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[starsintherocket]

“Oh, my friend, all that you see of me is just a shell, and the rest belongs to love.”

— Rumi (via oceanofmind)

[syrenki]

[syrenki]

i define love as prioritizing the other's good above your own, fundamentally, as in promising to be ready to die for someone if need be, and i feel like such a liar typing those little throwaway ily's to people but there's a reason i do it in english, not polish or russian or belarusian. only english. years must pass before i say it in any language that i Actually communicate with. magdalena środa defines love as being happy that someone else exists though and in this context i suppose i could ethically say that without it being a lie, but then again i don't agree with this definition, i have no rational arguments but it doesn't feel true to me. on the other hand though with the way i feel and live my life maybe i really am ready to die for anyone, i look for excuses to anyway and i cannot not do what someone asks of me without guilt, if you came up to me on the street and asked me to hit my head on a wall after careful consideration i would probbaly conclude that i'd feel less morally corrupt if i did, the guilt for saying no to anybody for anything never feels worth it to me, it eats me alive, i start walking sideways and bumping into the furniture and i whimper softly and never sleep. so yes maybe i'd be ready to die for anyone at any time just because i'd feel obligated enough. maybe i really do love everybody and can say that without fearing that i'm lying. man. so strange to be anything at all hahahahahah good night everybody be good and don't get killed

[syrenki]

everything in the world is just this

[syrenki]

does it ever fucking end

[syrenki]

[syrenki]

[napoleononthebellerophon]

my cope is as vast and abyssal as the ocean

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The Blue Grotto by August Kopisch

[napoleononthebellerophon]

i wont sit here and pretend that I'm not mad at the world for the fact that i have to kill myself and others do not. they actually get to do whatever they want forever. and i have to embarrass myself for 20 years and then be gone ?? and do it myself too ?? even though i love being in the world and observing it ?? im not THAT bad. seriously. worse people than me have walked this earth. this is something i am "angry" at always because im an evil narcissist

[napoleononthebellerophon]

i have nothing substantial to say to anybody about anything

[mi-ciudad]

i knew from a young age that i didn’t want all of this

[syrenki]

i get sad when my mutuals don't recognise me in their anons

[syrenki]

do i really need to drop in 🫁 and 🩵🪽 and 🦪 and 🥂 and 50 xoxoxoxoxoxoxos cause i'll do it.. i'll do it

[syrenki]

i get sad when my mutuals don't recognise me in their anons

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Reprise

by Grizzly Bear

I was gooona post another song ( Excuses by The Morning Benders ), but this 10 MB limit is really restricting. >:(

[syrenki]

[syrenki]

[syrenki]

there is always a bigger feeling coming

[syrenki]

i don't think i'll ever call my politics anything, i don't want to associate with any group because i can't stand herd thinking, my politics is Um what i consider the most productive to creating a world in which as few sentient beings suffer as possible, guided by empathy and a platonic kind of rationalism, as in if we can think it, it's stored somewhere higher and it is possible if we just get there, somewhere higher, through love and through giving more than we try to possess. super simple