💔

[homesicklovesick]

You Took My Soul Away

I don’t wanna think,

about that dark day,

as tears stream my face

blood covers the blade,

now it’s too late,

to repair the damage done.

It’s far too late,

you took my soul away!

my time’s running out,

afraid you sealed my fate,

now i’m filled with pain, rage, and hate!

can’t escape my feelings,

so I numb them until;

I can’t out run my demons any longer,

I’m tired of running away,

and I’m running out of breathe

I’ll let my demons catch up

so they can take me away. . .

[homesicklovesick]

do you know you killed me?

do you know the damage you caused

is past repair, i’m full of despair -

and rage and pain and hurt and hate!

i can’t complain i did this to myself you say,

i say i hate you and i hate the way you;

make me feel like i’m in hell!

how do i escape this damned state?!

i’m in hell i’m in hell i’m in hell

how the hell do I get out of this awful place?!??!!

[homesicklovesick]

i am not what you perceive me to be. i am not your thoughts. i am not your delusions. i am not your projections. i am not your insecurities manifested. i am a soul with my own complex internal network of thoughts and feelings. i know who i am, and it isn’t the one you say. i’m me!!!

[homesicklovesick]

After all this time . .

And after all the past,

I thought I’d put behind me, for good,

There is still a sadness that’s rots within me

It does not weigh on my chest, as it used to, recently; only a couple months ago, but . .

It has been there, when I stop to think . .

I wish I could let this go. I want to move on,

I’m tired of being sad and more than anything I’m sick of being tired, and tired of being sick.

It’s growing old, it’s so boring, there’s nothing in this cruel world for me anymore, I want to leave this place, I have grown so tired of fighting the feeling off only for it to return stronger than it ever felt before . .

[lostmymindgoodtime]

I am crazy and possessive and insane and obsessive and jealous and and and and and

[lostmymindgoodtime]

I am crazy and possessive and insane and obsessive and jealous and and and and and

[homesicklovesick]

idk if I want her to cuddle me, hurt me, or both >_<

[lostmymindgoodtime]

I just want unconditional love. I’m not easy to love, but please don’t give up on me. .

[lostmymindgoodtime]

you have my heart and if you hold onto it without hurting me, you’ll be the first whoever did. I’m terrified, I hope you’re truly my soulmate..

[lostmymindgoodtime]

No one loves you more than I do no one loves you more than I do no one loves you more than I do no one loves you more than I do no one loves you more than I do NO ONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN I DO NO ONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN I DO NO ONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN I DO NO ONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN I DO NO ONE LOVES YOU MORE THAN I DO!!!

it's funny that someone would think they're even close to my level.

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