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[holyschnitzel]

I fear that my ask might be lost in the wind 😭 or maybe you deleted it? Either way I'm sorry if the ask makes you uncomfortable

reminder for everyone: I can’t answer every ask, and when I don’t, it isn’t personal. I receive a lot of messages, I’m not online every day, and I take time to write thoughtful replies, that means I will always be behind.

please don’t read silence as rejection, judgment, or indifference, and please don’t hold me responsible for your disappointment or anxiety if I don’t respond. I don’t have the capacity to manage that for others.

if I answer something, it’s because I had the time and energy in that moment. if I don’t, it simply means I didn’t—nothing more.

EDIT: When it comes to Broken Colors, I only answer questions about DG, Damon, Rasmus, and Vito.

honestly, there isn't much that would make me uncomfortable.

my +18 blog is pro-taboo, anti-shaming, anti-censorship & welcoming to queer folks. you're welcome to talk to me about topics like incest, bestiality, age gaps, or even adult/adolescent ships. just not in relation to BC, since Blastic is uncomfortable with these topics, and I want to respect her wishes. (I bring up these topics mainly because they don't make me uncomfortable. I rarely write about them, so you'll hardly find anything about them on my blog unless you ask ^^)

Discord: if I’m publicly talking to someone because, for example, they want to translate the game and I give them my Discord ID — that is not an open invitation for everyone else to start sending me friend requests. please don’t do that.

thanks for your understanding :)

[holyschnitzel]

sooo~ I wanted to give the game a fresh new UI. what do y'all think? 😊

[holyschnitzel]

I'm noticing you're more active right now, like those nights when creativity or motivation just returns ( ￣▽￣)..

So I'll try asking ＼(_ _)

Sorry if this is long, I'm trying to write a comic about my MC and Damon, only Damon's actions in my head aren't quite as intense as Damon's ( ｀д´)

Imagine MC, after a tedious and slow day at work, simply walking the streets at night, drunk—with a bottle in one hand and her jacket in the other, talking louder than she should, laughing out loud to herself, and crossing streets barely noticing the cars slamming on their brakes when they see her. Even attracting the attention of some people or groups that, if she were aware, she wouldn't want noticing her.

I can imagine Damon perhaps nervous or worried if he's stalking her, knowing that this is something she does regularly. He might see her crossing very high bridges, almost jumping too close to the edge or walking on the railing like a cat, but he's also not entangled enough with MC to just show up and accompany her out of the blue.

What would he do? What would he think? (゜ロ゜)

Or even if he were already close to MC, assuming the flirting or approach is working out well for him ( ≧∀≦)ノ

hmm, I don't think he needs to be super intense for this 🤔

sure, Damon would be furious—but not at MC. at the situation. at the cars. at the bridge. at himself for not being able to do anything about it without looking like exactly what he is. he'd follow at a distance. when she wobbles too close to the edge? he'd freeze. his heart would pound so hard he'd taste it in his throat. he'd take a step forward, stop, take another. his instincts would scream at him to grab her, pull her back, lock her somewhere safe—but he knows that's not how this works. not yet. he doesn't have the right. so he'd hover. follow. watch. and hate every second of it.

if she falls? he'd catch her. if she's in danger? he'd step in, but only as a "stranger" who just happened to be passing by. he'd play the concerned citizen, the helpful florist on his way home. and he'd use that encounter to make sure she doesn't do this again.

if Damon's already entangled with MC, then he'd approach her and offer to walk her home. if she's happy to see him? he'd feel a rush of warmth so intense it almost hurts. yet he'd keep a careful distance unless she leans on him. if she takes his arm? he'd hold her steady, heart hammering, trying to pretend this is normal and not everything he's ever wanted <3 he'd walk her the whole way, stand at her door until she's safely inside, and only then would he let himself breathe ^^

I hope this answers your question. good luck with your comic! :)

[holyschnitzel]

hellooo GULP idk if you have answered this before or if this is a bit of a strange question to ask about a character from an erotic game 😭

but im quite curious, would damon act differently towards an asexual mc/an mc that isnt interested in having sex w him at all? like, especially relationship-wise, how make or break would that be for him? or would he just like, yk, help himself to us (lol /hj)

erm don’t feel pressured to answer it’s just something that been in the back of my mind, if ur reading this i wish you a wonderful day and wonderful news because youre lowk awesome🙏🫶

aww thank you. I wish you a wonderful weekend, anon <3

I've already answered that question HERE :)

[holyschnitzel]

我想知道拉斯穆斯的父亲青少年时期是否也像拉斯穆斯现在这样叛逆?

我觉得不算哦。虽然他们父子都很有自尊心，但表达方式完全不一样。Paavo 青少年时期承担了太多责任，把时间几乎都花在学习上，一直努力成为别人期待的样子，而不是去反抗那些期待。

关于他的成长经历，我之前也详细回答过，你可以看看这里：CLICK

[holyschnitzel]

Hi Holy, I hope you're doing well!

I have a question about Rasmus: does he own his own house or does he live with his father?

(I apologize if you don't understand, I'm using a translator)

no worries, I understand you perfectly well! ^^

we actually talked about this recently and came to the same conclusion: Ras lives in his own apartment, but he visits his family pretty often and occasionally crashes at their place. and our boy is fancy enough to live in a loft :>

[holyschnitzel]

Hi, Holy! Hope you are doing well ^^

Not sure if this was already asked before, but will there be another chance in the future for our BC OC to be a background character to the game?

I hope you're doing well too! ^^

yep, as soon as we're ready, Blastic will reopen the tier on Patreon and you peeps can then submit your OCs :)

[holyschnitzel]

Okay, I've received multiple anonymous asks about conflicts between members of the fandom, including completely opposite accounts of the same situation.

I'm not in a position to investigate or verify claims about private individuals, and I don't want my blog to become a place where people make accusations against each other. Because of that, I've removed the previous ask.

Please don't send me anonymous callout posts or ask me to decide who's telling the truth. If someone is engaging in harassment, threats, or other abusive behavior, please use the appropriate reporting tools and handle it through the platforms involved.

I'd like to keep this blog focused on Broken Colors rather than interpersonal fandom disputes 🙏

[holyschnitzel]

Do you ever see the same people liking your posts immediately after you post them and wonder if they’re like constantly stalking your account for updates?

are you trying to imply something there~? ;D

but actually, no. I just assume some folks have notifications turned on for social media, so they get an alert on their phone whenever someone makes a new post. is that still a thing? or am I gonna have to grab my binoculars and scan the trees for you? xD

[holyschnitzel]

https://x.com/i/status/2073344033015865555

💙 WWDGD? (What would Delivery Guy do?) 🐸

"Aw hey, little buddy. How'd you get in there? Trying out for ballet?"

for a split second, he'd find the frog's predicament amusing before rescuing the poor little guy and taking him somewhere safer, where it'd be much happier. he'd probably crouch down and watch it for a while afterward, just to make sure it was doing okay 🐸<3

[holyschnitzel]

Would Damon and Dg watch porn together? How often do they watch it?

hmm, we've never really talked about them watching porn... but I honestly can't imagine either of them being super into it 🤔 Damon is a lot less interested in sex when he doesn't have a crush he can fantasize about. I see him as the kind of person who couldn't care less what random people or actors do in their bedrooms. I think he just needs that emotional connection, and someone who's taking their clothes off for him and nobody else. DG, on the other hand, would probably rather make his own porn because he'd find that way more fun, and I doubt he'd be a big fan of how fake mainstream porn often feels. that doesn't mean he wouldn't watch videos, though—whether to get inspiration or just to laugh at them xD

so~ be ready for some homemade recordings when you're getting sandwiched between them :3

[holyschnitzel]

What would an argument between Rasmus and his father be like?

I'm afraid that's a spoiler question. you'll find out in Day 2 and the later chapters. for now, I'd say their argument is still pretty mild, but that's just me, lol.

[holyschnitzel]

I love whatever is wrong with DG fans 🙏

hehe~ bold of you to assume there's something wrong with us 😌💙

[holyschnitzel]

Hello Holy! In your pinned post you stated that you won’t be talking about other characters that aren’t rasmus, DG, or Damon when discussing broken colors. Does this also apply to the characters mentioned at the beginning of the game as frequent customers of the store?

I’m asking because I saw the ask that was asking about angel’s relationships and you answered the question but also reiterated the statement in the pinned post. I’m just a bit confused, and this isn’t me trying to catch you in some kind of lie. I was just genuinely curious and a bit confused😭

Also, would that mean we’re allowed to ask about other characters if they aren’t related to the main game? Just facts about them and whatnot similarly to questions regarding the main 3. And keeping them separate from the main storyline?

I apologize if this was already addressed by now or if you’re tired of this kind of thing coming up. If that’s the case then please ignore this ask! I really don’t want this to have a negative effect on you in anyway, if that’s does happen I am sorry that was not my intention. Have a nice day/night!🫶

I think the confusion comes from the fact that my pinned post is more of a general guideline than an absolute rule. I know the main cast (DG, Damon, Rasmus, and Vito) inside and out because I'm responsible for writing them in the game. for many of the side characters, though, I simply don't have much information beyond what Blastic has already shared with me, so I can't answer detailed questions about them without making things up.

sometimes I can answer simple questions about minor characters if it's information I happen to know, like the ask about Angel. but if I don't know the answer, then you won't see a post from me.

and no worries at all! I didn't take your ask as trying to catch me in a "lie." it was a perfectly fair question. I hope this clears things up! have a nice day too ❤️

[holyschnitzel]

Hello! I wonder if Vito will become more confident because of MC's constant affirmation and praise of him? If he becomes more confident, how will he treat MC?

yep, Vito can become more confident through MC’s praise and steady affection, but it wouldn’t happen overnight, and it wouldn’t turn him into a completely different person. I imagine a more confident Vito would still be gentle, awkward, and a little self-conscious, but he would stop apologizing so much. he’d become more direct with you, more willing to flirt back, and less likely to immediately retreat when teased. with you, he would probably become warmer and a bit more openly devoted. he’d still have moments where his family’s influence creeps back in, especially when he worries he isn’t impressive enough or useful enough, but he would recover from those moments faster. he could become more playful, and more willing to ask for what he wants instead of waiting in the background and hoping you notice.

Vito’s confidence would grow the most if your words are backed up by actions, because empty praise is something his family could easily twist or perform for their own benefit. what matters is that MC sees him as Vito, not as a family asset, not as a disappointment, and not as someone who has to earn affection by being useful ^^

[holyschnitzel]

Hey I love Vito so much but…how would he feel if I called him “Pito” instead just to mess with him? (Pito is a way to say “dick” in Spanish)

if he didn’t know what it meant, he’d give you a confused little smile and ask, "Is that supposed to be cute, or am I being insulted?" then, once someone explained it to him, he’d go visibly red and immediately regret asking xD he wouldn’t get genuinely angry unless you kept using it in public or clearly meant it to humiliate him. Vito can handle teasing, especially from someone he likes, but there’s a difference between playful teasing and making him feel like the joke everyone is staring at. if you were dating, he might tolerate it once or twice if MC says it with a grin and no real malice behind it. but he’d still beg you not to call him that at his workplace. he already has enough trouble acting normal around someone he likes; being called "Pito" would absolutely make him want to disappear into his own shadow :3

[holyschnitzel]

That's it! I need more Vito in my life. He is such a cutie! A million smooches to him and a million amooches to you for making this treasure!

I know he is on the more submissive end but i want to worship this man like a king. Would he be ok with that? Absolute, on my knees, worshipping this gem😍🩶🩶🩶

thank you so much! 😚 I swear you Vito fans are the sweetest! 🥰

he would survive about three seconds of this before turning red enough to be mistaken for a warning light 😁 being worshipped like a king would fluster him terribly at first. he wouldn’t know where to put his hands, he’d probably laugh under his breath, look away, rub the back of his neck, and try to say something self-deprecating like, "That seems like a bit much for me, doesn’t it?" but he wouldn’t hate it. not at all~ he’s used to being measured by usefulness, status, family expectations, and whether he can become impressive enough to finally be valued. so someone openly treating him like he’s precious just as he is would hit him very hard. he might try to downplay it, because being put on a pedestal would make him nervous, but if he trusted MC and knew they weren’t mocking him, he’d absolutely melt under that kind of devotion.

so yeah~ he would be okay with it, but expect him to be bashful, awkward, and completely unable to act regal about it :3