caffeine helped I think..? I was distracted quite well, not gonna lie haha. But yea. I did some breathing exercises my therapist recommended to mii. It helped ground mii a tad bit, bring mii back to reality. Just going through the motions. I hope the news is fake, please for the love of my girlfriend I pray it's not serious...

..U~U..

I wish I could kill myself I'd have less to deal with

Yet again I didn't play enough

Fuck everything fuck EVERYTHING

I wish I was good company hmmm

Just to one specific person I mean

6n6

The more I always say, the more I always regret. Learn from ur goddamn mistakes u fucking idiot.

4th or so breakdown of the day here we gooooo

How FUCKING unstable and I???? Ooohhhohohoho yes. Just. YES.

I hate everything about myself

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