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          with something so touchy like this, being pushy might get him a drink in the face and the after images of her heading for the door. if her mood was right ( or wrong ) enough for it. or it just might make her spill. there’s no knowing what direction she could go in. in this case, she keeps her drink in her hand —- and it is her drink now, he’s offically let her take ownership when he gets up to get himself a different one ( and tops up hers, too; a good move, a nod to why she likes him so much in the first place ). he chooses to sit on the coffee table instead of the couch with her. it doesn’t go unnoticed but she doesn’t know why he does it. her mind doesn’t linger on it too long but properly more then enough. perhaps she’s buying herself time to decide how much she wants to talk about. if she wants to talk at all. or stick to her idea that she doesn’t at all. ❝i fuck up more than you could ever know.. i can talk about my roommate but that’s it.❞ she wont talk about the person from her past. the kind of trauma could end with a stay in a mental hospital if she drug too deep. but after she says what she does, she realizes she can’t say too much about her roommate either. but for different reasons. noah is in some shady stuff. ❝he’s gone a lot lately. i think he has a girlfriend..❞ or he’s in deep trouble. but since he comes back and he always smells like chanel, she thinks he’s seeing someone now. ❝i didn’t think that would bother me so much but.. it’s not like i’m in love with him or anything, we’ve only messed around a few times, i just— i don’t know. he’s going to leave me. i can feel it.❞

         of course it had crossed his mind to take his own drink back, her having a drink could be a good or bad thing as he knew she loved a drink almost as much as him but also knew well enough she could throw it on someone. rory figured she needed the drink so was giving her the benefit of the doubt. he took a large swig of his drink light eyes flickering over her features during the silence between the pair. sitting on the coffee table wasn’t a weird thing for rory, he did it to give her some more space and so it was easy to look at her, show that he did generally care about her and was trying. as hara started to talk he focused his full attention on her, listening to her every word, he had a good heart and was a caring person really, people didn’t seem to notice that about him though, no one saw past the way the media portrayed him which was as ‘the spoiled boy from a perfect family,’ it was so far from the truth but it never actually bothered him because he knew the real him and so did those closest to him. “alright, thats better than nothing,” he spoke with a small smile on his lips as he continued to listen to her, waiting to hear what had happened that drove her to his place. “but i thought he would tell you if he had a girlfriend..” he started shoulders pulling up into a casual shrug, he didn’t really understand the relationship between hara and her roommate too much, he never asked much about it either, “i mean you sound scared love, that makes sense though because there could be a new girl someone you don’t know or trust and he could bring her into your home or if things go good enough then he could leave and you’re right about that. he cares about you, i don’t think he would be out to do anything to actually hurt you, maybe you should talk to him about it..” it was a suggestion probably not one she would appreciate but throughout his whole life the one thing he had found was that communication was key. 

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Malachi was usually never one to be caught kissing a woman in public, especially in the workplace, but he couldn’t help but kiss the girl back. She had some sort of affect on him although he couldn’t quite place a finger on it yet. The male then chuckled at her comment and her wink, placing a kiss on his cheek before nodding his head. “I wouldn’t have a problem punishing you later if you’re a bad girl, Evie.” Malachi mused with a grin. “If you need anything, find one of the men that work here and they can come get me alright? I’ll be back soon.”

Evie knew it was a bit of a risk kissing him in a public place, even more so his workplace but as he kissed her back the girl smiled into the kiss as relief rushed through her body. Taking another small sip of her drink she placed it down on the counter so she could wrap both of her arms around his neck, “I know handsome, I wouldn’t mind having you punish me after all I am yours,” those words were strange for her to say but at the same time it felt right, for some strange reason everything with Malachi was just right. “Okay, don’t worry about me too much I am sure no one will try anything and well they will be sorry if they do, rejection is never a fun thing,” she chuckled pressing a kiss to his jawline unable to reach anywhere else. The brunette dropped her arms to her side and picked up her drink once more taking another small sip. 

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                 ❝i can’t agree and you know that’s true.❞ watching him drink, though, makes her realize the only thing she’s wrong on right now is sitting down without a drink of her own. but now that she’s seated and feeling heavy emotional, she feels too weighed down to consider getting up. so when he decides to come closer, she snatches the drink from his hand, and feeds herself generous gulps. just in case he’d decided to grab it back — which he probably would. she sinks a little lower in sofa’s corner, glass lowering in her lap, fingers caging over it, all to offer it the chance to stay in her lap. it’s only a matter of moments before he tries to get it back. they both seemed to lean heavily on drinking. her expression falls flatter. even if there’s still the idea of a playful smile on her lips, him pressing about things dulls the ability to stay in forgetting territory.  ❝wouldn’t beating someone up hurt your rep, starboy?❞ she takes another sip after her words admit to chase off his curiosity. she tries to figure out the best way, and the fastest way, to explain it — you know, if she absolutely has to. ❝i saw someone i didn’t think i’d see again and it was so upsetting i kind of started a fit with my roommate, so… i rather not go into full gutted details, okay? i fucked up again.❞

                rory arched a brow watching as she gulped away his drink he wasn’t really angry about it because she did look like she needed it and he had plenty of alcohol in his house that was always the case. turning on his heel he walks back to the kitchen counter grabbing another glass and the bottle returning to where hara was, placing the glass on the table he poured a fresh one then leaned over and filled up her glass before taking a seat on the table in front of the sofa. hara saw a lot more kindness from rory than most, he had a wee soft spot for the girl and while sometimes he still came across a bit cold and uninterested that wasn’t the case. a playful smile of his own crept its way onto his features, lifting his own glass to his lips taking a small sip, “only if i get caught darling, i am a pro street fighter never getting caught from way back,” he spoke a chuckle falling from his lips but then he noticed the change in mood, hara hadn’t been happy from the moment she turned up and no surprise considering there was obviously a bad reason for it yet she had been playful, teasing still and now that was all gone. he listened to her words as he continued to sip from his glass as she finished he left a few moments of silence eventually ending it with a small sigh, “darling you don’t fuck up that much, not as much as you think anyway. it was probably quite a shock seeing this person and a reaction is only normal but i would like to know more about it, i know you hate details and talking like this but it might help.”                          

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Malachi chuckled at her comment as she spoke, cocking an eyebrow down at the female as he took a sip of his scotch. “Maybe we’ll just have to test it out sometime soon.” He tossed her a wink before sliding his arm around her waist and pulling her close to him once again. He loved the personality the girl had, something he didn’t seem to see in most of the woman he spent his time with now days. “Be good for me, alright? I’ll be back soon.”

“I think that would be best,” she replied a grin now becoming noticeable on her features, the girl picked up her glass and took a small sip before then placing it down once again as her other hand continued to trail up and down the back of his neck, the girl applied a bit more pressure making his head tilt down every so slightly to press her lips against his, kissing him sweetly. This was completely new for Evie she had never been wanting to spend her time with just one person but him, she couldn’t get enough. Abesentmindely a pout formed on her lips as he spoke, “I’ll miss you but I know you have work to do so I will just be here baby -- of course I will be good for you, or maybe I shouldn’t be so you can punish me later,” she teased with an attempted wink but as smooth as Evie could be, winking was not a strong point. 

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hannibal & evie.

hannibal licked his lips as he set his cup down, watching her walk towards him while running a hand down his scruffy face. he leaned down slightly as he felt her nails in his skin, gripping her hips tightly. ‘ i want you to be my girl, v. ‘ he pulled her closer, with his hands gripping her firm, plump ass. he brushed his slightly chapped lips against her smooth ones, glancing down at her. ‘ no more fucking around, babygirl.. ‘ he sat back against the board, pulling her between his legs. ‘ i’m tired of fucking randoms just to get under your skin. ‘

evie was taken aback by his words, she wasn’t prepared for it and wasn’t entirely sure what to do or say. she wasn’t the type of girl to fall for someone, to be just one persons but it was all due to fear. a soft sigh fell from her lips, ‘ you know i’m not a relationship type of girl..’ she whispered a smile lacing her lips when she felt his against her own. as much as she denied it, didn’t want to believe it she was smitten with him, there was no other reason she would go back to him time after time, that wasn’t her either. generally it was a lot of one night stands, he got under her skin and in her head. ‘ but i agree with you.. we are just fucking around, pissing each other off and there isn’t a point, ‘ she spoke nuzzling her face into the crook of his neck, sliding her arms around his waist as he tugged her between his legs. ‘ well it works, i was pretty angry with you last night after hearing some of the shit people were saying and you know that one guy you hate more than anyone well i nearly fucked him because i knew how mad you would get but then i just rung and rung you and was upset because you didn’t pick up and then i just cried myself to sleep.. ‘ her feelings, everything was just coming out and it was about the most real she had been with a person, the closest she had let them get to her. 

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