@syrenki - Tumblr Blog

#anything graphic will be tagged 'roachbait' and anything adult will be 'not sfw'. the rest is just 'tw: topic'#backup is @wiltingwhitelily ig is @wiltingmagnolias co-star is @mormorando and spotify is 'girl in blue' (same profile pic)#straight men with porn blogs don't interact please #that's all! have fun and be yourself xo #kin #absolute fave #death goals

hypnagogue-i

None of this will even Appear in my next life

five rotten bouquets of flowers smelling pungently of mildew around my bedroom the milky sky the copper moon and someone groaning softly on the other side of the wall. nice night. bye everybody be good

#mine

crawling-over

Hand prints along the subway station tunnel wall

if i ever get assaulted and killed it's because i've ignored one shadow person too many ok

#i'm not larping don't even starttttt fuckers you know exactly why i get shadow people and that i'm not larping schizophrenia or w/e #yes i'm at fault for my brain malfunctioning but jesus CHRIST you have no idea how realistic they look. and they're EVERYWHERE #you have no idea. literally every corner of my vision #everything seems so alive and antropomorphic i sometimes stop in the middle of the street and heave in fear trying to figure out #if a figure made out of leaves could really look THIS real #it freaks me out but i've started forcing myself to ignore it because otherwise i just look and act scary. but from my perspective there's #and i'm not pretending to be Mentally ill 🧟‍♀️ and Crazy 🦹‍♀️ i am sooo aware it's 100% me choosing to fry my brain #and it's very reasonable to have hallucinations like it says so on the tin but. jesus christ #i swear to god someday i will ignore something real #you will see #mine

torturequeen

Am I just A hilarious Joke❔❔❔❔A Laugh to the World

schnuffelgirl

I’m just Mentally different Not neurodivergent I’m Not like the rest Of you

#i've been fucking saying

and what’s left after that? the fucked up trees? the shitty sky? the long, cold river?

#🤣.........🫤...🫩..........#mine

no use

#mine #some of my fav poems in the last months #there is a theme

tiny spirits in a k-hole bloated like soggy cereal god will come and wash away our tattoos and all the cocaine and all of the aborted babies will turn into little bambies

#mine